Chapter Four
Riley
The gun was heavier than I expected, but I didn’t know much about weapons I supposed. I didn’t know that a powerful man like Nico would let down his guard, jerk himself off, leaving himself so vulnerable either. I stood before him and power zipped through me at the thought of him giving up his control to me.
“I told you I’d go quietly…” My lips trembled, and I bit the lower lip to keep it from revealing my racing heart.
Fear flickered behind Nico’s eyes before he spoke. “I had to protect us both. It wasn’t like I enjoyed doing what I did to you. So give me the gun, Riley. I don’t want you doing something you’ll regret for the rest of your life.”
Honesty mated with his solid tone, and I locked my eyes with his dark stare. Could I really pull the trigger? I adjusted the gun nestled against my palm, contemplating what I would say next, my eyes feasting on his muscled body, and over his growing erection. I swallowed, gulping down my desire as I wondered what having him buried inside me would feel like. It was a strange thought, both wanting him dead and wanting him very much alive.
“Do you like what you see little one? Because this, every single throbbing inch…” He gripped his dick in his hand just as he had earlier when he jerked off. “Is yours. I’m yours, and you’re mine.”
I lifted the gun higher, my hands shaking from the weight, or my building desire for this man who’d saved me from my father.
“Stay back.” I warned.
“You’re not shooting me.” Nico took a step forward and then another, until the barrel of the gun rested directly over his heart, stealing away my will to hurt him.
He eased the gun from my hands, leaving me at his mercy again. Maybe I should have pulled the trigger. Or ran away. Curiosity prickled my scalp when he pushed a stray hair behind my ear.
“Will you hurt me?” I squeaked, lifting my eyes to meet his hungry gaze. I wasn’t surprised. Men had leered at me my entire life.
“I should punish you. I should toss you over my shoulder and carry you off to my bed, our bed. I should fuck you until you scream my name while I thoroughly possess your body in ways you’d never thought possible.”
I shuddered at the image he detailed, his name rolling past my lips like an invitation to do what he wanted with my body. “Nico…”
Nico gripped me by the hips, lifting my small frame, and pressing me to the wall behind me. He forced a soft gasp from my lips, the gun clattering to the floor at my feet as he examined my features.
“Say it again.” he growled.
“Say what?” I tested, cocking back my chin.
He thrust his knee between my legs, holding me in place. He leaned in, and whispered the words directly into my ear. “My name. I like hearing you say it, it makes me want to have you scream it while I’m between your thighs, feasting on your virgin pussy.”
Shock filled me as much as his dirty talked stirred forbidden thoughts. Or at least unfamiliar thoughts. What would Nico feel like, tasting me, touching me in ways I could only imagine? “You don’t mean that. You’re a killer that could take anyone, claim anyone. You couldn’t really want me.”
My lips trembled at the realization Nico could want me when I’d never been wanted by anyone, not even my father wanted a daughter.
A sinful smile pulled at his lips. “I very much do want you, taking you in ways you couldn’t ever imagine, doing it.”
He licked at the soft flesh below my ear, one long brush of warmth, making my pulse jump. I sank my fingers into his shoulders, each little finger pushing him, causing the space around us to grow hotter. I tested, “What’s it?”
He cupped my cheeks, his lips close enough to mine that if he puckered he’d kiss me. “It is eating you out until you’re raw. It is fucking you until you can’t take another inch. It is reminding you in every way why you’re mine, and only mine.”
He shook as he spoke as if my innocence had more power over him than his strength and experience did on me. But in his hold, that familiar feeling of safety blanketed me. I realized it was Nico, his touch, his tone, his weird familiarity and what I’d been wanting. Intuition told me he would not hurt me ever.
“What if I want it to happen?”
He stilled his breath. “Then I’ll let it happen. Either way it’s going to be epic little one, one-way or another you’re going to be mine. I might’ve taken you as part of a debt, but I’m keeping you for my own pleasure. Keeping you as my queen.”
My cheeks heated and I dropped my gaze to his bare chest, pecs like blocks carved from stone. What did I know about pleasing a man when I barely knew myself?
“I’ve never done this before, not with anyone. I’m inexperienced, and you’re an alpha. Why would you want me?” I asked.
Nico lifted a hand, skimming his thumb across my bottom lip before pressing his lips against mine.
Warmth of his kiss filled me and a gasp escaped my lips as if inviting him to take me. Maybe I was being foolish. I didn’t push him away or tell him to stop. When he pressed his hardness against my belly, if anything, I deepened the kiss.
He eased back, his half-lidded gaze all for me. “If we cross this line I won’t be able to stop. You’ll be mine indefinitely and there won’t be anyone I wouldn’t be willing to kill to protect you.”
He growled, pulling me in closer, so not even a shadow could slip between us, and then he did his worst.
He kissed me again. I’d been terrified of the man before me, but I was also intrigued with him. He stirred a desire deep down in the pits of my belly that I’d never felt before.
