I opened the French doors and walked out onto the balcony and into the cool night air. The breeze felt incredible and when it moved across the burns on my arm the stinging sensation made me close my eyes and suck in my breath. I looked down at the swirls and spirals I had just created and wanted to run my finger over the raised dots but didn't because my arm was still very sore. Branding the dots into my skin hurt but it kept my mind off of the fact that I had just been ditched. That I had once again been rejected by someone I was starting to really like.

I didn't understand why Trevor had canceled at the last minute. I had really been looking forward to tonight and I thought he had been too. I looked down at the street below and watched a couple walk by holding hands.

Ugh. Why is it always a couple? Don't they have anything better to do than walk down the street holding hands and showing off?

My eyes filled with tears and when I closed them the tears spilled over and ran down my cheeks. I listened to the breeze blowing through the leaves in the trees and I smelled fall in the air. It was such a beautiful scent, the dying and decaying leaves, and I started to feel better as I let the smells and feeling of the cool night air wash over me as the breeze pushed my hair back from my face.

I stood there with my eyes closed for a long time, imagining that I was floating through space with the fall leaves when I heard a noise that sounded like it came from the balcony of the house next door. I looked over but I couldn't see anything from where I stood. The street lights lit up most of the balcony but there were some shadowy corners that remained completely black. I didn't know if it was in my mind or not, but I could have sworn I'd seen something move in one of the corners. I stood there and watched the balcony for a while longer but I didn't see any other movement so I decided it must have been the wind, although there was a part of me that hoped the guy that lived over there would step out of the shadows and smile at me. I couldn't help thinking about him looking in my window when I first moved in and decided it was just a fluke, that he was probably looking at something else, not me.

I went back into my room and just before I turned around I looked through the glass doors and I could have sworn I saw something moving from a shadowy corner on the balcony of the house next door again.

That's really weird, I thought as I turned back into my dark room. I flopped down on my bed and stared at my phone for about five minutes trying to will Trevor to text me again, but I knew it wasn't going to happen so I pulled off my jeans and performed the bra-through-the-t-shirt-arm-hole magic trick, then crawled under the covers and stared at the ceiling until I eventually fell asleep.

* * *

"Hey, what's up?" Barbara said when she opened the door to her apartment. Another week had gone by and I was excited because I was finally going to see Trevor outside of class tonight. It was Saturday morning and I had woken up really late after a night of tossing and turning and dreaming about someone standing on my balcony just outside the French doors and watching me sleep.

For a while it was Trevor on the balcony, but then he texted me in my dream and said Gotta cancel again. I'll see you in class, then disappeared. I was really sad for a while but then the person on the balcony turned into the guy next door. He didn't do anything but stare and even though I kept thinking it was really weird that he was just standing there staring at me while I sat on my bed, there was something kind of comforting about it.

When I woke up I got dressed and walked to a coffee shop, then decided on my way back that I wanted to go down into the tunnels again. I knew it was dangerous, but I figured maybe going down there during the day would be better somehow, even though I knew that was bullshit. I was just too intrigued not to go.

"Hey, Barb. I was wondering if I could get the key to the door in the basement."

"To the tunnels? Seriously?" she said as she peaked her head around her apartment door. "You really want to go back down there? Man, you're gonna have to go by yourself because there's no way I'm going back down there again."

"Yeah I know, I know. I really just want to check it out a little bit more for my paper, you know for that history class."

"For class," she said, clearly not believing that was the only reason.

"Ok, I'm just really intrigued by the whole thing, you know? I mean I have to admit it is kinda scary down there, but it's also really cool. And it really will make a great subject for my paper, when I actually start it."

"Are you going to get that Trevor guy to go down there with you?" she said with a smile and raised eyebrows.

"No. We're supposed to hang out tonight though, if he doesn't bail on me again."

"If he does, give him the axe. Two strikes and you're out, man."

"Yeah, whatever. He's cute but I'm not that hung up on him," I said, but I wasn't sure whether or not I believed that. I could never tell if I really liked a guy or if I just latched onto someone because they showed a little bit of interest. It was like some part of my brain took over that made me believe I liked them more than I really did. Like that guy next door. I was having a really hard time not thinking about him and I barely knew him at all.

More like not at all, Avery. He's said probably a grand total of 10 words to you.

"So you're gonna go down there by yourself? Dude, I don't think that's a good idea."

"Look, Barbara, I don't want to drag you down there again and I really just want to check it out. It's the middle of the day. What could happen?"

