I sit on my knees in the quiet and dimly lit office. My hands rest on my thighs and my eyes are on the floor. I can hear the ice cubes clinking in Gabriel’s glass as he lifts it to his lips. I’m trying to breathe, but it’s hard.

“Relax, Olivia.” I still don’t know his real name. Master A. I’ve seen him so many times now, but I have no idea what his name is.

I stare into his eyes, willing myself to come up with a response, but I can’t. I can hardly breathe. I swallow thickly and part my lips, but still nothing.

Kade’s hand settles on my shoulder and I instantly close my eyes. My tense body relaxes.

“Come sit in my lap,” Master A says as he pats his legs with both of his hands. I look up at Kade over my shoulders. I don’t know what to do. I thought I was only supposed to listen to Kade.

His eyes are on Master A. He cocks a brow and then looks back down at me.

“Go ahead, angel. I’m right here.”

I slowly rise and walk to Master A. He leans forward and grips my hips, pulling me down onto his lap before I have a chance to sit.

I let out a small gasp, and the men in the room chuckle.

“Be honest with me, Olivia,” Master A says in my ear. His hot breath greets my neck and I lean my head so he has more access to the tender skin.

He groans and rocks his dick against my ass. “I’m trying to be good here.”

Kade lets out a small laugh and leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees. “She makes it hard to resist.”

Master A runs a hand down his face before pulling my small body closer to his chest. “Are you scared, or just nervous?” he asks loud enough for everyone in the room to hear.

Nervous. I’m so fucking nervous.

I lick my lips and answer him honestly. “Nervous.”

He groans in my neck and presses his lips against my skin. “Thank fuck,” he says as his hands slip up the sheer fabric of my dress. His fingers slowly rise on my inner thighs until they’re almost pressed against my core.

My eyes dart to Kade’s. My lips part and my back bows slightly, moving away from Master A.

“It’s alright, angel.” Kade’s watching us intently.

I don’t know if I should believe him. This feels wrong.

“What’s my name, Olivia?” Gabriel asks from across the room as he sets his glass down.

“For tonight,” Kade says with a hard edge. I look between the two men with slight anxiety.

Master A chuckles in my ear as his thumbs slip closer up to my clit.

Kade looks me in the eyes and asks, “What are you going to call them tonight, Olivia?”

The meaning of Gabriel’s question hits me with clarity. “Master,” I whisper.

“Say it louder,” Kade demands. “I want them to hear you calling them Master.” He turns back to Gabriel and repeats, “For tonight.”

Gabriel grins and says, “I understand.” His eyes find mine. “You’re ours tonight.” My pussy clenches, and Master A nips my ear.

“You like that, don’t you?” Master A asks me. Yes. A part of me does. The idea is so forbidden and exotic, and I want it. But I want Kade more. I don’t want to ruin whatever this is between us. I need him.

I nervously look back to Kade again. I move my hand to reach out to him and then put it back on the sofa.

“Stop.” Kade’s hard voice echoes off the walls.

Master A looks up at him, letting a chill blow in the crook of my neck and slowly rests his back against the chair, leaving me sitting nervously on top of his lap.

“Come here,” he demands. His words are hard. His chest rises and falls with his steady breathing. The idea I’ve upset him makes my blood race with adrenaline and anxiety. I slowly slip off Master A’s lap. He holds my hand until I’m steady on my feet.

I keep my eyes on the ground as I walk over to Kade. Even if he’s angry with me, that’s okay so long as I’m still his. I start to lower myself to the ground in front of him, but he stops me.

“Over here, angel.” My eyes fly to his at his soft words. He pats the armrest of the sofa. I walk to the side of it and he holds his hand out. I slip mine into his and he gently tugs. My hips butt against the arm of the chair and my upper body falls into his lap.

He brushes the hair away from my face and rests his arm over my lower back. He rubs gently as Gabriel and Master A rise from their seats one after the other. Kade lifts my dress and exposes my pussy to them.

