TOUCHDOWN
Gillian
I’D BEEN ON my share of dates.
Ranging from disastrous, to sweet, to not really memorable, there wasn’t a single one I would ever want to repeat.
Gatorland was my least favorite. That date was with an animal science bio major. Then there was the completely unexpected Soduko tournament, which turned out to be more fun than the guy I was with. That date was with an accounting major. I’d also gone on a date with an art history major, and he took me to a museum, which I found really boring.
The thing all those dates had in common was that I had nothing in common with the guys.
Lucas and I had everything in common. And yet, as I got out of the Uber and stood across the street from the hotel, I couldn’t help but think having to get a room to have sex was a bit sleazy. I almost felt like I should have worn a raincoat with nothing under it.
He’d left with the guys on the bus to go to the village around seven. The plan was that he’d hang out with some of them and then disappear and go to the hotel.
The plan must have worked without him getting sidetracked by girls sitting on his lap because he’d sent me the address and room number thirty minutes ago. I’d replied immediately and told him I’d be there soon.
The both of us had called this a date, but it didn’t feel like one. It felt like what it was, an arrangement to have sex.
Of course there was the cover-up lie I was still concocting in my head should my father ask me tomorrow where I’d gone, which didn’t help ease my feelings about the situation.
The night off was for the players, of course, but the staff always took advantage as well. While most of the players headed to the bars in the village, the staff did things like go to the movies or do some shopping or go out to dinner.
I usually went to the yoga studio, and my father knew this. He also knew I liked the coffee shop next door to it and hung out there whenever I could.
At twenty-three, I shouldn’t have to lie about meeting a guy, but in this case I did.
I was such a bad daughter.
All of a sudden that engineering major I had turned down for a date last semester was looking more appealing. Although I do think I was about three inches taller than he was, and if I remembered correctly, his hair was longer than mine.
Okay, so maybe not so appealing, after all.
Besides, Lucas was all I had been thinking about for the past two weeks. And although I had never been obsessed with a guy before, I was pretty certain that since I was, that meant if I wanted to get him out of my head, I wouldn’t be able to.
I straightened my shoulders and looked at myself in the glass as I entered the building. I hadn’t changed my clothes because I liked the way Lucas had looked at me earlier.
As I strode quickly into the building, I kept my head down. The light breeze of the closing door behind me caused my dress to flap open and expose my legs. It was a bit chillier tonight than most nights, and I felt a little cold.
In the elevator, I let out the breath I’d been holding, and suddenly felt nervous. Lucas and I weren’t strangers anymore. We had kissed and touched and explored each other’s bodies, but we hadn’t gotten naked. Hadn’t had sex. That was about to change, and I wasn’t sure what else would change along with it.
The hotel room door was propped open and I knocked lightly before pushing in. The room was decorated in reds and golds with dark wood and antique furniture. The lights were dimmed and the curtains drawn. Neither of us drank alcohol, so when I saw the bottle of sparkling juice on the dresser with two wine glasses beside it, I knew Lucas had brought it.
Romantic.
He had been sitting on the end of the bed, but jumped to his feet as soon as I walked in. He looked as nervous as me, and instantly I felt at ease. Suddenly this didn’t seem sleazy or unnatural at all . . . it felt right.
“Hey,” he smiled. He’d changed since dinner and was no longer in his dress shirt and black slacks, but was now wearing a pair of worn jeans that hung low on his hips. He was wearing a Bears T-shirt, and it molded to his muscles like a second skin.
Unable to resist, I devoured the sight of him and when my mouth went dry, I licked my lips. “Hi,” I replied, dropping my purse to the floor.
His gaze drifted over me, warming every inch of my skin, which only moments ago had felt chilled. When his eyes reached mine, he held out his hand for me to join him. That warmed me too. With his head, he indicated the bottle of sparkling juice. “Do you want some?”
I shook my head no. “Not yet, thank you.” What I wanted was to run to him, but I settled for walking as I closed the distance between us. When I was close enough, I slipped my palm over his.
He circled my fingers to squeeze them, pulling me toward him. “God, you’re so fucking beautiful,” he said as he stared down at me.
“You’re the beautiful one,” I responded squeezing our locked hands.
He shook his head. “Don’t say that. It’s way too much for my ego to stand. And besides, you are the beautiful one. I don’t get why you don’t see it. You’re a thousand times better looking than any of those cheerleaders.”
