Damn.
Damn it.
Damn it all to hell.
Faye followed me out into the thick, overcast skies. “That was weird.”
“You think?” Shaken, I pulled out my phone and opened the car service app. Thank Mary Mother of God, Faye hadn’t heard what the Prince had said before he walked off. “Yeah, that was super weird.”
My heart was still pounding like I’d just done an hour on the treadmill. He knew. Damn it, he knew it had been me. He probably also knew why Tobias had disappeared.
I dragged my teeth along my bottom lip as I checked out what cars were nearby, resisting the urge to rip off the damn sweater. It was much cooler out here, but I still felt too hot.
“Brighton?”
Lifting my chin, I glanced at Faye. She stared at me with some sort of wonder in her eyes. “I don’t think you understand how out of character that was for him.”
“Oh, trust me, I was on the receiving end of all that weirdness. I understand.”
She gave a slight shake of her head. “No, you don’t. I’ve never seen him speak to anyone for that length of time.”
“Really?” I choked out a laugh as I glanced over my shoulder at the door that now looked like a rusted-over scrap of metal. The glamour had settled into place. “He spoke to me for about a minute, two tops.”
Faye nodded back at me.
“Seriously?” I lowered my phone. “That’s not very long. Does he not talk?”
“Not really.”
“To anyone?”
“No.” She folded her arms as she stepped in closer to me. “Not even his brother. He’s… well, you know what he’s been through.”
And I knew what he, under trance, had put others through. But I kept that to myself.
“He’s not very communicative,” she said.
He didn’t seem like he peopled very well, but I also kept that to myself and instead let curiosity get the best of me. “Has he been here this whole time? In the city, since the fight with the Queen?”
“Yes.” Her dark brows knitted together. “He actually hasn’t left New Orleans at all, not even to travel to the other large community in Florida with his brother.”
I thought that was odd, that I hadn’t seen him, and none of the Order had ever mentioned seeing him while on patrol. But I had a feeling the Prince knew how to stay unseen until he wanted to be.
I wanted to ask her if she knew why he would’ve been at Flux looking for a Winter fae, but asking that question would expose that I had been there.
Brushing my ponytail over my shoulder, I returned to the app on the phone. I tapped on the nearest car. “I honestly don’t know what to say. It was weird, but it’s over. I need to get to the Order. They’ll have their afternoon meeting soon and that’s the perfect time to see if any of them recognize these guys.”
“What was he saying to you?” she asked.
I held onto my phone and the file as I turned to the road, wishing the car would magically appear. “Nothing,” I said. “Nothing that’s important.”
Faye didn’t respond to that, and she didn’t say anything while she stood out there with me until the car arrived and I climbed in. I doubted that she believed me. When I closed the door and looked out the window, she was already gone.
“St. Phillips Street?” the driver asked, checking my request in the app.
“Yes.” My gaze was glued to the rundown brick building as the driver turned around and headed back toward the Canal. “Thank you.”
Once I could no longer see the building, I fell back in the seat with a sigh. God, what had just happened? Usually no one paid any attention to me on any given day and the Prince, who apparently didn’t speak to anyone, knew it had been me Saturday night and I had a sinking suspicion that he’d somehow known I’d been there and sought me out.
I ran my hand under my throat, wincing as I placed too much pressure on the skin. The Prince knew what I was up to, but he hadn’t exposed me in front of Tanner and Faye. Did that mean he wouldn’t go to the Order?
And what in the hell did he mean by the claim that he knew who and what I was? Those words haunted the short trip back to headquarters.
Thanking the driver, I climbed out and glanced at the first floor Order-owned shop. Mama Lousy sold all kinds of random stuff, featuring a lot of iron amidst an interesting amount of voodoo tools and authentic N’awlins spices. It was currently staffed by one of the grouchiest old men I’d ever met. Jerome had retired from the Order well over a decade ago and somehow ended up in the position that made least sense.
He was so not someone who should be in a customer service position.
Honestly, I was surprised Miles hadn’t assigned me to the shop. I snorted and then sighed, because I figured that day was coming sooner rather than later.