“Look at me, angel.” I lift my head and wait with bated breath.

“Now would be the time to say no if you don’t want this.” His eyes hold mine, and I can tell neither of us are breathing.

I hear a zipper and the sound of the men walking closer. My lips part as I search Kade’s eyes.

He grips the hair at the base of my skull and lifts my head up. My pussy clenches with the slight pain. He lowers his lips to mine and takes them with his own. I moan into his lips as hands grip my hips and tilt them slightly. My eyes pop wide open.

My heart stills as my pussy clenches around nothing.

This is really going to happen. Holy fuck!

Kade gives me a smirk. “I’ll be right here.” He leans back and gives a nod to whoever’s behind me.

“She’s so fucking wet, I think you’ve been depriving her, Master K.” I recognize Master A’s voice. He tightens his grip on one hip and uses the other to stroke his dick. I jump forward slightly as the head of his dick pushes through my pussy lips, running up and down before slipping deeper into my hot entrance.

I turn my head to look back at Kade.

His mouth is parted, and his heated gaze stares back at me. I bite down on my bottom lip to hold in the noises threatening to leave my lips, and Master A pushes deeper inside me.

Gabriel’s voice rings out as a hand smacks against my ass. “Spread.” The stinging pain is directly connected to my clit and the mix of pain and pleasure makes me moan. I quickly spread my legs apart wider and look to Kade for approval. He pets my back and plants a kiss on my shoulders.

“Oh fuck, you’re so tight.” Master A’s hands slip under my hips and he pulls me back some. He slowly pulls out and then pushes back in, stretching my walls.

A heavy breath leaves my lips as he moves in and out of me slowly.

“Open your mouth, Olivia.” I turn my head at the sound of Gabriel’s voice to my right, and my eyes widen. My body jolts as Master A picks up his pace. Gabriel rests his right knee on the sofa, bringing his body closer to me. Gabriel grips his thick cock and strokes it once before smacking it against my cheek. “Open.”

I part my lips and open as wide as I can to fit him. He pushes his massive girth past my lips and I try to cover my teeth with my lips. “So fucking good,” he says.

Gabriel groans, pulling my hair into a ponytail with his fist. His other hand grips my throat to keep me still. All the while Kade rubs soothing circles on my lower back. Gabriel pushes in deeper, so deep I have to breathe through my nose. My body heats with the pleasure of being used and filled. Master A slaps my ass as he pounds into me. His balls slap against my clit with each thrust.

Gabriel pushes in deeper, and I feel like I’m going to choke. I try to hold it back though and continue to breathe through my nose. A long moment passes as Master A thrusts behind me, pushing me deeper and deeper onto Gabriel’s dick before he pulls out of my mouth. I take in a breath and dig my fingers into Kade’s thigh, trying desperately to hold on. I’m at a steep edge of heightened pleasure.

Gabriel reaches behind me, and I’m not sure why. His hand slips between the armrest and my pussy. He ruthlessly rubs my clit and Kade holds me down as my body thrashes with my impending release. My body feels so hot. Too hot. My legs shake, and Master A only fucks me harder and faster.

“Cum for him now,” Kade commands me, and I obey.

My pussy squeezes around his dick as the intense pleasure rolls through my body, but before it’s done, before the waves let up, Master A pulls out of me completely and Gabriel takes his place, thrusting all of himself deep inside me.

“Fuck!” I scream out.

“Good girl,” Kade says as I hear Master A groaning. Kade’s hands leave me for the first time as Gabriel fucks me with a force so hard, it’s nearly too much. Gabriel adjusts me so he can get in deeper and I let out a strangled cry. He’s pushing me to the point of pain. My arousal leaks down my thighs and my clit rubs against the armrest with every forceful thrust.

My body feels so hot. My hands fly to Kade’s arms for support, I need him.

