Keegan

TIME IS FLYING BY AND IT’S JUST a few days before Christmas. The house is almost finished, and Rage really wanted us to be moved in before Christmas day. I don’t see that happening, but who knows. He just wanted Kasey to be in our home, so she could open everything there and give us a little bit of time to be a family before meeting with everyone else in the club. Personally, I don’t care where we are as long as we’re together.

I’m almost four months along and my stomach is getting bigger every day. Kasey now gives the babies kisses and lovin’ every day. She says that her babies are going to know their big sister. This little girl weaves her way into my heart a little more each and every day. Especially when she sees me getting tired and gives me an excuse to lay down. Kasey now tells me that it’s her nap time and she wants to lay down with me. We both fall asleep and she makes sure that her little hands are on my belly, so she can hold the babies while we all nap.

Rage has been acting weird and I’m not sure what’s going on. As far as I know there haven’t been any more notes or flowers delivered. He wouldn’t tell me these days if there had been though. His main concern is keeping me relaxed and stress free as much as possible. I love him for it, but it’s really bothering me that he won’t talk to me about whatever is bothering him. I’ve tried talking to him about it and he just tells me everything is fine. I know it’s not based on his actions and the look I see in his eyes sometimes.

Honestly, I’m beginning to get worried that he’s changed his mind and doesn’t want me around anymore. I’m tired of the uncertainty so I’m going to get to the bottom of this right now. Hefting my ass out of bed, I check on Kasey to make sure she’s still sleeping and go in search of my man. After looking all over, I finally find him in the main room. The sight before me takes my breath away.

In the middle of the main room is a chair, in front of the empty chair stands Rage. He’s dressed like he’s ready to go out and he’s nervous. I can tell by the shifting back and forth from foot to foot. His head is facing the floor when I enter and everyone in the room doesn’t make a sound as I make my way over to him. I place my hand on his cheek and he raises his head to look me in the eyes. After a minute, he helps me sit in the chair and drops to one knee in front of me. Tears are already falling from my eyes as he kisses me softly and takes my hand.

“I know you’ve been tryin’ to figure out what’s goin’ on with me and all sorts of crazy ass thoughts have been goin’ through your head. I’m sorry for that firefly. I love you more than I’ll ever be able to tell you. Kasey, you, and our babies are the most important people in the world to me. Without you by my side, I can’t do what has to be done. Firefly, you’ve become the air I breathe and the light to my dark. You calm me down with just a look and I know you were sent here for me. For our daughter and me. Would you do me the honor of bein’ my old lady and makin’ it legal in the eyes of the outside world?” Rage asks, holding his breath as he waits for my answer.

“Yes,” comes out a whisper with all the emotion I’m feeling right now.

“Yes?” he asks.

I nod my head as he slides the ring on my finger. Everyone around us starts hollering and moving closer to offer their congratulations. I can see that Rage wants to get me alone, so I make my way closer to him and grab his hand. As I go to lead him up to our room in the clubhouse, he changes direction and moves us towards the back door. I let him lead me where he wants to go.

As soon as we make the short walk to our house, Rage picks me up and carries me through the door. He doesn’t give me a chance to look at anything as we move towards the back of the house. Opening the door to the master bedroom, he carries me over to a bed and places me in the middle. For a minute he does nothing but look down at me.

“You’ve made me the happiest man in the world,” he tells me.

Rage begins kissing me and placing kisses all over my exposed skin. While he’s doing this, I feel him beginning to strip me. In a matter of minutes, I’m naked and reaching up to undress my man, the love of my life. Once he’s naked, he climbs into bed with me. I see him holding himself above me, not putting any pressure on my stomach.

We’re gazing in one another’s eyes as he slowly enters me. I arch up to meet him and pull him down, so I can kiss him. There is no rushing or trying to find our release quick this time. Rage is showing me how much he loves me as he slowly slides in and out of me. I wrap my legs around him and don’t try to go any faster than what he wants. I’ve never been with him like this, and it’s nice.

“I love you firefly.”

“I love you!” I tell him, feeling my release begin to build.