One glance through the shop windows, I could see him sitting behind the counter, glaring at the tourists who were picking up various masks and trying them on. He didn’t see me, and if he did, it wouldn’t have helped with his attitude.
Grinning, I headed for the side entrance and threw open the door. I headed up the narrow, cramped hallway that smelled vaguely of sugar and gym sneakers. A small camera was positioned at the top of the stairs. Things had gotten more high tech in the last two years since the headquarters had been breached by the Prince when he was all ‘kill, kill everyone’. A sensor was on the door, above the hand. Pressing my finger on it, I waited as the contraption read my fingerprint. The door unlocked in a jiffy, and as soon as I opened it, I saw that I’d made it back just in time.
The main room was full with at least a half dozen Order members. I immediately saw Jackie Jordan. The dark-skinned woman was sitting on a desk, one long, lean leg curled up as she watched something on her phone. Standing next to her was Dylan, decked out in black tactical pants and a fitted black T-shirt. Besides Miles and Ivy and Ren, they were the only original Order members left. The rest were gone, having perished in the battle or afterward, when the Winter fae unleashed their anger at being foiled. Those members were now replaced by various members from other cities or brand spanking new ones.
An unwanted but familiar heaviness settled in my chest. There had been so much loss and there were echoes of it everywhere. In Jackie and Dylan’s weary eyes and in all the new faces crowding the main room.
What had happened to my mother and me hadn’t been isolated. Dying in battle was a far better death than being hunted down, caught off guard and unprepared, slaughtered before you even knew what was happening.
I glanced down at the file. Were any of them really going to care about these missing younglings when so many of them had lost friends and family while fighting the fae? Would it matter to them that the Summer Court had come through for us and had fought side by side with us?
I had a terrible feeling I already knew the answer to my questions.
Holding the file close to my chest, I ducked my chin. Skirting around the group that was waiting on Miles, I passed several closed doors and then the surveillance room, where I could always find our leader. And there he was, standing before several rows of monitors hooked up to various cameras all across the city in the dimly lit room. He wasn’t alone.
Rick Ortiz sat in one of the chairs, his finger clicking away on the mouse, changing the images on the top row of monitors. As I entered the room, he glanced over his shoulder and lifted a dark eyebrow. That was about the only reaction I got from the olive-skinned man that had transferred to NOLA from Houston. He returned to clicking through the video feed.
Drawing in a short, irritated breath, I started to speak.
“How’d the meeting go?” Miles asked.
Did the man have eyes in the back of his head, hidden by the brown hair cropped close to his skull? “It went okay, but rather unexpected.”
“How so?”
Stepping forward, I cleared my throat. “Several of the younglings have gone missing. They’re worried that they may have met an… untimely demise at the hands of the Order.”
Rick snorted. “Untimely demise?”
“Well, yes.” I shifted my weight from one foot to the other. “Untimely because the Summer fae—”
“Are not to be killed, I know.” Rick sat back in his chair and spun it around, facing me. The man was handsome, with dark hair and a neat, trimmed beard, but I also liked to refer to him as Rick the Dick, because his handsomeness was outweighed by his douchieness. “But I just find it funny that they call it untimely.”
Having no idea why that was funny and deciding I was not going down that rabbit hole with Rick the Dick, I shifted my attention to Miles, who still wasn’t looking at me. He was focused on a camera that was across from the haunted LaLaurie House. The feed wasn’t set up for that home. Nope. It was for the rather plain, squat two-story home next to it, the location of one of the doorways to the Otherworld. Why was he watching that so intently? Was there activity there? My stomach dropped all the way to my toes.
The Queen could come back. She had the means—a crystal that powered the doorways from the Otherworld. I started to ask, but I didn’t get a chance.
Rick the Dick apparently wasn’t done. “You know what else I find funny? That they think we care that some of their spawn are missing.”
Miles sighed so heavily it could’ve rattled the monitors.
Taking a deep breath, I counted to ten. “They want to see if perhaps any of the Order members recognize them and to keep an eye out.”
“You got photographs of them?” Miles asked.
“Of course—”
“Hang them up on the bulletin board, so everyone can see.”
