Chapter Fifteen
Jade
I spent the next couple of days looking into the universities Stephan told me about. Griffith University in Queensland the Gold Coast, looked promising, it was situated in place were there were a lot of tourists so jobs would be plentiful if I needed one for any reason. I hated to rely on Stephan and his family for money. It didn’t feel right no matter what they said. I didn’t have any family to keep me in NSW so moving to another state for university wouldn’t matter to me.
Stephan parked in the car park of the hotel by the beach we were staying in Newcastle for three nights. I’d waited in the car as Stephan confirmed our booking and received our keys. The three-hour drive had been long and I was glad to arrive at the hotel. I wasn’t one to sit for long periods of time.
I was excited about staying in a fancy hotel. I was so ready for something more with Stephan. His family was in the house and I so didn’t want to have sex and have to look them in the eyes a couple of hours later knowing what I’d done. We’d been having oral sex for a couple of week, and it had helped me relax for the trial HSC. I was enjoying myself too, but I could barely look at Stephan’s family afterwards. I knew if I had sex with him in the house the embarrassment of knowing they were close, and worrying they would hear or walk in, would freak me out. I loved Stephan. I could admit it to myself and was ready to take it to the next step and make love to him. Anything had to be better than this constant arousal.
Nervously, I’d packed my luggage with sexy new clothes including a tempting bra and G-string. So tempting, I hoped he’d let me take the lead and move our relationship to the next level.
A bellman came and took our luggage and the elevator took us to the top floor. We went down a small hall with two doors. Turning to our left we opened the door pressing our electric key over the lock and walked into the spacious two bedroom penthouse suite. The ocean views were amazing and I went straight to the balcony overlooking the beach. The sun was about to set and I sat and watched the beautiful scene as the sunset hit the water.
Stephan came out and massaged my shoulders. I leaned into him moaning at the amazing feeling. He kissed my head. “I’m going to go hop in the shower and freshen up.”
Crap, now was my chance. It was perfect. “Sure. I’ll be waiting right here.”
“Are you sure you don’t want to join me.”
Oh boy did I, but I knew if I did I’d chicken out. “Nah, I’m going to watch this.”
“Oh, okay.” I could hear the disappointment in his voice and bit my lip to stop from giggling.
He walked away and I waited until I was sure he was in the shower. Running to my bag I rummaged through it for what I wanted to wear. I freshened up with some wipes and shook my hair out trying for the messy seductive look.
Stephan turned the shower off and I took a deep breath. I could do this. I hoped the stripper heels and black lace gave him a hint at what I was doing and he’d take over because right now I wasn’t feeling like the go get ‘em woman. “I’m a confidant sexy woman.” Ha. The shake in my voice almost had me running and hiding. Positioning myself on the end of the bed I waited for the door to open and hoped I looked sexy and irresistible.
Closing my eyes I took more calming breaths. I could be sexy, I could seduce him.
“Holy shit, Jade, what are you doing?”
Snapping my eyes open I didn’t say anything but cleared my suddenly dry throat and walked to Stephan praying I didn’t break my fucking neck in the shoes. Stephan seemed frozen as he stared at me. He only had a towel wrapped around his waist and I honed in on his tattoo. My heart flip-flopped every time I saw my name. My gaze traveled down his perfect six-pack abs to the beginning of his happy trail.
Holy shit. All I had to do was look at him naked and I became achy and hot. Reaching out I smoothed the pads of my fingers down his chiseled chest and hooked them on the towel, unraveling it and letting it fall to the ground. Before I lost my nerve I yanked him to me and plastered my mouth to his. His hands touched my heated skin and I deepened the kiss seeking his tongue and tangling it with my own. My fingers wrapped around his dick and I slid my hand up and down. I was nervous, I’d jacked him off before but tonight was going to be different—I was going to take him inside me. I was going to lose my virginity, and give him one more thing that had been only mine.
My whole body was alive with need, lust flowing through me. Stephan had always given me almost an electric need for him. He cupped my bare arse lifting me slightly. The hooker heels made me taller, but still not as tall as him.
I rubbed my body against him. “I want you. I’m ready. I want to make love to you.” I had been through so much with Stephan I knew he was the one. I loved him. I had for a long time, it's why it broke me when he left. I didn’t give my love lightly, everyone I loved never seemed to love me back. Stephan was trying. He told me he loved me and he’d tattooed my name on him and that shit was permanent.
Wanting to move to the bed, I tore my mouth from his and took a step back holding out my hand. “Come on. I want to do this on a soft bed.”
“Jade. Little bit. You don’t have to do this. I can wait. We haven’t been back together for long. I don’t want you to regret this. I don’t want you to feel pressured. I love you no matter what we do...or don’t.”
“I want this. Please.” I tried what I hoped was a sexy pout.
Groaning, Stephan took my hand and followed me to the bed. I let him get on the bed and I crawled on after him.
“Shit. You look so fucking hot right now.” Stephan went to grab me but I evaded him, feeling confident he liked what he saw I wanted to be in charge now. I needed to be in charge. My insides felt like butterflies were fluttering about.
