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“WE COULD TRY,” Sonia, sitting beside Callum in the SUV, snapped.
“Baby doll, we’re not talking about this,” Callum replied, trying to keep hold of his temper and stay calm.
They were on their way to Titium and his men’s trial, which had been the source of their first disagreement that morning.
They’d had three.
Callum forbid Sonia to go.
Sonia didn’t feel like being forbidden.
They had words. The words turned into a tussle. The tussle turned into play, and before Callum knew what he was doing, he was agreeing to let her attend the trial with him.
“All right, you can go,” he’d gritted while fending off her hands, legs, and mouth, which were pushing, kicking, and biting intermittently with caressing, clutching, and licking. He’d had enough. He could smell her excitement, hear her panting, and at that point he wanted nothing but to bury himself inside her and he’d say just about anything to get what he wanted.
She’d grinned, stopped her struggles instantly, and lifted her head, running her tongue along his neck.
He’d taken a moment to memorize that sweet sensation before he flipped her, grasped her hips, and pulled her up to her knees, positioned himself between them and took her. Hard. Her reward for winning which was his reward too.
Christ, but she was the most sexually voracious human he’d ever met. He’d had her twice only six hours before.
And once already that morning.
Though, he wasn’t complaining.
Now, he didn’t even know what she was on about. Their second argument, God help him, about which boots he was going to fucking wear (another argument he lost, this time purposefully because it was so bloody ridiculous) had segued into a third and he wasn’t paying attention.
He had a number of things on his mind, chiefly the unpleasant business of the trial, and further, what Sonia’s reaction would be to it. Not to mention their Mating, which was scheduled for the next day, his secret plans, and what Sonia’s reaction would be to that, something he hoped would be far more pleasant for the both of them.
“Why is it that you think you can say we’re not talking about something and then we’re not going to talk about it?” she asked crossly and he glanced from the road to her to see her glaring out the windscreen.
“Because we can talk about it later,” he replied, not even knowing what “this” was and looking back to the road. “Now, it’s important I explain what’s going to happen at the trial so you’ll be prepared.”
Callum felt the air in the cab get tense and he reached out a hand to grasp hers in a warm grip, pulling it to his thigh and stroking her fingers with his thumb.
“That bad?” she queried softly, her fingers curling strong around his.
“To you, likely,” Callum told her honestly then explained. “Our way of justice is not your way, little one. Wolves have very few rules, very few laws. We live and let live. Therefore, breaking one is treated harshly so others will be deterred from doing the same.”
Sonia gave herself a moment to process this before she asked, “Are there attorneys? Solicitors? Will he have a chance to have his say?”
“He’ll be allowed to speak,” Callum answered. “They all will.”
Sonia was silent another moment, he glanced at her again before looking back to the road and saw that she was no longer angry but looked reflective.
Then she asked, “What does harsh mean?”
This was the part Callum wasn’t looking forward to, making his judgment, casting his sentence, and having Sonia hear it. He knew she wouldn’t like it. He also knew, no matter how cunning and playful she could get, she would not be attending the executions. They were gruesome, even by a wolf’s standards. A human, especially a human like Sonia, wouldn’t be able to endure them.
“He committed treason, baby doll,” Callum reminded her quietly and he felt the air in the cab grow tenser and her eyes turn to him.
“It’s my experience that there are wolves who can be hot-headed, Cal, and he’s a father. It’s clear he was blinded to his daughter’s illness by fatherly love, and although wrong, it’s understandable. Perhaps, since it happened, he’s had time to reflect.”
“He challenged me, and in doing so injured my queen,” Callum pointed out then concluded, “Who is, incidentally, also his queen.”
“But what if he’s—?” she began but he squeezed her hand and glanced at her again before turning his eyes back to the road.
“I am rarely challenged except during a rebellion or skirmish, little one,” he told her gently. “One reason for that is I cannot be bested. This is not a boast. This is the truth. The other reason is, if it’s done, the punishment is harsh. I do not have time for this. You’ve worked beside me now for weeks. You know my duties are onerous. We’re having our Mating tomorrow. My attention being on this and away from other, more important matters has a ripple effect throughout the kingdom. If a statement wasn’t made, anyone who was angry at a decision I’d handed down or simply drunk and acting stupid could think they could try their hand at besting the king. I could be spending all my time on the steps of Canis, engaged in challenges. This is one of the reasons why any ruler, any government, must deal with situations such as these harshly.”
