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Catching Forever BlackPath MC BOOK 2
By
Vera Quinn
Chasing Forever
Author Vera Quinn
Copyright 2016 ©Vera Quinn
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Table of Contents
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CHAPTER 1
CHAPTER 2
CHAPTER 3
CHAPTER 4
CHAPTER 5
CHAPTER 6
CHAPTER 7
CHAPTER 8
CHAPTER 9
CHAPTER 10
CHAPTER 11
CHAPTER 12
CHAPTER 13
CHAPTER 14
CHAPTER 15
CHAPTER 16
CHAPTER 17
CHAPTER 18
CHAPTER 19
CHAPTER 20
CHAPTER 21
CHAPTER 25
CHAPTER 26
CHAPTER 27
CHAPTER 28
CHAPTER 29
CHAPTER 30
CHAPTER 31
CHAPTER 32
CHAPTER 33
CHAPTER 34
CHAPTER 35
CHAPTER 36
CHAPTER 37
CHAPTER 38
CHAPTER 39
NEVER EVER
CHAPTER 1
CHAPTER 2
CHAPTER 3
CHAPTER 4
CHAPTER 5
CHAPTER 6
CHAPTER 7
Dra is squatted down in front of me, “Darling where is your man? By the application you gave me you’re only eighteen, and you’re pregnant. Why are you by yourself?” This man is digging too deep.
“I don’t ask questions and I don’t like to answer them. I’m not running from the law and that is all you need to know. Now I need to leave so I can get on the road.” With that Dra gets up and goes over to the president and Mrs. Clark comes and sits beside me. I squeeze her hand and go to get up and the glorious darkness takes me under again. I feel like I am floating and I’m peaceful and I embrace it.
****I don’t know how long I’ve been in the darkness but I feel a cool cloth on my forehead and I open my eyes to the bright lights and the hell that has become my life. What do I tell these people? I hate to lie as much as I hate being lied to, but sometimes it’s necessary. The trick is knowing how to tell the difference. I don’t know these people, so unless they ask me outright, I will keep everything to myself.
“Hey sunshine. You’re back with the living. Lie still, we sent for Dr. Evans.” Dra is hovering over me, I know I need to get out of here, but I need to make sure I’m ok to travel first. I’m taking no chances with my baby.
“What happened? All I remember is darkness.” I look to Mrs. Clark, ignoring Dra.“Sweetheart, how far have you traveled? Have you been eating? You know this sort of thing is normal sometimes when you’re expecting a baby. You have to be careful. At least you have youth on your side.” Mrs. Clark is trying to give me reassurance, but it really isn’t working. I hear a noise and see a big man with a doctor’s bag walking into the room. He looks at Mrs. Clark and then to me. His eyes drift to the blood trail across the floor. “That belong to either of you?” We both shake our heads no. “Who does it belong to? I might need to tend to that one first.” The doctor looks to us for an answer, I see the president and Dra are both waiting on my answer. I don’t give one.
“Ok, then. Who’s my patient?” I guess if the doctor is used to this and he’s not concerned, I’m in the clear for now. He knows not to be nosy, so maybe he won’t ask questions I can’t answer.
“Well Dr. Evans this little lady is your patient. She’s expecting and she passed out on us. Will you give her a once over? I owe her a lot.” Mrs. Clark takes the lead in the talking position. The more I keep my mouth shut the better off I’ll be.
“Ok, Ms...?” He leaves it at that.“My name isn’t important, just that my baby is ok.” I know he’ll see my real name on my medical records if I have to show them to him. There’s no getting around that one.
“Ok. Let’s get the basics out of the way first.” He moves over to me and first checks my pulse and my pupils. Then he sticks a thermometer in my mouth. “We’re going to have to have a little privacy for the rest of the checkup.” Dra and the president get up and walk out, but Mrs. Clark hangs back.
“Dear, do you want me to stay or go?” Mrs. Clark is asking me, I know I need to talk to the doctor alone, even though I wish she could stay.“I’ll be ok Mrs. Clark. Thank you, though.” I know she wan ts to stay, but she’ll go now. As soon as they have all left the doctor looks at me with concern. I know he is going to try and get all the information out of me he can, but I also know I won’t give up more than I have to.
“Ok, now for the easy part. Will you give me your name?” Like that is the easy part.“Dr. Evans could you just give me a once over so I can go? My name is not important right now.” He is looking at me skeptically, but starts his examine with generic questions that I answer honestly. He takes my pulse again and checks my heart and eyes and so on. Then he walks to the door and my audience walks back in.
“She seems fine. She just needs some rest and good food. She’s more secretive than your club is, though. Never seen a woman who didn’t like to hear herself talk. This one is definitely different.” He smiles, but you can tell he just wants out of there. “Young lady get some rest and do a follow up with whoever your primary care doctor is.” With that the President hands him some money and he is out of the door. While the president is taking care of the good doctor, Dra comes and stands over me while Mrs. Clark sits in the chair across from me. Soon the president walks over and joins us. He sits in a chair next to Mrs. Clark.
“I’m Hawser, the president of the Troubled Fathoms MC. I’m only going to ask you questions once, so answer honestly. We mean you no harm, so get that thought out of your head, but we will not put up with lies. We owe you a solid, so let us help you.” Hawser seems like an honest man to me. He’s cut the bull out, so I decide I need to stay as close to the truth as I can without giving everything away.
“Sir, I am not trying to disrespect you, I will answer direct questions, but I can take care of me and mine.” I say this looking straight into his eyes with no attitude at all. I hope he heard it all, because my voice seems to be failing me and it’s barely above a whisper.
“Ok. Let’s start out simple. What’s your real name?” A hard one right off the bat. Hawser knows this is the base of nearly everything. If they find out my name, all they have to do then is do a background check. I have to make a quick decision, but I know if they search my things they will find my medical records, so I know honesty is the only way to go.
“My name is Callie Steel.” I give a short direct answer with no attitude what so ever.“You running from someone? Hiding from someone? What trouble is following you kid?” Hawser has all the good questions. I know all their eyes are on me, and he is not going to give up until I spill it all. I feel better, but my head is still kind of swimming. I just need to sleep, and if I have to give them something to go on, then that is what I’ll do.
“I’m getting away from a man that married me under false pretenses. I found out that almost everyone in my life has been lying to me. I’m just trying to find some peace for my first trimester. That’s as short and sweet as it gets. No one is tailing me because I did anything wrong, I just will not be anyone’s victim or someone everyone can talk about behind my back. I’m not so much running away as regrouping, so I can go back and kick ass when I know my baby is stronger. End of story. I won’t be bullied or told what to do.” By the time I am finished I find myself really pissed off at having to explain myself to more bikers. I just need room to breathe and decide my next move. I chance a look at the two men and both have big grins on their faces. I don’t find anything to grin about in this situation.
“Ok, don’t get so riled up. You are full of piss and vinegar aren’t you? Who’s your ol’ man?” Dra thinks I’m hostile now, wait until I feel better.“My husband did not claim me as his ol’ lady. He just married me. Therefore, I don’t have an ol’ man. My dad is Chief from BlackPath MC.” I can see by the look on Dra’s face he recognizes the name, but Hawser does not look as if he’s heard of dad. At least that is working in my favor. If the president doesn’t know of him, then the club can’t have a problem with them.
“Do you know Chief Dra? I don’t think I have met him.” Hawser looks to Dra but Dra has a pissed off look on his face. What have I gotten myself into?“You came all the way from Texas by yourself? Why? What’s here?” Dra seems surprised, but I don’t know why. I’m pregnant, not sick. I still know how to drive. “How old are you again?”
“She’s from Texas? Does your dad know where you are? Kids these days.” Hawser is shaking his head like I have lost my mind.“I am eighteen, not eight.” I know I’m copping an attitude, but it’s not like I’ve gotten lost. “I am from Texas. My dad doesn’t know where I’m at, but I was pissed at him and I needed some distance. As soon as I am settled somewhere for more than a few hours, I will call him. It’s a long complicated story and I am too tired to go into it right now. Just know I love my family and I will call them soon. My husband will be hearing from my attorney. Actually, he probably already has.” Dra snorts and Hawser doesn’t look amused.
“You need to call Chief today. I know he is worried about you. Your Tommy’s sister, right?” I don’t say anything but just nod my head yes. “You will call Chief today. I met him, Tommy, and I think Chief’s brother, Driller, about fourteen years ago through Whiskey. Dad do you remember Whiskey? I was about sixteen then. Chief was a good man.”
“Whiskey and Rye did our club a solid. Damn that’s been a long time ago. You’re Whiskey’s family?” Hawser looks me over looking for a family resemblance. He’ll find none.
“Chief adopted you after Tommy was killed. Sorry about your brother.” Dra is filling his dad in and I appreciate the sentiment about Tommy. Everyone liked my brother.
“Does this mean I can stay here and rest and then hit the road when I feel better?” I can only hope. It’s too soon for me to go back.“What it means is you are from good people, but we still have to check you out and you have to call your dad or I will.” Hawser gives it to me straight, I have to give him that. I know I need to quit worrying dad, but I’m still just so mad.
“I’m going to go back to my room now and get a nap. When I wake up I will get a bite to eat and call my dad. Is that ok?” I know I have a balancing act to do here, but right now all my mind is on is sleep.
“Dear, you need to stay in my apartment here with me. It’s small but I have a guest room. It’s not much, but this way I can keep an eye on you to make sure you don’t pass out again. Please? I know you’re an adult, but you need some mothering right now.” Mrs. Clark has stayed quiet through all this, I know her offer comes from a good place.
“Mrs. Clark I couldn’t impose on you like that. I’ll be fine. My motel room will be just fine. Thank you for the offer. It’s very kind.” I honestly like this lady and don’t want to hurt her feelings.
“Nonsense, missy, you are staying here with me. I will fix you some vegetable soup while you rest. Vegetables cure all that ail you. Dra will you get her bags and bring them here?” Mrs. Clark is hard to resist and I don’t want to hurt her feelings. She reminds me of the grandma I missed so much.
“That sounds like a fine idea. Dra tell one of the prospects to get her bags, but missy, you are calling your dad now. I know you’re tired, but once he hears your voice you don’t know the relief he will get. I’ll talk to him after that and you can sleep.” I know there is no use in arguing with Hawser and I will feel better after I hear dad’s voice, too. I never knew how much I would miss him. I reach for my purse and my phone but Mrs. Clark takes it from me. “She needs to rest first, and then she can call, surely you can wait that long.” Mrs. Clark looks at Hawser like he better not mess with her, but I can’t let her do that. I won’t come between the two of them and talking to dad will make me feel better, no matter how mad I am. I catch Mrs. Clark’s hand and take my purse back and give her a weak smile. “Mrs. Clark, it will be fine. I need to call my dad. I know he is scared out of his mind and I need to put him at ease. No matter how mad he makes me, I love him, and I know he loves me. I will rest better after I talk to him. He always makes me feel better.” I reach inside my purse and get out my phone and dial my dad. It only takes two rings and I hear the voice that has always been home for me.