How had he known what I was thinking earlier?
Could he read me that easily?
“You’re just saying that so you can get in my pants,” I joked, trying to make light of my insecurity.
His face grew serious and his stare was fierce. “I’m telling you that because it’s the truth. Do you believe me?”
“I do now,” I said, feeling slightly intoxicated by him. Feeling beautiful just because he was looking at me the way he was.
His mouth descended in a fiery rush over mine and his hands came up to touch my face where strong fingers stroked my cheeks.
I closed my eyes and surrendered all of my doubts as I melted into his strong arms. Our desire for each other was turning into a living, breathing thing that was swallowing us up whole. It was so strong that I swore the air crackled around us as it rose.
When his tongue pushed into my mouth, it was soft and slick and warm over mine, and I melted a little more into his embrace. Passion ignited and we lit up the room. His hands skimmed down my neck, my shoulders, my arms, gripping me tighter and pulling me closer as the heated sounds of our kisses erupted to fill the space between us.
In that moment, we both burst out in laughter. It was hard not to considering all the noise we were making.
With the heart-stopping kiss broken, my mouth tingled from his rough possession in the sweetest way. I touched my fingers to his lips. “Sorry,” I said at the same time he did.
“It’s strange not to have to worry about being quiet or sneak around, isn’t it?” he asked.
I nodded and giggled until his gaze turned dark and scorching hot. Lucas had this way of looking at me that made my breath catch and hold at the same time it made my chest tighten in anticipation. This time was certainly no different than any other.
“I want you,” he whispered even though he didn’t have to.
Little wings that felt like butterflies hit the inside of my belly, and I closed my eyes. “I want you, too, so much.”
He slid a hand to one of my breasts and started caressing it. He was softer and gentler than he normally was. It was surprising. “Do you like this?” he breathed, hot in my ear.
I opened my eyes then and looked into his. “Yes.”
Something flickered in his gaze. It got hard and then his hand slid up to cup the back of my neck, where his fingers threaded through my hair. He pulled it, tilting my head back and exposing my throat. “And this?” he asked as his lips skimmed down my neck.
I nodded. “Uh-huh.”
He pressed his lips harder and began biting as his mouth slid down, down, down. His fingers tightened in my hair, and I gasped when he tugged on it again.
I wanted to touch him, to strip him naked and stare at him before I explored every single inch of him. But when I tried to move, I was rendered motionless. He was sucking my skin between his teeth, and then circling his tongue against it to sooth the pain. As if the sensations flooding my body weren’t already causing havoc, his hand began to thumb my nipple, and soon it was turning into a stiff peak even through the fabric of my dress.
Through all of that, I still somehow managed to run my fingers up his muscled chest, over his broad shoulders, and down his strong back. I stopped touching him the moment his other hand slid between my legs.
“And this,” he said, no longer asking.
“Yes, I like it,” I cried out. There was no reason to deny any of it.
I liked it all.
I wanted it all.
I wanted him.
“What do you say we put that big bed to use,” he said as he brought his mouth back up to mine. Again, it was not a question.
“This one? I asked, letting my head fall toward it.
“Yeah, that one,” he grinned trying to capture my mouth even at the awkward angle I was at.
It happened so fast. Both of us a little off balance, we fell to the mattress in a tangle of arms and legs. I burst out into laughter, covering my face with my hand before peeking through my fingers at him. “God, I’m so sorry.”
Lucas was laughing too, and then he pulled me into his arms and stroked a hand over my hair. “Don’t be, it was my fault.”
I shivered under his touch and turned my head to kiss his palm. “It kind of was, wasn’t it?”
He stared at me in silence for a moment and then pulled me even closer. “I’ve never had anything like this with anyone.”
I pressed my cheek to his chest and closed my eyes. I knew exactly what he meant. “I haven’t either.”
“I have to be honest, Gillian, it scares me,” he whispered.
Opening my eyes, I pulled away to tip my face to his. “It scares me, too, Lucas. I thought my life was perfect until I met you, and now I feel like I don’t know anything anymore.”
He stroked his thumb along my lower lip, urging me to open for him. “You know this,” he said, kissing me, hot and wet. “And this,” he whispered as he pushed his tongue inside my mouth.
It sent an electric thrill all through me.
I did know that.
Boy, did I know that.