"Well, as you pointed out last time, it's not the middle of the day down there. I really don't feel good about letting you go down there, seriously. I'm responsible for what goes on in this place, but I might consider going back down with you again if you add another night on the town to the package. I've got to work all day today though, so maybe we can go down tomorrow or something."

"How about if I go down by myself today and we go down together tomorrow?"

"You just don't give up do you? I'm just worried is all. What'll you do if something happens?"

"I'll have my cell phone with me and I get an ok signal down there. Really, I'll be fine. I'm not even going to go walk around that much. I'll leave the door open and I'll stay close to it so I can run in and lock it at the first sign of trouble."

"Ok, but you're going to take my pepper spray with you, and my Maglite. I don't need you disappearing on me. That would freak my shit out completely. I seriously can't believe you're not afraid to go down there."

"Well, it is kinda creepy, but guess I'm not really afraid of the same things a lot of other people are. The thought of death doesn't really freak me out too much. I mean, if someone kills you quickly you wouldn't even know that it happened. You'd be dead."

"Yeah, I think a slow, painful death is what I'm afraid of. Not to mention getting raped or getting chopped up into tiny little pieces."

"Ok, ok. I get your point. I'll be careful."

"Alright, here you go," she said as she handed me the big wad of old keys and a teeny spray can.

"I'll be sure and tell you everything that happens down there today," I said with a smile as I walked past her out into the hall.

"Great, I can hardly wait. Hey, text me when you're back up here with us in civilization, will ya? I won't be able to relax until I know you're safe."

Okee dokee," I said as I turned toward the basement.

"You sound like my grandpa," Barbara said as she shut her apartment door behind me.

I descended into the same murky yellow light and musty smells that I had the week before, but it really didn't seem as creepy as it had then. I looked around a little for something I could use to oil the door hinges because I remembered how loud they creaked last time and I didn't really want to alert the entire underworld when I opened up the door today. I found what I was looking for on a big tool bench that was filled with old tools - an old, rusty can of WD-40 - then grabbed it and headed over to the metal door. When I got there I sprayed the hinges and the padlock, then unlocked it with ease and took it off the door.

I pulled the heavy door open just enough for me to squeeze through and moved the flashlight up and down the tunnel. I stood there for about a minute but didn't see or hear anything so I headed to the right, thinking that it looked like there was more stuff laying around in that direction. I didn't know what I was looking for and I knew most people would think I was nuts for even wanting to be down there, but I found it all really exciting.

There were stacks of crates and old paint cans piled against the wall about ten feet away from the basement door, and just beyond the boxes was, what looked like, a pile of blankets or sleeping bags. That made me a little nervous to think that someone was sleeping just outside my basement door. Someone who might not be very far off right now. I decided to go a little further until I got to another door, which I assumed was the door to the basement of the house that bordered the other side of the house I lived in. It was hard to tell in the dark but it felt like it might have been about fifty feet away from the basement door I had just come out of. I turned to get a better idea but my basement door wasn't open anymore.

I started to feel a little panicked as I headed back in the direction I had come but I froze when I heard those same footsteps again. I didn't know where they were coming from but they sounded like the same ones Barb and I heard the other night. I was right next to the stacks of wooden boxes so I shut off my flashlight and ducked between two of them so I was concealed from both directions and I waited to see where the sound was coming from. Like Barbara said, noises bounced off the walls down here like crazy, so the footsteps could have been coming from far away, or they could be really close.

I saw a light way off in the distance coming from the direction of my basement door. It looked like it was pretty far down the tunnel and I hoped the person behind it would stop somewhere before they got to where I was hiding. I held my breath and turned the nozzle on the pepper spray as they got closer, but the light stopped about fifty or sixty feet away from me and it sounded like a door was being unlocked. I heard a slight squeal as a door was pushed open, then for a split second the light that had been illuminating the keyhole on the door flipped backward and lit up the person that was holding the flashlight.

I couldn't make out who it was, but it looked like they had something very large over their shoulder. The door closed and was locked from the inside and I was in the pitch black again. I switched my flashlight back on and was inside my basement within seconds. Then I shut the door and locked it and leaned back against it while I thought about what I had just seen.

That was the next door neighbor's door. The hot next door neighbor. And he was carrying something over his shoulder. Something that looked an awful lot like a body in a bag.

That is absolutely ridiculous, Avery. There are a million other things he could have been carrying.

But as I stood there, I was having a hard time convincing myself that it was more convenient for him to carry a throw rug back to his house through some creepy, dark tunnel instead of above ground and with a car.

Barbara's not going to like this one bit, I thought as I headed back up the stairs and shut the basement light off. Maybe I shouldn't tell her.