Chapter Sixty-Eight - Harper
“I don’t understand.” I’m breathing all heavy and wrong and he’s still touching my arm. I shake off his hand and pull away. “I don’t understand.”
The man who looks like James sighs. “OK. Let me start from the beginning. In a science experiment you have three variables. You have the product, the reactant, and the control.”
“What?”
“I was told you were quick.”
I squint at him. What the fuck is he talking about?
“OK, a product is—”
“I know what a fucking control is. What I don’t know,” I seethe, “is why the fuck you look like James.”
He reaches over and I recoil and scoot back until I’m pressed up against the couch cushions. His fingertips touch my cheek and then drag down until his hand flips over and his knuckles slide under my chin. He gently tips it upward. “Calm down for me, please. And I’ll explain.”
“This is me being calm,” I say back, still angry.
He smiles and drops his hand. “James is my brother.”
“He never said he had a twin.”
“He doesn’t know he has a twin.”
“I don’t understand.”
“Harper, work with me here, darling. OK?” He pauses like I’m supposed to take that opportunity to agree with him. “I didn’t expect to see you tonight. Your father said—”
My father knew about this.
“—you’d go to your room after dinner. So I took this opportunity to relax. I live in a stressful world, as you do, I’m sure. And I wasn’t thrilled that I had to be the one to have this conversation with you. I didn’t feel it was my place. Your father should’ve cleared all this up last year—”
Oh my God. What is he saying?
“—but since you’ve seen me now, I guess I’ll just have to do my best.”
I stand up, shaking my head. “No.”
“Sit down, Harper.”
“No,” I say again, stepping away from the couch. He stays where he is so I walk all the way to the edge of the living room. “I know what you’re going to say and I don’t believe you.”
“It’s true, Harper. I’m your promise, not James.”
“No. I belong to him. He said so.”
“James is delusional. Besides, I don’t see you as property, so I’m very unhappy that he made you believe you were one of his belongings.”
“Who the fuck are you?”
“Vincent. Fenici.” He says it very slowly, like I’m incapable of understanding what’s going on.
I do understand. I just don’t want to believe it.
“James and I are twins. When we turned sixteen, we were brought to an island to meet you. Not together, of course. We lived separate lives since shortly after our second birthday.”
“I didn’t see you there.”
He chuckles. “Of course you did, darling. We spent the day together. I watched you blow out your candles. I gave you a gift before I left. Some colored pencils to draw in the notebook that James gave you.”
I have to hold on to the edge of the bar to steady myself. “James was with me that day, not you.”
“Sorry, sweetie. That was me. James said no to the Admiral’s offer. He was sent on his way that afternoon. I spent the rest of the day with you. Not him.”
That’s not right. James had that notebook all these years. He stole it back. So he was there that night. But this guy… this Vincent… he was the one I was with? I think my world is tipping. No. I think my world is capsizing.
“Are you OK?”
I swallow hard and look over at the man who is not James. What the hell am I supposed to feel about this? “I’m promised to you, not him?”
“Me,” he says. “Not him.”
I stare at him in the dim lights from the overhead canopy. Candles flicker on the tables and the fire warms one side of my body, while the ocean spits up a spray that cools the other. “What if I don’t want you? What if I want him?”
“He’s dead, darling.”
“He’s not dead!” I scream it. My whole body begins to tremble and before I know it, I’m shaking uncontrollably. “He’s not dead!”
“He might as well be. He’s insane, and that is an indisputable fact. Harper, listen to me. Ask yourself this question. Who the hell kills their own brother? A brother they were not even angry at. A brother they loved and grew up with. A brother who saved their life as many times as they saved his. Their partner. Who kills their partner?”
“He told me why he did it and I agree with him. He had a good reason.”
“Why?” the man who looks like my James demands. “Tell me why he did it, then.”
I think of what James told me in the desert bathroom the other day. About Tony’s girlfriend and baby. He did it to keep the baby safe. But if no one knows there’s another Company kid running around, I’m not gonna be the one to spill the beans. “It’s private,” I say.
“It’s not private, Harper. We know about the child. And she’s going to be brought back into the fold. Soon. Once we settle who is in charge of things.”
“I have no idea what you’re talking about.” My face is devoid of emotion. No expression at all. I put on the best liar face I have.
Vince smiles and shrugs, letting it drop. “Do you want to come sit with me?” he asks.
I shake my head no. “I’m going to bed.”
“Not yet, Harper. Come here, please. Sit across from me, because we need to talk before you go back to your room and get your things.”
Get my things? “What?” Oh, shit. My heart is pounding in my chest.
“Come sit. Please.”
I do go sit because I need the three moments it takes to cross the room in order to think. He’s taking me somewhere. I need to get my things.
I settle on the couch across the long glass coffee table from him and try to stop my knees from knocking together. I almost wish I could have a pill.
“You were promised to me on the day you turned six. It was an agreement of the highest importance because it bonded your family to mine. Like in the old days when a princess was married off to an enemy’s prince.”
“Are you the enemy?”
His smile gives me the chills. “In a way. But so is James. We come from the same Company family. Understand this. I am no different than him in that respect. So please”—he stops to smile—“don’t be frightened. I’m sure you are far more dangerous than I am.”
