CHAPTER 7
Doctor Church
I can’t believe I almost lost my professionalism in there.
First you lose your professionalism, and then you lose your medical license.
It was the first time I was ever glad Jane interrupted me…or was I?
God, I wanted to feel her soft lips against mine.
I wanted to grab her and pull her in close feeling her body pressed against mine. When I squeezed her arm I imagined all the things I could do to her. I could toss her around like a rag doll all night long.
And that’s exactly what I want to do…but not first.
First I want to enjoy every single inch of her. Take my time and really get to know her body. I’ll run my hands along every square inch that I’ll have a mental map in my mind I can pull up anytime she’s not around and just please myself to later.
But I can’t do that when it comes to her. When I want her I have to have her, not the idea of her no matter how vivid it is.
And I could see she wanted it too. But she’s so young and it makes me wonder.
Has she been with a man before?
Has she even been with a boy her own age before?
Girls that travel overseas to help people in need are good girls by definition. She’s probably not afraid of the human body, but I bet she’ll be scared of what I’ve got in my pants for her. It scares me and it’s mine!
I don’t ever remember my dick being so hard, so long, and so needy. And it’s all because of her and there’s no way I’m going to be able to think about anything until I have her.
But I can’t here. Not at the office. I’m a professional no matter how difficult that is right now. I’ve got to maintain my composure.
How am I going to make this work?
I’m not about to use my position to try and put this girl in a position she doesn’t want to be in. She has to want it. To want me. Not just the idea of me as a big, powerful doctor but the real me.
And in order to want the real me I have to show it to her. It’s the only way.
But I’m short on time and I’ve barely slept.
It doesn’t matter.
This is a once in a lifetime opportunity. She’s a once in a lifetime opportunity.
Think, Church. Think.
Jane came in to tell me the night nurses were here for the switch over. That’s sorted so Jane will be going home soon. The night nurses will just sit in the back and keep an eye on the patient’s recovery process. She’s doing great and there is no need to even worry about complications, but I am a professional. I can’t leave the city…not tonight. If something does happen I need to be close enough that I can get here on my bike.
But the girl. The girl whose name I still don’t even know.
She wants to learn about medicine? She wants to be a doctor? And I need to show her the real me?
Damn, I’ve never done this before but there’s only one way.
I know she’s real and I want to be real with her. She’s too young to be an experienced game player like those women out in the Hamptons. With her what you see is what you get.
It’s a fresh perspective in this city that never sleeps. Everybody trying to get somewhere other than where they are to meet someone other than who they’re with.
I’m so over that.
She’s young. She bright. She’s a breath of fresh air.
And that’s exactly what I’ll give her…a breath of fresh air.
Very fresh air.