Sensing that I’m getting close, Rage leans his head down and takes one nipple in his mouth. Sucking and biting to get me there even faster. I arch up into his mouth and bring my entire body closer to his. Without warning, my release breaks, and crashes over me. I yell out his name and feel him follow close behind me.

As we’re both coming down, he places gentle kisses along my neck and pulls out of me. Instantly I feel the loss and curl myself around him. We lay there until we can both breathe normally again. Rage then leads me into the master bathroom where I stand in complete awe. This bathroom is a dream come true. There’s a huge tub we can both fit in, a shower that another six people can fit in, his and her sinks below a full mirror and medicine cabinet, and shelves for towels and whatever else I want to put in here. I’ve already been told the decorating is completely up to me.

On the back of the door is a robe. Rage goes over and moves it out of the way showing me that my rag is hanging below it. My mouth drops open and the tears once again start forming in my eyes.

“This is amazing!” I gush out as Rage starts filling the tub.

“You deserve it firefly. We deserve it. We’re goin’ to take a bath so I can clean you up and then go share the news with our daughter.”

“Sounds good babe.”

Needless to say, Kasey was thrilled with our news. She hugged and kissed us both, not letting go for a long time. There were tears in her eyes when she finally let go of us. I sat on the bed and her dad knelt down beside her.

“What’s the matter baby girl?” I ask her, brushing her hair out of her face.

“I’m gonna haves a mama that loves me now,” is her simple reply. This little girl kills me and brings me back to life at the same time.

“I will always love you Kasey,” I tell her.

“And we’ll all love the babies when they get here,” she says, sitting on her dad’s knee.

“We will,” he answers. “Keegan and I have enough love for everyone in our little family. No matter how many kids we have. You’ll always be our baby girl since you were the first one born though.”

Kasey wraps her arms around his neck and buries her face in his neck. I can tell she’s crying and that she loves that we’re going to be a family. Her world revolves around her dad and her extended family of the club. Now, it includes me, and I’m honored that I’m included in her little circle.

It’s the day before Christmas and the old ladies and I have been finishing up wrapping our gifts. I’m not quite sure how it happens, but we get on the topic of adult stores. Most of us have been to them at one point or another in our life. Whitney and myself have not though. There was never any time for me when I was too busy hiding from Sam and my dad.

“You two are shitting me!” Bailey calls out. “We need to go. Now!”

The rest of the women nod their heads ‘yes’. Bailey starts picking everything up and the rest of us follow suit. I wasn’t planning on going today, but apparently, we are. I’m not sure how this is going to turn out, but I’ll go with the flow and see what happens.

“We need one more person,” Maddie states, pulling out her phone. “Darcy, it’s Maddie. We’re making a trip to an adult store, you in?”

None of us can hear her response, but I’m sure she’s all in. Darcy seems like the type of person that is down for anything. And we all know that when she’s around, we’re all bound to have fun.

“I don’t want anyone to tell the guys where we’re going,” Bailey says. “We’re just telling them that we’re going to the store. I know that Rage for sure is going to go. Wood will probably go. If Darcy comes, Crash and Trojan will be up her ass. Maybe a prospect will come too. Mums the word until we pull in. They’re just going to have to ride bitch and see where we go.”

We all go our separate ways to get ready. Rage is asking me where we’re going, and I just tell him that we need some last-minute things so we’re heading to the store. As anticipated, he throws his coat on and waits for me to finish. I hold out my hand and Rage just looks at me.

“I want to drive. Please baby?” I ask, pulling out the pouty lip and puppy dog eyes.

After taking a minute to think it over, he hands over the keys. We head back to the main room and see everyone else waiting for us. Wood, Grim, and a prospect are sitting by the door so I’m guessing they’re making the trip with us. Bailey is separating everyone up, so we only have to take two vehicles. I hold up the keys to let her know that I’m driving Rage’s SUV.

Before too long we head out and I follow Bailey. Grim sure wasn’t happy about her driving, but he’s letting her have her way. I’m sure there will be some form of payment from her because of this. Laughing to myself, I’m thinking I’ll end up in the same predicament later on. I’m all for it!

The store we’re going to is halfway between Clifton Falls and Dander Falls. Once we finally pull in, Darcy is getting out of her car with Crash and Trojan. She doesn’t look happy at all. Especially when I see her storming over to us.

