Spike
The party goes on for hours, the girls bringing out food and more drinks, some of the fellas and some of the girls going into the dormitory wing to have their own private parties. I sit in the corner with Justin, watching over the party, staring at the scorpion which jabs at the glass. There is a vicious energy in the air now, the sort of energy which can only come when some of the men have fallen. Their bodies are being taken to our guy in Sunnyside who’ll handle the police and morgue reports and then get them ready for burial. A funeral always brings the men down, reminds them that they could be next.
I can’t stop thinking about Yazmin in the next room. She’s supposed to be in there getting more scared the longer we leave her. I look at the clock and see that it’s almost six o’clock in the evening, which means she’s been in there for seven or so hours. And yet I know that she isn’t scared, or if she is, she’s amazing at hiding it.
Georgia nodded to me earlier. I shouldn’t have done that. I should have let her stay hungry. But the idea of starving her left a sour taste in my mouth. I want to laugh at myself. Can big blue eyes really have this much of an effect on me?
I drain another whiskey. It must be my tenth or eleventh. I see Red-Eyes roaming across the room, two girls on his arms. Part of me wants to go over there and backhand him across the jaw for pulling a knife on Yazmin, but of course I can’t do that. I’m the president. I can’t attack my own men because they scared my prisoner.
“I’ll never get used to days like these,” Justin says, sipping his whiskey. “Never.”
“How d’you mean?” I ask.
“I went to college, Spike, and I thought that was crazy. The partying, I mean.” Justin sways in his chair. “But this is madness. It’s like something out of ancient Rome, one of their crazy end-of-empire parties. Look.”
Two women kiss in one corner, their hands roaming over each other. A few of the guys smoke and drink. More guys and women walk toward the dormitories. The music blares and burgers are lined up on the bar like a buffet, waiting to be devoured.
“You ought to see soldiers party,” I tell him. “If you wanna see people getting so drunk they can’t walk, just go to a barracks when they’ve got their hands on some hooch. I’m telling you, Justin, that’s when you’ll see men go absolutely crazy. Men drinking to get to oblivion ’cause they know tomorrow they might be dead.”
“You never talk about the army.”
“I was only in it for a couple’a years. What’s there to talk about?” I see dead men, blood, sand. “What about your mom?” I ask, changing the subject. “How’s she doing?”
“Lucky to have survived this long,” Justin says grimly. “The doctors are always harping on about experimental this, experimental that, but what they leave right up until the end, when Mom’s all excited, is that none of this shit is covered in her insurance. So then I have a skeleton of a woman coming to me begging for more cash for these miracle treatments. What am I supposed to say to that?”
“That’s rough,” I mutter. “But you’ve got her, at least.”
“Yeah.” Justin looks at me like he might want to say something, but then he swallows it down. “Yeah,” he repeats, draining his glass. “What about the girl in your office? What’re you going to do about her? You want us all in there when you question her?”
“No,” I answer, too quickly. I think of Red-Eyes and his knife. “No, I’ll do it alone.”
“What’re you hoping to get out of her, anyway? I thought we were using her as leverage against Snake.”
“We will, but it can’t hurt to get some information first. She must’ve heard some shit while she was in the clubhouse. We like to think women have no idea what’s going on in here. Some of the guys do, anyway. We like to think they’re dumb as sin, but they hear more than we’d like to admit.”
“You’re probably right, but try telling them that.” Justin points to Knuckles and a couple of the others, pawing over the girls, the girls turning their giggling faces toward them, completely captivating them.
“Yeah, right. Exactly.” I stand up, stretching my arms from side to side. Looking down at the scorpion in the jar, I say, “How long do you think we can go on like this, with the Scorpions fucking with our business?”
“Financially?” Justin shakes his head. “Not long. A year, maybe less.”
“Fuck.”
Justin nods. Again that odd look comes into his face. But it passes just as fast. “Fuck,” he agrees.
“I’m going to get some information,” I say.
But as I walk across the bar toward my office door, I know it’s not just information I want. I’m not so drunk that I don’t know I’m a little tipsy, tipsy and maybe horny, too. I just want a look at her, all squeezed together in her running gear, her big blues watching me with what I think might be attraction. I open my office door and lock it behind me, feeling her eyes on me right away. She has the sort of eyes which can make a man nervous. But I can’t show that. I need to remain the president in her eyes.
Making sure I’m looking into her face and not at those perfect tits, I walk across the room and stand over her, trying to intimidate her. I’ve been in situations like this before, but never with a woman. Maybe right now I’d punch her across the face if she was a man, let her know I’m serious, but her face is too damn beautiful. I can’t stand the idea of bloodying it up. I kneel down so that we’re staring eye to eye. I look for fear in her eyes but I don’t find any, just the same defiance she had in her expression when I pulled her from the trunk.
“Listen to me,” I say, “I’m going to ask you some questions and you’re going to answer them, all right? I don’t want any fuckin’ around.” I realize I’m talking in the gruff, threatening way I usually reserve for business meetings with gangs. I can’t show any mercy. “You’re my pawn now, Yazmin. Do you get that?”
