ADRIANA

 

His words bring so many emotions to the forefront that she feels like she’s being overcome by a tidal wave. All she wants right now is to turn her brain off, to stop analyzing everything, to let herself feel, and to just be with Grayson, the man who she measures all other men by.

 

“Kiss me.” Her words are a demand, not a request, and Grayson doesn’t need her to tell him twice.

 

His lips are on hers immediately, probing with his tongue, tasting her. A moan escapes her throat, as he pulls her tighter against him. She can feel how hard he is through his jeans, and the knowledge of how turned on he is just makes her more excited.

 

His hands slide along her sides, skimming underneath the hem of her tank top. She shivers, as he strokes the soft skin there, and she lifts her arms, signaling for him to undress her. She thinks she hears Grayson gasp as he looks down at her, but her head is so full of her own need that she can barely process what’s happening. All she knows is that she wants to be skin to skin with him, that she needs to touch him.

 

She’s impatient, pushing his t-shirt up over his shoulders, running her hands along the ridges of muscle and the tattoos that cover his body. Her fingers run over tiny marks on his chest and arms. They’re almost made invisible by his tattoos, but she’s seen enough scar tissue at the hospital to recognize it anywhere. She knew that his father used to beat him and his mother, but she could never have imagined how badly Grayson had been hurt. His scars tell a story, and it’s one that brings tears to her eyes.

 

“Gray, I’m so sorry.” She whispers the words as she touches the marks on his body one by one. She feels him stiffen under her hands.

 

“Don’t be. I don’t want you to feel sorry for me. I just want you.” His last words are a growl. He reaches for the waist of her shorts, unbuttoning as fast as he can, as if he can’t wait. She wriggles out of her pants, standing in front of him in her purple underwear. She sends a prayer of thanks up that good lingerie was something that she had always invested in; it made her feel confident, but confidence escapes her standing half-naked in front of Grayson.

 

“You’re so sexy.” He looks at her reverently, like he can’t believe what he’s seeing.

 

He lays her down onto the bed, not taking his eyes off of her for one moment. She squirms a little under his gaze, as she tries to convince herself that this is actually happening, that this head-spinningly gorgeous man is in her apartment, in her bed. He unzips his jeans and drops them down, his boxer shorts straining against his erection. He lies on top of her kissing her softly at first and then deeper, more possessively.

 

She responds without hesitation, her arms around his hard shoulders, luxuriating in the feel of him against her. He ducks his head down, feathering kisses down her neck to the curves of her breasts. He unclips her bra expertly, cupping her breast and then bending down to take her already puckered nipples into his mouth, sucking on one and then the other. Her back arches, pushing herself harder against him. As his teeth graze against her sensitive nipples, she feels an answering pull in her pussy. He’s making her so wet.

 

“You’re so goddam beautiful, Adriana.” Grayson’s voice is husky and full of desire as he comes face to face with her, covering her mouth with his. One hand is sifting through her dark hair, pulling it free from the band she had used to try to tame its wayward nature. The other hand travels over her breast, down over her flat belly and down, further down, to the heat between her legs.

 

“Gray.” His name is a plea in her voice, as she silently asks him to touch her.

 

He watches her, as he slides his hand into her panties, touching her swollen lips, feeling the wetness that he’s created there. He strokes her, making her squirm in pleasure underneath him. “You’re so wet, Adrie. You feel amazing.” He looks at her in awe.

 

Grayson probes between her thighs, parting her and sliding one digit inside and then two, making her sit up sharply, clinging to his shoulders.

 

“Grayson, please, I need you.” She can barely get the words out; she wants him so badly.

 

His eyes shine like she’s just said exactly what he wanted to hear. He tears her panties off, his muscles bunching with the effort of trying to control himself. He steps out of his boxers, staring down at her with an animalistic look in his eyes then something like realization slices through the moment.

 

“What?” She looks at him nervously, wondering if this is the moment when he decides that he doesn’t want to make love to her after all.