“This better be fun since I’ve got dip shit one and two with me.”

“You’ve never been to one either?” Bailey asks, looking over at Grim to see his reaction.

“Nope.”

“Bailey, you seriously had us all come out so you could go shoppin’ for new toys?” Grim asks, walking closer to us.

“Yep. There are a few here that have never been to an adult store. We needed to rectify that immediately. Besides, you know you’re going to like it when we get back home.”

There’s nothing Grim can say to that so he shuts his mouth and motions for us to lead the way. As soon as we’re all through the door, I stop and stare at everything before me. On one side there are movies, a lot of movies. In the middle of the store are racks and racks of every type of lingerie you could want. There’s even stripper heels and I head for them. Out of the corner of my eye, I see half the girls go to the other side of the store where toys and things like that are. I’ll get there eventually, but I want to look at these shoes first.

One pair grabs my attention immediately. They’re clear and upon closer inspection, there’s a switch on the inside between the back of the shoe and the heel. Reading the paper in front of them, I see that they light up. My eyes about pop out of my head because I know I want these shoes now. I don’t care that they’re stripper shoes, I just may have an addiction to buying shoes. Even if I never wear them.

“You like these, firefly?” Rage asks, coming up behind me.

“I do. I want them so bad Rage.”

“Then find your size and get them.”

“I’ll probably never wear them.” I say, trying to talk myself out of buying these shoes.

“You’ll wear them. Remember, you still owe me a private viewin’ party of what you bought before. And, I’m sure there’s goin’ to be more bought tonight.”

I look at my man and I can already see the lust and determination in his eyes. Looking below the shoes, I find my size and hesitantly pull the box off the shelf. Rage takes them from me before I can change my mind. He then leads me to the racks of clothing. There are a few cute baby doll nighties that I pick out and add to his arms. Finally, I take a deep breath and make my way over to the section the rest of the girls are in.

“You’re one of the ones aren’t you firefly?” Rage asks, coming up directly behind me.

“Yeah. I don’t even know where to begin looking.”

“Wherever you want to. Lead the way baby.”

Making my way over to Darcy, I see her looking at vibrators of all different shapes and sizes. I can already feel my face turning red from embarrassment. Darcy’s face is so red it’s almost purple. I’m just not sure if it has to do with everything we’re looking at, or that Crash and Trojan are standing directly behind her. There’s only one other person in the store and he’s making sure to stay away from us.

Darcy has a small blue vibrator in her hand and she’s looking it over. Once she sees me, I can see her relax a little bit. My face must give it away that I’ve also never been in this kind of store. She hands it over to me and I start looking at it. Rage whispers that since he’s bigger than that it would basically be a waste of time to get that one. I blush worse and hand it back to my friend.

Without saying a word, Darcy and I make our way through the store together. If we look puzzled about anything, the guys are helpful enough to explain what we’re looking at. Who knew there was all this shit? A few times, I thought Darcy was going to pass out when one of her men got real close and started going into detail what they would do to her with one item or another. She’s got it so bad for these two it’s not funny.

We’re finally almost relaxed when we get to the rack that has all sorts of party favors and things like that on it. Darcy immediately picks up a bag of candy that’s shaped like a dick. They’re different colors and I can see her wanting to burst out laughing. I know I’m getting some so I pick a bag up and hand it to Rage. He doesn’t even bat an eye as he adds it to the growing pile.

The girls are trying to hide something as Darcy and I get closer to them. I’m not sure what’s going on, and I really don’t know that I want to know. Bailey and Grim walk away before we can find out what’s going on, but I’m sure we’ll find out before too long. Skylar leads us over to this other rack and there’s a ton of paddles, whips, and things like that on there. One paddle in particular catches my eye. It’s black and is covered in little skulls. I really want this. Picking it up, I hand it to Rage and he just looks at me.

I’m not really sure what I’m getting myself into with this, but we’ll find out soon. Especially with the look on Rage’s face as he’s looking at the latest item I’ve added to the pile. He starts looking at the other ones like it and chooses one that has hearts on it too. Must be one for when I’m naughty and one when I’m good. Darcy glances over and sees the growing pile in his arms and I swear her face turns another whole level of red. Hey, I’m down to try anything once and this is a fun shopping trip for me. I’m learning all sorts of new things tonight.