“Baby Girl, is that you? Please tell me it’s you. I am so sorry.” I hear the desperation in his voice and the tears I have been holding back start to fall. Just his voice soothes me and I know I should have talked to him before I took off.
“Yes, dad, it’s me.” I don’t know how he can understand me I am crying so hard. I take a deep breath and try to control the tears again. “Dad I am fine. I miss you and I know I should have talked to you before I took off, but to do that I would have had to see Devil and that is not a safe thing right now. I know everything and I am not amused or happy.” I finally pause to take a breath and let him say something.
“You don’t know the whole story, but you know enough, and baby, I’m sorry for hiding stuff from you. Now where are you so I can come get you?” I can almost feel dad’s rising anxiety. He just wants me home. “I will keep Devil away, I promise. We will do this together.” That’s all he had to say.
“Dad I love you and we will take care of it, but right now I have to rest. I think I
pushed myself too hard and I need to take care of your grandchild. There are some
men here that need to talk to you. I am going to go and nap for a little while. Dad, I
promise I am fine, just tired. Mrs. Clark is taking good care of me. I just wanted some
peace for a little while. Everything happened at once. I didn’t mean to hurt you, dad.
Now I’m going to let Hawser talk to you. Love you, dad.” I know he will still worry,
but I am just too tired right now. I hand my phone to Dra and then Mrs. Clark leads
me to her guest room to sleep.
CHAPTER 2
I watch this little waif of a woman make her way behind my Gram. She looks small and lost and she pulls at my protective side. Something about her seems so strong, but then she has moments that her vulnerable side shows. If she were mine, I would lock her down. Where the hell did that come from? I’ve never wanted one woman to warm my bed. Our club women are all that I need. I fuck them hard and I move them along. I’ve never even slept with a woman all night before. I know whatever this feeling is, it is not good, and I need to keep my distance. I give the phone to my dad and get up and start to pace the floor.
“Yes, t his is Hawser. Your girl is here in Colorado. There was some trouble and she did us a solid, but then she passed smooth out. She has been using a fake ID and she checked into my mother-inlaw’s place last night. Yeah.” I watch my dad close as he talks to Chief. One of the only times I was out of town when I was a teenager, I had gone on a ride with Scout and Bandy to do some toy drives for some children’s homes. It seems like forever ago. If Chief and Tommy had not left such an impression on me, it would have slipped my mind. I remember Whiskey, but Chief was who I followed around. It’s like people were drawn to him. “I’m going to put this on speaker phone so Dra can hear everything. Dra is my SAA and my son. Ok, you’re on speaker, go ahead and tell us.”
“I am trusting you here and I trust no one, especially with my daughter. I don’t have much of a choice though. My daughter has man troubles. Not from one, but two men. My daughter has had it rough. Her boyfriend of many years cheated on her, and then her husband gave her the short end of a deal. He offered her the man that helped kill her brother in exchange for marriage, and then he didn’t claim her and used her. He already had an ol’ lady. The woman confronted Callie while we were gone in the middle of my damn club. By the time we got back, Callie was gone, and let me tell you when she wants to disappear, she does. It’s one big ass cluster fuck. There’s things I need to explain to her. Is she safe there? I will give you a marker from us or whatever you want. Just keep her safe until I can get there. She doesn’t understand Diamondback could be on her trail. Another long story.” My dad is considering what Chief has told him. Dad is a fair man but he doesn’t like getting involved with other people’s drama. We keep ourselves contained to our territory for just that reason. Dad and Scout and a few of the other older members formed the Troubled Fathoms MC when they came out of military service. A lot of times it is like we are part of the military. We don’t do drugs, or let people run drugs through our territory. We don’t run guns and we try to stay on the right side of the law, but in our territory, we are the law. Some call us vigilantes, but we just try to right the injustices of today’s justice system. Men don’t beat their wives here. We don’t allow child abuse. The punishment is dealt out according to the crime. Sure, we can get loud and some don’t like us, but we protect what’s ours. We have legitimate businesses. We own a strip club and a bar, but we also own a restaurant and a grocery store. We donate to the school and children’s causes. We are what we are, a brotherhood.
“Chief, we will keep her safe until you can get here. What about this Devil? Is he coming and where do you stand on that? Because he did disrespect her by not claiming her, but they are married? It’s not our business, I usually don’t stand between a husband and wife, but if she was my daughter, I would be pulling her away from him.” Dad does not stand for disrespecting women. In our club you can have an ol’ lady without having a wife but once you make someone your wife that property patch better be on her back. None of our members cheat on their wives openly. I’m sure there has been some who have stepped outside those vows, but not in front of the club and not flagrantly. Our women are held in utmost respect by everyone. Even the club women are not outright disrespected. They serve their purpose, but not with the married members.
“I appreciate that. I have been going out of my mind with worry. Devil is to be kept away from her. I knew some of what was going on but not all of it. He doesn’t deserve Callie and if I know my Baby Girl she’s already taking care of him. He’s got his hands full right now. Seems as if he was played as much as Callie by his ol’ lady. I will be there this week. I need to make sure I’m not followed first. I will set up my arrangements. Can you text me the details of your location?” Chief sounds relieved but still like he doesn’t know if he can trust us.
“Chief, this is Dra, who all will be coming? That way we can make arrangements here.” All we need is someone spotting them coming in to our small community and think we are trying to beef up reinforcements to expand. “The smaller the better. Don’t want to give anyone up here ideas.”
“Sure. Just me and my boy Ty and maybe one more. Is that small enough?” That shouldn’t raise eyebrows. People in a small town don’t miss anything. “That sounds good.” Nothing more to say really.“Chief we’ll keep her safe for you. See you soon.” That was it. Dad disconnected. He’s just shaking his head. Then I notice Gram coming back into the room and she sits in her chair close to dad.
“What is it Jaspen? Is trouble coming for that sweet girl? We have to keep her safe. She never even thought before she saved me today. She just reacted. She is a good person.” Gram doesn’t know Dad has already made his mind up to help Callie, and so have I.
“Betsy don’t worry. We’re going to help her, not that she needs help. Looks like she can take care of herself just fine. We’re just going to keep an eye on her until Chief can get here for her.” I can tell dad had been impressed by her resourcefulness.
“Well she can use that gun of hers just fine, that’s for sure.” Gram will never forget that. My mom was not a gun person. She was very frilly and all pink and shit. She loved to bake and take care of her boys, as she used to say. Our house always smelled so good and she had fresh cut flowers every day. I couldn’t have had a better mom.
“Calli e has had a hard time recently, and we will make it as easy on her as we can while she is here. Dra get Bandy to get a full report on Callie, Chief, The BlackPath MC, and this Devil. He must be one ignorant bastard treating that little girl the way he has. He needs to be taught a good lesson on life.” I can tell Dad is thinking about mom now, but he always is. She was his everything for so long and she’s only been gone for two years.
“Ok dad, will do. I’ll put two prospects on the motel.” With the way this girl can get away, it may not be enough if she really wants to leave.CHAPTER 3
Callie
My stomach wakes me with a big rumble. I open my eyes slowly and let myself get accustomed to the bright light streaming through the bedroom. I am unfamiliar with the room, but I remember I’m at Mrs. Clark’s. I also remember talking to dad and I know everything will be just fine. I must have slept all afternoon and night because it is bright outside, which means it’s morning. My stomach is registering empty. I rub my flat stomach and remember I need to feed my baby. I get up out of bed slowly so as not to get light headed again, and realize I need to find a bathroom soon. I see a door and open it, and sure enough there is a very small bathroom. I go in and take care of my pressing issues and wash my hands and face. I come back out and see my suitcases. I dig through and find my tooth brush, brush and a pair of my cut offs and a tank and then some undies. I go back and grab a quick shower and brush my teeth and I feel so much better. Now just to feed my rumbling stomach. My hair is short enough I just my brush through it. This red hair is definitely going to have to go. Not my thing. I leave the room and tip toe bare footed through the small apartment. I follow the smell and I find the kitchen and some yummy oatmeal with cinnamon sprinkled on top. My grandma used to fix this for me when I was little. I open the fridge and find some milk and butter and put a little in my bowl and microwave it long enough to melt the butter. I wolf it down so fast, I barely taste it. Then I hear someone clear their throat behind me and I turn slowly and I see Dra standing there smiling at me.
“Hungry much? If you take time to chew, it may taste better.” I see the smile behind his eyes and I figure it is better to be nice than rude.“Sorry, this was mine right? I should have asked but I was hungry and my grandma used to fix this for me when I was little. If it was yours, I’ll fix you some more.” He’s still standing there just staring at me. I feel his eyes taking me in. I feel heat covering my face and I know my face is red.
“No worries, sweets. Gram left it for you. I was just coming in to check on you. You have been sleeping a long time and we were beginning to worry.” I look at the clock and it has 8:45. I didn’t sleep that late, but I guess I did sleep about twenty hours. The last time I looked at the clock yesterday it was around twelve thirty, right after lunch.
“I guess I did sleep about twenty hours. I was more tired than I thought.” At least I should be well rested while I wait for dad.“Try more like forty -four hours. You slept all day yesterday. Gram woke you enough to get your vitamin down you with some water. You ran yourself ragged, and then you were out.” Dra is amused and can barely keep from laughing.
“Flying pigs. No way. What is today? No wonder I’m starving.” With that Dra breaks out laughing. I mean bent over laughing.Mrs. Clark comes into the room with another man on her heels. “What is wrong with you Dra? Laughing like some hyena?” Mrs. Clark asks him.
“This girl is hilarious. Flying pigs, really?” Well, now I’m embarrassed. I can’t believe I slept so long. “Chief has been blowing up our phones wanting talk to you again.” I turn to Mrs. Clark, ignoring the laughing man.
“I ate all the oatmeal. I hope that was ok. I was starving and it was just like my grandma used to make me.” I know this kind lady won’t mind. For some reason I feel like I have known this woman forever. I guess because she does remind me so much of my grandma.
“Don’t worry, sweetie. I left it for you. I knew after that long sleep you would be hungry. Have to feed that baby.” She comes over to me and pats my arm, walks to the refrigerator and takes the juice out, pours me a small glass and hands to me. I drink it straight down. “You’ll be staying here with me until your dad gets here. I think he’ll be here early next week. Is that ok with you?” Mrs. Clark states it as a question, but I’m guessing I have no choice with the way the two bikers are looking at me.