 

“I didn’t bring any rubbers; I didn’t exactly plan this.” He scratches his head looking rueful.

 

“You don’t need one.” Her response surprises even her. She’s never had sex without protection, but there’s something about Grayson that makes her want to be skin to skin with him, that doesn’t want there to be anything between them, separating them. Besides, she knew that athletes like fighters got tested all the time.

 

“You’re sure?” Grayson’s concern for her, to make sure that this is what she really wants is touching. Most guys wouldn’t even have bothered to double check.

 

“Grayson.” Her tone is impatient, as she reaches out for him, not wanting to waste another moment debating.

 

The need in her voice acts like a mirror to his own, and he lays down on top of her, supporting himself on his hands. He looks straight into her eyes, and she feels something stir in her chest, something that she couldn’t, or perhaps wouldn’t, put a name to. She reaches between them to take hold of his swollen shaft, not even slightly phased by the size of him. She wasn’t even thinking about the logistics, all she was thinking was how much she wanted him.

 

She guides him towards her entrance and as his tip rests against her wet pussy Grayson sucks in a breath. She looks up at him in askance. “I’m so turned on right now, but I don’t want to hurt you.” He frowns at her with that expression that makes her want to smooth the lines in his forehead.

 

“You won’t. I need you inside of me, Gray.” She bites her lip, hating herself a little for the desperation in her voice, but it was the truth, he was driving her crazy and she needed her release.

 

Grayson smiles at her sexily. “You have no idea how good it sounds to hear you say that.” He ducks down and kisses her deeply, as he pushes his hips forward, opening her up slowly, like a special present.

 

She breathes in sharply, as he enters her, feeling the thickness and length of him stretching her. He’s bigger than anyone she’s ever been with, not that the list is particularly long. But her body adjusts around him, slowly taking him into her, inch by inch, until he is completely buried inside. She wraps her legs around his waist, encouraging him to sink even deeper inside of her.

 

“God, Adriana, you’re so tight.” Grayson’s words come through gritted teeth, like he’s trying to hold himself together.

 

She knows the feeling; she’s lost all control of her body. It’s moving on its own volition, her hips thrusting up to meet his as he moves inside of her, moaning more wantonly than ever before. Being like this with Grayson, it’s pure pleasure, and she feels her body building towards the release that she so desperately needs.

 

She looks up at Grayson to see that he’s staring straight at her ,and it’s as if he knows exactly what she’s thinking, exactly what she needs him to do. He picks up the pace, ramming into her and angling her so that he’s hitting her g-spot again and again. She squeezes the muscles in his back, rigid with force and slick with sweat.

 

They’re both breathing hard, as Adriana feels the rush of heat throughout her body. “Gray, I’m close.” Her words are a whisper, as she feels herself start to ride the wave of her orgasm. She cries out as she comes hard, feeling like she’s been split into a million pieces. Gray’s voice echoes hers, as he growls to his shuddering finish, clutching her to him as he empties himself inside of her.

 

“Adrie.” He says her name with so much tenderness she feels like she’s melting and in very real danger of falling…No, she can’t say it, not even to herself, not when there was so much still to figure out.

 

When he slips out of her, she feels instantly empty, like she hadn’t known what it was to feel whole until the moment he was inside of her. He lies next to her, nuzzling her neck and whispering in her ear. She can barely make out what he’s saying; she’s still stuck on Cloud 9 where he’d taken her.

 

“Hmmm?” She turns to him sleepily satisfied.

 

“I said that you’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen, Adrie. I said that I missed you.” Grayson looks her straight in the eyes.

 

“I thought you’d forgotten about me.” Her voice is small and half-asleep, as she cuddles up to him.

 

Grayson puts his arm around her, pulling her closer to him so she lays her head on his chest. They lie in contented silence, and Adriana listens to his heart beating, lulling her into sleep. She closes her eyes, but just before she drifts off she hears him whisper in her ear, “I could no more have forgotten about you than I could forget to breathe.”