CHAPTER THIRTEEN
ALEXANDRA
Two days had passed. Commander Vrerkin was no longer with the healers and was on his way to mending. But he was very depressed. I was also very saddened by the king's decision to not launch a rescue mission for Camilla. But the captain assured me that there was hope and that the king was thinking it over, but there was just too much danger involved with going to find her. I hoped that any day the king would allow the mission to happen.
I tried many times to console Vrerkin, but he wanted to be alone. Finally, I found him on the beach alone at sunset.
“There you are,” I said as I took a seat next to him in the sand. We were far from the village, about a mile or so down the beach. The isolation was nice.
“Sometimes I come here to think,” he said.
“Yes, I can see why. It is very quiet and away from everything,” I said.
“Want a drink?” he asked as he handed me a large container, like a big flask made of leather.
“What is it?” I asked.
“Hiwa. I am drunk. It is the only way I can be right now,” he said.
“That sounds like a plan,” I said as I grabbed it and took a small sip, testing the strength. It was good but strong. Then I took a longer chug, then another. “Thank you,” I said, handing it to him.
“Go ahead, keep it. You have some catching up to do. I can barely see straight,” he laughed.
“All right,” I said, taking another drink.
“The wait is just getting to me,” he said.
“Tell me,” I said.
“It is ridiculous to have to wait this long. I miss her,” he said.
“I miss her too,” I said putting my hand on his back. I rubbed it up and down, trying to console him.
“I am sorry you are going through this too. All of this must be hard for you,” he said.
I turned and looked at him, really looked at him. His blonde hair was long and a bit shaggy. His blue eyes were filled with sadness. I wanted to take his pain away. But I felt a sort of comfort being with him. It was comforting to know I wasn’t the only one missing Camilla. He was the only one I could talk about it too who really understood. Ineq was sort of on the outside of it all, and I had not seen him since he showed me to the hut except once in the village. He had been very busy, and a part of me thought that he felt he had planted his seed in me, and that was enough. Now he was sort of ignoring me, and that made me feel lonely on this alien planet. Being with Vrerkin gave me the comfort I needed to not feel alone.
“Thank you, Vrerkin,” I said.
I could smell the Hiwa on his breath. It mixed with the salty sea air.
“We are going to be all right and we will get her back. I know it,” I said as I began to cry a little bit. I didn’t know why I was suddenly crying. It must be the Hiwa getting to me.
“It’s all right, Alexandra. It is good to let out all your frustration. Don’t let it build up,” he said, rubbing my shoulder.
“Yes, you are right. I just feel so alone right now,” I said.
“You are not alone. You have the captain,” he said.
“No, I do not. He has not spoken to me since we arrived. I am alone,” I said.
“You have me. I am here,” he said.
I turned to him and felt his tenderness. He was so different than Ineq. He was gentle and sincere, and as I looked into his blue eyes, I got lost in them. At that moment, he leaned over and kissed me.
I don’t know what possessed me, but I let him. I just felt so vulnerable and depressed, and I needed his touch. I put my arms around his neck and kissed him back. He pushed me back gently onto the sand as the sunset, and the sky grew darker. Vrerkin rolled his strong body on top of mine and settled between my open thighs. Feeling his manly body press on mine was intoxicating, and I realized that I was intoxicated as I felt a bit of a spin when I closed my eyes. I opened them and allowed his kiss to make me feel better. Then he kissed down my body, kissing every inch. He moved his mouth down the length of my body and pushed up the loincloth. He plunged his face directly into my aching center and moved his tongue up and down my slit.
“Oh god, yes,” I moaned. It felt good to be desired again.
He groaned between licking.
“Yes,” I whispered.
His long tongue pressed against my clitoris and he flicked it back and forth while his large hands massaged my breasts.
I felt like a wild woman. I was losing myself in him and this experience. Then I felt sweet release flood me. “I’m cumming.”
Vrerkin groaned and grunted like a beast as he licked me. The pulsing moved from my center through my whole body leaving me so sensitive.
Vrerkin moved back up my body and kissed me on the mouth hungrily. I felt his hands working on the loincloth around his waist. Then I felt the tip of his large cock press against my slit. I wrapped my legs around him, and he entered me. We both moaned loudly. All of my problems had faded away as he gave me pleasure and drunken distraction.
Then he lunged forward and entered me deeper.
“Oh yes,” I sighed. It felt good. He slowly filled me with his rigid shaft.
He was perfect and physically fit. I ran my hands down his back and felt strong and toned muscles with my fingers.
The ocean waves crashed close to us, and a bit of water licked at my feet. The thick scented sea breeze caressed my skin.
Vrerkin’s biceps and forearm muscles flexed. I moved my fingers up and down them, wanting to feel his strength.
“Harder,” I whispered.
He began to pound me faster and faster. His fat cock moved with ease in and out of me. The throbbing in my center was powerful. Then pulsing shot through me while my orgasm exploded inside of me. “Oh fuck, I’m cumming,” I could barely get the words out.
He groaned and got tense. He was wild on top of me, and then I felt his warm liquid fill me.
I sank deeper into the soft sand as he lowered his body on mine. I moved my hands up and down his body. In the back of my mind, I knew that we had done something wrong, but my body wasn’t allowing me to admit it yet. I still had the sensation of orgasm and hunger going through me. But I knew that we could never, ever do this again. This was a one-time mistake, a big mistake. It would have to stay our secret. But for now, all I could do was enjoy the feeling of not being alone while his body pressed onto mine and he filled me.