Chapter Six
Jack
Despite Jack’s numerous fantasies where Adam moved inside him with both his long fingers and then his cock, Jack could feel his body tense when Adam poured the contents from the new bottle of lube onto his palm.
“Have you changed your mind?” Adam asked.
“No, I just don’t know what to expect. I mean, I know, but…shit, I’m mumbling.”
“We’ll start slowly and if anything makes you uncomfortable, I’ll stop and you can fuck me. Some men don’t like anal sex and it’s fine if you don’t. I want to be here, with you, and give you as much pleasure as I can.”
Jack shook his head and when a question popped into his head, he blurted it out. “Have you bottomed before me?”
“Once before. It was uncomfortable and rushed, which probably made it worse than it could’ve been. I didn’t realize until our first time it could be highly pleasurable.”
“What happened?”
He thought Adam wouldn’t answer him, and Jack was unsure if he wanted to know, but the question had been asked so he waited.
“It was right after I met you. I realized that I was bisexual and thought there was a connection between us. We were at that party thrown by Hawk’s friend, and you went upstairs with a pretty blonde and I realized I was jealous. I proceeded to drink my weight in alcohol and one of the football players took me up to his room and kissed me. One thing led to another, you know the drill. He refused to bottom and I was too drunk to realize I didn’t want to either. He wasn’t out and probably won’t ever be out, worried about everyone’s reactions, so he rushed through preparing me and—”
Jack kissed Adam, not wanting to envision what he had gone through. “I take it back, I don’t want to hear about other men.”
Adam brushed his finger against his entrance and a strangled groan made the last word garbled. The pleasure that radiated from Adam’s small touch had Jack quivering and begging for more.
“So you’ve always topped after that?” Jack’s curiosity grew as Adam’s talented fingers pushed.
Adam nodded and Jack sucked in a breath when Adam pressed through the first ring of tight muscle. Jack immediately clamped down on Adam’s finger. Sensations shot through him and although there was a burn that accompanied the others, the pleasure won out by quite a large margin.
“Until you. I wanted to feel your weight on top of me, fucking me as my cock rubbed against your stomach. And every time it feels as though your hands are everywhere, your lips not missing an inch of my sensitive skin, and more pleasure than I’ve ever experienced before. I want you to feel as good as I do when you love me.”
Jack, without realizing he’d done so, moved his hips up and down on Adam’s finger until he felt the entire digit inside.
“Move, please.”
Adam captured the moan escaping from his mouth as he leaned forward. His thumb brushed against the sensitive skin around his entrance as he pressed inside with slow movements, knowing he wanted Jack to get used to the intrusion. He couldn’t keep his hips still, and soon, he needed more.
Sensing his need, Adam added a second finger and this one brushed against his prostate and Jack surprised himself when cried out with pleasure. Adam was relentless and Jack thought nothing in the world could feel as good as Adam’s fingers inside him. But when Adam’s mouth wrapped around his sensitive and throbbing cock, Jack moaned his name and clutched at the sheets, trying to stave off his orgasm.
“If you keep that up, I’m going to come.”
With excruciating movements, Adam pulled his mouth from Jack’s cock, his brown eyes sparkling as they met Jack’s. And with one swift movement, Adam’s free hand moved to squeeze his cock and Jack breathed out a sigh. Jack, unable to stand the space between them, pulled Adam close and captured his lips in a searing kiss. But at that moment, Adam crooked his fingers and Jack’s vision dimmed as a shiver ran through him.
Jack clung to Adam as he moaned and jerked against his touch.
“You’re so fucking sexy.” Adam quirked his finger again and Jack gasped out his name.
Jack desperately clung to Adam. “I need you inside me.”
Adam slowly removed his fingers and Jack whimpered at the loss. Adam stroked the side of his hip, running his other hand over Jack’s stomach and avoided his already dripping cock. The look Adam gave him made Jack’s breath’s catch in his throat. He’d been so stupid to believe that he could live without Adam.
“This might be easier if you’re on your hands and knees.”
Jack shook his head. “Maybe next time, but I want to see you. I want to be as close to you as I can possibly get.”
Adam looked torn between not wanting to hurt Jack and Jack’s words affecting him. Adam always putting others before himself, but Jack cut off his doubts before they could start.
“I’m sure I want you to fuck me this way. I want to feel your weight and be able to kiss you.”
Adam nodded and Jack couldn’t help the shiver of anticipation pass over him. Adam slid his hands over his legs to behind his thighs and gently pushed his knees toward his head. Jack should’ve felt self-conscious, but the sight of Adam kneeling above him, his skin flushed and his cock hard, resting against his stomach had every thought falling away beside his need for the man he loved.
Jack could feel Adam’s hands roaming over his heated skin, never ceasing to touch him as they stared at each other. Adam leaned forward to kiss Jack, and when he was breathless and aching for Adam, they broke apart.