“Yes ma’am. That’s fine, if it is ok with you. Can I fix dinner tonight to help? Or if there is anything else I can do to help while I’m here just let me know.” It’s the least I can do, since I’m going to be here. I don’t want to be a burden to anyone.
“You’re just regrouping, sweetie. You need rest. You can help though. Jaspen , Dra, and River will be here to eat with us. They’re here most nights. I mean Hawser, Dra, and Krill. I forget about the names they are known by at the club. They’re just my boys to me.” Mrs. Clark seems a little bothered by the road names.
“I’m fine, thank you. I can cook just about anything. I’m used to cooking for a large bunch. Who is Krill?” Mrs. Clark goes over to the other biker beside Dra and gives him a hug.
“This is my River. He’s the baby.” Mrs. Clark loves this man a lot and you can tell the feelings are reciprocated. “They gave him that ugly name Krill. Don’t understand those names. He’s always been my pretty boy. Don’t you think?”
Well, he was definitely a pretty boy. He has sandy blonde hair with hazel eyes and dimples when he smiles. He stands a little over six foot I would guess, with long strong looking arms. He has more of a swimmer’s body than the stocky muscled body of his brother Dra. Not that I should be noticing.
“Well he is definitely a pretty boy, but I would love to hear the story behind that name. I’m sure it is interesting, most are.” I smile at him. Maybe flirting a little. “Ok, pretty boy, we need to get to the clubhouse. Later Gram.” Dra turns to walk out with a huff. Don’t know what got him in such a snit.“Hello Callie. It’s very nice to meet you and I look forward to talking to you more this evening.” Krill winks at me with a smirky grin. Yes, he’s definitely a handful, but I like him. I watch as they leave the kitchen and Mrs. Clark has a knowing smile on her face. That woman is up to something.
“Callie why don’t you go sit outside in the sun and soak up some nice weather. If you want, you can fix dinner when it’s time. Gives me a night off. I don’t get that many. Be a nice change. Your dad will be here next week. He said he had to tie up some loose ends and make sure he isn’t followed, so we have some time to get acquainted.” Mrs. Clark is hovering over me like a mother hen, but I like it. The sun does sound good. Maybe I can finally sit down and think some things through. It’s not like I have really done that lately.
“Ok Mrs. Clark, I’m going outside.” I just want some quiet, really. “Callie, you have to call me Betsy or Gram. Mrs. Clark is too formal for someone who saved my life.” She is trying to make me feel like family and for some reason that feels right.
“Compromise, Gram Betsy. How’s that?” It feels right.
“Great! I love it. Now scoot. Out in the sun.” Gram Betsy is too
hard to argue with and I don’t want to.
I find some patio furniture outside the back door. It feels good out here. The air is fresh and I can see the park from here. There is a little girl playing with her mom there, and I wonder if that is how it will be with my child. I rub my hand over my flat belly and wonder if it will be a boy or a girl. Will it look like me or Devil? Then it dawns on me, for all intents and purposes, I will be a single mom. How did I get here? The last seven weeks of my life have been a blur. I went from being a happy teenager that had her life somewhat planned out, to hanging on by the seat of my pants. My mind drifts to my college plans and Mase. He was supposed to be my happily ever after man. The man I shared my life and family with, and now we are just, what? I have not taken the time to process this. I took Devil up on his deal and ran. Since when do I run from my problems? Am I still going to go to college? That part is easy to answer, yes. I have to have a good education to provide for my child and myself. I’ll be damned if I let Devil support us. So one thing solved. I am going to find a way to do online classes. That way I won’t have to leave the baby so much. Check that off my list. My scholarships will require so many hours in class time, but I can get a sitter for that. Next problem. Where to live? Where else would I go? Home. Texas, definitely. I will find something around dad. Not with dad. I am an adult and have to stand on my own two feet. He won’t like it, but he’ll accept it. I’ll get in touch with Hanna and Fe. Maybe we can roommate for a while. That’ll get them out, too. At least I have a plan to put into action when I get back or after dad is here. Mase. I know I have been trying to conquer the easy ones first, because it’s easier when it’s not emotional. Mase will always have a special place in my heart. He was most of my firsts. He says he still loves me, but I can’t trust him. I just need to distance myself. It’s going to be hard when I get back, since he is in the BlackPath’s now, or at least a prospect. Devil on the other hand is easy for me. He deceived me and used me. I know we started out as a business deal, but I fell in love with him. I thought he loved me, but instead he was using me to get back the woman he actually already claimed in his club. I not only trusted Devil but Steel and Stone and all the Feral Steel MC. I wonder if Kat and Kim knew. Of course they had to know. They are part of the MC family. I feel like such a fool. I trust too easily. I thought I could trust my instincts, but apparently not. Once again something Karen had a hand in taking away from me. That woman is toxic. I will never be like her. I have to cut a wide path around them. Avoid at all costs. My next issue is two people. Diamondback and Karen, and after them eventually Bri. I don’t know Diamondback’s angle and I won’t until we at least meet and talk. I can do this. He wanted a damn heir? Well he can’t have me or my child. As soon as I am out of my first trimester and my baby is stronger it is time to meet my DNA dad head on. Hopefully I will have dad’s support, but if not, I will still do this. Karen, on the other hand, is a whole different matter. She has been a thorn in my side my whole life, but this is the last straw. I wonder if the BlackPath MC got her. She has a marker on her head and she was right in the clubhouse. I should have taken care of her then, but I have to choose my battles carefully now. With Kizzy and Bri there, then was not the time. Now they think I am on the run. Licking my wounds. If they only knew I am just gaining strength. They came into our house and brought crap down and I will repay that. Bri is just trash and I have to say her and Devil deserve each other. She will be dealt with. The only solace I find in the whole thing is when Devil found out he was being played, it had to devastate him. I wish I was a better person and could say I don’t want revenge, but I do. I just hope my hate doesn’t tarnish my child. I should be happy I got away. I should just be happy I have my baby, and I am, but that also means I have to deal with Devil for the next eighteen years. I will find my peace. I will find my happiness in my child and my family again like before all this began. Devil
I see Tito as I enter the clubhouse and he’s motioning for me to join him in the corner. I make my way over with maybe a glimmer of hope he has found a lead on my wife.
“What’s up, Tito? You have any leads today? She couldn’t have just fell off the face of the Earth. She has to be somewhere.” I know I am not Tito’s favorite person right now, but I need something. I’m no one’s favorite person. My brothers are barely talking to me. I have been a total ass since I’ve been back. I feel like I am losing my mind. Mom kicked dad out of his own house. He’s staying in his room, here, at the club. If they even talk, they are yelling. Mom doesn’t even talk to me at all. I know sooner or later she’ll forgive us, but when all the shit with Bri came out, mom lost it on both Dad and me. Everyone knew we were doing a deal with Diamondback, but no one but club officers knew the Bri part. Diamondback assured us it was purely a family thing and he still sticks by it. He says he only wants to get to know Callie and he wants a grandson to carry on his bloodline. He has no more children, and he wants no more, so he wants a grandson. Messed up the way he went about it, but he is one messed up man. He didn’t know the extent of abuse Karen had done to Callie. Apparently that bitch left that part out. Karen, Kizzy and Bri got away from the BlackPath clubhouse, but now Diamondback is on their tails and he is out for blood. I could kill Bri myself for the way she confronted Callie. All three of them need a beat down, but first I need to locate my wife. I’m bringing her home. Claiming her in front of the club the way I should have to begin with. We will make this work. I have to get her to listen to me after I find her. When she wants to disappear she is gone. God, I miss her. I just want her home, safe in my house, in my bed. I sound like a sniffling bitch. I can lie to everyone else, but not to myself.
“Devil I don’t have anything on Callie, but I just heard from one of my snitches in Texas. Seems Chief just purchased back one certain Trans Am. What would he want with the car without Callie? My gut tells me he’s found her. I also have heard Chief is going to make a run soon. Why would he go on a run while Callie is still missing?” Tito has good instincts. I know he likes Callie and is working extra hard to find her.
“You’re right Tito. He wouldn’t. Good catch, but we are going to have to watch from a distance, because if he gets wind of our snitch it won’t be good. This has to be the break we need.” I feel it just like Tito. This is it. I just hope it doesn’t take too long for Chief to move. Dad does not like being away from home, but mom says either he went or she did. She won’t let him back in until Callie is home. She was disappointed in my decisions. I am, too.
“What have you two got your heads together about? Have you got me a way home yet?” Dad has a right to be pissed at me. I fucked this up every which way. I thought I could stay detached and not grow to love Callie, but she has a way about her. I thought it was my responsibility to bring Bri home.
“Tito may have something, but it has to be kept quiet. We can’t let it get out.” I direct my focus on dad but my mind is constantly thinking of the mistakes I’ve made. Stone comes through the front door. We haven’t seen much of him lately. He feels like a fool for being played by Kizzy. He makes his way back to our table and sits down beside Tito.
“Ok. Give it to us, Tito. This better be good. I’m missing my home and this shit has to be settled.” Dad is holding a small box I had not noticed before. He must have taken it out of his pocket. “These came from Cross today. Your mom had them sent to me. They’re the family rings you gave Callie. He also sent annulment papers. The ones you signed before the wedding. I talked to our law guy and he said by Texas law, it can’t happen until after the baby is born. So you have a little time. That baby is a Steel, and you had better get Callie back here. What the hell were we thinking?” Dad sounds disgusted with not only my situation, but the whole cluster fuck.
“I’m having a sit down with Chief. We are going to rectify this. I hope he will see reason, but I can tell you, if it was Kimberly, I would not be in a negotiating mood, either. I just hope Chief will put the baby first.”
“I agree with you, dad. Callie is my woman and if Chief don’t agree with that, I will go through him. I won’t take any shit on this.I will have her back.” I let dad know just how determined I am to get Callie back. “Well that is the attitude you should have, but we may find her and you may get her back here, but keeping her here is another story. Have you thought about that one? Now Tito, give it to us.” Dad is right. Callie is not going to trust me easily. I won’t take no for an answer, if I have to tie her down and fuck her into submission.
“Boss we know Chief just bought Callie’s car back and he’s planning a run soon. My snitch is watching and as soon as there is motion I will get a call. I think we need to be in Texas so we will be ready to follow. My gut tells me this is it. This is our only lead, because Callie has disappeared. She’s a ghost.” Tito is right. We need to move, now.
“Ok.
