Chapter 50

~~ MICHAEL ~~

I was sitting naked at my conference table with an equally naked Lily in my arms after I’d had the best sexual experience of my life to date. I liked sex, although I hadn’t had any for a long time when Lily walked into my life, but I’d never touched a woman where I touched Lily.  She’d come apart in my arms the minute I’d put my finger in her ass.  That had been so fuckin’ hot, I exploded with her.

She started wiggling on my lap.  “We can’t go again, at least not here.”  I just grinned.  She felt my cock start to rise.

“We have your fantasy to act out now.”

Her eyes widened.

“I’ve changed my mind.  The fantasy I’ve been having since we’ve lived together is one where I have you tethered to your bed while I do wicked things to your body.”

I couldn’t keep the stunned look from my face.

“Oh yes, I want you naked, spread out on your bed, and then I’m going to put my mouth to every inch of you,” she said, stroking my cock, which wanted to play again.

She jumped up and ran into the bathroom.  I followed and stopped short in the doorway when I saw her using one of the cloths to clean between her legs.  She rinsed it out a few times then walked over, stood in front of me and put the cloth to my cock, wiping her juice off and all around my groin. She retrieved a towel and dried us both off.

“I better get some clothes on before we get caught like this.”

I watched her walk back into the conference room while I washed my hands and splashed some cold water on my face.

I walked back out to join her and quickly dressed, all the time watching Lily.

When we were both fully clothed, she walked up to me and kissed me.  “We’ll carry on when we get home tonight,” she said and sauntered out, swaying her sexy bottom.

I walked behind my desk and sat down heavily.  I was in love with her.  How the hell that had happened I had no idea, but I loved her.  It was clear as day.  But what the hell should I do about it?  There was no way on this earth I’d ever be able to let her go, that was out of the question.  But did she feel the same about me?

She always looked at me like I was the only one in the room and once or twice after we’d been intimate, I’d felt like she was about to say something, but she’d held back. Part of me was frightened to push it with her, in case I was wrong and she crushed me instead.  I’m so screwed.

“No need to ask what you’re thinking about,” Lucien stated and took a seat opposite my desk. I hadn’t even noticed him walk in.

“What are you doing here?” I grouched.

“Well, I figured since Lily looked rather flushed, you would be in a good mood, guess I got it wrong.”

“Leave Lily out of this.  What are you doing here?”

“I’ve come to take your assistant for coffee.”

“I don’t think….” He didn’t let me finish.

“I know she’s your woman, Michael.  I’m your brother.  If you can’t trust your own brother, who can you trust?  I promise the only thing I want from Lily is friendship. I can talk to her and I know it will stay with her.  She’s becoming a friend, and I guess you could say a sister.”

He was right.  He was my brother and had never given me any reason to doubt him.  “Sorry Lucien.  She has me tied in knots.”

He laughed.  “I can see that.  I can also see how much you love her.”  I met his eyes.  “You’re my brother and I’ve never seen you act with anyone else the way you do with Lily…. That’s why you have to tell her.”

“No.”  I stood and walked to the window, resting my forehead against it.

“I can’t lose her, Lucien.  She’s my life.”

“What happens if she finds out further down the line and she leaves you because you didn’t tell her?”

“That won’t happen.”

“Michael.”

“This conversation is over.”

“I think Ramon’s gay,” Lucien said.

I just stared at him.  “What?”

“You heard me.  Sit down.”

“I think I need to for this conversation.”

“Why do you think our brother is,” I waved my arms around, “you know.”

“You can say it Michael….gay.”

“Do you know or just speculating?” I asked him.

“He’s never been seen with a female, ever.  I mean, have you ever seen him with a woman?”

I shook my head.

“Exactly.  Plus Ruben saw him in town the other night in his club.  He said he was about to walk over and let him know he was around when another guy went up to him and put his arm around him.”

“That doesn’t mean he’s gay.  He could have just been a friend.”

“I don’t think so, but I’m not about to ask him.  I don’t want him to confirm it.  There’s nothing wrong with it, but it would be weird, him being our brother you know,” Lucien said and actually looked to be squirming.

“Okay, I can’t take anymore talk of this, go and take Lily for that coffee and look after her.”

“With my life,” Lucien said, and I believed him.