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The Alpha's Mail Order Bride (Oak Mountain Shifters) by Leela Ash (219)


Janie sat quietly on the loveseat in her living room, her shirt pulled up to her breasts. She was looking down at her swollen belly, touching it gingerly and tracing the little purple line that had started to spring from her navel. She was beginning to see another one forming as well, and guessed that soon, her belly button would look much like a ray of sunshine blazing through the soft plains of her stomach.

“Why now?” she asked the little one growing in her belly. “Couldn’t this have waited until we were all ready?”

Her stomach cramped slightly as if in response to the question, and Janie sighed. “I know you would be so much happier here, but it’s dangerous. I don’t think we should stay here any longer. Your daddy and I have both been hurt. It isn’t safe.”

She expected the baby inside to move or kick at her or something, find some way to protest its confinement to her stomach and dependence on her poor decision making skills, but this time, nothing happened.

Ever since she’d gotten home, Janie had been surfing the internet and reading about all the horrific things that the bear shifters had done during the war. It was a miracle that any of the wolf pups had survived the onslaught, and she had a new appreciation for the settlement of Stonybrooke.

In this town lay the Serah stone, one of the most important shifter artifacts. It was a beautiful stone, safely tucked away and hidden from the rest of the world. Its significance was vague, but rumor had it that the shifters in possession of the stone would one day rule the free world. It was no wonder the bear shifters had been so adamant on destroying the wolf pups.

And, as she was beginning to see, they were still adamant about it. But why would they want to go through Howlers Incorporated? Was it because they were threatened by the message of peace and integration that Dean was trying to bring to the world? If so, that made the bear shifters even more despicable than she had originally thought. If they were so elitist that they thought only bear shifters were worth a damn, then what would happen if they ever got their hands on the Serah stone? The thought was chilling.

A sudden rumble from her stomach broke Janie out of her thoughts and she laughed. “All right, all right. What will we be having this time?”

Janie’s eyes widened as an abrupt craving for steak and broccoli overwhelmed her.

“You’re not going to be a picky child, are you?” she asked down to her belly.

But, of course, there was no answer, and she made her way to the kitchen. If she didn’t get out of Stonybrooke soon, there was a high likelihood that she might not ever get to find out what kind of child she was going to have. Not only would Kiera and the bear shifters take over Dean’s company and whatever resources he commanded, but they would go after any of the pups slated to be born. Especially, she knew, one that belonged to Dean himself.

Janie worked quickly to make her meal, her anxiety mounting. It would be increasingly unsafe to stay in Stonybrook. Wolf shifters could sense these kinds of things. Everything had been so chaotic since it had happened that Dean was none the wiser. And it tore her apart not to be able to share with him what, to her, was completely joyous news. She had been falling deeply in love with Dean, and the idea of their being able to start a family together filled her with such joy.

But the sad truth of the matter was, it would only put everyone she loved, Dean, the baby, and even herself, in danger. She wanted to tell him. In fact, as soon as she finished cooking, she went to her phone and reached out to it, wishing for nothing more than to hear his voice again and tell him everything that was on her mind. But something stopped her. The ball and chain of responsibility. She would be responsible if something happened to him, or to his company, if anybody found out about her pregnancy. And she couldn’t stand by and just let that happen.

“I think I’m going to have to do it, little one,” Janie said, stroking her belly lovingly. “I’m going to have to pack everything up and go back to California. There’s no other choice.”

It tore her up to even think it, but what was worse, in her imagination and in reality, was the idea that she would be the one who was to blame if anything worse happened to Dean, or the child they had conceived together.

No matter how much she wanted a beautiful, happy family together with that man, it just wasn’t meant to be.

It was probably for the best, anyway. He had a huge reputation as being a player. Who knew when he would lose interest in her and drop her like he had so many other women over the years? Especially if she was pregnant. Everything happened for a reason, Janie decided, and she was just going to have to buck up and do what had to be done. Whether she liked it or not.

***
 

“Janie! Good to hear from you. I have been worried.”

The sound of Dean’s voice had a confusing effect on her body. She felt an immediate sense of longing, but also a twinge of nausea, a pang of anguish, and what was that other thing? Anger maybe?

But why would she be angry at him? It wasn’t his fault that they were stuck in this shitty situation together. They were just going to have to get through it one step at a time.

“I called to tell you that I quit. I can’t do this anymore.”