Stone you are in charge of your mom and Kimberly. You and Ax hold things
down here. Hacksaw and Buzz will be going with us. We need to take muscle in case
of a fight. That far from home we are better safe than sorry. Tito grab one of my
cages to drive in. We may need to transport Callie home and that car you have is too
flashy. Draws too much attention. Be ready to ride in two hours. I’m going home to
hash things out with Kat and then I’ll be ready. Damn woman is going to learn her
place.” Dad is going home to try to get back in her good graces. He’s not fooling me
for a second. He may be the king of his castle, but mom is the queen and she’s
treated as such. Still wouldn’t want to be a fly on that wall though. They will fight
fierce so they can love fierce. It is what family does. Mom counts Callie as family as
she should and she is fighting for her. Mom only fights dad for what is important.
Needing to get my stuff squared away, I take the ring box and stuff it in my pocket.
She will be putting them back on, soon.
CHAPTER 6
I’m taking dinner rolls out of the oven when I hear the bikes pull into the drive. After an afternoon of pondering my situation, cooking was a good distraction. I hope everyone is really hungry, because I fixed enough for a small army. Got a little carried away. Even made dessert.
“Damn, something smells good. Betsy what have you got cooking that smells so great? Could smell it all the way outside.” I turn and watch Hawser, Dra, and Krill walk in the door. Hawser stops talking when he sees me with the pan of dinner rolls in my mitted hand.
“That would be what Callie has cooking. She gave me the night off. Smells delicious doesn’t it? I can’t wait to try it. She even made a homemade peach cobbler. We may have to keep her around.” Gram Betsy lets them know. She already tried the cobbler when it was hot out of the oven.
“Beauty, and she can cook. Do you have any more talents we need to know about?” Krill is flirting again, but I have already figured out he is harmless. “You’ll have to wait and find out on your own handsome.” I give it right back to him and give him a wink.“Are those homemade rolls? I think I just fell in love.” Krill is laying it on thick. Dra pushes Krill in the back.
“We need to get cleaned up so we can ea t. You have somewhere to be soon. No time for flirting, Krill.” Dra walks past Krill down the hall to the wash room. Krill bends down and kisses his Gram.
“Well, it smells good Callie. Can’t wait to try it.” Krill says as he follows Dra down the hall.“Damn boys act like they’ve never met a woman who could cook. Don’t mind them Callie. Smells great. Betsy works too hard for us. I’m sure she appreciates the night off. Thank you. You’re a good girl. I’ll get out of your way while you get the food on the table.” Hawser has a deep affection for Gram Betsy and it shows. I go about putting food on the table and fixing glasses for drinks. By the time I am done the men have all cleaned up and are waiting in the living room for me to finish. I let Gram Betsy know everything is set out and she gets the men to the table. Everyone sets about fixing their plates. By the time it is time to eat, I’m not much hungry any more. I’m watching everyone and Gram Betsy takes my hand and Dra takes my other hand and Hawser says a small prayer before our meal. This is not something we did in our house, but it seems right. Giving thanks.
“We never eat our dinner without giving our thanks for another day given. It’s something always done in my house.” Gram Betsy lets me know. Seems right to me.After the prayer it was quiet while everyone ate. There was plenty of grunts and what I thought had been a lot of food really wasn’t. By the time everyone was full there was very little left.
“Callie you did a great job with dinner, it was delicious. That cobbler was melt in your mouth good and those rolls, never had better.” Dra was being nice. I took it he liked the food, he even ate seconds.
“Wait until I tell the brothers you know how to cook. They’ll be volunteering to stick around here.” Krill lets me know.“Thanks to both of you. Glad you enjoyed it. My Grandma taught me to cook. I’ve been feeding my dad and brother a long time, along with the strays from the clubhouse. Our table was always full.” I miss being at home. ZMan and Woody always liked my cobblers.
“You missing home girlie? I’m sure your family is missing you, too. Talked to Chief this afternoon. As soon as he knows it’s clear he will be here. He is just being cautious. He wants you to call him tonight.” Hawser is a kind man, but I could see where some might think he is scary.
“Yes, sir. I will call before I go to sleep. Thank you again for letting me stay.” I know to treat Hawser with the same respect I show my dad.“Krill, let’s get going, we have rounds to make tonight. Dra stay and keep an eye on everything here for a while. The prospect should be here in a couple of hours. That should give you plenty of time before your run tonight.” Hawser is barking out orders to Dra and Krill. “Betsy you and Callie have a good evening. See you tomorrow.” Then just like that they are gone.
“Well young lady, why don’t you go and rest some and I will clean up. You have to be tired after all that cooking.” Gram Betsy is trying to get me out of the kitchen, but I was brought up better than that.
“No ma’am. I will clean. You are off for the night. Didn’t your friend call and ask you to play canasta tonight? You go have fun. I have this.” I want to feel useful while I’m here. I don’t want Gram Betsy to think she has to give up her life to babysit me.
“I can play cards anytime. I don’t want to leave you alone.” Gram Betsy has a concerned look on her face.“Dra is here. Besides, I’m a big girl. I can take care of myself. It won’t take me twenty minutes to put away the rest of the food and load the dish washer. I’m tired anyway. I may sit outside for a little while and then call my dad and turn in early. Remember, doc said to rest.” I am just as determined as she is.
“Now you remember to rest! Where was that when you were on your feet cooking?” Gram Betsy is definitely the worrier. “Ok, I will go, but if you need me, I will put the number to Caro’s beside the phone. If you need me, call.” Then she turns to Dra. “You going to watch out for her while I’m gone?”
“Of course. I’ll be here. Go on Gram. You do this every week. I’ll make sure Callie takes it easy.” Dra walks over to his Gram and kisses her forehead and then walks into the other room.
“Well, ok. You two get to know each other while I’m gone.” Gram Betsy raises her voice so Dra can hear what she says even in the other room.“Yes Gram, now go. Don’t want Caro and the girls coming over here for you.” Dra says from the living room. Gram Betsy leaves and I clean the kitchen spotless and start the dishwasher. I put the food away and I get a bottle of cold water and go outside to the same spot I spent the afternoon. It’s beautiful out here in the early evening. Not too hot, like Texas. I can only imagine what the weather is like there now. The end of July, even at seven thirty at night, it is probably close to ninety- plus degrees. I still miss it. I miss Texas, my family, and my friends. This is the first time I have been separated from any of them for any length of time. Out of all my friends, I think I miss Fe the most. I will be glad to get back to it all. My mind keeps going back over everything that has happened. I just don’t see how I could have done any different. If I changed one thing I wouldn’t be pregnant and I want my baby. That’s one good thing. I love my child. I will be the mom to this child that I never had.
“A penny for your thoughts. You look like you are in such deep thought.” Dra is standing beside me. I didn’t even hear him approach. I must be losing it. CHAPTER 7Dra
“A penny for your thoughts. You look like you are in such deep thought.” Callie looks beautiful sitting out in the dimming light.
“You don’t want my thoughts. They are scattered and running in circles. I keep trying to figure out my mistakes. How I got here? The only thing I know is, I miss my family and friends. My home. But most of all, I love that I am pregnant, so I guess I wouldn’t change most of it. Does that make any sense at all?” Callie looks thoughtful after that statement. “See what I mean. Scattered thoughts. I hate what Devil did to me, but if I changed that, I wouldn’t be pregnant, and that I wouldn’t change.”
“Well maybe you just wanted a child. Do you think if Devil told you the truth you would have still married him? You got the second shooter of your brother. That was your purpose of being with Devil, right?” I know she is trying to rethink her actions. She thinks she is responsible for Devil’s deceit.
“I wanted my brother’s shooter, but I asked for honesty. That’s what Devil promised me. Honesty, commitment, and loyalty. I kept up my end of the deal, but he didn’t keep his, just like Mase. At least with Devil I have a signed contract. How did my life get so complicated?” Callie is speaking from her heart. I feel so much when I am near her, but I know she has been through too much already.
“Callie can I be honest with you? I don’t want to hurt your feelings, but I feel I need to say this.” Since when do I care about hurting someone’s feelings? “Go ahead Dra. Give it to me like you see it. Maybe it will help.” Callie is willing to listen to me, so I will give it to her straight.“I’m not going to sugar coat this for you. You need to quit feeling sorry for yourself and take control of the situation. What happened to the fierce independent woman that took off from Texas by herself? You took control and you were thinking on your feet. You have it in you, so just do it. Figure out what you want and make it happen, because the woman that came into our restaurant looking for a job is not the woman I am sitting here with tonight.” That’s about as clear as I can make it.
Callie looks at me and starts laughing. I began to think she was losing it but she stopped and stood up and came closer to me and gave me a hug. Nothing sexual, just a friendly hug, but I wanted to keep her in my arms because it seemed so right and it felt amazing.
“Thank you, Dra. That is exactly what I needed. No, ‘it’ll be ok’ or ‘it’ll work out’. Just a plain ole kick in the pants. Thank you. You’re right. I have this.” She goes back to the chair and sits down. I want to yank her back in my arms, but I know it is too soon for that.
“Callie, I know you do. I never doubted it for a minute. Can I ask you a question?” She nods her head yes, but she looks like she’s not so sure. “Do you love Devil or your ex that cheated on you? Could you ever really go back to one of them?”
“I thought about them this afternoon. I can tell you that conversation in my head gave me a headache and it was one sided. I can’t imagine how it will be when I finally face them, but I think I can handle it now.” She looks like she is contemplating her answer carefully. “Mase was my first love, my first kiss, my first date, and my first crush. So many firsts. When he told me he cheated on me, it broke something inside of me. You see Dra, I never wanted to dream about forever. I had seen so much of cheating men when I was little. Karen used to drag a new married man home every week. Their wives would beat on our door cussing Karen out. We had to hear the horrible names they called out, and would even call me and Tommy. The ones about Karen were true, but for a little girl they hurt. I didn’t believe in a forever love because of it, but Mase convinced me to try for it and I believed him. Then when I thought I had it and I was happy he jerked it away. Now he expects me just to accept it. Well, I can’t. I won’t! Mase will always have that little part of my heart, but that’s all he will ever get.” Callie took a breath and I can see the glaze of tears in her eyes, though she won’t let them fall. She is so damn beautiful and so strong. She doesn’t know her own strength.
