Chapter Twenty-four
“Mmmm . . . I could kiss you all night.” Josh whispered against her lips, the glow from the flickering fire making his eyes even sexier.
His lips feathered over Candy’s chin and across her jaw to the tender skin beneath. His body was a hard muscled line against her naked flesh and she shivered, feeling the dampness spread between her legs. How they got to this point still stunned her, almost as much as the memory of his tongue on her private parts. Her lower body jerked just thinking of how he’d made her come, her legs going liquid as he plundered her pussy with his hand and his mouth.
The feeling was nothing like she’d expected. She’d been happy without sex most of her life. Now, she wanted to know how it would be with Josh. He was different and she knew it.
Josh’s lips continued down, kissing the hollow of her throat, skimming over her breasts to take one nipple into his mouth. She gasped at the tender yet rough feel as he drew the stiff bud deep.
Skating his hand over her hip, he cupped her pussy once more, stroking her slit. “You’re so wet, baby.” His tongue played along her breast. As he slid one knee between hers, he climbed between her legs. “Spread yourself for me.”
Candy’s whole body stiffened and she shoved him from her, scrambling back.
He blinked, his face clearly stunned. “Candy, what just happened?”
She shook her head, bringing her knees to her chest. “It’s not you, Josh. It’s me. I can’t. I just can’t—”
“Look at me, babe.”
She shook her head.
“Yes . . . Candy, baby, please. Look at me.”
Wiping a hand across her wet eyes, she lifted her gaze to his. He reached out one hand and held it toward her. “Whatever this is, we can talk about it. I’m not going to force you to do anything you’re not comfortable with. Is it something I did? Did I hurt you?”
Her eyes widened and she took his hand. “No, Josh. None of the above. You’re the only man who has ever made me feel like you care.”
“I do care. If I didn’t hurt you, what’s wrong?”
“I hate feeling powerless and out of control.” She shrugged. “Sex does that to a woman. Men tend to overpower and do what they want. It’s part of the reason why I’m not as experienced as you’d think when it comes to sex.”
“You were made to submit with sex?” he asked, concerned.
She nodded again. “Something like that, yes. Not to mention the times I tried were less than satisfying. You combine that with my aversion to feeling not in control and it makes for a recipe of ‘why bother.’”
“Less than satisfying, huh. Sounds to me like the guys you were with wouldn’t know what to do with the equipment if they read the manual.”
She cracked a smile. “To say the least. They made it all about them and I was nothing more than a means to an end. They got off and I didn’t.”
His eyes took her in and he nodded. “I have an idea.”
She cocked her head, wary. “I don’t know, Josh. It’s been a really long time since I’ve found myself in a situation like this, and with my history I really don’t want to freak again.”
He reached for his clothing pile on the floor. Candy’s throat tightened. “You’re leaving?”
Josh turned with his necktie in hand. “Nope. I don’t scare that easily.” He walked toward her. The silk tie wrapped around his palm.
“Uhm, Josh—what are you doing?”
Sliding in beside her, she scooted away the moment his body touched hers.
“Don’t be afraid, Candy. I think I know how to help you relax and enjoy sex the way it should be.” He stuck two pillows on the floor behind him and then held his tie out to her.
“Josh,” she said unsure.
He nodded. “Trust me. Take it.”
She slipped the silk length from his hand and he held his wrists together. “Tie me up, love. No touchy, no feely. It’s all you.”
With a smirk, she bound his wrists. “Too tight?” she asked.
He shook his head, slipping his hands behind his neck. “Nope. Perfect. Now I want you to take that pretty scarf of yours from behind the office door and blindfold me with it. That way you won’t have to watch me watching you.” He winked. “What better way to be taken than bound in silk that smells like you?”
She moved to the door and slid the shimmering scarf from the hook, tying it around Josh’s eyes. With the crooked smile still on his face, he nodded once. “I’m all yours, baby. Exposed and completely in your hands.”
Candy inhaled, kneeing beside him. “Yes, but—”
He shook his head again. “No buts. Not unless that’s the part of my body you want to tease and tempt. You call the shots. Just don’t leave me hanging too long.” He chuckled. “Though with my cock as hard as it is right now, I’m not going to hang for a while. Not without help from you.”
Unsure, she climbed over his legs, and sat on his thighs. Leaning over, she spread her palms over his chest. The feel of his skin and the rasp of soft chest hair sent tingles to her lower belly. Feeling emboldened, she raised and moved up his body, the length of his erect cock grazing between her legs.