“So, you think we need to get firecracker one or two of those?” Trojan asks Crash.

“Like hell you will!” she cries out, louder than intended I’m sure.

“Yeah, I think we need a few of them. That way we can have one handy most everywhere we are,” Crash states.

Darcy shuts her mouth at that and storms back over towards the racks of different colored vibrators. Just as she goes to round the corner, Wood comes from the opposite side and they run right into one another. Both go crashing to the floor and the display follows them down. I stand there in shock for a minute before and uncontrollable fit of laughter bursts from me. Even the menacing glances from Crash and Trojan don’t stop the laughter from flowing. Not from a single one of us.

“Are you serious?” Trojan yells out. “Every. Single. Time.”

Darcy is sputtering and trying to get up and away from Wood and the toys laying on the floor. I think it’s because one or two of the display models may have turned on and are vibrating their way across the floor. Wood is still laying on the floor looking up at the ceiling looking like he wishes it would open up and pull him away from yet another incident.

Crash and Trojan stalk their way over to the two and I can see that this isn’t going to end well. Wood is about to get his ass kicked and no one is doing anything to stop it. I look up at Rage and plead with him to step in. He just gives me a slight shake of his head to let me know he’s not getting involved in this mess. So, I make my way over to the foursome to see what kind of damage control I can do.

“Darcy, are you okay?” I ask, trying to snap her two Neanderthals out of their stupor.

“I think I am,” she says, looking at the mess all over the floor.

We both bend down and begin to pick the display up. The men see what we’re doing, and they put a stop to it. Instead, Crash, Trojan, and Wood all work together to pick the vibrating toys up and put them back on the rack. Once again, I can’t help giggling at the sight of these alpha males picking up a bunch of toys while the two of us look on in amusement. Before too long, Darcy is joining in on the laughter followed closely by the guys. In one quick decision, I managed to break the tension and stop Wood from having to drink out of a straw for the foreseeable future.

“Thank you, firefly,” Wood whispers to me as they put the last of the toys up.

Bailey walks over to us and lets us know that we need to get back to the clubhouse so we all make our way towards the register to cash out. Wood makes sure to stay far away from Darcy for the remainder of our time in the store. I really can’t blame him for that. Darcy is still sticking close to me and that’s fine. I don’t think she wants to see what the two men behind me are purchasing. Let’s just say that she’s going to have some eye-opening experiences when she finally gives in to the men.

As soon as we’re all checked out, I walk Darcy to her car. The men are following closely behind us. I hug her close to me and whisper that I’m always there for her. She tells me that one of these days we need to get together and go out. Even if it’s just the two of us. I know we haven’t known one another long, but she is quickly coming one of my good friends. Darcy is someone that pulls you in with how outrageous she is. Then you just have no choice but to fall in love with her. Probably what happened to the two men following her around like little lost puppy dogs.

Rage leads me back to the SUV and loads me in. Soon we’re on our way back to the clubhouse so we can get Kasey ready for bed and finish whatever is left. Eventually Rage will put everything under the tree in the house he got somehow. Tonight is the first night we’ll be in our new home. It’s not decorated yet. But, we have some furniture there and Kasey’s room is already completed. I can’t wait to get the inside done and have everything where it needs to go.

Rage

Climbing out of the warmth of our bed and being wrapped around Keegan, I make my way to where we stored the presents. It won’t be too long before Kasey is waking us up and I need to get everything under the tree. Keegan is still trying to figure out how I managed to get a tree, put it up, and get it decorated before she even stepped foot in the house. Having prospects around is a wonderful thing. I told them what I wanted, and they made sure to get it done.

Even though I told my girl I didn’t want, or need, anything for Christmas, she made sure to get me stuff. Honestly, I have everything I could possibly want between my daughter, the love of my life, and two new babies on the way. The only thing that can’t go under the tree is one of the gifts I got for Keegan. Without her knowledge, I finished the nursery and I’m going to show it to her as soon as all the gifts under the tree are opened.