I started to frown. “I was planning to do that, but I thought I could check with them before the meeting gets started—”
“That won’t be necessary.” Miles faced me then. The man was in his late thirties, possibly early forties, and he’d seen a lot of messed-up stuff, especially after David’s betrayal. He was the hardest man to read, and I couldn’t remember ever seeing him smile. Not even once. “Hanging up the photographs should be enough.”
That wasn’t enough. I knew damn well no one ever looked at the bulletin board. There was still a picture of kittens Jackie had been trying to adopt out over a year ago. “Talking with them would only take a minute or so. One of these missing younglings is Faye’s cousin,” I added, thinking that would get him to agree, since Faye had helped the Order a million times over.
Miles strode over to where I stood and took the file out of my hands. He opened it and thumbed through the photos. “None of them look familiar.” He turned to Rick. “What do you think?”
Glancing over them, Rick lifted a shoulder. “Not to me, but they all kind of look the same.”
“Really?” I tensed. “Did you really just say that?”
He smirked. “It’s the truth.”
“No, it’s not, and that sounds really—”
“Don’t say racist,” Rick cut me off. “The fae are not human. They are not people.”
“Wow.” I started toward where he sat and stopped myself. “They are kind of a race of beings, so the term racist would apply.”
“That’s not how that works,” he replied, grinning that irritating shit-eating grin up at me.
Miles spoke before I could. “Hang up their photographs, Brighton. I’ll tell those on patrol to keep an eye out for them.” Closing the file, he handed it back to me. “But I’m telling you now, if one of them did come across one of those younglings and it ended badly, ain’t none of them going to come forward with that info.”
I figured that much, but hearing Miles say it like it was no big deal sent a wave of disappointment through me. “They should. They’re not supposed to harm them. If you think they have, shouldn’t there be consequences?”
Rick laughed—straight-up laughed.
“What?” I demanded, feeling my cheeks start to warm.
“You don’t patrol, honey. You sit behind a desk and you read books and study maps, sometimes you help out in the infirmary and you handle shit that we don’t need to know about. If you did patrol, then you’d know that shit happens out on the street and one second of hesitation can get yourself killed. We’re not going to punish someone for doing their job.”
Heat blasted my face, and I came so close knocking him out of the chair and explaining to him that I knew exactly what happened when you hesitated, but I managed to restrain myself. “First off, don’t call me honey, and more importantly, don’t sit there and talk to me about how dangerous these streets are. I know better than you do.”
He opened his mouth, but I wasn’t done. “We’re not supposed to harm the Summer fae. End of story. That’s not our job and the new protocols—”
Rick scoffed as he lifted his hands. “Fuck the new protocols.”
“Do you hear him?” Exasperated, I turned to Miles. “I mean, you’re standing right there.”
“Thank you both for stating the obvious and speaking as if you are the leader around here,” Miles replied dryly. “Hang the pictures, Brighton. And you?” He turned to Rick. “Shut the hell up, Rick, and get out there.”
And with that, Miles stalked out of the office, whistling loudly to gain the attention of everyone who waited in the main hall.
I was dismissed without really even being dismissed. How freaking messed-up was that? Not that I should be surprised. Again, to Miles and to everyone here I wasn’t essential.
Rick rose, brushing my shoulder as he walked past me. He stopped at the doorway and waited until I faced him. “What?”
He studied me a moment. “I don’t get it.”
“Get what?”
“Why you’d even care about those fucking fae, after what they did to your mother—did to you?”
Nausea twisted up my insides, but I pushed past it. “The Winter fae attacked my mother and me. Not the Summer fae. Not these boys.”
“Does that really matter? What court they claim to belong to? Does that make a difference?” he challenged.
“Yes. It does.” It had to.
Something akin to pity crossed his face. “Whatever. You do realize that hanging their photographs up is pretty pointless, right?”
“Why?” I lowered the file. “Because no one is going to care?”
“Well, yeah, that. But it’s pointless because if they’re legit missing and one of us does recognize them, they’re probably no longer in this realm. They’re dead for all intents and purposes.”