Chapter Seven

Elijah

 

I walked into my dad’s old office feeling a sensation of coldness run down my spine. The air conditioning in the place was blasting, but it felt more surreal than that. It was eerie.

“Elijah,” Karen immediately greeted me cheerfully. The lenses in her glasses had become thicker, and the black in her hair had started to fade to gray, but other than that, my dad’s old secretary looked the same.

“Hey, Karen. I just came to clean up dad’s office,” I explained, opening my arms to embrace her as she moved towards me.

Her head nestled in my chest, and her arms pulled me in tight. “I’m so sorry, Elijah,” she whispered as our embrace ended.

People kept telling me how sorry they were. I didn’t really understand why. I was glad he was gone. One less mean drunk bastard in the world. “I’ll be quick,” I promised and made my way down the hall to my dad’s old private office.

He hadn’t practiced law in years, but he still came in to go over cases and tell the other partners what they were doing wrong. Like he knew everything.

“Elijah, good to see you,” John Sanderson greeted me as I turned to walk into the small office where my dad had cluttered piles of papers and files everywhere.

“I didn’t realize you were a partner,” I acknowledged, curious as to why he wouldn’t have brought that up. Guess I should’ve known. I didn’t know much about my dad or his life, not really. Once I left, I stayed gone. Even when we were stationed on the island, I didn’t visit.

“Yes. I have some papers for you to sign, if you don’t mind,” he asked.

I looked around my dad’s office. It was a mess. A lifetime collection of junk, pure junk. “I won’t be long here,” I said.

“My office is just to the right,” he motioned in the direction.

I nodded and walked into the cluttered room as John patted me on the back.

A picture of me at graduation was on his desk, and then another of me in my SEAL uniform. Guess he wanted people to believe he was proud of his son, even though he couldn’t care less if I believed it.

I opened up each drawer, finding nothing but junk in each, until the last one. I pulled out a large folder that had my name on it. Every clipping of my name in the paper was inside, pictures of me he’d obviously gotten from my social media pages, and all the cards I sent out of obligation for each holiday, even though I never got one back.

I’d seen enough. I wasn’t in the mood to stroll down memory lane. There weren’t any good memories that I could recall. Fuck it.

I left the office and made my way to John’s. He was sitting behind a neat and organized desk in an office that was clearly cared for, with bookshelves free of clutter, and pictures of his family on the wall. “You can burn all that crap in there,” I half-chuckled, pointing towards my dad’s office.

“He was a hoarder,” John laughed. “We’ll take care of it. I realize you have enough to do,” he added.

“I got a call from someone telling me to pick up my dad at the funeral parlor,” I mentioned, curious if he had any more details on that task.

“Yes. He wanted to be cremated, no ceremony. His ashes are yours to keep,” John said with a forced smiled. Great, just what I wanted.

It wasn’t worth arguing. I’d pick him up. I was his son, after all. I had no intentions of keeping the ashes for any sentimental reasons. I’d scatter them around that ugly fucking tree he loved, or maybe dump them in the pool he’d never let me fill.

“I have a few papers for you to sign. Insurance money, his savings, the deed to the property, and the car title have all been left to you. You’ll also receive a two percent profit annually from the practice as agreed upon by all the partners,” John informed me. “He left it all to you,” he smiled.

Who else was he gonna leave it to? I was his only son. He didn’t have family, and he certainly didn’t have friends—at least none that I was aware of.

John pushed the papers towards me, and I grabbed the pen on his desk and scribbled my name. “I want to get the house sold,” I said abruptly.

“I know. The market is rough right now, so it may take a while to sell. I assessed the condition, and I estimate about a month of work to get it ready for the market,” John pointed out.

I knew he was being generous with the amount of time it would take to repair the house, but it still sucked. I didn’t want to be here a month. I didn’t want to be here at all. “I understand if you can’t take this on right now. We can hire someone to take over, but I can’t take it on myself with all the cases I’m loaded up with right now,” John explained.

I didn’t want to hire anyone. I hated the thought of paying someone to do what I could do. I had plenty of time off. Isaac wouldn’t need me around for a while, and I could handle my day trading business from anywhere, even this beautiful hell hole.  “I’ll handle it,” I stated.