“Okay,” she replied slowly. “So what does harsh mean?”
“What is the usual punishment for treason, baby doll?” he returned quietly and heard her pull in a swift sharp breath.
She knew what it was.
Then she noted, “I thought wolves were immortal.”
Cautiously, he explained, “If you sever our heads from our bodies, that is something we cannot survive.”
To this he received another swift intake of breath.
Then she began, “Callum—”
He cut her off to tell her something she had to know. “I do not relish this any more than you do, Sonia.”
“I know that!” she cried, her voice suddenly rising. “But this isn’t a drunken wolf, trying his hand at besting you like it was a Wild West gun-slinging faceoff, may the fastest draw win, and the winner gets nothing but the opportunity to brag. Family is all-important to wolves, you’ve said that to me yourself dozens of times. He was defending his daughter. Yes, it was misguided, but that doesn’t negate the fact that was what he was doing, and I think somewhere deep you understand why he did it. And loyalty has to be almost as important, which was what Titium’s wolves showed to him and yet they, too, will receive this punishment? The end of their lives for doing nothing but standing there and being loyal?”
Callum felt his temper again start to rise. “I told you we would not speak of this again but it seems you’ve forgotten he hurt you. The fact he did it at all is unforgiveable, but he did it in front of me. You were in harm’s way, he knew it, and he still acted, and that, my queen, is indefensible.” He gave her hand another squeeze. “I cannot let it stand.”
“Then don’t let it stand, Cal,” she returned swiftly. “You’re right. He did wrong and caused harm in the process. But I will point out, you were in a mood when you met him on the steps of Canis and that mood was not the mood to sit down like men with honor I, at least, know you are, and talk things out. I know I’m your mate and protecting me is serious business for you wolves, but I don’t want you to be upset when I say that it really is me who gets to forgive or not forgive that he hurt me and I forgive him, Cal.” She paused a moment before she told him quietly, “It was an accident. He surrendered immediately after he saw he harmed me. He knew he did wrong and felt badly about it, so perhaps you can think of another punishment that’s less . . .” she paused and finished, “final.”
Callum felt his temper rise further. “Are you suggesting, little one, that I was partly at fault for what happened?”
“I’m not suggesting anything,” she retorted. “I’m saying that maybe then and now there’s another way to go about things, and perhaps, before you do something that cannot be undone, you may want to reflect on both.”
Callum drew in a long breath to calm his anger before he replied firmly and with finality, “This is the wolves’ custom, Sonia.”
She fell silent and Callum drove, still angry and part of this had to do with the fact that Sonia riled him up prior to one of the few loathsome duties he had as king of the werewolves. By now, she should know better, but apparently she did not.
Every moment of every day he was aware that his time with her was short and just as aware that she didn’t know it. He very much wanted to explain yet again that in times like these, he needed her support, not a confrontation. However, it was highly likely (he hoped) that in her short life, she wouldn’t need to endure another time like this, so he decided to let it, and the inevitable argument it would cause, go.
He drove up the winding, ill-kept road, through the wood and turned right, driving through the thick trees. He heard another swift intake of breath when the trees suddenly cleared and there it was.
The Lodge, a huge, circular building with a large, paved car park around it, and beyond it on either side, two four-story parking structures. It was made of reddish, gold-brown Canis stone, and had ten of his royal pennants flying from its crenelated roof. It looked like a human’s sporting arena, albeit small, but with the stone and crenellations, more imposing. The inside held stands, also like a human’s stadium, in a circle facing down to the pitch. Although small by human standards, it could hold ten thousand wolves.
That day, considering the vehicles parked around, he reckoned it would be half full, something else that grated on Callum’s frayed nerves.
This was expected, considering the hills were full to celebrate The Royal Mating and therefore he’d planned for it, his guard being there to keep order as well as several detachments of soldiers.
It wasn’t that Callum expected anyone to disagree with his judgment. It was that wolves could be vengeful and, thus, bloodthirsty. They loved Sonia. They expected the verdict he was about to give, he had little doubt they would rejoice in it, and with wolves, that could easily get out of hand. Further, Sonia might find this at best, distasteful, at worst, repugnant.
Callum, on the other hand, did not rejoice in giving the order to bring about the end of lives. It was a weight on his soul that only Sonia had the ability to alleviate, but again, he held the bitter knowledge that his mate would not always be there to provide this succor to him.
