Chapter 17
Chris
Her words had sent my mind into overdrive and the last thing I was going to do was end this with a solo ending. She should have known better, but there was a part of her that was teasing me. After a few strokes, she wasn’t smiling anymore. Her lips were pursed and I bent down to kiss her as I drove in over and over again.
She felt good, too good and I did have to concentrate on not losing it right then and there. I wanted to hear her scream out my name as she had before. I wasn’t going to rest until she was begging me to stop. Only then would I give her a break.
The dirty words started to stream out of her mouth as she got close. She wanted me to fuck her harder and faster and I was only too happy to oblige her. I wanted to be inside of her as deeply as I could and when she called me name out for the first time, I did have to stop for a moment to keep it together. She just felt so damn good and Molly knew what her words did to me. It was always clear what she wanted and after the third orgasm in a row, she started to push onto my chest. She was reaching her limit and I couldn’t have been happier, because I had long since reached mine.
I exploded inside of her as she clenched me over and over again for the third time. Every time she came, she suffocated my length inside of her and this time I didn’t have to bite the side of my cheek to hold off on coming. The release that was so long awaited was worth every second. I felt drained as I slid out of her and heard the whimpering sounds from her lips.
“Damn you feel good Molly. I don’t think I’ve ever felt this damn good before.”
Molly didn’t say anything and I looked over at her and she looked like she was going to pass out. She had a smiled fixed to her face and her eyes stared off a little bit. I don’t know what she was thinking, but I knew that it was along the same lines that I was thinking. How the hell had I given her up?
“You always felt good Chris. You’re right, nothing has changed.”
“I don’t know. I don’t remember you coming so quick or being that tight.”
Molly didn’t answer; she just turned her head a little bit with that silly smile on her face. I pulled her in and against my chest and kissed the top of her head. It was perfect, just like it had always been and once again I was questioning every decision I’d ever made that took me further away from Molly. What had I been thinking?
***
We dozed off like we didn’t have a care in the world and when I woke up with her lying across my chest a little while later, something inside of me snapped a little. Molly had always been the one. When I heard other men talk about the one, I knew that for me, it was Molly. She’d always been the one and she was the only one that I had ever considered going the next step with. I’d been with some pretty girls and some women that were even beyond my league, but it was Molly that I thought about almost every night before I went to bed.
Now that she was here and I was with her, it felt like this is the way that should always be. It was hard for me to think of life without her and I felt like I’d just gotten her back.
But there was something between us and it didn’t seem to get any better. She wanted to stay here in Alaska and though I missed certain aspects of it, I knew that my life was in the city. How could I just walk away from everything, the business and all of the perks that came with it? I was used to the city life and there were still times even now that I was looking for my favorite coffee house and I knew that it wasn’t there. Molly’s restaurant was one of the only ones around and it was like that for most things. There was very little selection. In New York, there was plenty of variety, but that didn’t seem to matter because the one thing that I wanted truly, I couldn’t have.
It was all too complicated and I lay like that for some time, not sure what to do. I wanted everything to change and for us to be together, but it was impossible now as it was then. Now I was older and I could see futility a little quicker than before.
Molly started to move next to me.
“Are you up?”
“Yeah.”
“What time is it?”
I hadn’t even thought about the time. I hadn’t even been tired but I’d go to sleep with her next to me. There was a feeling of complete relaxation that had come over me after we were done.
“I don’t know. Not too late, it’s still light outside.”
She giggled and I loved the way it sounded. “This wouldn’t be the first time that we spent all day in bed.”
“All day?”
Molly got up and moved over the top of me, straddling my thighs with the most devilish look that I’d ever seen. She was up to something and it was only when she grabbed my rod and slid down on top of it that I even realized that I was hard. How could I be anything else with her right next to me?
As she started to move slowly on top of me, her head back and her eyes closed, I could no longer think. It was going to be just this moment that was going to fill my mind for now.