“It’s alright, angel.” His voice is unsteady and full of lust. Gabriel pulls me away from Kade enough that Kade can reach his pants. I grip onto the armrest, realizing he’s not leaving me. I try to pick my body up enough for him to unleash his cock, but Gabriel’s thrusts are so hard, I’m jolted forward.

Gabriel reaches his arm around to my front, bracing my body on his forearm. He slows his pace slightly and leans down, kissing my shoulder as Kade strokes his dick.

“You feel so good, Olivia,” Gabriel says before moving away and slowly letting his arm slide down my body until he’s only gripping my hip.

Kade moves his dick to my lips and I eagerly take him in my mouth. His hand fists in my hair, but he doesn’t control my movements. I anticipate him pushing my head down or bucking his hips, but he doesn’t. I massage his dick with my tongue as I push my head down and move up and down his length.

I pull back, letting Kade's dick pop out of my mouth as Gabriel thrusts deep inside me and stills. I scream out from the intense sensation. My pussy pulses around him, and my body trembles with pleasure. My legs are so weak they give out, but Gabriel’s hold on my hips keeps me upright.

Kade gently moves me back to him. I suck on his dick and hollow my cheeks as I do everything I can to get him off.

Gabriel's fucking me so deep and hard, I know I'm going to lose it any second. I resist and hold on, wanting to cum with Kade.

He hisses with pleasure as I shove him down my throat as deep as I can and try to swallow. My eyes sting and I can’t breathe, but I’m as desperate for his release as I am my own.

It only takes a few minutes until Kade groans and bucks his hips, once, twice, and then a third time. Hot jets of his cum shoot in the back of my throat, and I swallow as quickly as I can.

Gabriel pulls out and all I can hear is his heavy breathing as he furiously strokes himself until he’s reached his own climax. His hot cum splashes on my lower back as I swallow Kade’s and wipe my mouth and find my release with them. The numbing pleasure wrecks my body, but both men keep me still with their firm grip on me. I’m breathless and exhausted. I lower my chest against Kade’s thigh and hold on to him as I close my eyes.

Gabriel leans down and plants kisses along my spine that leave a chill. I shiver slightly and smile when I hear him chuckle.

I'm barely aware of what's going on around me. I jump slightly as Gabriel wipes my lower back clean and Kade instantly pulls me into his arms. My body is still trembling.

Kade holds me close to his chest as I come down from the intense orgasm. I shift in his lap and the movement makes my clit pulse with a sated need. I bury my head into Kade’s chest and moan. But I’m spent. I can’t take anymore. Exhaustion weighs heavy on me.

I feel a hand push my hair away from my face. I hesitantly look up as Master A leans down. He plants a small kiss on my forehead. A violent blush hits my cheeks as he looks down on me.

His lips kick up into a smirk and he says, “If you ever want a new Master, you just let me know.”

Kade huffs a laugh. “You must have a death wish.”

“Sleep well, Olivia,” Gabriel says from across the room as he opens the door. He nods at Kade, and Master A walks toward the door.

The door closes behind them and Kade kisses my hair.

My heart beats a bit faster realizing it's over. I slowly raise my eyes to meet his and when they do, I feel nothing but comfort.

He has a soft smile on his lips. “Are you alright, angel?” he asks.

I nod my head and move my hands to his chest. The tips of my fingers play with a small bit of chest hair peeking through his shirt.

He lowers his head to the crook of my neck and whispers in my ear, “I enjoyed that more than I should have.”

I bury my head under his chin to hide the grin growing on my lips. A strange sense of pride washes over me.

But then something changes, the fantasy and illusion that seems to slip into place when I'm with Kade and in need shatters, and I feel lost and vulnerable. I shouldn’t be enjoying this. I shouldn’t feel loved. He doesn’t love me. I can’t love him.

But I do. Not only do I feel loved by him, I'm painfully aware in this moment that I love Kade.