With this heavy on his mind, he drove around the curving entrance that led to the doors closest to where the royal dais would be set inside as Sonia noted, “This place is amazing.”
“The Lodge, little one,” he muttered distractedly, putting the SUV in park, and switching off the ignition, still muttering. “Games are played here. Official business is conducted here. As you know, our Mating will be here tomorrow. And, last, trials are held here.”
“Cal,” she called.
“Mm?” he murmured, his hand on the door handle, his mind on what was imminent.
“My handsome wolf, please look at me,” she requested softly.
Her endearment slid through him like silk and he twisted his body and moved his eyes to hers.
Then his gut clenched at the gentle expression on her face, an expression filled with love and understanding.
She leaned forward and placed her hand against the side of his head, running her thumb along his eyebrow, down his cheekbone, and over his lower lip as her pretty green eyes watched.
All right, so maybe she did support him, just, as ever, in her way.
Her gaze moved to his.
“I have not been a good queen this morning,” she admitted quietly.
“Baby doll—” Callum started, leaning toward her but she leaned further into him and pressed her thumb against his lips.
“Can I finish?” she asked and he held her eyes but nodded.
She pulled in a soft breath then whispered, “Tradition is a beautiful thing.”
Callum felt his jaw tighten but he said nothing.
She continued, “But, my wolf, compassion is often mistaken for weakness when the fact is, there is very little that is more powerful than the courage it takes to give it. The one thing I know that’s even more powerful is the courage it takes to forge your own path, make your own mark and in doing so, make change. Leaders who follow are never remembered because they aren’t actually leaders. Leaders who are trailblazers, who lead their people to better horizons, who do that with strength, wisdom, and compassion are revered. You must do what you must do in there, as king to your people and as mate to me. But the reason you find it so difficult to show mercy is because it’s difficult to be merciful.”
She leaned closer and her voice dropped softer, lower, sweeter as her eyes held his.
“And the last thing I know, my handsome wolf is the strongest werewolf there is and this is not only because he is a great warrior. I saw him write letter after letter to the families of those who had fallen so I know it’s also because he’s compassionate. He can do anything and he can do it not just with his claws and his teeth.”
After that, she leaned in, swept her thumb away so she could touch her lips to his then she sat back in her seat, her eyes on him, her smile small and gentle, and waited for him to exit the truck and open her door for her.
Callum drew in another breath as her words settled in his mind, his gut, and around his heart.
Then he turned to his door, his lips twitching because his little queen had demonstrated yet again one of the myriad of ways she was absolutely fucking perfect.
She proved this further when he helped her out of the cab and she walked silently at his side, shoulders straight, head held high, tipping her chin up and giving a small smile to Ryon, Calder, and Caleb, who were standing outside the door waiting for them. She held his hand fast as he tucked it to the side of his chest, keeping her close as they walked through the doors Calder and Caleb opened and into The Lodge.
Half his guard was lined up inside. They fell into step in front of Callum and Sonia, Ry, Calder, and Caleb moving in behind and Callum led his mate to the dais.
Looking around, he saw he had been correct. The Lodge was half full and there was a low din of conversation. As his guard moved and it became clear the king and queen were in attendance, the din quieted and Callum pulled his mate closer to offer her reassurance as he felt thousands of eyes move to them.
She clutched his hand and walked at his side, their bodies brushing as he moved her up the steps. As per custom, those in their seats kept them because there wasn’t enough room to take a knee in the stands, but the accused and the soldiers standing at the foot of the dais all dropped into the heads bent ceremonial bow.
Callum seated himself on the throne. Sonia moved of her own accord into his lap, her face, carefully blank, was turned to the men in front of them.
Callum waited until Ryon, Calder, and Caleb situated themselves to the left and right of his throne and his guard lined the steps of the dais before he called his order in a loud deep voice, “All but the accused, rise.”
The soldiers moved to their feet. Titium and his men kept their heads bowed.
“Titium, you and your men keep your knee but face me,” Callum commanded, his voice ringing out in the silent huge space helped by microphones situated at the foot of the dais.
He watched as Titium and his men lifted up from their hand in the pitch and faced him on their knee.
“For official purposes,” Callum continued, dipping his head to a small table off to the side where a she-wolf sat, her fingers moving on the keyboard of a laptop to record the proceedings, “even though what you’ve done has spread far, I must proclaim the charges against you.”