“Then there is Devil. He didn’t promise me a true love. We were a business arrangement or arranged marriage. They would give us Tommy’s other shooter in exchange for me. Devil wanted a wife, supposedly. He did promise truth, loyalty, and commitment. All I got was lies. We did get the shooter, but he got my virginity and the last bit of trust I had left in a relationship. I fell in love with Devil because I thought he was painfully truthful with me, but that was all smoke screens. That man doesn’t know how to tell the truth, and I need the truth above all. I don’t know why Devil would even want me back. He needed me to get Bri back. Then he was supposed to walk away from me and this child. You see he was supposed to just walk away and give up all his rights. I see him walking away from me, but to give up all rights to his child? I never even knew that man. I fell in love with someone I thought he was, not who he is. So the answer is no. I could never accept them back. They are both closed books. I will try to remain friends with Mase. He’s going to be a member of my dad’s club. But that’s as far as it will go. As for Devil, we will have a child to raise, unless he signs his rights away. I have my annulment papers the lawyer needs to take care of, then we will have to figure out a child custody agreement. End of story.” Callie finally stops. She looks like she could cry at any moment, but I know she won’t. To her that would be showing weakness, and that won’t happen. I think I could love this woman. She has so much strength and such a big heart. I want her as mine. I thought I had a passing attraction. Now I know better. How do I want some other man’s woman? She’s pregnant with his child, but it doesn’t matter. I know now I will do what I have to, and make this woman mine. I will protect her and never let her get hurt again. I will keep a smile on her face and love her child as mine. I know this as well as I know my name. Now I have to find a way to convince her.
“I believe in you Callie. You’ll do what is best for you and your child. I will help in any way I can. Just name it.” I will do what is needed to make sure she is never hurt again. “Our whole family has taken a liking to you, and we will help. You could consider staying here. I know Gram would love to have you. Just consider it.” I hope she makes that decision on her own, but if not, I will have to persuade her.
“I’m homesick, but I’ll consider it. I’m tired, so I think I’ll turn in early. Thanks Dra, for the talk. It helped.” Callie gets up to go inside but I can’t let this chance pass me up. If I do, I’ll regret it. As she moves to go past me, I pull her in close to give her a hug goodnight, but I don’t stop there. Before she can pull away I bring my mouth to hers and give her a light kiss. I thought that would be all, but she moves closer in my arms instead of away, and I run my tongue across her lips until she opens for me. Our tongues entwine and she is kissing me as much as I’m kissing her. She has a hint of a taste of lemon from her flavored water and our taste together is the most exotic thing I have ever tasted before. I try to get her closer and I hear a moan escape from her that makes my cock go rock hard. I want her, but I know it is too soon. I tear myself away from her and step back before I take her right here in my Gram’s back yard.
“Where did that come from? Dra, I’m still married. I’m sorry, I should have stopped you.” Callie looks like she is mortified at herself. I can’t let her take the blame for this. I’m the one who just had to taste her.
“That was all me, darling. I’m letting you know now; I am going to make you mine. You can have some time to get used to the idea, but it’s going to happen. You just said those other two assholes are closed books babe, but our story hasn’t even begun to be written yet. Take the time you need to get things straightened out. I’m not rushing you, but it will happen.” I am firm with her and let her know I understand the things she has to take care of.
“Dra, my head is in such a whirlwind over the last two men I let in my life. I don’t need another. I’m attracted to you, as you probably figured out with my reaction to you, but I will not be like Karen. I will not be going from man to man waiting for them to take care of my problems. I can handle that on my own. I also will not be a cheat. I may be married only in name, but I’m still married, so no more kissing. I’m turning in now. We can just forget this happened.” With that she turns to go back in the house, but I catch her hand to stop her.
“You won’t be forgetting that kiss and I won’t be either. I’ll give you your time,
but you will be mine. In fact, you already are, you just haven’t accepted it yet.” I let
go of her hand and she goes into the house and I have to readjust myself in my jeans.
She is mine. She just needs to come to terms with it.
CHAPTER 8
I’m alone in my room wondering what in the heck just happened. Dra, I thought was being a good friend, but where in the heck did that kiss come from. I’ve only been kissed by two other men, but Dra’s kiss set me on fire. I can’t do this again. Can I? How in the heck do I keep getting myself in these situations? I need to call dad. I might as well get that done so I can find out if he talked to Cross. The sooner I get rid of the title of Mrs. Steel, the better it will be. I stretch out across my bed and dial dad’s phone and put my phone on speaker. Two rings and …
“Hey, Baby Girl. I sure needed to hear your voice. It’ll make things a little better.” Dad sounds stressed and I hate I helped to put that stress on him.“Dad are you ok? You sound stressed. Is everything going ok?” I can always tell when he is stressed. His voice is different. “Truth dad. Don’t sugarcoat it. Only truth. I’m an adult now, so spill it.”
“Ok. Remember you asked for it. I talked to Cross, the annulment in Texas while you’re pregnant is not happening. Have to wait until after it’s born, and a child custody agreement is made. Sorry baby.” This puts a damper on my thoughts.
“Dad, Devil may not eve n want anything to do with this child. He was going to sign his rights away without even seeing the baby born. Who knows?” I knew this was going to be difficult, that’s why I left.
“No, he has been blowing up my phone, and Steel wants a sit down. You know you can’t bring any of that up in court. That’s not who we are. We don’t let the law settle things for us. Can you come to an agreement with Devil? We will settle this with lawyers in our clubhouse. It’s how we will handle it. Can you accept that?” Dad is trying not to sound like he is demanding, but I know this is how we settle things in the club.
“All I can say is, my child will be living with me. I will have custody and Devil can have visitation until the child is at least two. The standard. Cross will know what it is called and how it works, but I will give no more. If he tries for more, he will get one hell of a fight. In and out of court. I’m not being unreasonable.” I know I will do everything I can to keep my child with me as much as I can and protected.
“I see you have given this some thought. That’s good. Are you going to hear Devil out? He said he fell in love with you and he was only going to get Bri back and then claim you. It’s your choice. He doesn’t deserve you. I will back you one hundred percent.” That’s a relief. I knew dad would do what I asked, but to know he leaves it up to me is like a burden off my shoulders.
“Thank you, dad. I won’t give Devil another chance to break my heart, but I do understand he is the father and he has rights. I will do what it takes to keep it civil. I don’t want my child in a war zone. We will do club justice first, but if that don’t work, I will take him to court. Can you live with that?” I know he will. I have no doubt at all.
“You know that’s the way to d o it. Club justice is always better without the legal system involved. I think you and Devil will be able to raise my grandchild just fine once he gives up on the idea of getting you back. I know Kat will be a terrific grandma. She’ll make sure the child is cared for when they have the baby.” Dad is trying to keep a level head about it, and I understand that, but I won’t bend on my convictions.
“How’s everyone and when are you going to get here? Have you seen Fe? I miss all my family and friends.” I don’t want to sound whiney.“Haven’t heard from Fe, except for every day since you’ve been gone. That boy definitely has mother hen tendencies. As soon as it’s safe, you need to call him.” Dad really likes my friends. They’ve practically grown up in our house, just like I did in theirs.
“Dad, I’m going to get off this phone. I need to call Cross and have a word with him. I need some legal facts and he is my lawyer.” I have a few questions for Cross. Maybe there is more than one way to get what I want. Then a thought comes into my head. “Dad, can you do me a favor tomorrow?”
“Sure, Baby Girl. Name it. I should be there in five days. We are leaving tomorrow, but we are taking our time. Making sure we aren’t followed.” Dad is smart and he is being cautious.
“In the morning, first thin g, go and get a postcard and mail it to me. Be sure and mail it straight from the post office. Hand it to the postal worker so they take it straight to be mailed. Do you have the address?” I know he’s going to ask why. I’ll just have to leave it vague.
“Isn’t that taking a chance? What are you up to?” I knew he would ask. He sounds really puzzled.“Just please trust me. It may be nothing, but will you do it?” I know he will do it, I also know at some point I will have to explain.
“Ok. I’ll be careful wit h it, but when I see you, you will explain. Love you, Callie. I’ll see you in a few days. If you call Cross, get rid of the phone afterwards. Don’t take any chances.” He is so protective. I will be glad when he gets here.
“Night dad. Love you to the moon and back.” Then I disconnect. I am homesick. I miss my family. One more call, then I’m out for the night. I have been so tired. I dial the number I have memorized. Three rings and then I hear the voice of the man who can give me answers. “Cross here.”“Mr. Cross, this is Callie Steel and I need your help.” He is quiet for a minute, but he finally speaks.
“Yes Callie, I knew I would be getting another call from you. I had the rings delivered. We’ve come across a road block on the annulment. Something else I can help with?” Mr. Cross has gotten to know me pretty well. I always have a back-up plan.
“Why yes, Mr. Cross there is. There are a couple of things. I know the one you will have to run by Dad first, but you have my permission and I will tell him to expect your call. This is time sensitive, so put a hurry on it, please. Devil is responsible for the bill, as put in our papers, but if he won’t pay, I will.” I want Cross to understand the importance and that I’m in a hurry.
“Ok. Now you have me intrigued. Mr. Steel didn’t know what he was getting into when he tangled with you. I have to say you are a very wise opponent for your age.” I can hear the sarcasm and the weariness Cross has in his voice. As long as he does his job, that is all I care about.
“Ok Mr. Cross, this is what I need you to do.” I hope this will work. I need to cover my bases before Devil catches up with me. I know he will sooner or later, so I need to be prepared.
ChiefStaying here at the clubhouse is the only way I can get any sleep at all. Somehow, no matter how tired I am, sleep evades me. I am worried about Callie. I need her home where she belongs. I should have kept Devil away from her. I should have told her about Diamondback. Shoulda, coulda, woulda. Too late now. Now, all I can do is worry. After drinking myself into a stupor, I think I can just about get some sleep when I hear my phone. I grab it from my nightstand and flip it open. “This better be good.” I only hope they can hear the attitude I am throwing out over the phone.
“Well hello to you to Dad. Did I wake you? Sorry, I thought you would still be up.” It’s Callie’s sweet voice. Now I feel like an ass for answering the way I did.“Sorry Baby Girl. Thought you might be one of the brothers. I just left th em to get some sleep. Is everything ok, we just talked?” I didn’t think I would get another chance to talk to you before I left.” I hope everything is ok with her. I don’t think I can take anything else without killing someone.
“No dad, everything is fine. I just talked to Cross and he will be getting in touch with you soon. I can’t tell you the details yet, but please trust me. I’m thinking with a level head now and I am doing what I have to do to protect my child. I am trying to stay one step ahead of Devil. Can you trust me?” Callie seems sure of herself and I have always trusted her instincts. They hardly ever lead her wrong. She went against her better judgement with Devil, but she thought she was paying for our vengeance for Tommy. We took care of the other two men responsible for that, but the price Baby Girl had to pay was too high.
“Ok. I trust you. You have good instincts and I always have your back. I just want you home.” Can’t be any more honest than that. I will do whatever it takes to help her.
