Chapter 15
CHARLI
ILAY HERE, TRYING TO inhale air as my mind begins to
function properly again.
Eli had been so sweet and patient with me. I saw his mind
go somewhere else for a moment but he quickly came back.
It had been amazing. I never knew sex could feel so good. I had read enough to know what would happen, but if I had known it was that good, I would have done it sooner with Eli. What we’d done three years ago had felt incredible, but this, this is a whole new level. A whole new experience.
I’m glad I decided to wait and have Eli be my first. He had
been so sweet.
When he pulls out of me, it hurts a little. I try not to show
that it hurts, but I think I’m unsuccessful.
Eli gives me a kiss on the lips and says he'll be right back. I
lay here wondering where he is going.
“Let me take care of you.” Eli says, coming back into the room
with a warm cloth
Eli kisses my inner thigh and he wipes the warm cloth over
my very sensitive area.
He is being so sweet.
I smile down at him watching him as he takes care of me,
trying to make me feel better.
“You will be sore, but I like knowing you will be,” he says
I giggle and touch his cheek.
He is leaning up on his elbow, hovering over me. He tosses
the face cloth on the floor and leans closer to me. This feels
different he feels different, I trace my finger over the tattoo on his
shoulder that leads down his chest. Eli has a tribal tattoo covering
one side, shoulder, and even his back. He has words written just
under his chest I try to read what they say but I can’t make them
out.
“What does this say?” I ask him as I run my hand over the
words.
He smiles down at me and lay down wrapping his arm around
me. He kisses my head making me smile. He pulls me into him
tight so we are face to face. I wonder if this is new to him. Has he
ever cuddled with a woman after sex before?
“It says, don’t lose yourself in your fear.”
His fingers run along my skin, his touch sending chills down
my spine. I can feel myself start to get excited just by his very
touch.
“What does it mean?” I ask him softly.
He releases a sigh.
“It means I won’t lose myself in my own fears, that I will focus
on the light, and not the dark.”
I smile and brush his hair from his face as he wraps his arm
around me tighter, me making me feel loved, cherished and most
of all, safe.
“I think it’s beautiful.”
“Yeah. You think so?” he asks, sounding unsure.
I nod and place a soft gentle kiss on his very kissable lips.
“What about this one?” I ask, touching an angel tattoo on his
side it has the words “And the Chaos within me found balance.”
The angel is beautiful, its wings are spread out and open, the
angel has brown hair that looked like it was almost floating and
is wearing a white dress.
He clears his throat making me look up at him.
“That one is special, but enough tattoo talk.”
Eli rolls me over onto my back. He’s on top of me again as I I
giggle.
Eli kisses me and then proceeds to lick around my neck,
sucking my skin, only coming back up to bite down gently on my
earlobe. It sends quivers over my body. My toes curl, I can feel the
pulsing between my legs. Eli pushes his hips against me allowing
his hard length to slide through my lips and gliding through my
wetness.
Eli’s eyes are glazed over and his pupils are dilated, he is
looking at me like he wants another taste. But there is also
something in his eyes I can't put my finger on what is it?
We hadn’t used a condom, I’m not sure how I feel about that.
I mean I’ve only been with him but how many women has he been
with?
He brushes my hair behind my ear. He looks at me with
concern on his face.
“I’m sorry baby, I didn’t use a condom. I’m clean, I swear
you’re the only girl I’ve never used one with,” he says, sensing my
fear. I nod slowly, still unsure about the whole thing. I was caught
in the moment before but it did feel amazing and I trust Eli, he is
the man I love and I think he loves me, he would never risk me.
“Charli, baby, I swear to you I’m clean. I lost my mind with you. I
use them religiously, I swear.” He is trying to reassure me but I
already know he is telling the truth
“Okay, I believe you,” I say to him as his gaze holds mine.
He smiles at me, making my heart swell.
I bite my lower lip and look at him and I smile back at him.
“Sweetheart, you keep looking at me like that and we will be
going for round two real soon,” he says
“Maybe I like the idea of a round two,” I reply, grinding my
wetness into his cock.
“You naughty girl,” he says
Eli falls to his side and in one swift move pulls me on top of
him.
He leans up into me and kisses my neck, it feels so good. I
start to feel that tremor and burn that he always seems to bring
out in me
He pulls me close I can feel his erection, he is hard as a rock
again.
“You want a round two, sweetheart? We will go round two,
but I only if you want to,” he whispers.
“Yes, please,” I say.
I will go as many rounds with this man as possible.
He grins as his dimples show just how goddamn handsome
he is.
Maybe I’m dreaming. How I can I be this lucky to finally
share a bed with Eli?
Is this really happening?
“Charli?” Eli asks. “Did I hurt you?”
I smile at him and shake my head, “no”.
“Good, ‘cause I don't want to hurt my girl”
Wow his girl.
Does this mean we are dating? Does this mean he will tell my
brother about us?
“Your girl,” I ask cautiously. I don’t want to assume that’s
what he means. It might have a slip up.
“You bet Charli. I'm not sharing you. No one else gets to see
you like this. No one gets to see the way you cum, and I’m the only
one who gets to make you feel like this,” he says as he nibbles
behind my ear. My skin tingles. “Now that I've gotten a taste of
how amazing you are, I want more, baby.” His tongue does
delicious things to my skin.
I kiss him.
“How will we do this, exactly?” I ask.
“Well baby if you sit back onto my cock…” he says before I cut
him off.
“No, not this. I’m talking about us, or more importantly,
should we tell Jensen?” I ask, then continue, “We’ll have to tell
Jensen. I don’t think we can do this behind his back. He’ll be mad
when we tell him, but he’ll kill us if we don’t tell him, and he finds
out.”
Eli chuckles in response.
“Eli! I’m serious.”
“I don’t care—I can’t hide my feelings for you anymore,” Eli
says. “I won’t. I want guys to know you’re mine, and I want girls
to know I’m yours. Besides, whatever Jensen decides to dish out,
you’re worth taking it for. You’re worth everything, and more.”
I giggle, “Such a sweet talker.”
“I mean it. I'll talk to Jensen.”
“Don’t you worry your pretty little head with that, it’s my job.
Now about that round two…”
He guides my hips down onto him, making me forget all our
forbidden love, my brother, and everything else…