I gasped as his lips touched mine, a warmth forming between my thighs as his tongue flicked against my own. He was tasting me as if he had been starving for something more, as if he had been a man solely surviving on bark and grubs and was now eating a prime rib with all the fixings for the first time.
“Go to the bedroom.” Nico pointed in the direction of the bedroom, the gun he held waving in the air.
His menacing stare met mine as he pulled away from me, ordering me back to the bedroom that I’d just come from. I dropped my gaze to his rock hard cock and wondered why he wanted me to go to the bed when he could just as well have fucked me against the wall right here.
“But…” I started, but stopped when Nico shook his head, his finger pointing in the direction of the bedroom.
“I need a minute.”
I twirled on my heels and ran to the bed, settling my ass onto the edge of it, while I waited for him to come out of the bathroom behind me. Minutes ticked by, causing the anxiousness inside me to fester until my palms were tacky. Had he changed his mind about keeping me, like my father?
He appeared, his hair dampened around the edges, like he’d splashed water on his face. He no longer held the gun.
“I’m sorry little one. I almost lost myself back there and I don’t want to be that man, the one that fucks you until you can’t breathe, the one who leaves you sore, and begging for me to stop. You’re different to me, you’re mine and I’m going to cherish you like a queen.”
For the second time he’d called me queen. I gulped, unsure why this man cared for me so much. If my father owed him money, and he wasn’t going to hurt me, then there certainly was more to this than he was letting on. Details that intrigued me.
“You think I’ll want to be your queen?”
“You’re never going to want me to stop once I get started pleasing you, so yes.”
I slid over a few inches while forcing a smile through the feeling of butterflies fluttering inside my belly. I didn’t know why I was feeling so hot and cold, but the attraction I had for the dark knight before me was over the top, like skydiving and swimming with sharks while surrounded by spiders before riding a rollercoaster. I’d never been with a man before, but I wanted to be with Nico. I wanted to fly and face danger, and I couldn’t quiet figure out why?
“Why don’t you let me be the judge of what I want, and don’t want?” I questioned, wondering if I was pushing some type of boundary by talking back. Would he spank me, take me over his knee and tell me to obey his rules? The thought alone made my pussy clench.
The smile that pulled at his perfectly full lips stole my breath.
“Believe me when I tell you, you don’t want me to fuck you like I’ve fucked others, especially not for your first time. Gentle isn’t something I do well Riley, but I want to try with you.”
I could tell he was sincere in his word, but a zing of excitement shot through me at the thought of being truly fucked. “I want you.” I blurted the words without thought to what would happen next. As far as I knew I could be dead tomorrow. If that were the case, I wasn’t going to be dying a virgin.
“Take off your clothes.” Nico ordered, his large hand taking hold of his raging boner. He had to be a good ten inches long, which made me wonder how on earth he was going to fit inside me.
“I’ve… I’ve never…” My fingers trembled as I pulled off my shirt over my head, the coldness of the room sweeping across my bare skin.
“I know you’ve never fucked before, but you told me you want me to fuck you, so here we are little one. Pants and panties next. My patience is wearing thin sweetheart…”
I sucked in my bottom lip, following his orders. I stripped to nothing, watching his eyes as they meandered over every part of my body as if they were painting a picture he’d keep in his pocket for later.
“You’re perfect Riley, absolutely perfect…” Nico’s voice trembled.
Was he scared, too? And if so of what? Of becoming vulnerable, of holding back his desires and what he really wanted to do to me? “Do you only want me because of my father’s debt?” I questioned, crossing my legs, and watching him with curiosity.
He stalked across the room, coming to a stop directly in front of me. His body loomed over mine, all his tight muscles filled with tension. The tattoos that covered his arms and chest begged me to touch them.
“Is that what you think?” He countered, gripping me by the chin and forcing my face to his, while his other hand skimmed over the top of my breast.
I shook my head no. As much as I wanted to believe that I was here because of the debt, I knew otherwise. I was smart enough to know that if it were all about the debt I’d already have been put to work, or fucked senseless by now. Sold.
“I think you want me as much as I want you, and even though I’m not sure why I feel this strange connection to you. I want to explore why.”
Fire flickered in his dark eyes and before I could take my next breath he was on me. He sealed his lips over mine while his hard length pressed against my belly. I lifted my arms, wrapping them around his neck, pulling him closer to my body. I needed his warmth, his touch, and his hands on my skin. I wanted him to possess me like he had talked about possessing me.
“I want you so badly it hurts, my queen. I’ve wanted you for months, years even, and now I finally have you. Here in my bed. As mine.” He pulled away just long enough to speak before kissing me again.
His lips were rough, causing the blood to rush in my ears. I felt his possessive hands everywhere, skimming against my breasts, and down my belly, and to my hips where he lifted me to move me up the bed. When he finally pulled away again, he was trailing a path of kisses from my neck, over my belly, and down to my pussy. He rested his lips against my swollen clit.
“I’m burning for you, Nico.” I cried out, feeling impossibly hungry, starving for him to take me over the edge. I wanted him inside me right now, and I widened my legs to give him access.