Titium nodded and Callum moved his gaze from the warrior to look amongst the wolves in attendance, sitting in the stands and watching avidly.
Then he called, “I will remind my brothers and sisters that my mate is human and today’s proceedings are not a celebration. The men standing accused are warriors who have all, over the years, and I will remind you, very recently, put their lives in danger to stand gallantly against those who rebelled. I will be displeased if you show them less than the respect they deserve. In other words, throughout the proceedings and until your queen and I leave, I expect silence.”
A short-lived murmur swept the crowd before Callum got what he commanded.
His eyes moved back to Titium and he began.
“You are charged with treason, warrior. As your men stood with you when you challenged me, they face the same charge. You carried through this challenge, and in so doing, you injured your queen. I will remind you this was witnessed by a prince, a duke, the dowager queen, and many of my personal guard. I will now listen to how you plea as well as the pleas of your wolves.”
“I speak for myself and my wolves, your grace,” Titium replied, his voice ringing loud and strong and Callum again was reminded of how loathsome this duty was. Titium was a bad father but he was an excellent warrior, loyal to Mac, loyal to all wolves, strong, brave, confident, and until recently, noble.
“And how do you plea?” Callum prompted, feeling Sonia tense against him even as he tensed himself.
“We plead guilty, your grace,” Titium called, chin up, bearing proud in the face of the dire consequences that he knew would happen not only to him but to his men after giving this plea.
Another murmur swept through the crowd before Callum’s eyes sliced through it and it silenced.
He looked again to Titium and opened his mouth, his gut twisting, his chest burning.
Then he shut his mouth.
His eyes moved through the wolves on their knee behind Titium. He recognized only one. He was a wolf who had fought at his side, though Callum couldn’t recall his name. He was young. He needed training with his teeth but he made up for it being excellent with his claws. Callum didn’t remember his name but he remembered he had not found his mate, not back then, sixty years ago. He had not, thus, started a family, and if he had since, his children would still be mostly pups, his life with his mate barely beginning.
After the verdict, he would have no chance to be father to his children, if he had them, and his mate was right then in the stadium, facing Callum’s future.
His gut twisted sharper, the burn in his chest searing through him, he drew in breath, looked back at Titium, and Sonia’s words rung in his head.
What it was, was your way because you are king.
Yes, and I believe that it was also once the way of my people to treat diseases by using leeches, but they found another way that works a whole lot better so now they’re doing that.
Leaders who are trailblazers, who lead their people to better horizons, who do that with strength, wisdom, and compassion are revered.
Callum stared at the wolves in front of him.
What it was, was your way because you are king.
You are king.
He was king.
“Rise, Titium,” Callum commanded, watched Titium’s body jerk in surprise, and ignored the stunned murmur that swept through the crowd.
Titium took his feet but did so not taking his eyes off Callum.
“Your love for your daughter is honorable, your loyalty to her is as well, and your wolves’ loyalty to you is the same,” Callum announced, ignoring Calder muttering, “Fucking hell,” at his side.
“That said,” Callum continued, “all of it was misguided, you acted on it, and the result could have been disastrous.”
Titium’s eyes shifted to Sonia, remorse filled his features, and he lowered his head.
A proud warrior stood in front of his king and queen, filled with remorse, swiftly taking responsibility for his actions, admitting his guilt, speaking for his wolves, bowing his head in defeat, awaiting judgment.
You are king.
Callum kept speaking and Titium looked back at him.
“However, my queen has grave concerns for you, your wolves, and even your daughter, regardless of your actions and what pain they caused her.” He watched Titium’s lips part in shock as he felt Sonia turn rock solid in his lap but he went on, “She has had my ear on this subject and she wishes for me to show mercy. I find this difficult. Your claws drew my mate’s blood. But if she can forgive you for the damage you inflicted on her, then I can show mercy for your actions, which were, indeed, treasonous, but I believe, if we had time for cooler heads to prevail, it would have had a different outcome.”
Titium blinked up at him as his wolves behind him swung their heads back and forth, glancing at each other, and the murmur of the crowd swelled before it silenced when Callum kept speaking.