Kneeling, I smiled at him before I slid up his legs until I straddled his waist.
“Fuck me. They’re crotchless.” I ground my pussy against his erect cock and grinned at his hiss. “You’re evil.”
Giggling, I ran my fingers over the ridges of his abs. Leaning down I did what I’d wanted to do since he first gotten the tattoo, I traced it with my tongue then kissed it with my lips all the while rubbing my pussy against him.
“Oh fuck this, I can’t take it. This is torture.”
Stephan wrapped his arms around me and flipped us so I was on the bottom. I stared at him, his dark blue eyes stormy with passion. I smirked because I’d done it. I’d given him that look.
“You’re so goddamned beautiful.” His lips mashed mine and I opened to meet his seeking tongue. He leaned on his elbow and his other hand moved down between my legs. Rubbing my clit he slid two fingers into me, keeping a rhythm.
I searched for release. Stephan made me hot. I always came so easily for him. The anxiety and nervousness I’d been feeling had heightened my senses. Stephan’s mouth left mine and he nibbled his way to my neck and sucked on my skin sending shots of pure ecstasy through me.
Moaning, I arched up into his touch. His fingers delved deep as his thumb pressed down on my nub with just the right amount of pressure helping me to shatter. “Oh God,” I whispered.
Stephan worked his way back up, taking my mouth again as I felt his cock at my entrance. He bit my lip and eased back just enough to look into my eyes. “You sure? I can stop. Tell me now.”
Reaching up I caressed his cheek. “I want this. I want you.” I spread my legs and wiggled so his cock sank in a little more.
“Mmm, you will be the death of me,” he murmured against my lips. “I’m sorry,” he said as his mouth took mine and he surged up and deep into me.
A sharp pain struck me and I stiffened.
Stephan stilled and his mouth left mine. “Tell me when you’re ready for me to move.”
I took a deep breath and assessed my body. Nothing else hurt, I just felt tender down there. Wiggling, I tested to see if the pain was still there. I didn’t feel painful anymore. I gazed at Stephan as he hovered over me, his jaw tense, his lips thinned in a grimace and he was sweating.
“You can move now. Slowly.” I watched as his face relaxed and then his dick eased out of me before he sank back in again.
Oh. My. God. I’d never felt anything like what I was feeling. Shards of delicious tingles shot through me spreading fire along my senses.
“You’re so tight. I’ve never felt anything like it,” Stephan growled.
I wanted more. I needed him deeper. Wrapping my legs around him I met each thrust pushing against him. I gripped the sheets, needing an anchor, as the onslaught of desire came to boiling point, I stared up at Stephan watching his muscles flex and strain. I’d never seen anything sexier.
“Oh, Stephan, this feels so good. Please don’t stop.”
His eyes flared with passion, and when he drove into me this time it was with deep sure strokes.
“I love it when you push deep.” I did, nothing ever felt this good.
Stephan grunted and drove into me hitting just the right spot. I screamed, never having felt anything like the rapture taking over. Letting go of the bed sheets I yanked him down digging my nails into his back. I needed to feel more of him against me.
“Fuck, you feel good,” he moaned.
Tilting my head I latched onto his neck and sucked. His thrusts became almost frantic as he propelled into me. Digging my heels into his arse I ground against him as he drove deep. I was so close. I knew when I came it would be big.
I need…oh…I need to…” I could barely speak I was so desperate with need.
“I know, little bit,” Stephan panted out.
He eased his body from mine and rested his head in the crook of my neck. He pistoned into me and his teeth scraped my neck and then he nibbled on my ear.
Holy crap. Who knew having my ear being nibbled on would shoot fiery desire straight to my core. I exploded, holding Stephan tight as a wave so strong washed over me and I smashed into a million pieces.
“Stephan,” I yelled, as my orgasm consumed me and bliss unlike anything I’d ever felt settled over me.
Stephan pumped into me a couple more times grunting his own release and coming to rest on top of me. I liked his weight, it added pressure to my already euphoric state.
“That was amazing,” I whispered. “I didn’t know it could be like that.”
“You’re amazing, Jade. I love you.”
I should tell him I love him back, but I didn’t want to tell him after he’d just taken my virginity. I wanted to tell him and have him know I meant it. I closed my eyes and basked in bliss.
*****
Stephan
I was on cloud fucking nine. It wasn’t because Jade had sex with me, well it helped, it was because she’d given me her virginity. I knew what it meant to her. I knew she wouldn’t have given it to me if she didn’t love me.
Over the last two weeks Jade had come out of her shell. She was cooking in the kitchen, dancing and singing. She hugged me, not me initiating everything. It was like she turned eighteen and knew she was free, she could go and do what she liked. DoCS didn’t have a thing to do with her anymore, she was legal.
When she’d waited for me outside my class on Friday I almost danced with joy. Finally she was accepting we were a couple, or so I thought until she said the words no man ever wants to hear, ‘we need to talk’. I almost pissed my pants. What the fuck? How the hell did I go from such a high to shaking in my shoes. Jade had never been so forward. I heard the determination in her voice.