“Thank you, dad. After the Devil fiasco, I won’t let my guard down again. Too much is at stake. The club might get a little flack, but not much. Can you live with that?” I don’t like the sound of that, but I let Baby Girl down before and I won’t do it again.
“We can take some heat but can you? I don’t want you stressed. You need to have a calm and happy pregnancy. Remember that’s why you left for the first three months.” I want her to be sure she can do this.
“I’m good dad and I can do this, trust me. I can’t wait for you to get here and meet Gram Betsy and Dra.” Now she’s quiet. She realizes she’s let out a little too much excitement over me meeting these people. I need to meet this Dra and see what his angle is.
“Ok. I’ll be there before you know it. Be safe Callie. Take care of yourself and my grandbaby.” I need to try and get some sleep. Maybe I can get back into sleep mode. “Night Dad. Love you to the moon and back. Later.” With that she disconnects and I don’t remember even putting my phone back on the nightstand.Callie
It seems like I just got to sleep when I wake up with a strong urge to go pee. These frequent urges to go are messing with my sleep. I throw the covers back and stumble out of the bed and run right into my door. Oh, crap, that hurt. Quiet stupid, before you wake everyone up. I hope I didn’t wake Gram Betsy. I hear a soft knock on my door as I go into the bathroom and I say quietly, “Come in.” I go in and take care of my pressing issues and wash my hands and think I am going to go back in my room and talk to Gram Betsy but am shocked to find Dra sitting in the middle of my bed.
“I’m sorry, did I wake you up? I ran into the door when I woke up. Guess I wasn’t fully awake. Did you stay here tonight?” I don’t know why he’s in my bed.“We are short a prospect. I decided to stay to make sure that you two stay safe. I did my run and came back. I thought you were trying to break down the door.” I notice he is looking down at my legs, I have a short tshirt and panties on. Oops. I’m not wearing a bra and it’s pretty evident. I rush over and get under the covers beside Dra.
“I really wasn’t expecting a guest. I’m sorry I woke you. I’ll try not to let it happen again. Maybe I can sleep the rest of the night.” I feel a little self-conscious. I don’t know Dra well enough to be half dressed in front of him.
“Are you shy Callie? No need to be. I think you are beautiful. Beauty should not be hidden.” Ok. Well, maybe not, but I shouldn’t be half naked in front of everyone either.
“Is there something you need Dra, because it is late?” I’m not trying to be rude but I don’t feel this is appropriate.“Callie do you remember how I told you that you would be mine? I hope you understand that when I say you are going to be mine, that means I am going to be yours, also. I won’t cheat, therefore when I want to sleep beside a woman, it will be you, and tonight I just want to hold you. What harm is there in that?” What? Where the hell did this come from?
“I don’t think that is a good idea Dra. I am attracted to you and we don’t need to be in a bed together. So I will talk to you in the morning.” That is straight forward. He should understand. I am married.
“Ok. I can do that Callie, but first I want just one kiss. Please, just one kiss and then I will go. I need to taste you again.” Dra is being kind of sweet, but kind of pushy, too. What harm could one kiss do? Famous last words of an idiot.
“Ok, one kiss.” That’s all it took. Dra had me in his ar ms with him wrapped around me. He brings his lips down to mine and it starts out as a soft slow kiss. I like it. I wrap my arms around the back of his neck and pull him in closer. Just like this afternoon, the taste of us together is amazing. Our tongues entwine together, fighting slowly for dominance. A soft moan escapes me and I feel the heat between my legs, and as Dra moves even closer, I feel his impressive erection behind his sweats. The kiss moves to a deeper more sensual mingling and I feel his hand move down to my breast. I know I should stop this, but I want more. I want him closer. He runs his hand up my tshirt and takes my nipple between his two fingers and he’s playing with my nipple ring. Our breaths are heavy and hot. I squirm and rub my legs together to try and get some friction where I need it. Damn, I want more. Then he pulls away from me and pulls my shirt over my head. I know I should stop, but my body has a mind of its own right now, and it won’t be denied. His mouth is on my nipple and he runs his tongue over the tip and then pulls playfully on the ring. I run my hand down his back and then back between us trying to get my hand on his cock. I want to feel him. I want to taste him. I finally reach his sweats and run my hand inside and take his cock in my hand and I grip his head securely, but not too tight. I lube my hand with his pre-come, run my hand over his head and then down his shaft to his balls. Then so slowly back up, always being sure to pay special attention to the head. It’s making me so wet playing with him while he gives special attention to each of my nipples. I am arching my back off the bed. He presses my stomach back down with his hand. He’s kissing down my body. Licking a trail to my belly button. Kissing around it and taking my belly button ring into his mouth and giving it a soft tug. I am beyond stopping. My body just wants more. I am reaching for him to pull him back up and he sits up and takes my hands in his hands.
“Hold on to the headboard and don’t let go. If you let go, I won’t let you come.I’m not playing with you, Callie. I love your sass, but in the bedroom I am the boss. Do you understand? I may let you lead sometimes, but I will always be in charge. I will take care of you, babe. Just don’t let go until I tell you.” With that he takes my foot in his hand and starts kissing the insole of my foot and then he massages it as he moves his mouth to my big toe, putting it in his mouth and sucking gently. My back comes off the bed and I let go of the headboard.
“This is the only warning you’re getting. Don’t let go again.” With that he starts kissing slowly up the inside of my leg. I am going crazy. I have never wanted someone the way I want Dra right now.
“Please Dra. I need you.” Much more and I am going to have an orgasm before he’s even inside me.“It’s ok, babe. Just lay back and enjoy. Tonight is all about you. I am going to kiss every inch of your body. I am going to taste every inch of your body.” Dra goes back to kissing his way up. He sits up between my legs and runs his hands over my thighs and then runs his finger up and down my waxed pussy. He’s getting his finger wet from the juices I have running out. I so want his finger inside of me. I might ignite the second it is in. Then he rubs his wet finger over my clit and it’s all I can do not to let go of the headboard. My back comes off the bed again. It feels so good. I feel the heat working up my body. I will do anything to feel him inside me.
“Please Dra, I need to come. Oh please, let me.” Then he thrusts his finger inside me and I ignite. I feel the spasms. I am so close.“Callie wake up. Are you ok?” I feel myself being shaken. No I am so close. “Babe, are you ok? I heard you down the hall.” Dra is sitting beside me on the bed. I feel my own hand between my legs under the covers and I am so close but Dra is right here. What the hell?
“What are you doing in here? I was dreaming. I think. Can you give me some privacy?” This could not get any more embarrassing.“Babe, you were calling out my name and by the look on your face and the way your hand is moving under your covers, you were definitely dreaming about me. I like that. Yep, I like that a lot.” Well yes, this can get more embarrassing. Dra has one of those shit eating grins on his face. I would like to knock it right off. I slowly take my hand out of my panties. Trying not to let him know that is what I’m doing. “I don’t know what you’re talking about. Can you leave?” But instead of leaving, Dra, makes his way up to me and yanks the covers down. My shirt is up almost to the bottom of my breasts and you can see the wet spot on my panties. They are very wet.
“Well, aren’t you all sexy and wet.” Then he takes me totally by surprise when he yanks my hand up and puts my fingers in his mouth. He sucks leisurely on my fingers running his tongue over my fingers and I get wetter and ready to ignite.
“Damn girl, you taste amazing. I am tempted to spread that pussy of yours and suck on your clit until you come so I can lap those juices up. Damn you have me as hard as a rock. Do you know how damn sexy you are?” Dra lets my fingers fall and takes me in a tantalizing kiss. I so need to have an orgasm. I moan and move toward Dra, but he moves me back and moves his hand between my legs and starts to rub his thumb over my clit in slow motion, keeping it pressed firmly down. I can’t breathe, I feel it again and I need it. I should stop this, but I need it so bad. Then before I know what Dra is going to do he puts two of his fingers in me while rubbing my clit and I can’t stop myself as I fall apart. My orgasm takes over my body and it feels so good. It’s hard to breathe and my body is shaking from the spasms. It is so damn good.
“You are so damn tight. Damn I want inside you. You are so beautiful when you
fall apart.” He keeps the pressure on my clit until I am boneless with satisfaction.
Then he takes his fingers out of me and puts them in his mouth. “Damn if that isn’t
the best taste in the world. You just sealed your fate, darling. You are mine and I will
have you in my bed. I may have to wait, but you will be under me.” Dra gets up and
puts my cover back over me and kisses my forehead. “I have to get out of here
before I forget I’m going to wait until you’re ready.” With that Dra gets up and walks
out. I can’t say anything. I am totally sated and I need sleep. That is the last thing I
remember.
CHAPTER 11
I wake up and stretch. The light is streaming through my bedro om window. It’s still early, but once again I have the need to go. Then I remember last night. Oh crap! Maybe it was all a dream. A great dream, well, parts were great. Others not so much. I get out of bed and grab my standard cut offs and tank top. Then I find me a cute bra and panty set and go to get my morning ritual over with. It’s not long before I am combing through my short hair. Today this red crap comes out. I can’t stand to look at it anymore. At least that’s one thing I can take care of. I am hoping Dra is already gone. Surely he is, then I hear the light tap on my bedroom door. Might as well get this over with.
“Come in.”“Good morning, babe. Came in to see if you might need my services this morning. Even if I do still have blue balls from last night.” Dra makes his way over to me and tries to give me a hug. I go completely stiff. He is way too sure of himself.
“Dra, I can’t do this. I’m married and I won’t be that woman. I should have stopped last night. I don’t know what came over me.” I want Dra to know I will not do this before I am divorced or whatever.
“Callie, I understand that. I know you are determined and I respect that, but Callie, I do not regret last night. I will never regret it. I will wait on you, but you will be mine. Get used to it. Last night sealed it when I watched you fall apart. Then when I tasted you, there will be no one else but you for me. That also means me for you. It’s happening.” Dra kisses the top of my head but then lets me go. That’s good, I need distance. Lots of distance. I make my way around him and out to the kitchen. Hawser and Krill are at the table eating. I notice oatmeal on the stove and I go over to get some. Gram Betsy must have made it special because everyone else is eating bacon and eggs. She is the best. I pour milk and a little honey over the top and go to sit next to Krill. Dra has come in the room and takes hold of my shoulders, before I can sit, and moves me over to a chair that I’m guessing is his. I look at Dra and he is just grinning. Then I chance a look at Hawser and Krill and they have matching grins on their faces. Whatever, I’m hungry so I am just going to eat and get out of here for the day.