“Well, like I said before, anything you need, don’t hesitate to call,” John stood, extending his hand to mine.

He had a firm grip, a solid shake, and a confidence my dad never had of his own. I felt bad taking any of the profits from the business that I was well aware my father most likely tried to run into the ground while he practiced. He was a drunk: a sarcastic, arrogant, mean drunk. Men like John were the ones who kept businesses moving forward, not men like my dad.

“Everything will be mailed to your father’s address since you’ll be staying around a while,” he concluded and then nodded in my direction as I headed for the door.

I stopped by the funeral home and picked up the urn with my dad’s ashes. I put the urn in the passenger seat of his old Chevelle and strapped it in with the seatbelt. I felt foolish with him riding beside me, and a little spooked. I was careful with the brakes so I wouldn’t topple him over and spill him into the floorboard. The last thing I wanted to do was shopvac my father from the classic car’s carpeting. It had to decrease the value.

I set dear ole dad on the kitchen counter next to the coffee machine. I didn’t know what the fuck to do with him. I looked at the clock, realizing I only had about an hour before I picked Taylor up for dinner, so I decided to leave him on the counter. He had a view of the backyard, and the coffee grounds were right next to him, so maybe they’d hit it off.

I stripped out of my clothes, reached into the shower and turned it on a cool stream before stepping inside. The water felt refreshing on my shoulders and rolling down my back. It’d been a long day, and spending the evening with Taylor was just what I needed.

Little Taylor Madden, Tommy’s little sister.  I couldn’t believe how much she’d grown since I saw her last. She still wore her hair up in a tight bun, and refused to wear contacts instead of her glasses, but even so, she was a knockout. Damn, I couldn’t wait to see her.

I grabbed a towel as I shut off the water and quickly dried off. I was excited, more so than I’d ever been. I knew if Tommy was alive he’d punch me in the nuts for trying to hook up with his sister, but it was more than that. I liked Taylor, I always had, and there wasn’t anything bad growing in my mind about taking her out. I respected her. I respected Tommy.

The drive to her house in my dad’s old car felt like old times. Every turn I made brought me back to my high school days when I’d head this way to pick up Tommy. I stopped in front of her house, suddenly nervous about the date. Maybe it wasn’t such a good thing to be around someone who made my past jump in my face and down my throat. Too late now. I wasn’t going to stand her up.

I walked up to her front door, tapping on the wood with my knuckles, remembering the doorbell never worked.

Her silhouette in the dark house moved towards the door. As she made it into the light, she was stunningly beautiful with her hair let down, and wearing a pretty red sundress. “Wow,” I gasped before I could stop myself. She blushed, slightly giggled, and made my heart pound hard against my chest.

“Your dad’s old car,” she exclaimed, looking past me to the street where I parked.

“Yup. Guess she’s mine finally,” I grinned. He’d promised me that car after graduation and then changed his mind.

“You look absolutely stunning,” I complimented her as she opened the front door.

“Thank you,” she mumbled.

It was rare to see Taylor with her hair down, and a treat.

We walked to the car where I opened the door for her and let her slide into the bright red leather passenger seat. I loved that it was a bench seat, making it easy to slide her close to me if the night went well. I knew it would.

I was glad the restaurant was just a short drive from Taylor’s house. The awkwardness in the car was rough, and all I could do was play with the stereo to keep my nerves calmed to a slight roar.

Taylor appeared impressed that I’d made reservations at the new upscale restaurant on the beach. She smiled up at me as my hand rested on her lower back. We followed the hostess to our table located in a private area of the outside deck. The breeze from the ocean was cool and refreshing, and the view more than I could’ve imagined. This was the type of date I’d plan for a conquest I wanted to get out of her panties and into my bed by the end of the night. But, Taylor wasn’t like that, and this wasn’t either. I truly wanted to take her somewhere nice, somewhere as beautiful as she was. It was new territory for me; that was for sure. And I certainly wasn’t going to do anything stupid that would make Tommy come back from the unknown to haunt me for life.

