CHAPTER THIRTEEN
KAREN
Decker blew my mind.
I'd never been with a man like him. He seemed to derive his pleasure from servicing my needs. He eagerly used his mouth on me whenever he could. He literally fed on my orgasms. Every time I came, he seemed to enjoy it as much as I did.
When he came, the first time, he didn't roll over in search of sleep, he wanted to know what he could do for me next. Offering his hands and mouth while his dick recovered. Or we could break for fruity crumble. My heart crumbled at that offer. We made love for longer before going in search of more food.
I don't remember settling down to sleep, but I did find myself waking up in his arms. It was pleasant, and I smiled to myself.
After our late night dessert, we had the energy for a little more fun. That's when he told me about some things he'd like to do to me in the future.
"I'm just one man, with two hands, one mouth, one dick. If you want more, and you do deserve more, Karen, then we could call on my brothers to give more hands."
The images he painted in my mind made me wonder why women settle for only one lover at a time.
"I'd lick your clit while one of my brother's fucks you. Cedric has a big cock and great rhythm. Simon could kiss you, or would you rather suck his cock?"
"Did you guys talk about what I did with Simon and Cedric?" I asked suspiciously.
"No, we didn't," he protested. "But I've never seen Simon fuck. Honestly, I can't imagine it."
That made sense. And I liked the thought of the three of them in the way Decker described. And then swapping places. And then swapping again.
"But in the future, I'd like to film it."
"You'd make a porn film of me with your brothers?" I acted shocked but my core clenched and my clit throbbed. It sounded erotic. I must have uncovered an exhibitionist streak in me. I already knew that being photographed was a turn on.
"I'd film the three of us having sex, so we had our very own private porn to watch. Would you like that?"
"Yes, honestly, I'd like that." I smiled. I'm sure I should've said no.
Of course, Cedric and Simon were out when I arrived. I never heard them come in. The walls and doors were very solid in this house and offered excellent soundproofing. It wasn't the first time I'd noticed you couldn't hear anything from one room to another. I'd been extremely loud when I'd come with Decker. I'd be embarrassed to think his brothers listened to that.
It was still very early morning, but I'd had enough sleep that once I stirred, I was wide awake with so much to worry about.
It was confusing enough that three gorgeous guys all said they wanted to share me. I was starting to believe them, although I still couldn't understand how it would work. But I also had our parents to worry about, and that was my bigger concern.
I unwrapped myself from a soundly sleeping Decker and his covers, and went into his bathroom. After using the toilet and washing my face and hands, I slipped into his bathrobe which hung about me with a mass of excess fabric.
Quietly, I sneaked out of his bedroom and through to the kitchen. I thought I'd get a drink and sit on a sofa and think.
SIMON
I don't know what woke me, but my dry mouth felt as if it hadn't been offered a drop of liquid in days. I got up to get water; I'd need at least a pint of it. Fortunately, my head only seemed a touch delicate, and it wasn't too bad,
I'd walked right past Karen and gotten a glass of water before I noticed her curled up on the sofa. She was watching me but hadn't said a word.
"I hope Decker didn't kick you out of bed?" That was very insensitive of me, but my tired, dehydrated brain wasn't working properly.
"No, he didn't. I just got up for a drink."
"Me too. I drank a little more alcohol than I should've, last night. Same for you?"
"No. I didn't drink much. A little but not too much. I couldn't sleep."
We were talking in hushed voices, not because we'd disturb anyone, but that's how you talk when you get up in the middle of the night, and the place is mostly in darkness.
"Would you like company?"
"Okay."
I went and sat next to her. "What's on your mind?"
"Honestly, I'm worried about who will see the photos and I wish I'd never posed for them. Of course, that's how I met you all, and I'm pleased about that. And I've enjoyed everything we've done together. I just don't want other people to see how much I enjoyed myself."
"That's honest. All right."
"Sorry. You asked. It all came out."
"Do you really wish you hadn't posed for them?" I couldn't hide my disappointment. It was in the tone of my voice and must've shown on my face."
"No. I didn't mean to say that. I enjoyed modeling for you. It was a new experience, and I learned things about myself while doing it. Simon, you know it turned me on. My mind was racing while we did those sessions, and afterward too. I don't regret doing any of it. I just don't want the risk of people I know seeing me in some of those poses. Even though I enjoyed it at the time. And you and Cedric saw me like that. If I could choose, I'd keep it to just us."
I wasn't surprised by any of what she said. I'd thought about the images a lot over the short time we'd known her. I had to question whether I wanted to share pictures like that featuring a woman I loved. I wasn't sure of the answer.
If she didn't want them to get out, that solved any dilemma for me. She'd signed a model release form, but that didn't matter. What she wanted was more important than any piece of paper.
But I had no idea whether Cedric would feel the same. When it came to his artwork, he wanted complete independence.
"I won't show any of the photos to anyone. If that's what you want."
Her face lit up. "I'll pay you back the fees."
I shrugged. I raised her feet off the sofa where they rested beside me and pulled them on to my lap. I didn't want her to repay the money. This wasn't the time for that conversation though. We'd have to talk to Cedric first.
"You haven't seen the photos, Karen. You don't know how we see you. How beautiful you look. But I understand you remember us taking them and don't want your family to see those photos. Tell me, would you mind Decker seeing them?"
"Oh. I don't know. You know him better than me, do you think he'd like them?
I smiled. "He'd love them."
"I think it would be more fun if we made new photographs, and he was there too."
"Karen, that's so spooky you saying that. Cedric and I were having exactly the same conversation today. I guess it's actually yesterday. A combination of us in the photographs with you."
"Decker wants to film us."
"Decker wants to film everything. You'll find out. Once you've been with us long enough, you'll find he doesn't recognize boundaries once he has that camera in his hand. He'll follow you everywhere. Even to the bathroom."
She shuddered.
We sat in silence for a few minutes and I stroked her feet with a firm even pressure to avoid tickling her.
"So, you guys do want me around with all of you?"
"We do. Don't worry about the pictures, Karen. It'll work out fine."
She yawned, which set me off too.
"Let's go to bed. Do you want to join me in my bed? I'm offering sleep, perhaps a cuddle. And you get to not wake up Decker."
DECKER
When I woke up and couldn't find Karen, I wondered if she'd got up and left in the middle of the night. But all her clothes were still in my room.
I realized she must have gone to one of my brother's beds. I didn't want to knock on their doors and wake them, but I didn't want to walk in on anything they'd prefer to keep private. Ultimately, I had to know she was safe so I carefully pried open Cedric's door. He was laying in bed looking at me.
"What the fuck, dude?"
Pushing it wide open, and stepping in I said, "I'm looking for Karen."
"You've had her one night, and you've lost her. It's a big apartment, but that's really careless."
I flipped him the finger. "So have you seen her?"
"Are you making coffee?"
"I am."
"I have not. Have you checked Simon's room, unlikely though it seems."
I chuckled. "I never thought the day would come when I'd wonder if Simon had a girl in his room."
"Don't forget coffee," Cedric called out as I left and closed the door.
In Simon's room, they were indeed sleeping. Not wrapped around each other but each at far ends of the bed with enough space between them for at least one other person. I was tempted to work my way in, but I knew they'd love me more if there was coffee.
CEDRIC
When Decker closed the door, I got up immediately and walked straight into the shower to freshen up. Even if I was a little bleary-eyed, I should still smell my best for Karen after her first sleepover. The first of many, I hoped.