I’d freaked myself out the whole drive to the park. When we’d sat on a park bench I’d asked what she wanted to talk about. When she told me it was about our future and what she was doing next year I’d relaxed and then gotten pissed. Had she not listened to a word I’d told her. I’d said we would be together forever. I friggin’ tattooed her name on chest. What the fuck more did she want?
I stopped acting like a pussy and told it to her straight. We would be together no matter what. We would be going to the same university. She was my soul mate, my one and I wasn’t leaving her…ever. Jade seemed to like it when I took charge and I liked being in charge.
Glancing over at her as I drove us to the Newcastle University Campus, I smiled seeing her rosy cheeks, puffy lips, and bright happy eyes. She looked gorgeous. The I’ve just had sex look suited her. I’d woken this morning to Jade’s back snuggled up to me rubbing her arse against me. I couldn’t help myself. My hand moved down from her waist, my fingers finding her clit, and I began rubbing circles around it. She’d moaned rotating her hips.
I lined my cock up to her entrance and slid it back and forth teasing her nether lips. Delving a finger into her core I tested her wetness. “Holy shit, Jade, you’re soaking wet.”
“It’s all your fault. Since meeting you I’ve turned into a horny mess. I was never attracted to anyone like I am to you.”
I didn’t say anything. Pulling my finger out of her I pushed my dick home. She felt fucking amazing as her walls clenched around me. I was feeling unbreakable, on a high from her words. I’d worked hard to get her attention and to get her to give being together another chance. Now I was so close to getting her to admit to her feelings for me I could feel it. Chuckling at my thoughts because I sure could feel something right now, and it was causing me to sweat with the strain of not letting go and coming without her having her fulfilment.
I caressed her breasts and leaned in and kissed up and down her neck as my cock thrust in and out of her. Her sighs and moans drove me crazy. Jade tilted her head giving me better access and her hands came up and held my head to her neck.
“I love your mouth,” her voice a breathless pant. Well that was a start, at least she loved something about me.
Easing up on my elbow I turned her head and took her lips with mine. I grabbed her leg and hiked it up helping me to sink deeper. She held it up and I glided my hand down, thrumming her clit with my fingers. The pads of my fingers touched where we joined and I devoured her, taking everything she was willing to give and more. Pressing down on her clit I circled it and plucked the bud between my fingers.
Her mouth tore from mine and she panted to catch her breath. “Yes, yes. I’m going to come,” she groaned out.
Sucking on her neck I wanted to leave my mark. I wanted everyone to know she was mine. She was taken. Driving my hips up I plunged into her and nibbled on her ear, driving her crazy. Her hand came to rest on mine and she screamed, digging her nails into my hand as she shattered around me, her pussy quivering before it squeezed me tight milking me. Thrusting into her one last time I came hard with a grunt.
Slipping out of her I turned her and hugged her before I took her mouth in a kiss. I loved this woman. She’d overcome so much in her short life. I was proud she was mine.
We laid in bed for a while cuddling and basking in our bliss. My alarm went off reminding me we had things to do and I’d reluctantly gotten out of bed pulling her with me. We showered, which turned into another round of making love. By the time we got out and dressed we were late for our tour of the university.
Pulling into a car park at the advised spot on campus, I turned the car off. “When you looked more into the two universities what did you think?”
“They both had the courses I want to do, but at the moment I’m leaning toward Griffith University in Labrador the Gold Coast. It’s a bigger campus and I like the idea of starting over in another state. Today though may change my mind.”
I got out of the car and came around to her side as she opened her door, got out, shutting it behind her. I locked the car, slipped my fingers through hers, and we walked hand in hand to the campus.
*****
Jade
Newcastle University was all right, nothing stuck out to me. I got a chance to speak to an early childhood learning teacher and I wasn’t blown away. I figured if I was going to move away and follow Stephan to a university, it needed to be amazing or at least great enough to get me excited.
Today, Stephan and I were going to go look around Newcastle. “Where are you taking me first?”
“I thought we’d go check out the beaches and then maybe the shops?”
“Sounds good.”
Stephan drove toward where the beach was. I gazed out the window looking at the houses and the town. There was a range of homes, but most of the ones we drove by were like the ones I lived in from my childhood, I didn’t think it looked like a good neighborhood.
I groaned as I realized how I sounded—like a snob. Stephan and Reed Creek with its clean streets and well-kept houses was brushing off on me and raising my expectations. Before I moved to Reed Creek I would have been happy with Newcastle, but now I couldn’t help but compare it.
Turning eighteen had given me options I didn’t have before. I could move anywhere I wanted and didn’t need a guardian. I was classed as a young adult. I could sign my own notes and make my own decisions. I didn’t have to stay where I didn’t want to anymore. I had choices and I could finally be the one to choose which way I went. I think those two reasons were why I was being so picky. The university and town would be where I lived for the next four years. I wanted to love it.
Stephan took us to two different beaches and again I didn’t think they were any better than the ones in Sydney or Reed Creek. The shops weren’t any better either.
We tried the nightlife and even though I hadn’t been out much I hated it. Brand and the rest of the security intervened twice and in the end Stephan and I both went back to the hotel on the same page. Newcastle University was out.