It had taken everything she had to force herself to say it out loud, especially to Dean. Knowing he was on the other side of the line made her want to break down and cry right there and then, but what would become of her if she did that? Being a big, blubbering mess was never the way to solve a difficult problem. In fact, it would only complicate matters. She was sure of it. If she cried, she would probably confess why in a moment of weakness. She couldn’t be weak. Not with Dean. Not ever.

“You’re quitting?” Dean said, obviously taken aback. Janie was so glad she didn’t have to see his face as he said the words out loud.

“Yes,” Janie said, sighing deeply. She squeezed her eyes closed and stroked the mound of her stomach. It had gotten even bigger over the course of the night. She knew that without the same distractions as the day before, she would quickly be found out.

“But why? I thought you were happy here!” Dean was quiet for a moment before he resumed speaking. “Actually, I’m not that surprised. You have been through a lot this week. I know my ex is kind of a psychopath. She shouldn’t have done those things to you. I shouldn’t have let her do those things…but that doesn’t mean you should quit. This is the career path you were destined for. Please, reconsider.”

But Janie had done all the considering she’d needed to do, and then some. In fact, she had hardly slept at wink the night before, getting up time and again during the night to phone friends and make plans, surfing the internet about ways to protect herself from malicious bear shifters and other things that might threaten herself and the baby she was carrying.

“Dean, please just trust me on this. If I was meant to be working with you in this company, don’t you think it would have been easier for me to do so? We didn’t even get to make it out to the city to meet the football team. I’m sure you can do this without me.”

“I’m sorry you feel that way,” Dean said, bitter disappointment thick in his voice. “I guess I had pegged you a little differently. You didn’t seem like a quitter to me when I hired you.”

“That was before…”

“Look, I know the tabloid headline is embarrassing, but we can move past that! It’s not like they’re saying we slept together or anything. I mean, it’s implied, but that’s not any reason to be upset.”

Janie grimaced, her conversation with Kiera replaying in her head. If she didn’t leave, worse conversations were sure to come, and Dean’s reputation would be impossible to protect.

“I don’t want to be with the kind of man who will keep me center stage, Dean. I am not the kind of person cut out for that kind of media attention. I’m sorry, I really and truly am, but that just isn’t the life I imagined for myself.”

“It wasn’t in your plan?” Dean asked bitterly.

Janie inhaled sharply and glanced down at the swollen mound in her stomach. Her plan? If any of this had been about her plan, she would have been doing somersaults with joy. Getting randomly impregnated by her sexy, charming boss and falling head over heels for him was hardly part of the plan. Abandoning the post she had worked her entire college career to obtain was definitely not part of the plan. And running away from the house she had just barely settled into? No, that wasn’t part of the plan either. If he wanted to talk plans, she could talk plans.

But the sad, lonely sigh that came on the other end of the receiver brought an ache to Janie’s heart. She didn’t want to hurt Dean. She knew from his actions and some of the things he said that he hadn’t always had it very good.

He’d had it rough, and it was hard for him to connect with other people, particularly women. She shouldn’t throw that kind of thing in his face. It could do a lot of lasting damage that she didn’t want to do. She did love him, after all. But she didn’t think he was even capable of returning the feeling. Not with his history. He would move on just fine without her, with his company, and she would be happy to say that she had a small hand in that by knowing when to bow out of the race once and for all.

“This doesn’t have anything to do with my feelings for you,” Janie said, swallowing hard. How would she ever be able to explain this to him? The harder she tried, the more impossible it got. She felt like she was betraying him worse than she had ever betrayed anybody in her life. She wasn’t just quitting her job. She was quitting him too.

“Well, I’m starting to wonder if women even have feelings,” Dean said with a small growl.

“Cut it out,” Janie scolded. “You know I do. I love you, Dean. And I don’t think that will ever change. But I just can’t do this, not right now. Please try to understand.”

Dean was silent for a moment before he finally said, “All right.”

She opened her mouth to speak again, but before she had the chance, he had already hung up the phone.

It was the most desolate Janie had ever felt in her life. But when she looked back down at her abdomen, which seemed to be growing larger by the second, she knew that she had done the right thing. He was going to be fine. She had to assure it to herself again and again, but it was true. Men like Dean didn’t just go down without a fight. He would do whatever it took to make sure he was the last man standing. Even if it meant he was standing alone.

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