I take a few bites of the cookies that Skylar made and drink some of the milk that Kasey wanted to leave out for Santa. She was adamant that we do this and I’m not going to break her heart by not doing it. I cherish the days that prove how innocent my baby girl truly is. This isn’t going to last much longer, but I’m going to take what I can get for as long as I can.

As soon as I’m done, I make my way back into Keegan. She’s still asleep and I watch her for a few minutes. My girl is so relaxed and peaceful right now. There’s no worry about what the two assholes looking for her are going to do or where they are. Right now, I would do anything to keep this look on her face as long as I can. Realistically, I know that’s not going to happen. One day soon these two men are going to make their move and I hope that she’s by my side when they do.

“Daddy! Keegan! Santa’s here! Santa’s here!” Kasey comes barreling in our room, jumping on my side of the bed in her excitement.

“He is?” Keegan asks, wiping the sleep from her eyes and yawning.

“Yes! Come sees!” she says, jumping off the bed and running for the door.

“We’ll be right there,” I tell her, pulling the covers back and reaching for my sweats.

I watch Keegan head for the bathroom and finish getting dressed while she’s doing her thing. Once she’s back in the room, she throws one of my tees on over her shorts and we head out to find Kasey sitting in front of the tree waiting for us. She’s not waiting patiently as she’s bouncing on her little legs, eyeing all the gifts under the tree. I know she’s trying to decide what to open first.

“Why don’t I hand out the presents and you sit by Keegan?” I ask her.

“Okay daddy,” she says, climbing on the couch next to firefly.

I pick out a gift for each of us and our day begins. It shouldn’t take us that long to open everything. Then, I can show them both the nursery. Kasey saw part of it one day and has been pissed at me ever since. I wouldn’t let her back in the door to spoil the surprise for Keegan. Today, she can finally stop being mad and fall in love with it.

“Okay ladies,” I begin once the last gift has been opened. “There’s one more gift. It’s too big to fit under the tree so you’ll have to follow me.”

“Where is it daddy?” Kasey asks, trying to figure out what I’m talking about.

“It’s in the house still. Let’s go.”

Leading them down the hallway, I stop in front of the door Keegan and I decided would be the best for a nursery. Opening it up, I let the two ladies in my life enter before I walk in behind them. Keegan gasps and I can see the tears as she turns to look at me. Kasey is wandering around, touching everything in sight.

The walls of the nursery are painted a soft yellow since we’ll have a boy and girl in here. On one wall, there is space left for the cribs to sit one end to the other. One crib is going to be decorated in pinks and teddy bears with the ultrasound picture saying ‘I’m a Girl’ above it. The other crib will be decorated in blues and motorcycles with the picture saying ‘I’m a Boy’ hanging above it. There’s a changing table, a few diapers and outfit’s hanging in the closet already. Little things that I’ve picked up along the way. Sitting by the windows are two glider rockers. This way we can both sit in here and take care of our children together.

“This is amazing!” Keegan tells me, wrapping her arms around me and laying a kiss on me. “It’s even better than anything I could have picked out myself. Thank you so much!”

“You don’t have to thank me, firefly. This is for our children and I wanted it to be special. It’s the best that I could do, and I’m glad that you like it.”

“I don’t like it. I love it!” she tells me, finally walking around.

I stand back and watch her take in every detail. The love and astonishment shining from her eyes tells me that I’ve managed to make her day. This isn’t something that either one of my girls was expecting to see today and I’m glad that I could make this special for them. Especially Keegan. Without her saying a word, you can tell she’s someone that hasn’t had a whole lot of good in her life. I’m glad that she chose me to bring that good to her.

We’ve had our time as a family to celebrate the holidays. Now, it’s time to head over to the clubhouse and celebrate with the rest of our family. The kids will get to open more gifts and then we’ll have dinner. I’m sure at one point or another the party will turn wild. That’s when I’ll bring my girls back home and relax with them. We’ll probably end up crashing in the living room and watching movies with bellies full of everything that Skylar and the rest of the women have spent days cooking.

On our walk over, we meet up with Whitney and Irish. Our two families enter the clubhouse together and it’s already semi-controlled chaos. Kids are all over the place waiting for the last ones to get there so gifts can be opened. They’re talking about what Santa has brought them and what they want to do with the rest of their day. Jamison and Anthony are kind of sitting back watching everyone. The same thing they always do.