Taylor ordered a glass of wine, and I ordered a bottle of beer. It was obvious she was classier than women I’d grown accustomed to, and I didn’t mind that one bit. It was refreshing how easily our conversation started to flow, especially after the quiet car ride. “So, you’ll be here a month?” she inquired.

I nodded with a crooked smile to show my dismay. “You poor thing, stuck in paradise for a whole month,” she teased.

It could be worse. Having her here on the island with me certainly made things better. “You tease, but you know you miss the city life,” I countered.

Her cute little smirk drove me wild. Her eyes twinkled as he bit her bottom lip. “Yes, I miss it,” she admitted.

My phone beeped, causing it to jump across the table. It was the first conversation I’d been in for a while where I’d forgotten that I even had a phone. Normally, I’d start fidgeting, checking sports scores, the weather, or searching for anything to do instead of hold a conversation with my date. “Go ahead,” she motioned toward my phone.

I didn’t want to be rude, but it hadn’t rung much since I’d gotten her on the island. “It’s an e-mail from Xander,” I gasped, opening the document.

“Really? I haven’t heard that name in years,” Taylor sighed, relaxing back into her chair with her wine glass in hand, letting me read the e-mail and filling her in as I did.

“So, he knows I’m on the island, and he’s sent coordinates to his location,” I chuckled.

Xander was a wild one, that was for sure, and sending coordinates instead of an address was just like him. I pictured him living out in the woods somewhere, probably in a damn tree house, or possibly a hole he’d dug in the ground. “I heard he was around,” Taylor mentioned, her eyes wide and curious.

“Maybe you can go with me to see him,” I suggested.

“If I can find my hiking boots, sure,” she giggled.

“If you can’t, I’ll carry you,” I offered with a cheesy grin.

The waiter cleared our plates and suggested dessert, but Taylor declined. “I’ve been eating those bacon donut sandwiches at Mad Creations, and I think it’s time for me to slow down on the sweets,” she sighed.

My eyes widened as they took her image in. “You can eat all the sweets you want; you don’t have a pound of fat on you,” I complimented, to which she quickly laughed and rolled her eyes.

She finished her wine, and our conversation fell flat for a moment. I knew for me, it was that I hated for the night to end. I was having a great time, and I knew it was getting late. Hell, we started late, so I wasn’t given much time with Taylor; not enough time.

“So, you plan on staying forever?” I asked with a slight hint of disappointment in my voice.

“I don’t know about forever. Right now, it just makes sense. I needed away from the city, from the chaos. There was a lot for me to absorb after my father’s death,” she said softly.

I could hear the pain in her voice. I almost hated to ask, but I couldn’t help it. I loved Mr. Madden; he was more like a father to me than my own was. “What happened, if you don’t mind me asking,” I queried.

“He was apparently going through a bad depression. I knew that, after Tommy’s death, but I didn’t know how bad it had gotten. He killed himself,” she choked out as tears filled her eyes.

I quickly grabbed the napkin, handing it to her to dry her eyes. “I’m so sorry, Taylor,” my heart ached for her as she smiled sweetly from across the table.

“That’s why I came here, to have peace, maybe find some,” she sighed.

“I understand that. This is a great place to get away from it all, unless, of course, what you ran from is here,” I half-chuckled.

Her eyes offered sympathy. I knew she understood what I meant. It wasn't any secret that my dad used to use me as a punching bag, and I was certain Tommy hadn’t left out any details.

I finished my beer, paid for the check, and then walked with Taylor to the car. The sun had gone down, and the white caps of the ocean’s waves were glowing under the moonlight. I wanted to ask her to walk with me on the beach, but I knew she had a lot to do.

Back at her house, I walked her to her door, hesitating at the thought of kissing her. I knew that wasn’t the right move. I was leaving in a month, and she needed to find her peace in life. “I’d like to see you again,” I said instead of kissing her beautiful red lips.

“I’d like that too,” she agreed.

“I think I’ll go see Xander tomorrow, at least create a path for you when you decide to go with me,” I smirked.

Her lips curled into a sweet smile, and her eyes lingered on mine for a few seconds too long. My cock twitched against my jeans, and I knew it was time to go. “Thank you for a wonderful night,” I smiled, and then walked to my car like a gentleman. Fuck, my dick ached.