She just stares at me. There’s a twinkle in her blue eyes, almost playful. I can tell she isn’t taking this seriously. No, it’s more than that. It’s like she’s waiting for something. I don’t like the look in her eyes. I’m supposed to be the one in charge but it’s like she’s set this whole thing up, like she’s waiting for me to slip up instead of the other way around.
I lurch forward, getting into her face. She flinches back. My lips are inches from hers. When she breathes, I feel her breath on my cheeks. “Listen to me,” I say, voice low. “I need to know what your fucking game is. What’s with this performance? Either you’re a damn good actress, an idiot, or you don’t realize the situation you’re in. Let me explain it to you. You’re going to give me information about your father’s club. And then I’m going to use you as leverage against him. So tell me every damn thing you know about his club, before I get angry.”
She watches me for a long time, perhaps a minute, me just staring into her eyes. Then she giggles. It starts softly, but after a moment she tips her head back and starts laughing like a mad woman. Maybe being tied up in here has sent her crazy.
I step back, watching her warily. “Stop laughing,” I say. “Right now.”
The laughter dies on her lips. “What did he do to you, Spike?” she asks. “He must’ve done something for you to be coming hot and heavy like this. He’s a real bastard, isn’t he? Snake. Snake. What sort of man calls himself Snake? Come to think of it.” She smiles up at me. “What sort of man calls himself Spike?”
I jump at her, slamming my hands down on the arms of the chair, near her hands. “This isn’t a fucking joke!” I snap. “Give me something, or I’m going to have to hurt you.”
“Hurt me?” She stares into my eyes. There’s no fear there. There’s something else. Sadness, maybe. But no fear. “What are you going to do to me, Spike? Are you going to rape me? Is that it? Are you going to cut me?”
“Yes,” I say, but even I don’t believe me.
“Do it, then.” Her defiance doesn’t waver. She looks like a woman ready to die. “Go on. You want information out of me. Do it, then!”
I go to my desk and take out my old army knife, sharpened every week, so sharp I can shave with it. When I return to Yazmin, her eyes go wide at the sight of it, but only for a second. Then the look of calm derision returns. She looks at me the same way I imagine she’d look at a drunk creep in a bar, like she has better things to do than to deal with me.
“Just tell me what I want to know,” I say. “It doesn’t have to be like this.” I want to fuck her; I want to bury my cock in between her legs; I want to see her squirm. But I want her to want it, too. I don’t want to hurt her against her will. Fuck, but I have to. She’s making me. Fuck. I bring the knife to her arm, pressing down on her flesh. I don’t slice, I don’t cut, not yet. “Give me something I can use, Yazmin. Or this situation is about to get a hell of a lot bloodier.”
“Cut me, then.” Her voice is firm. Her lips don’t tremble. Her hands are still. She looks ready to be cut. “Go on. If you really think that’s what you need to do. If you really think that’s the man you are.”
I have to do it, I tell myself. The future of my club depends on it.
“Or . . .” She smiles wickedly. “You could sit down and let me explain to you why none of this is necessary.”
I take a step back without really meaning to. “What do you mean?”
“I have information you can use against the Scorpions. Quite a lot, in fact. I listen closely and my memory isn’t half-bad. And cutting won’t be necessary. I want to bring my father down just as badly as you do.”
“If that’s true, why the fuck did you wait so long to tell us?” I snap, not sure what game she’s playing.
“I needed you to get here.” She nods to the knife. “I needed you to want to hear what I’m saying. Otherwise you’d think I was just talking to try and save myself, just blabbing for the sake of it. Why would I wait so long? Precisely because waiting so long is strange. To prove a point.”
“And you expect me to just believe you?” My head is spinning. Maybe I’ve had too much whiskey. Or maybe this blue-eyed trickster is too good at making men’s heads spin.
“The Port of San Diego, warehouse fifteen, two o’clock tomorrow morning, the Scorpions have a shipment of heroin arriving which they intend to distribute in Sunnyside.”
“Bullshit.” I watch her closely, trying to tell if she’s lying. “Even the Scorpions wouldn’t be that stupid.”
“Are you sure about that?” She tilts her head at me. “You want to use me as leverage against my father. Here’s the truth, plain and simple. My father doesn’t give a damn about me. My father killed my mother for borrowing ten thousand dollars from him. I want to be here, Spike. I want your protection from the Scorpions, at least for now. And I want to see my dad hurt for what he’s done.” Anger makes her voice rise on the last sentence, her teeth grinding together. “Okay? So why don’t you untie me?”
“Why would I do that?” I laugh. “We don’t even know if what you’ve said is true.”
“Then go and find out! But there’s no reason keeping me tied up as you do it.”
“This could be a trick,” I say. “No, I ain’t just gonna give you free roam of the place. But I can make you more comfortable until we return.”
I go outside and bring Justin and Danny in, the two men I trust most not to try anything funny with her. “Take her to the basement room and untie her. Get her some food and water and then lock the door. Come meet me afterwards. We have a raid to plain.”
“Boss.” The men pick up her chair with her still sitting in it, carrying her through the bar to the sound of catcalls and whooping. I see Red-Eyes stare at her, but when he sees me watching him he looks down at his feet. I must have a wicked look on my face.
I return to the office, sitting behind my desk, wondering what to make of all this.