“Betsy is looking over the motel right now and lining out her workers. Today is her town day, so unless you want to go with her, she will be scarce today.” Hawser tell me. Then he looks to Dra. “You going to be around the club house today? We need to repair that ceiling. Could use a hand.”
“I’ll be there. Scout should be fixing it. He’s the one who shot holes in it.” Dra doesn’t seem amused about doing roofing work. “It would take him too long. We need to get it done before it rains. Don’t worry, he’ll be there and he’ll be paying. Every time that asshole gets drunk on whiskey he shoots up something.” Hawser sounds pissed. I wouldn’t want to be Scout. He’s going to have a bad day.
“Good morning, dear.” Gram Betsy greets me when she comes in the back door. “I’m going to the salon today. Would you like to go? I have all kinds of errands to run today. It would get you out of the house and I can show you around town. We’ll take lunch by to the boys and you can see the club.”
“Yes ma’am, I would like to go. I need to get my normal hair color back. Thank you.” I finish up my oatmeal and take my bowl and put it in the dishwasher and start tidying up the kitchen.
“Woman, come sit with me while I eat.” Dra tells me and the other three peop le in the room are all smiles. I go and sit back down next to Dra. His eyes never leave me. When he finishes and I see Hawser and Krill have finished, I notice how quiet the room has gotten and it is uncomfortable. I get up to clear the table but Dra grabs my hand and I sit back down.
“Do you two have something to let us in on?” Hawser ask. I feel the need to slink out of the kitchen.“She’s mine. End of story.” Dra says it so matter of fact.
“No. I belong to no one. I am married to someone else, so I can’t be yours. End of story.” I am getting pissed and I don’t care who knows. I am tired of men telling me what to do, so I get up and start picking up dishes to put in to wash.
“Technicality. We will remedy that. I am claiming you. Dad it needs to go to vote today if possible. The sooner the better. Claiming trumps marriage in our club. Understand this, Callie. It’s happening. Adapt.” Dra has now pushed my pissed to infuriated. No bully of a biker is pushing me around.
“Are you sure Dra? Once it’s voted on it’s done. You don’t want to give Callie time to adjust and take care of her business. There’s going to be trouble with Devil. Are you ready for that?” Hawser is totally ignoring me. These men are going to push me too far.
“Hell dad, we haven’t had a good fight in a while. I like Callie. If Dra don’t claim her, I might.” Krill puts his two cents in.“Shut up Krill and don’t look at my woman that way. I’m sure Dad. Done deal. She’s mine.” Dra just won’t listen.
“Oh dear, I’m so happy. One of my boys finally found his life partner.” Gram Betsy pats my hand.
“Gram Betsy I would love to go with you. Can we leave soon?” I have to get out of here before I kill someone. “Dra, it’s not happening, so you deal with it.”
“Oh honey, there’s no use in arguing with them. My Caroline did the same thing.
In fact, all my family did, but when Hawser’s mind was set, it was set and it
happened. Just go with the flow. It’s easier.” Gram Betsy is sweet but she doesn’t
know my determination.
Devil
It’s seems like forever since I have seen Callie. My world is spinning out of control without her. Laying in this motel bed is not helping. All I can do is think about her. The way her face lights up when she’s happy or the sparks in those gorgeous blue eyes when she’s about to go off about something. That woman is full of spunk.
“Son, you need to get up. Chief is on the go again. Our man just called, so we need to get moving. You were right, Ty met back up with Chief again and he’s in that Trans Am. They’re going to be meeting up with Callie somewhere and we can’t afford to lose them. They’re being careful, so we have to be smart.” Dad is ready to get out of the doghouse with my mom, so he is anxious to get this over with.
“We aren’t going to lose them. We’ve come too far to not get what we want now. Callie is my woman and she is carrying my child. Do you really think I am going to let Chief get away from me?” I will follow Chief into hell to get my Callie back.
“You know Kylar, I think you would. I think you really love that girl and that is the only reason I am still backing you. I don’t think you would be the same if you lose her. That gives her a lot of power over you. Are you ready for that? That’s a big change for you. Do you know what you are going to say to her to make her understand why you did what you did? How you deceived her? Because I don’t think she is going to be too forgiving.” Dad is always thinking ahead, but I don’t really know what to say to Callie.
“Dad, I really don’t know, but I know I don’t want to live without her. She’s become important to me and I am not letting her walk away with my child. She can be as mad as she wants, but she will come home with me. She’ll just have to learn to live with it.” There is no other option. She is mine. My child is mine. We will be a family.
“Let’s hit the road then. We need to follow them so we can get this done and I can get back home to my own bed. Your mom is highly disappointed in both our decisions. I’ve never seen her lose it like she did over Callie. Your mom is a mother bear and now Callie is one of her cubs and we will have hell to pay until she is back where she belongs. Just don’t underestimate Chief, he’s proven he will do anything for Callie.” Dad is right, but I won’t be stopped by anyone.
“I still have that ace up my sleeve. Chief will do what it takes to protect Callie, so he will see it my way.” We all know Chief and his club still have that secret that Callie is the one to kill Chaz. I will use that to my advantage if I have to.
“Ok. Let’s kick up some dust.” Another day on the road is what I need to clear my head.Callie
We are walking into the front door of the clubhouse just a little late. It took a little extra time since I had my hair done, too. I like my natural color much better. Not much for red hair. We stopped and got takeout from the restaurant because we were late. The guys are still on the roof and we come inside to set the food out and get drinks ready for when they decide to break. The inside of the clubhouse is pretty much the same as ours, but theirs is a little bigger and has two stripper poles instead of one. The pool tables take up a little extra room. I follow Gram Betsy farther into the front room to the tables we put the food out on. That’s when I notice the club girls have come into the room by the bar. They are the typical club girls. Big boobs, long hair and hardly any clothes on with too much makeup. I am not paying much attention to them. The girls in my dad’s club are all nice and we get along just fine. Who am I to judge anyone? Whatever anyone wants to do with their lives is just that, their business and none of mine. Only difference is dad keeps the girls out of the club until night. The days are for business and family, but at night it’s a free for all. Of course, sometimes there have been exceptions. These girls are scoping me out though, and I can’t say I am really amused by it. Then one of them moves towards where we are. Gram Betsy does not seem to like it.
“What do you want Lottie? This is for the boys when they come down for lunch.” First time I have heard Gram Betsy have an attitude with someone.“Betsy, we have the men covered with lunch. You two can leave. We will handle them just fine. We’ll take care of all their needs.” I don’t know who this Lottie is, but she just disrespected Gram Betsy and that just won’t fly with me.
“I believe Gram Betsy just told you we had their lunch and I don’t think a club girl should be disrespecting anyone. So go back to your corner and leave us the hell alone.” Yes, I’m being a bitch, but I can’t stand when someone tries to disrespect like that and I’m sure Hawser wouldn’t like it either.
“Who the hell are you to be telling me anything? You don’t belong here and you need to get the hell out because I am Dra’s woman, and he won’t like you disrespecting me in his club.” Well. So Dra has a woman. Or someone who wants to be his woman. I doubt very seriously if she is his woman that he would let her disrespect his Gram. So much for him being honest with me. Men are all alike. Wouldn’t know honesty if it bit them on the ass. “This old woman is only in the way here. Just because Hawser used to be married to her daughter doesn’t give her the right to come in here and try to take over. If it wasn’t for her, Zandalynn would have her man here more often.” That’s it. This bitch has gone too far. I close the space between me and Lottie and I grab her by the throat and I pick her up and slam her down on the empty table next to us. I tighten my hand around her throat and cut her air off. She’s trying to fight my hand but when I get a grip I’m not letting go. The next girl with short frizzy hair comes around the bar and starts towards me, when she is close I drag Lottie across the table and throw her on the floor. She lays there grasping for air. I twirl around before the girl has a chance to get to me and give her a back kick in the mouth.
“What the hell is going on in my club house?” Dra and Krill are over to us before I can get another hit on either of the girls, but then it dawns on me what I just did. Oh crap. I shouldn’t be fighting, I’m pregnant. I just lost it and didn’t think. What am I doing?
“Someone answer me.” Hawser is pissed. Now I get to see the President side of him.“Lottie was just trying to tell Betsy we had your lunch ready.” The red haired girl was telling Hawser. That’s it. Enough is enough.
“I call bullshit on that. Lottie was disrespecting Gram Betsy and I don’t put up with crap like that. She actually said she was your woman Dra, and if it wasn’t for Gram Betsy, Zandalynn would have Hawser here more. This has been all shits and giggles. Gram Betsy if you could take me back to your place now, I would appreciate it. These women have already made me cuss and forget myself. If this is how this club is run, I need to leave. No one disrespects someone I love and gets away with it.” I see all the club members just staring at me, but all I can do is glare at Dra. When am I ever going to learn?
“Sweetheart, are you ok? I’ll take you right home.” Grams Betsy is hurt and it’s written all over her face. I could kill these bitches. I’m not real happy with this club right now. “Hawser, I never meant to be a burden to you and my boys. I was just trying to help. I’m a grown woman and I can take care of myself, so don’t burden yourself with me anymore.” This poor sweet woman is trying not to cry. I better get myself out of here before I kill someone.
“Lottie is not my woman. She has sucked my cock and I have fucked her a few times, but she is just a club girl. She is not mine. Callie you are mine and there will be no one else for me. End of story.” Dra comes to stand beside me. “Are you ok? So you can fight, too. You just keep amazing me.”
“Dra I have been waiting for you to make me your ol’ lady. Who is this bitch anyway? She’s just a little girl. You know I always take care of you and I have plans for us.” Lottie is whining and it is getting on my nerves.
“Well, this little girl just kicked your ass.” I know I need to keep my mouth shut but it just isn’t cooperating.“Enough! This is my damn club and no one disrespects Betsy.
She’s family. Lottie and Zandalynn get your shit and get out. I hear another word from either of you it will be your last. Everyone is on notice these two are not allowed back in here or around us. Did everyone hear that? Betsy, I am so sorry. You are not a burden to us. You do so much for us, and you keep us in line. Carolyn would come back and haunt me if she thought I let anyone disrespect you.” Hawser seems sincere. Finally.
“We don’t need this shit anyway.” The one that must be Zandalynn says. Then she looks straight at me with hate in her eyes. “This isn’t over with us. No one replaces us.”
“Bitch, I’m not getting on my knees for ten men in one night, so I’m not replacing you, but anytime you want to make good on that threat you know where I am.” Dra grabs a hold of my arm and Krill steps between us.