His hands moved down my body to slide beneath me, lifting me in a way that caused me to let out a startled gasp. With a chuckle, he moved a little, or he rolled, and somehow I ended up on top of him.
Straddling him, I pressed my knees to his hips and pushed his shirt up to reveal every ridge, ripple, dip and hollow of his abs.
God, he had strength.
And God, he was so hard.
I felt like a kid in a candy store as I traced the lines of his body, discovering nothing but sculpted muscle with each stroke. I was careful not to press too hard near the bruises, which served to remind me what he did with his days. Soon I found myself needing more, so I bent to nuzzle him, to taste him, to do more to him.
Fast as sin, he had me on my back and he held both my wrists above my head with one hand. Like this, he settled between my thighs and stared down at me through the dark fringe of his lashes. Those eyes of his were summer-sky blue, and I found myself lost in them.
In a heartbeat, he lowered his mouth very close to mine, but didn’t kiss me. I craned my neck, seeking to meet his lips, but Lucas kept them a breath away. Control. We were fighting for it.
We were always fighting for it.
But when I felt heat and hardness on my hip, I made a disgruntled noise. I yearned to touch him, taste him, have him, and I couldn’t. Shouldn’t? I blinked that thought away. Here, it was the two of us, and no one would know.
Still, I knew I was the bad daughter.
“I’m first,” he said, and his grin tipped the corners of his mouth. I let everything go and looked at him. Smug-like. Annoying. Really annoying. And really, really cute.
“Why are you first?” I asked, impatiently.
His free hand inched up the hem of my dress and found my bare thigh. “Because I am.”
I thrust my body upward and huffed. “Haven’t you heard of ladies before gentlemen?”
“I have,” he chuckled. “And that is exactly what I plan on happening here, if you would stop wiggling.”
Feeling like a caged animal, I used my instincts and pressed my teeth to his neck, since it was all I could reach.
He arched at the pressure of my lips on his skin and made a slight gasping sound.
I was surprised. It wasn’t meant for pleasure. It was meant for him to let go of my arms, not that I really wanted him to. I just liked the challenge of it. “You like it when I bite?”
“Yeah . . .” Lucas breathed out with a small groan. “I like it when you bite.”
Awareness simmered low in my belly. I had this. I so had this. He was under my control and he didn’t even know it. “Will you do something for me?” I asked.
“Sure, what is it?” He let go of my arms and shifted to hold himself above me.
Power coiled tautly through his arms when he did. I found myself staring at them like I had his stomach, and almost forgetting what it was I wanted. When I said nothing, he started to reach for my arms again, but then I blinked out of my lustful haze. “Stand up and take your clothes off. I want to see you naked.” It wasn’t that I was some crazy perverted kind of girl. It was just that I had been dying to see his body.
“Girl . . .” he said with a smirk as he got off the bed. “That’s not a problem.”
“Girl?” I laughed.
He shrugged. “There’s no way I’m letting Kutch be the only one to call you that.”
All I could do was shake my head.
The amusement in our stares disappeared the moment he pulled his shirt off. Riveted by what I was looking at, I sat up as soon as he began to unfasten his jeans. I sucked in my breath when his pants hit the floor and he stood in front of me in only a pair of white boxer briefs. They were tight. So tight. And they not only encased his muscular thighs, but they very clearly outlined the rigid length of his erection.
He was beautiful, exquisite, a god in his own right. The Adonis that was mine for the night devoured me with his gaze as he reached for the waistband of his briefs. In that moment, I forgot to breathe. Forgot who I was. Forgot about everything except him and me and what we were about to do.
And then I gasped when his cock surged from his underwear. It strained upward, thick and pulsing, and I think I might have drooled. I know I licked my lips.
Lucas stepped forward, leaned down, hauling me off the bed and into his arms. “Your turn, Strawberry Fields.”
That was much better than Girl.
Those butterflies took flight in my belly, and lower still, until I had to squeeze my thighs together in an effort to stop the ache. Once I felt I could stand on my own, I released my hold on his biceps and took a step back.
Without hesitation, my hands went to the tie that held my wrap dress together and with trembling fingers I undid it. Lucas was watching me, and when I let the fabric fall to the ground in a way I never had, he hissed a breath at the sight of me.
Flushing, I could feel heat creeping up my throat and covering my cheeks in pink. I’d never blushed this much in my life until I met him.