“Daddy, can I plays with Zoey?” Kasey asks as soon as we get in the common room.

“Yeah.”

She takes off running in the direction of Tank and Maddie’s little girl. Anthony’s eyes snap in the direction of my daughter and I’m wondering how much I’m going to have to pay attention to the two of them as they get older. Every one of us already know that Jamison and Zoey follow one another around. Wherever that little girl goes, he’s not far behind her. I can easily see Anthony doing the same thing with my daughter. Looking across the room, I see that Glock has also witnessed the interaction between the two of them. He gives me a slight nod of his head to let me know that we’ll all be watching them as they grow and start noticing the differences between the two of them.

“Keegan and Whitney, can you help us in the kitchen please?” Maddie calls out. She looks crazed and like something’s on fire.

“Be right there,” my girl responds.

Before Keegan leaves my side, she gives me a kiss that leaves me wanting more. There’s no time for that now, but if she wants to play that game, we can definitely play that game. By the time I’m done with her, she’ll be begging me to take her to our room here and have my way with her. And, I just so happen to have one of the paddles we bought last night here. Keegan really doesn’t know what’s she’s getting into today.

Today has been long and the kids are starting to show that they’re getting tired. I’ve been ready to leave for a while now, but Keegan has been having such a good time with her cousin and the rest of the old ladies that I couldn’t bring myself to tell her I wanted to go home. Now, it’s a different story. Kasey is more than ready to go home and it’s showing. She’s rubbing her eyes and not as active. I want to get her out of here before she starts to get grumpy. A grumpy Kasey is not a fun one. At all.

“You ready to go firefly?” I ask her, walking up behind the chair she’s sitting in.

“Yeah,” she responds, yawning and trying to hide it.

Irish, Whitney, and I laugh at her attempt. She didn’t hide it at all and now I know for sure it’s time to go. At this rate, she’ll be asleep before I get our daughter into bed. Keegan needs to rest though so I’m not going to complain.

“Rage!” Grim calls out. “Need a minute.”

Walking over to my president, I wonder what could possibly be going on now. I don’t have to wait long as he leads me into his office and firmly shuts the door behind us. Cage and Joker are already in here and I know what I’m about to hear isn’t going to be good.

“I want you, Keegan, and Kasey to stay here tonight. There’s been someone in town askin’ for Keegan. We can’t be sure who it is right now, but I think it would be better for you to stay in the clubhouse tonight. Or until we find more information out.” Grim tells me, and I understand where he’s coming from. “At this point, your house is behind the fence, but we can keep more eyes on your family in here.”

“I know. It’s goin’ to kill her since we’ve only stayed one night. But, I’m goin’ to have to tell her what’s goin’ on. That’s the only way I’m goin’ to be able to convince her to stay here. That okay?”

“Yeah. We just wanted to let you know alone so you could figure out what you wanted to do.” he responds.

“I’ll take them to our room now then. She needs to sleep.”

“Give you a half hour and then I want to call church.”

I nod my head and make my way back over to Keegan. She can already tell something is going on from the look on my face. So, she stands up and makes her way over to Kasey. I lead them both back to our rooms in the clubhouse and we put our little girl to bed. As soon as we’re in our room, I sit her down and tell her what Grim just let me know.

“So, they’re starting to make their move?” she asks.

“It would appear so.”

“What happens now?”

“I’m headin’ to church where we’ll discuss our next steps. I want you to get some sleep and I’ll be back as soon as I can.”

“Who’s going to be here with us?”

“There’s goin’ to be a prospect outside the door. No one other than me will get in this room. I want you to lock the door and don’t open it up for anyone.”

“Okay.”

Keegan lays down on the bed and I know before I get back, she’ll be in pajamas. She’s just going to take a few minutes to rest before taking a shower and getting ready for bed. Without her saying a word, I hand her one of my shirts, giver her a kiss, and make my way towards the door. Turning, I take one last look at her laying in our bed. Firefly turns her head towards me and gives me the smile she saves just for me. Before I decide to join her in bed, I open the door and leave the room. I lock it behind me and warn the prospect he’ll suffer at least bodily harm if anything happens to my girls.