“What’s your job?”
He hesitates, but the smile never wavers. “It’s a new position, actually. For a new era in the Company business. Aaaand I’m not sure how much you know, but I’m sure you understand why I can’t divulge everything.”
Still with the smile.
“What’s that mean?” I decide dumb questions are best with this guy. He likes to feel superior. Why not lure him into his comfort zone?
“It means you don’t need to worry about it. Now, let’s talk logistics, OK? I’m here. You’re here. We’re talking. The inevitable has been discussed. So even though you were scheduled to leave with me tomorrow, the helicopter is ready and waiting. So I think it’s better for you that we leave tonight. What do you think, Admiral?”
I turn around and find my father standing behind me. Smiling.
“Harper. I’m sorry I kept this from you. It would’ve probably saved thirteen lives had I just been upfront about who your promise was. But it was a difficult thing to consider. It was a difficult conversation to have.”
“But now you’re fine with me being given to some stranger?” I snap. “I’m just supposed to leave with him? Right now?”
“You already liked him as James, Harper. He is James, only better.”
“In what way? The way he talks down to me like I’m a baby? The way he gives me the chills that makes me want to avoid touching him? Or the way he—”
“That’s enough,” my father barks.
It stops me cold. I’ve lived with that shout my whole life. I can’t stop my immediate reaction to be quiet.
“That’s enough now. James is psychotic, Harper. He will kill you or he will get you killed. He’s not safe. He’s not family material. He’s not father material. We’ve dispatched a team to follow him and take him out. If they haven’t killed him yet, they will. Very soon. He’s as good as dead. So the sooner you accept the fact that Vincent is your promise, that Vincent is the man who loves you above all others, that Vincent will keep you safe, the sooner you can move into your new life.”
“What life? If I’m his property, then what life?”
“Children, Harper. Your job as a Company woman is to have children. And”—the Admiral looks over at Vincent and smiles—“Vincent says he’d like you to take part in his new role as well. See? He already loves and cares for you enough to consider the idea of letting you work.”
“Letting me—” I can’t think straight. “Children?” He has got to be joking. “Slaves, you mean? Like me? Daughters who will be sold off when they turn eighteen? Sons who will be given away to whomever to be turned into killers?”
“Your sons will not be killers, Harper. Don’t overreact. Your sons will be Company royalty.”
“Like Nick?” I scoff. “Who was taught to kill and taught me to kill?”
“Nick,” my father laughs. “Nick is not royalty, sweetie. You are not royalty. But your children, with Vincent’s blood mixed in, will be. You are the start of a new Company line. The two strongest families will be united after tonight and a new era of power will begin. We own everything, Harper. We have people in positions in every world government that matters. We run the US Senate and the next president will be a Company man, regardless of which party gets elected. We hold private utility companies, prisons, water treatment plants, hospitals, and millions of acres of farmland. We control everything but the hearts and minds of the people. And that comes next. You, Harper, along with Vincent, will capture their imaginations. The pretty girl with the handsome politician. The road to power, and your place in history, is my everlasting gift to you.”
Oh my God. It’s like he’s a villain in those comic books Nick and I used to read.
“Ready?” And then Vincent has me by the elbow. Not hard, still gentle. But it’s not even a question. It’s a foregone conclusion.
I let him lead me away, not knowing what else to do.
“Harper,” Vincent says as he leans down in my ear. “Do you want anything from your room?”
I consider this. I consider the phone. But the more I think about it, the less likely it is that the phone in my room is the phone I had from before. I probably fucked things up by trying to text James. “No, thank you,” I say, falling back on my manners to help me get through things.
My promised man wraps an arm around me and guides me over to the ladder that leads below deck. “I thought there was a helicopter?” But before the words are out of my mouth, I know there’s no helicopter waiting on this ship. It’s a fucking sailboat.
“Once we board my yacht we can take the helicopter to my home. Our home,” he amends. “It will be wonderful, you’ll see. And soon, Tet will be gone and you’ll never have to think of him again.”
He pulls a hoodie on over his head and then he slips his feet into a pair of gray canvas boat shoes and grabs my hand. We go down three floors and make our way to the garage. There are men there waiting for us. My body feels hot as I realize that they all knew I was coming aboard only so I could be given away. They probably love the fact that I’m being punished. I killed thirteen people, some of them crew. They probably hate me.
“Step carefully,” Vincent says as he holds his hand out to help me into the tender, but not ours. His.
I settle in the seat next to Vincent at his request and he puts his arm around me. “Are you cold, lionfish?”
“What did you just call me?” The nerve of him.
“Lionfish,” he says, nuzzling my ear as we take out into the darkness. “Remember I gave you that name on the beach? After you told me about touching the stingers?”
“I told that story to James, not you.”
“Baby,” he says as his hand slips between my legs and his mouth covers mine for the briefest of moments. “I am James. How do you not recognize me?”
I tilt my head up to say no, but his mouth is right there. It covers mine. His tongue slips in and tangles with me. His hands are busy rubbing my inner thighs and then his fingers slip right up to my panties.
I push him off and scoot away. “You’re not him,” I say, not very convincingly.
“Oh, but I am. And when we get home, we’re gonna have that talk about power all over again.”