He moaned gently as her slick part brushed his shaft and head, but she took his mouth instead. Sinking her hands into his hair, she concentrated on his lips and tongue. “Kiss me like you want to own my mouth, Josh. Like you want nothing more than the feel of my tongue on yours.”
He obeyed, devouring her lips as she tightened her grip on his hair. His cock jerked against her thigh, his head swelling as he strained for contact.
As he had done before, she broke their kiss and nibbled her way over his throat to his chest, circling his nipples with the tip of her tongue.
Josh grinned. “Now I know why you like that so much.”
“How about this?” She grazed the narrow bud with her teeth and he hissed. “You like it a little rough, Josh?”
“I aim to serve, beautiful.”
Raking her nails along the hard planes of his chest, she licked and stroked his torso past the sexy V-shaped muscles leading toward his cock. She scooted down his thighs and wrapped her hand around his thick shaft. His member jerked in her palm and she froze, all her bravado gone.
“Relax, Candy. Just loosen your grip and run your hand over my hardness.”
She nodded.
“Okay.” She slid her hand up and down, her movements tentative.
Josh groaned, licking his lips. “Harder, baby. Run your palm over my head.” She did what he asked and he sucked a breath through his teeth. “That’s it. Now faster, get a rhythm. Mmmm.”
The low rumble in his throat made her pick up her pace even more and his thigh muscles clenched beneath her thighs, his ass tight. A grin tugged at her lips at his reaction and she dipped her head, her tongue flicking the satin of his swollen head.
“Oh, babe, yes . . . use your mouth. I want your tongue and your lips wrapped around my dick. Take me deep.”
She inhaled and opened her mouth, slipping his engorged head over her tongue. Josh bucked his hips pushing his member to the back of her throat.
“Keep your hand on my base, work my shaft as your mouth works my head. That’s it.” He said the words in a tight mutter and then let his breath out in a swoosh. “Circle your palm over my head as you pull your mouth up and off and then plunge in deep again.”
Candy took his full length into her mouth and a growl left Josh’s throat, the sound raw and full of need.
“Faster, baby, tongue my balls and work my length. Ahhh, yessssss,” he hissed.
Candy ran the flat of her tongue up the corded base of his cock and then sucked his head between her lips. Letting her teeth graze his sensitive flesh in and out.
“I’m really liking this,” she stopped to say with a grin before taking him deep again.
“What’s that?” he groaned with each suck.
She stopped again, licking his cock from root to tip. “Your grunts and your sexy animalistic noises. They make me want to suck you harder, until you come in my mouth. Do you want that, Josh?” she asked, giving his head a quick lick, taking the pearl of cum from the top. “Want me to make you come?”
Josh’s entire body went rigid and his cock flexed, hard and unyielding in her hand. “Let me fuck your mouth, baby. I want you to swallow everything I give you.”
“Tsk, tsk. That might be what you want, but that doesn’t mean I’m going to let you.”
“Candy! Fuck!” he snarled, a massive shiver shaking him.
She laughed low. “What do you say, Josh? What’s the magic word?”
“Jesus! For fuck’s sake! PLEASE!”
She took his cock deep once more, but then pulled back when he tried to buck his hips. He growled in frustration, but she lifted her ass off his thighs and hovered over his straining member. Gripping his rigidness, she rubbed his head along the slick folds of her slit.
“Candy, God . . . I’m not going to survive this. Come on, baby. Either fuck me or suck me. Pick one!” He strained trying to push his head higher.
With a smirk she lowered herself onto his tense dick and with a growl he reared up, his ass and thighs grinding his cock deep. Candy pushed his chest and shoulders down and lifted her ass, taking him as she rolled her hips. She kept the grind slow and forceful. Gritting her teeth, she let the tension build, moving her body so his cock hit her spot with every in and out.
Her thighs clasped either side of his hips and her body went taut as her orgasm crashed, her walls squeezing his cock tightly inside. She cried out as waves took her, her body spasming until her legs went weak even with his dick still rock-hard within.
Josh’s ass coiled beneath her and she leaned to take the scarf from his eyes. “You saw me come. Now I want to see your face as you climax.”
His gaze was dark and full of need and he held himself taut and unmoving inside her. She lifted her ass and rode him, her eyes never leaving his as she milked his cock, faster and deeper. His back arched and he bucked, raising her high until with gritted teeth, his cock head bulged as hot spurts filled her core.