“Therefore, I strip you of your Governorship of Europe and your command of the European Armies. I sentence you to attend your sequestered daughter until she has been brought to her right mind. If that should occur, which is doubtful, you will stay at her side when she is released from sequester and while she quests for her mate. Only after her Mating will you be free to resume your life, but you will not ever, while I rule, hold office or command men. Your wolves will not be eligible to hold office or assume a command for one hundred years. They will, prior to returning home, denounce fealty to you and announce it to me. You, Titium, will personally pay a fine of one million dollars to Canis, which will be submitted to our war chest. Your wolves will each pay a fine of fifty thousand dollars for the same purpose.”
As a louder ripple went through the crowd and Callum watched the shoulders of the wolves in front of him slump with relief, one even bowed his head and covered his face with his hand as she-wolves sitting to the sides, mates and mothers of the men before him, burst into tears, Callum kept speaking.
“If any one of you again moves against Canis, there will be no trial. You will be executed immediately and burned on a pyre without family allowed to attend. Your ashes will be scattered without ceremony, a dishonor even traitors do not receive.”
Callum watched Titium swallow, his face reddening with emotion, his eyes darting back and forth between Callum and Sonia even as he heard Sonia’s breathing escalate, her chest rising and falling rapidly, her ass squirming minutely in his lap.
“Do you have something you wish to say?” Callum asked Titium.
“I . . .” Titium cleared his throat then asked in disbelief, “You show mercy?”
“Were you not listening?” Callum asked impatiently in return.
“But—” Titium started.
Callum felt his brows rise. “You prefer execution?” he inquired and a titter of humor went through the crowd as the men in front of him tensed.
“No!” Titium said loudly and swiftly, shaking his head. “No, no. I . . .” His eyes moved to Sonia. “My queen—”
Callum suddenly leaned forward, taking Sonia with him, and he growled, “My wife has my ear, warrior, and she has spoken for you, but you address me.”
Titium looked quickly back at Callum, squared his shoulders, sucked in a visible breath, and announced, “I only wanted to thank her for her mercy and offer her my apologies for the pain I inflicted, your grace. You are correct. My behavior was loyal but misguided and I have, these past weeks, thought long and anguished on the hurt I caused our little queen, who was doing nothing but trying to save me from myself and causing that hurt by acting rashly and in anger. I will never, not ever, your grace, forget her lying on the steps of Canis, brought low by my claws and my pride. A human female who tried to persuade me to see reason and who moved in defense of her mate.”
He shook his head as if he still didn’t believe he’d witnessed this or caused it before he continued.
“For myself, my mate, and my wolves, I . . . there are not words to say how . . . how much our queen’s forgiveness and your mercy means. My mate would . . .” He swallowed then pressed on, “My daughter, my sons, the families of my wolves,” he looked to Sonia then hastily back to Callum, “you and she have saved them centuries, millennium of grief. She . . . you both have saved our loved ones that and . . .” He shook his head, swallowed yet again, and finished, his voice rough, “I’m sorry, I don’t have words.”
“If you don’t have words, Titium, then I suggest you accept the mercy shown and my judgment so my queen and I can go home. We’ve important things to do tomorrow,” Callum suggested and another titter moved through the crowd.
“I accept your mercy and judgment, your grace, for myself and my wolves, and I thank you on behalf of my family, my wolves, their families, and myself,” Titium proclaimed loudly.
“Good, then we’re fucking done,” Callum muttered, ignored the relieved giggle Sonia barely suppressed, the chuckles Ryon and Caleb didn’t try to suppress, and stood, taking Sonia with him and putting her on her feet. He turned to the she-wolf at her laptop. “This concludes today’s business.” He looked to Ryon. “See to the arrangement of the sentences and fines.” Ryon, grinning like an idiot, jerked up his chin. Callum looked to the crowd and called out, “Tomorrow, we’ll see you here under better circumstances.”
There was a moment of silence before a cheer rang out, loud and deafening, hitting Callum and his queen with a wave of sound and Callum had to hide his surprise, for they weren’t simply cheering tomorrow’s joyous festivities.
They were cheering his decision.
It wasn’t entirely shocking they would accept his verdict. He was king, they had no choice.
It was just a surprise that they did it so readily and apparently so soundly.
Then again, many of them had found their mates therefore many of them had their mates whispering in their ear. It was likely they were not fazed by the changes Callum had demonstrated that day knowing a human like Sonia whispered in his. Or, not so much whispered, but she found her way to get her point across and he, finally, learned how to listen.
