Chapter 10
I could see that she looked a little tired when I pulled up into the driveway of her house. I was hoping that she was going to change her mind about spending the night with me, I was hoping against all hope that she wasn’t going to.
“I don’t have a sleeping bag.” She stated, her eyes growing wide and making me smile. It was the little things that she worried about, the little things that she thought were big issues.
“I have an airbed and some blanket in case it gets cold out.” I laughed at her, seeing the look of relief wash over her face.
We could hear the crickets in the tall grass that separated her place from mine and it was so peaceful that we sat in the car and just listened to them. Neither one of us talking and it was a comfortable silence between us.
When we watched the first star come out was when we got out of the car and I walked her to the porch.
“I’m going to change and then I’ll be right over.” She whispered as I pressed my mouth against hers and wrapped my arms around her.
I had wanted to kiss her for the first time at the beach, I wanted to kiss her several times and I didn’t see a good time. This was the time that it was meant for and I couldn’t stop myself even if I wanted to.
I felt her arms go around my neck and felt her press against me as I held her tighter to my body. I wanted to have her right then and there but knew it wasn’t possible. I felt like I’d known her forever and the only thing that was keeping us from being connected was showing each other how we felt physically.
“Mm, I’ll be waiting for outback. Just come around the side of the house and you’ll see me setting up.” I whispered to her, breaking the kiss but holding her in my arms a few seconds longer.
“Great, the sooner I get inside the sooner I will be over.” She laughed, squirming in my arms and I let her go.
I watched her go into the house and it felt as if we were teenagers. I felt as if she were my first girlfriend and we were doing everything together for the first time. I turned and left her yard with a smile on my face. I had smiled so much today that my face was beginning to hurt but I just couldn’t stop smiling and she was the reason for it.
As I got the airbed and brought it out on my back deck and started the air pump up was when I saw her out of the corner of my eye. She dressed in a pair of white sweat pants and a black hoody, she looked amazing with her hair down and looking out of place.
We didn’t talk to each other there was no way we could be heard over the sound of the airbed so we didn’t even try. Her eyes got bigger and bigger when she realized how big the bed was. We could sleep comfortably on it, or have a good time without falling off. I couldn’t help but laugh at myself imagining us messing around on a small airbed. But the more I looked at her the more I wanted her.
“You didn’t change out of your swimming trunks?” She asked as soon as I shut the pump off.
“No, I’ll be alright. I have blankets right here too. Thick blankets.” I nodded my head towards the pile.
“Do you want me to help you bring that out on the grass?” She offered to help and it didn’t really surprise me that she had but I shook my head no and pushed it out until I was in the middle of the backyard.
She followed me with the blankets in her arms, the pile was so high the only way I could see the top of her head was because she was looking off to the side so that she could see where she was going. I laughed and took the blankets from her, laying them out on the bed with her on the other side making sure that the blankets covered every inch of the airbed.
“There.” I groaned, laying on the bed and watching her get on the bed. She sat up and looked up at the stars.
“This is better than the city, without all the lights you can see the stars better.” She told me and slowly laid down beside me.
She was watching the stars while I was watching her and that’s when it hit me. The reason she wasn’t kissing me first, the reason she wasn’t getting hot and heavy and bothered like I was, was because I guessed that it had to be her first time and my heart started racing.
Not that it would change anything in my mind about her, she was an amazing woman and I found nothing wrong with her but I had to know. I had to ask to see if I was right.
“Can I ask you something?” I whispered, putting an arm around her, feeling her move closer to me.
“You can ask me anything.” She whispered, laying her head on my bare chest as we looked up at the stars.
“I was just wondering, and it’s okay if you are. But I was wondering if this was your first time.” It was more of a statement than a question and the way her body tensed I knew I had my answer.
“You told me I could ask you anything, this is what I want to ask you,” I whispered, not wanting to push her on telling me but I wanted her to know that she could go to me with anything.
“Yes, I’ve never actually gone all the way with a guy before.” She murmured, refusing to look at me she kept her eyes on the stars.
“When I asked you to spend the night with me you knew that there’d be a chance of us sleeping together right?” I asked her, sitting up and making her look at me.
“I knew that I decided that you were going to be the one when we were at the beach. No man has ever made me feel the way you make me feel.” She sat up and looked me in the eye as she talked to me.
I was surprised, I didn’t know that she was thinking that, I didn’t know that she was holding that in and I felt bad for even asking her to spend the night with me not knowing.
“It’s not going to change anything.” She whispered to me, and to prove it she leaned over and kissed me on the neck. Her soft lips lingering as she brushed her lips against my warm skin sending chills down my spine.
I leaned my head off to the side so that she could continue kissing down my neck as I brought my arms around her. I heard her moaning each time she kissed me and just the touch of her soft lips against my skin and the noises she was making was beginning to turn me on.
“I want this night to be special for you,” I whispered to her, knowing that once she gave herself to me that was it.
“I know, it is special though. How many people can say that their first time was under the stars? I mean you hear about people losing their virginity in the backseat of a car, or at a drunken party, a wooded area out in the middle of nowhere.” She listed off all the places that didn’t sound romantic at all.
I laughed at what she was saying, she took her mouth away from my neck and laughed with me. Making me laugh harder. We had a fit of laughter between us and again she surprised me when we both laid down on the bed again she was the one who pressed her lips against mine.
The rougher she kissed me the more I wanted her, I felt her hand slid down my bare chest, stopping only for a second when she reached my hips and I wanted her to know that I wasn’t going to stop her but I wasn’t going to push her either.
I couldn’t keep my hands off her, I slid my hands up her sweatshirt and found what I was looking for, her nipples that were already hard for me and she whimpered and arched her back when I squeezed her tits gently in the palm of my hands.
She took her hand off my body and from the light of the moon and stars, it wasn’t hard to see that I was extremely hard inside my swimming trunks. She looked down and bit down on her lower lip making her look sexy as hell.
She sat up and took her sweatshirt off, throwing it onto the grass. She slowly slid her sweatpants off and I could tell that she was cold, she was shivering and I brought one of the blankets up over our bodies. Knowing that it would be better if we had our body heat to keep us warm.
She was laying completely naked under the covers and soon I felt her hands tugging at the waist band of my shorts. I helped her slide them down my body and gasped when she slid a finger up and down my cock. The tip of her fingernail teasing me, her soft touch making me throb for her.
“I want you Linda, god I want you so much.” I moaned to her, kissing down the side of her neck until my mouth found her tit.
I sucked it slowly into my mouth and heard her gasp, she put her hands on my shoulders and I stopped for a brief moment until she pulled me in closer, shoving her tit further into my mouth as she slowly spread her legs.
“Take me, god please.” She whispered to me, and I felt my heart melt for her. I felt my emotions growing deeper than I’d ever felt for a woman before in my life.