“Shhh, little one. I need to get you nice and ripe. I want you swollen, and dripping with need so that when I finally do give you my cock you can take every single inch of me.”
His words sent a ripple of pleasure through me, and out of instinct I spread my legs even wider, inching my ass closer to his face, wanting him to push me over the brink so I could dine in the pleasure that he promised, and so many others talked highly about.
I wanted an orgasm, but instead, at the hands or should I say fingers of myself, I wanted to be pleasured from a man, a man who lived to make me come.
I sucked my bottom lip into my mouth as Nico’s thick finger slipped between my folds. This was wrong, but it was also right.
“So fucking perfect, and so fucking mine. You know that don’t you?” Nico’s voice demanded an answer.
I swallowed down the ecstasy that was coursing through me as he slipped a thick finger inside my tight channel. I didn’t answer him though. I couldn’t. My voice was gone, as was my mind. The only thing working at the moment was my thundering heart, my writhing body, and my pulsating core.
“I’m going to claim your cunt first, but soon after there won’t be a hole on your body that I haven’t claimed with my cock, tongue, or fingers.”
I tried to stifle the moan that vibrated through me, but I couldn’t. Not while his finger moved in and out of my tightness, my core clenching around the thick digit as he rubbed me in places I’d never felt before.
“Nico… Oh God…” I moaned his name.
Fuck. I moaned his name.
Then as if he knew how hot and ready with need that I was for him, he pushed a second finger inside me, pushing me over the imaginary bridge of pleasure. The two fingers made a crisscrossing motion inside me. “I’m…”
“That’s right, ride my hand little one. Take what you need from me baby.”
Nico’s gruff voice weighed heavy with his own desires. Still I followed his order, grinding my pussy against his hand, zings of electrically charged pleasure coursed through me, exiting through my feet. I was floating, my entire body transported into another place. “Heaven…” I purred loudly, melting deeply into his touch.
My eyes popped open as I felt his moving beneath me, his fingers withdrawing from my pussy. I grumbled at the loss of his touch, and was rewarded with a soft chuckle as he lifted me by the ass, bringing my mound to his face.
“Wait… I’ve never… What are you doing?” Panic seized me, and I struggled against his hold as he gazed up at me over my wedge.
He darted his tongue, slipping out over his lips as he flicked the tip of it against my engorged clit. My eyes went wide, as pleasure claimed the panic I had been feeling moments ago.
The smirk on Nico’s face only grew as his tongue worked faster, an alternation between licking and sucking.
“Please don’t stop, please don’t stop…” I cried out, my hands threading through his dark locks, and holding him in place while his tongue worked against my bundle of nerves. I had never felt so much pleasure before, so much need and desire for a man’s cock. I wanted Nico, and there was no doubt in my mind that it was the right choice, now that he’d pleasured me with such care—the way I’d never been cared for before.
He sunk his fingers into my ass, bringing his face deeper into my pussy. I felt his tongue leave my clit, and swirl around just inside my pussy.
The single movement sent me flying, my legs shaking, and my pussy clenching hard, pounding out in waves like my racing heart. I was floating, flying through the air. Nico was my knight in shining armor and that one person who was there to save me in the end. I didn’t know the man but then I didn’t really need to know him.
Not if he was caring for me as he promised he would. He treated me as the queen and in return I would treat him as my king.
When my eyes finally opened again, Nico greeted me with a darkness that burned behind his eyes. He was ready to fuck me, but was I ready to give myself up to him?
“Are you ready for me little one, for my cock to take your cherry? I was the first to taste your sweet nectar. Now I’ll be the first to pop you…” His body was tense, and he moved his eyes over me, as he stroked his mammoth length.
“How will you fit, you’re so big, and I’m so small…” I’d be lying if I didn’t say a smidge of anxiety started to form deep in my belly.
“We will fit baby. In fact, I’m positive were the perfect fit, and you’ll find out just how perfect in a few seconds.”
Nico soothed my worries away with a soft brush of his hand against my cheek. He looked at me, and touched me like I was a fragile piece of glass, but the longer I thought about the pleasure and care that he could give me, the more I realized I wanted to be taken like a woman. I wanted to be fucked instead of given tender strokes.
“Please…” I lifted my legs and dug my feet into his ass cheeks, admiring his ripped abs and tight muscles. He was handsome as hell, his skin taunt and tan. He was every woman’s Magic Mike fantasy brought to real life.
“Patience little one. You don’t want me to break you in half do you?” Nico spoke through clenched teeth.
I could see he was barely holding on as he centered himself at my entrance. I bit into my bottom lip hard enough to draw blood, and shook my head no, even if the thought of him penetrating me with his massive shaft kinda excited me.
“I just want you. Please Nico,” I begged unsure of why I wanted or needed the man before me so badly. Something inside me shifted as I felt the head of his cock stretching me. I didn’t just want this man. I needed him, and when he closed his eyes, gritting as he inched forward, I believed he needed me, too.
“Hold on baby, it’s about to get rough.” Nico announced, before gripping me under the ass, and impaling me with his cock.