He tucked Sonia’s hand against his side, drawing her close, and he got them the fuck out of there.
They were in the SUV, going down the winding road surrounded by wood and Sonia was surprisingly silent.
Then she wasn’t.
“Callum?” she called.
He braced, wondering if what she’d say would piss him off or make him want to kiss her.
“What, baby doll?” he asked on a sigh, knowing, either way, it was better to get it over with.
“You know I love you, right?”
It made him want to kiss her.
“You know I love you?” he replied then he heard her shift before he felt her lips against his neck and her fingers curl around his thigh.
“Yes,” she whispered, her voice throaty. She shifted again, straining against her seatbelt to slide her nose the length of his neck before she buried her face there. Her voice was low and hoarse with feeling when she went on, “Yes, Cal, I know you love me. Today, I also know just how much.”
He did indeed love her.
A great fucking deal.
Absolutely.
“Good,” he murmured, his own voice thick.
“Yes.” She was still whispering. “It is good. Very good.” She gave a fluttering sigh that he not only heard, but felt against his skin before she finished, “Perfect.”
She was right.
Very right.
In a number of ways.
He had his pretty little mate pressed up against him, her back to his front on the hide covered couch when the film ended and Sonia shifted to reach out to the remote. She hit off, threw it on the table, and the minute it clattered, he pulled her under him and rolled over her.
She looked up at him, smiling a small smile, her eyes dropped to his mouth and they went hungry, something, as ever, he felt in his groin.
But he, unfortunately, had to ignore that in order to say, “Time for me to find my bed and you, ours.”
She blinked and her eyes moved to his. “What?”
“I believe, and correct me if I’m wrong, which I’ll point out, I hope to fuck I am, it’s tradition amongst humans for the bride not to see the groom before the wedding,” he told her and her mouth dropped open.
She closed it to repeat a now breathy, “What?”
“Am I wrong?” he queried hopefully and she blinked again.
“Uh . . . no, you aren’t,” she whispered. “But—”
He interrupted her by dropping his head to touch his lips to hers before lifting it and concluding, “So I’ll find my bed and I’ll see you at the wedding.”
“Are you serious?” she asked softly.
“Unfortunately, yes, and after tomorrow, I’ll ask you to explain why humans do something that’s that bloody stupid,” he replied and her mouth twitched.
“It’s supposed to be bad luck,” she explained.
“Stupid,” Callum returned then amended, “Bloody stupid.”
Her lips curved into a grin and her arms curved around him. “You’re going to let me sleep alone to give in to a human tradition?”
“Yes,” he replied but he didn’t even attempt to squeeze the reluctance out of his word.
“You’re going to let me sleep alone for the first time, notwithstanding the nights you were away at war, of course, since I met you so you can give me one of my people’s traditions.”
It was a statement and a repetitive one, but Callum treated it like a question and repeated, “Yes.”
Her hand slid up his back, around his neck, and framed the side of his head as her thumb came out to sweep his cheekbone but her eyes never left his and he thought that if she didn’t stop holding him and touching him, he was taking his offer back.
Before he got the chance to warn her of this eventuality, she spoke.
“If you find your own bed, Callum, I’m moving to that one. I was your mate before I was born. I’ve been your wife for months. It means the world to me you’d do something like that for me and I love you for being willing to do it. Just as I love you for doing what you did today, not only for Titium, his wolves, their families, but also proving you listen to me and care about what I say. Just as I love you for taking Calder’s bad mood and sharp words and Caleb and Ryon’s ribbing for doing exactly that. Just as I love you for a million and one other things we don’t have time for me to enumerate because I’m tired, I want you to make love to me and sleep beside me in order that I can wake up tomorrow refreshed so I don’t look a mess when I stand beside you in front of thousands of wolves during our Mating. But we were destined to lie by each other’s sides since before we were cells in a womb. Therefore, I’m not going to sleep without my wolf. In other words, if you find another bed, you’re also going to find me in it.”
Callum stared down at his wife for half a second before he growled then he growled down her throat because he was kissing her.
He pulled away, got to his feet, lifted his wife in his arms, and carried her to their bed thinking, fuck it.
If it was true, this human nonsense of bad luck, so be it.
They already had bad luck. The worst there was.
And he wasn’t going to lose a moment of Sonia that he didn’t have to lose.
She wanted him.
She had him.
As always.
As it would always be.
Until that dreaded day she no longer was.