I was wearing black lace and satin garments beneath. They were new. I’d gone to the village a few days ago at lunch to get them. My bra was the push up type and my panties were the skimpy thong-style that made my legs look even longer.
His chest rose and fell as he stared at me. “The rest. Take those off, too.” His voice had grown thicker, full of desire. Two weeks of wanting each other wasn’t that long, but in the high-adrenaline environment we were in, it seemed like a lifetime.
While looking at him, at the size of his cock, I almost lost my footing, but then I found it and reached behind my back to unhook my bra. I watched him watch me and allowed the straps to fall down my shoulders. As I let the cups fall away to reveal my tiny swells, I noticed I wasn’t the only one flushing. Pink tinged his cheeks, too, and he licked his lips as he watched me.
“The panties,” he rasped.
Hooking my thumbs in the sides of the lace, I eased them over my hips. I did it slowly, enjoying the look on his face as he focused on me like I was the only thing that mattered. I let them fall to my ankles, where I stepped out of them. And then I was completely naked—just like him.
“Fuck,” he muttered and ran a hand through his hair. “Turn around.”
I did, one time only, and wished I had thought to ask him to do the same earlier.
“You’re perfect,” he breathed, reaching for me and splaying his hand over my ass to draw me close. “I can’t wait to fuck you.”
“I can’t wait, either.” My breasts were crushed against the hard wall of his chest and my entire body was on fire.
Lucas lowered me to the bed, and I thought he was going to fuck my brains out, but instead he slid his hands lower over my body, caressing and touching along the way as if he couldn’t help himself. His palms glided over my breasts and then to my belly and finally to my hips. Then he pulled me down the mattress and positioned me so my ass was right on the edge of the bed with my legs dangling over it.
To my utter shock, he knelt on the carpeted floor between my thighs. My breath hiccupped and tore violently from my throat as he lowered his mouth to my sensitive flesh and licked up the center of it. “You’re so wet for me, Gillian.
“Oh, God,” I moaned.
“I’m going to fuck you right after I taste your sweet pussy,” he breathed out.
“Oh, God,” I moaned again.
When his tongue touched my clit and circled it, my entire body spasmed and I made a noise I had never heard before.
Using his fingers to spread me open, he licked me again and again and again, using the flat of his tongue to drive me higher and higher. I shuddered as pleasure began to roll through my body.
“Lucas,” I called out as I felt myself tipping over the edge so hard and fast. I wasn’t expecting it to happen so quickly.
Going up on my elbows, I stared down at his wicked, beautiful mouth and tongue.
He glanced up. “I can’t get enough of the noises you make when you get turned on.”
There was no shame on my part because the orgasm was now flooding my body and all I could do was shout out his name again and give him what he liked.
His breath blew hot against my sensitive flesh. “That’s it, Gillian. Come for me.”
Sweet tension curled inside my stomach, and each beat of my climax pulled another low moan from my throat. Unable to control myself, my fingers curled in the sheets and my body shook as I rode his tongue, shuddering and jerking and pulsing.
When I could see again, breathe again, function again, I looked down and saw his eyes burning brightly with lust. I extended my hand. “I want you inside me.”
He licked his lips, as if liking the taste of me. “Fuck, I want that too. Just let me grab a condom.”
I nodded and scooted up to the top of the bed.
Even though I laid there dizzy with exhilaration from the aftermath of my release, I watched every move he made.
The sexy way he bent to pull out his wallet from his back pocket, the strong way he stood to flip it open, how quickly he retrieved the foil packet, and then the hot way he slipped the condom on, stroking the latex down to the base.
The gasp I made wasn’t on purpose, but if I knew I would be rewarded with the lustful gaze he sent my way, it would have been.
My body was already humming in anticipation when he positioned himself on top of me. His palms were on either side of my head and he leaned to kiss me, just once, soft and light.
Using his arms to keep from crushing me, his cock nudged me, and I parted for him, tilting my hips to allow him entrance. Moving above me, he rubbed the tip of his cock along my folds, pushing in a little before reaching between us to guide himself all the way in.
I moaned when he entered me, and he not only did the same, but he also shivered. There was something about that shiver that made my heart beat even faster. Something that made this all the more right—it was the fact that we both craved this, needed this, couldn’t not have it.
Still, I was very aware of how wrong it was.
