Five
Holly
It’s been one hell of a night. I’m dead on my feet, and all I want is to go home and take a hot shower in the dinky hotel room I’ve got. It’s old and hasn’t been renovated in years, but at least it’s clean. I’ve stayed in some shitty places over the last few months, and this one is a step above. I haven’t seen one roach or spider, so I’m counting my blessings.
Carter calls me over to the bar. “Alright, Holly. That’s all for tonight. Why don’t you get going?”
I check my watch and see I’ve got another thirty minutes at least. “Are you sure? I don’t mind staying. I know I’ve got stuff to clean and set up for tomorrow.”
“Holly girl, you’re good. I’ll see you tomorrow at four. Okay?”
“If you’re sure.” I can’t believe he’s letting me go early. Spanky’s is still busy, and probably will be for the next couple of hours.
He laughs “I’m sure. Go, get out of here.”
I wrap my apron around my notepad and place it behind the bar. As I look up and start walking to the exit, Jasper and Quinn are there waiting for me.
“Ready?” Quinn asks.
“Yep. Carter let me off early tonight. I’m not going to complain though. I’m ready to get out of here.”
I lead the way with Quinn and Jasper on either side of me. I don’t know what they’re doing, but I can’t say I’m not intrigued. The guys appeared out of nowhere tonight saving the day. I could have taken the asshole down, but I was trying to be the better person. Trying to keep my job. I can’t believe he pulled my hair and almost got me hurt. I should have known better than to give him my back.
“What are you thinking about so hard over there?” Jasper asks, surprising me with his soothing tone.
“What happened tonight. I shouldn’t have given him my back. It was stupid of me.”
“It wasn’t your fault Holly. He shouldn’t have put his hands on you to begin with.” Quinn fumes beside me, clenching his fists while we walk.
“I know, but if I had been paying better attention, he wouldn’t have had the opportunity. I’ll know better next time.”
“Sounds like you have experience looking out for yourself.” Jasper prods.
I snort. “You could say that.”
It’s a quiet walk the rest of the way back to my car. “Thanks for walking me. I appreciate the looking out guys.”
“Get used to it Precious, either Jasper or I will be walking you to your car every night you’re working.”
“That’s a bit much Quinn. I’ll be fine. You don’t have to worry about me.”
“We know you can kick ass, Holly. This isn’t about that, well not completely. This is what men do for their women. They hold their doors, they walk them to their cars, they make sure they are safe, and taken care of. Let us take care of you Holly.”
Wow. I can’t even. I just don’t know. I don’t have any business being in a relationship. Especially with two men, two men in an MC. I’ve had my share of being with a man living outside the limits of the law.
“Where have you been the last few days? I only ask because the night we met you made it seem like I’d see you shortly. It’s been three days.”
“That’s club business Precious. Just know we didn’t want to stay away from you that long.”
This is exactly what I mean. I need to stay away from men like this. “I gotta go. Thanks again.” I mutter before slipping into my car quickly, so they can’t say anything else to make me want to stay and listen to all their pretty words. I start the engine and pull out of Spanky’s more than ready to get to my room and be done with tonight.
It takes me ten minutes to get to the rundown Green Tree Inn. On the drive, I rethink my night and everything that happened. Lost in thought, I’m not paying attention to the dark sedan following me to the motel. I don’t see it drive past me while I walk to my room. I sure as fuck don’t notice the same dark sedan park and keep watch through the night.
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I’m snuggled in bed, and all I can think about is the kiss Jasper gave me last night. I know I shouldn’t be thinking about this. I should be keeping my head down and not drawing attention. The way he possessed me still has butterflies fluttering in my stomach and my core humming. I wonder what it would feel like to be taken by two men. To have two sets of hands handling my skin. I’ve only had sex a few times, with Steven, and it wasn’t anything to write home about.
The ache in my center becomes too much to bear. I slip my fingers into my panties and trace the seam of my opening with my index and pointer finger. I’ve never felt this wet before, and I know it’s because I can’t stop picturing Jasper sucking my breasts into his mouth while Quinn kisses up to my center and pushes two fingers inside me. I rub my clit in steady circles and imagine it’s Quinn who’s touching me.
“Mmm, yes Quinn. Please, I need it.” I moan into my pillow. I bite into it as I plunge my two fingers into my dripping pussy over and over, wishing it were thicker fingers bringing me off. I scream my release moments later unable to hold onto the best feeling I have ever felt. That’s an orgasm? Hell, no wonder people like to have sex.
I swear to God, not two seconds later someone is knocking on my door. “Hey Holly, it’s Emersen and Chelsea. You want to go get breakfast?” Emersen’s sing-song voice says through the door.
I jump up from the bed and smooth down my clothes, worrying they’ll know what I was just doing. I go to the door and see Emersen standing there in leggings, knee boots and a cute cream sweater dress. She’s the picture of cuteness, but I think there’s something darker hidden behind her not-so-innocent smile. Chelsea is wearing black skinny jeans, combat boots and is rocking the fuck out of it. I open the door, and the girls enter immediately, not waiting for an invitation.
“What have you been doing? You’re looking all flushed and sweaty.” Chelsea says looking around the room. “You got a guy in the bathroom? Or two?” She asks, wiggling her brows.
“What! No, I don’t have a guy in here! Jesus.” I say a little too quickly.
Emersen giggles and I can’t help but smile, especially when Chelsea joins in.
“Just checking Hells Bells.” Chelsea laughs.
“Is that nickname sticking?”
“Just go with it, that’s what I do,” Emersen says while going through my drawers.
“Can I help you find something, you snoop.”
“Yeah, get fucking dressed so we can go eat. I’m starving, and so is the baby.”
“It’s crazy, but I’m a little jealous. I don’t have a place to live or a way to support a child, let alone someone to knock me up, but I’d love to have a baby.” I tell her dreamily.
“That’s not crazy. Babies are a blessing. Pure love. Who wouldn’t want that in their lives?”
I look at Chelsea and see her looking down at her hand as it rubs her tummy.
“Are you pregnant too?”
She smiles up at me, and it’s the happiest I’ve ever seen her. “Not sure. It’s only been a few weeks. We should find out in the next week or so. I can’t wait. I hope we are, then Emersen and I can be pregnant together.”
“You two are so cute. I hope you are too. I’m sure both Rock and Ryker will be great fathers with how protective they are of you.”
Emersen puts her hand on my arm. “Jester and Rash are great men too, Holly. I can picture them taking care of a kid.”
“Yep. I can imagine it now. Rash would be the one putting up the security fence while Jester rolled around in the grass with the kid.” Chelsea laughs.
I can see it too, and it scares the shit out of me. There’s too much happening to try to turn it into a reality, as much as I’m tempted to do so.