“You ready, baby?”
“Yes. Please.” Jack didn’t care if he was begging. He needed Adam inside him.
Adam reached for his cock and that sight alone had Jack panting for more. Adam wrapped one arm around his thigh and pressed his leg closer to his chest before he lined his cock against Jack’s entrance. His eyes roamed over Jack’s face looking for any signs of pain, but Jack nodded encouragingly.
Adam pressed in and Jack moaned at the myriad of sensations rushing through his body. Not quite understanding his words, he mumbled endearments and encouragement, hoping that Adam wouldn’t stop. Whenever he thought about Adam inside him, he balked at the thought of Adam’s cock, larger than Jack’s own, giving him pleasure of any kind. But the reality was so much better than he could’ve imagined.
Inching in, Adam’s slow slide had Jack’s chest heaving, drawing a moan or a gasp from his tight throat at the feeling of being filled by Adam, the man he loved. Jack moaned when Adam bottomed out and before Adam could blink, Jack wrapped his legs around Adam’s waist and pulled him in for a kiss, savoring the fullness of Adam inside.
“You okay?”
“I never knew it could feel this good. I want you to move, but I’m afraid I’m gonna come soon.”
Adam smiled and without waiting, Adam pulled back and drove inside with one smooth motion that drew a loud gasp from Jack’s throat. When Adam leaned toward his sensitive nipple and drew it into his mouth, his body surged up to meet Adam’s thrusts. He wanted more, wanted everything, from the man above him.
Words that didn’t have any meaning, and sounds that he’d never heard before escaped Jack’s throat as he clutched Adam tighter to his body. He hoped they were encouraging Adam to keep going, and Adam didn’t disappoint. Each time Adam thrust inside him, it drove Jack that much closer to oblivion.
Adam’s mouth moved from one throbbing nipple and kissed across Jack’s chest and nibbled on the other one. All the while, Adam’s hands gripped Jack’s hips and with swift movements, pulled Jack’s hips up to meet his as Adam’s thrust down, over and over again.
“You feel so good inside me, sweetheart.”
Adam’s teeth were gritted and his hands gripped Jack, almost as though he were afraid he might disappear. “I’ve dreamed about this, about you, but this moment is so much better than any fantasy I could come up with.”
Jack’s eyes closed and arched up against Adam’s cock when his body started pulsing with the beginnings of his orgasm. Adam’s words had a profound effect and he screamed Adam’s name when he gripped Jack’s cock and started stroking.
“I could get addicted to this, being inside you.”
“It’s too late for me, I’m…I love you fucking me. Harder, baby.”
Adam looked gorgeous above him. His chest and arms glistening with a sheen of sweat, his neck corded as he staved off his own orgasm for Jack’s pleasure. Adam picked up the pace and without warning, Jack’s orgasm struck with a ferocity that had his head thrown back on the pillow and his body throbbing with the pulse of his cock. He was aware that he shouted Adam’s name over and over again, but there wasn’t any part of his body he could control in that moment.
“Fuck.”
Adam’s voice sounded as though they were underwater, but when Jack felt Adam’s cock expand, nothing mattered but Adam and the sensations that swirled around his body. Adam release felt hot inside him, and it drew out his own orgasm, leaving him breathless and weak.
Adam’s weight dropped on him and Jack barely had enough energy to wrap his arms around Adam and pull him closer. He listened to Adam’s harsh breathing as the weight of Adam centered Jack, bringing him back from his daze.
Jack whimpered when Adam pulled away from his body but smiled as Adam dropped beside him and pulled his head to his chest. Jack breathed Adam in, loving how close he felt to Adam after that mind-blowing experience, as he listened to his deep breathing.
When his senses finally came back, Jack stretched and winced slightly. The muscles in his thighs felt taut and his back a little tight, but it was a good kind of pain and he couldn’t help but smile.
“Holy fuck, that was hot.”
There was a beat of silence as Jack leaned back to see Adam’s face and his reaction before they both started laughing.
Adam found his voice first. “That’s why I love you.”
Jack cupped his face. “Can you forgive me for hurting you?”
The smiled never wavered on Adam’s face, but he blew out a breath. “I understood, even if it hurt. And you’ve shown me how much you want us to work every day since then. Even at the club, you didn’t flinch once when you saw Aiden or Derrick. Before, you would’ve pulled away from me and introduced me as your friend. You didn’t and that act alone made me realize how much you want us to work.”
“I promise never to hide our relationship again.”
“I know, baby.”
Jack pulled the covers over them when the air chilled their skin and Adam shivered in his arms. He moved closer to Adam and smiled because he had Adam back in his arms.
“I love you. More than I could have thought possible.”
Adam tightened his arms around Jack and before long, they both drifted off.