It was instinctive to reach for him, put my hands on his face, to brush his hair from his eyes. His face looked a little pained when I did, but then it softened. I wondered then if he ever allowed anyone to touch him, I mean really touch him, the way I was, not just on the surface.
He’d told me about his mother leaving when he was a baby and his brother raising him. Like me, he’d had no female figure around as a child to show him warmth and tenderness. Perhaps unlike me, he was never even aware he had missed it.
“Gillian,” he breathed.
“Lucas,” I breathed back.
With our gazes so full of intensity, he started to move—in, out, in, out—in slow, even strokes. I slid my hands over his shoulders down to his biceps and when I did, I felt him trembling.
It was the same vibration I felt in my own body.
It was raw, real, and undeniable.
It was a feeling fueled with such intensity, neither of us could ignore it.
His eyes closed for a moment, and he put his forehead against mine before he opened them again. Without taking his gaze from mine, he began to move faster, harder, and I mimicked his rhythm.
He’d said he wanted to fuck me, but that one word could mean so much. This felt like more than that, though. Like he wanted to be a part of me. Like he wanted me to be a part of him. Like he wanted us to become one.
My pulse accelerated, nearly exploding when he started to pound into me. It was then that I put my arms around his neck to bring his mouth down to my neck. Happy to oblige, he kissed me there. I tilted my head to offer more, and he took it. He pressed his teeth to my skin like I had done to him and like me, he bit a little and then used his tongue to smooth the spot.
I closed my eyes, clamping my teeth together to hold back the cry that threatened to burst free.
In.
Out.
In.
Out.
When he slid his hands beneath my rear to tilt me against him, I snapped my eyes open. He withdrew and then surged again. Almost instinctively, I wrapped my legs around his waist as he hammered into me.
Now his expression was fierce, the strain of what he was doing evident in the clench of his jaw.
I let out a sharp cry, my arousal taking over.
“Are you close?” he asked.
“Yes,” I cried out. “Are you?”
“Fuck, yes,” he hissed as he drove into me. He was deep. Impossibly deep, and when I felt the pulsating hardness of his cock as he took me, I couldn’t hold back any longer.
An orgasm quaked through me like an erupting volcano. It was hot, explosive, and so intense that I shook with the magnitude of it. I arched, giving myself up to him, going wild beneath him, and then I screamed his name. “Lucas!”
His eyes glittered as he slowed his thrusts. Then he closed them, his cock stroking deep and then shallow, deep and then shallow before going deep one last time and remaining there.
I knew he was coming when his entire body went taut. I pushed through my limpness to keep my eyes open and watch him.
All the muscles in his arms and chest were straining before they coiled tightly. “Gillian,” he gritted out as he pulsed into me. “Fuck, Gillian.”
The way he said my name almost made me come again.
His release seemed to go on and on, and I relished the look on his face. The I’m coming look on him looked way too good.
It was something I could get used to.
Slowly lowering his body onto mine, he covered me completely for a moment before rising on his elbows and pushing the hair from my eyes. His chest heaved and his breath was hot against my skin as he placed feather-like kisses all over me.
I made a noise, or two, arching slightly and pressing my breasts upward.
He was still inside me, and as I continued to wiggle beneath him, I started to feel him getting hard again.
Astonished, I slid my hands over his shoulders and laughed a little. “How are you—?” I stopped, more than dumbfounded that he could actually be ready to go again so quickly.
“You can ask how I’m already getting hard again, it’s okay,” he grinned.
I raised a brow. “Obviously, I don’t have to.”
Believe it or not he looked just as surprised as me. “No, you don’t because you know it’s because of you.”
Confusion creased my brow.
“There’s just something about you,” he whispered in my ear. “You do crazy things to me.”
My hands were roaming over his body in that way I had dreamt of, but when he spoke, I paused for a moment. “There’s something about you,” I repeated, and then I squeezed the muscles in his biceps. “Here,” I said, and moved up to his shoulders, “and here.” I pressed my fingers into his skin as I slid them down his back. “And here that does crazy things to me.”
Although he made a sound of satisfaction, he didn’t laugh. Instead, he placed his palms on the mattress and pushed up to look at me. “I’m serious, Gillian,” he said. “Not only am I unable to stay away, but I don’t think I can get enough of you.”
In that moment I knew he was serious, and my heart nearly pounded out of my chest, because like him, I felt the same way.
And like him, I had no idea why.
Or maybe I did.