“Little sister, we will take up your slack until you spit th at baby out. Dra you have your hands full. She is a hot head just like you. This is going to be so much fun.” Krill grabs Lottie and then he grabs Zandalynn with the other hand and pushes them down the hall. “Bitches need to know their place.” I walk over to Gram Betsy and take her in a tight hug. She has come to mean a lot to me in such a short time. I love her just like I did my Grandma. It’s going to be so hard to leave her.
“Callie, I appreciate you taking up for Betsy like that, but damn girl you need to calm down. Just come to one of us next time.Your dad will not be happy if he gets here and you are hurt. You know how it works.” He’s right. I know how a club runs.
“I’m sorry for causing such a commotion in your club, but I don’t like bullies of any kind.” That should smooth it out a little. It’s not an excuse, but a reason.
“Callie, you were made for me. By the way you were voted in. You’re mine.” Dra has that damn grin on his face again. He lifts me in his arms and spins me around. Then I’m back on my feet just as fast.
“Does everyone want to eat now? The food is probably cold. Do you want me to warm it?” Gram Betsy is trying to change the subject again. It’s better to ignore it than fight. I’m tired now, so we can fight tomorrow.
“Sit down Gram. The food is not that cold. It’ll be fine.” Dra lets his Gram know we just need to eat.CHAPTER 14
Callie
Dad should be getting here today. I’m so excited I could hardly sleep last night. Of course, that could also be because after the little fiasco at the club house day before yesterday Dra has been sleeping with me in my bed. Another argument I lost to that man, but he has kept his word to me. There has been nothing sexual what so ever. He has held me while I sleep and I feel safe. He has almost a gentleness to him until he opens that arrogant mouth or wears that smirky grin. I have to admit that grin is as sexy as sin, but I would never tell him that because he is already full of himself. His chest is so wide and defined. I can get lost in his huge arms when he puts them around me. His six pack is more like an eight pack and I could so get lost in him, but I won’t let myself. That’s how I got in this situation to start with. I need to get out of this bed and quit drooling over this man before I forget all the reason I shouldn’t.
“You know if you want to examine the rest of me I could always just strip for you. Trust me, you’ll enjoy the rest of the package as much as what you see now. Of course, you’ve already had part of it in your hand the other night. Anymore dreams?” He is such a smart ass. Just like I said, full of himself.
“Dra you are here because I am tired of arguing with you, but I guarantee you when my dad gets here today, that tonight I will be somewhere else. You might want to get used to that idea.” I don’t want to hurt Dra, because I really like his whole family, but I have a life to get back to. My life. Even if it ends up with me just across town.
“Have you ever thought I am just trying to give you options? I know you are wearing someone else’s last name, but how much could he care about you if he was willing to walk away? I won’t walk away.” With that Dra is up and in the bathroom. Guess I hurt his feelings, still, I need to be honest with him. Damn men. I get out of bed and gather my clothes and wait for Dra to come out of the bathroom. He comes out and startles me when he takes me in his arms and kisses the top of my head.
“I just want you to be mine forever. Don’t you see that? It’s happening.” Dra is infuriating.“Well it doesn’t matter what you want. I have learned my lesson, there is no forever. Not for me anyway. My child will be my forever.” I can’t look at Dra. Can’t he see I am too damaged for anyone to love forever? My own mom couldn’t love me. How pathetic is that.
“That’s not pathetic. That’s shame on your mom. Can’t you see I have fallen in love with you? I will make sure you aren’t hurt on purpose again in your life.” Dra is reassuring me, but I didn’t mean to say that out loud. I don’t need anyone’s sympathy.
“Can w e just drop this for now? I want to get my shower so I can go meet my dad. I miss him and Ty. Who all is coming with them? Do you know?” I have been curious who I would get to see today. I’m as excited as a little kid on Christmas Eve.
“Dad said your brother, and a prospect.” I think back to the prospects my dad has now and I get a sinking feeling in my stomach.“Did dad say what prospect is coming?” Surely my dad wouldn’t bring Mase. “No he didn’t. Why? You seem really interested.” Dra is curious and I guess I need to go ahead and warn him in case.
“You remember I told you about an ex that cheated on me. Well he is one of my dad’s prospects. Him and his two best friends.” At least he will be prepared. “As long as he knows his place, we will be fine. His place is away from you.” Dra is going to go all caveman on me.
“I’m not arguing with you. I am going to take my shower so I can go see my dad. I’ll see you in a few.” I start to walk off but Dra catches my arm and pulls me in for a kiss. Just a kiss on the cheek. I pull away and into the safety of the bathroom A room with a good door and a lock between us. I take a long breath when I lock the door. I hear Dra laugh when he hears the lock.
“You know I could help with those hard to reach places. Just say the word.” Total ass.“No thank you. I have been giving myself a shower for years.” I give it right back to him.
“Not the way I can, babe. We could steam up that mirror and wouldn’t even need hot water.” I remember his hands on me and my panties are definitely wet. “Go away Dra. I need to hurry.” With that I turn the water on. I leave it cold. I think I need it.
“Your loss, but babe, it’s going to happen.” Dra’s famous words that are stuck on play. Can’t wait to see how my dad takes to Dra. I hurry through my shower and decide to blow dry my hair to give it some umph. I love it now that the red is gone. I finish up and make my way into the kitchen to my normal bowl of oatmeal with a glass of milk and my vitamin. I found out yesterday I can use the grater on an apple and then sprinkle a little cinnamon in it and it tastes freaking awesome. I finish up just as Gram is coming in the back door. After what happened at the club the other day she asked if I would just call her Gram. It feels right, so here I am with a Gram. She looks like she just came from the motel. She has an armful of towels to go in the washer.
“What happened? Washer go out at the motel?” She usually washes all the motel stuff over in the washroom there.“No. I had a leak in one of the rooms and this is what I used to
clean it up. These are old towels used for messes, but so the girls don’t have to do it, I brought them home.” Gram is always thoughtful. She should be slowing down and taking care of herself, but she’s always taking care of everyone else. “I need to get a shower and then we can go wait at the club for your dad.”
“Are you sure that is a good idea after the incident the other day? I don’t think the club girls like me much.” I don’t want a repeat of the other day.“Doesn’t matter what they like. Hawser said to be there before lunch. He said your dad should be there by then.” Gram is eager to meet my family and I’m eager to get a big hug from my dad.
“Ok. You get in the shower and I’ll put these in to wash.” She hands the towels to me and heads to her room.“Sounds good to me. Be out in fifteen.” The sooner the better. This is going to be a great day. If I’d only known what lies ahead of me today, I probably would have gone back to bed.
ChiefIt has been a long ride but we are finally here. The outside of this clubhouse looks a lot like ours, but don’t they all? I can’t wait to see Baby Girl. I have been worried out of my head over that girl. I know she is behind those walls. She is going to be happy we have her car back for her, but she is not going to be happy about the news I have about Mase. I know she said she doesn’t love him anymore, but I think this news may hurt her even more. I never would have thought that boy would have lost it like he did, but I guess I never really knew him. His buddy Cru London went with him but Jeb stayed with us. He’s with us now, so maybe he can help explain it to Callie. I just never know what will happen next these days. We make it to the front of the club and I am off my bike. I see Callie running out the club door. She is running at full force. My Baby Girl must have heard my bike. She hits my body and I catch her in my arms. Damn, I have missed my girl.
“Dad, I have missed you so much.” My girl is crying, and Callie is no crier, so I know she’s missed her family. “Oh, Dad, you got my car back. How did you get that old coot to let go of it? Thank you so much but I don’t deserve it after I made you worry. I’m sorry.” My girl is happy.
“Hey now, dry the tears. We’re here now and everything is fine. Let’s get in the club. You don’t need to be out in the open in case someone followed us. I was careful, but you can never be too careful.” I try to lead her inside, but Ty has her in his arms now and I don’t think he is going to want to let her go anytime soon. Ty missed his sister. I think he lost as much sleep over her as I did. “Come on get inside.” We all head back to the door and I am met by the President of the Troubled Fathoms. He sticks his hand out to shake my hand and I take it gladly. He and his club have kept Callie safe, and that makes them our friends now. We owe them. We get inside, and once again the setup is basically the same. We make our way to the bar and Ty still hasn’t let go of Callie completely yet. There is a big guy that is the SAA and I believe Hawser said that was his boy.
“Dad, this is Hawser by the way. Hawser this is Chief, my dad.” My girl is comfortable with Hawser so I know he can’t be all bad. She is generally a good judge of character.
“Good to meet you, Chief. Welcome to our club.” Hawser is still sizing me up but so far so good.“Who has his hands all over my woman?” The big SAA is asking. What the hell has Callie gotten herself into this time?
“Dad, this is Dra, Hawser’s son and the Sergeant At Arms for the Troubled Fathoms MC.” Well that much I figured out but why is he claiming Callie? “I’m her damn brother. That would be Tazer to you. No one owns my sister.” Ty is very protective of Callie and we both have had enough of men yanking her around.
“Well, Callie is my woman. I have claimed her in front of my club, so I think that does make her mine. I know she has issues to work out first, I am willing to wait, but she is mine.” Dra is playing with a time bomb. Ty has grown up a lot since Callie has been gone and he’s not going to let no one push her into anything anymore. When we found out what Devil had been up to, we had to lock Ty down for two days. I thought he was actually going to kill Devil, not that I was far behind him, but my first priority was getting Callie home. Now what have we walked in on? My girl has more men after her than she can handle.
Callie“Dra, calm down please. Ty, please.” Hot headed bikers. There’s no dealing with them.
“It’s Tazer now, Callie. I got my road name.” Ty lets me know he wants to be called by his road name.
“Ok, men. I have food set out. By the way, I’m Betsy Clark. Hawser was married to my daughter. I am Dra and Krill’s Gram and Callie’s too, now. Chief, you have a lovely daughter and she has become very important in my life the short time she has been here. She has been a joy to have here. So please call me Betsy or Gram.” Gram reaches out and shakes my dad’s hand. Always the peacemaker.
“Well I still want my hug, too.” Jeb comes to me and I am a little hesitant but finally hug him tight. I know now it won’t be long before Mase knows where I am. What was dad thinking? Then I hear Jeb whisper in my ear. “Mase won’t know Callie. Not from me. Some things have changed since you’ve been gone. Your dad will explain.” Jeb kisses the top of my head.
“You can take your hands off my woman if you want to keep them.” Dra is pissed and has me behind him and away from Jeb before I know it.“Whoa. We’re just friends. Have been for years.” Jeb is trying to explain and dad has gotten in between Dra and Jeb.
“Then you’re not Mase?” Dra has mistaken his identity. He’s got Jeb mixed up with Mase.
“I see my daughter has filled you in on all the players then, but this is not Mase, this is Jeb.” Dad has a strange look on his face when he says Mase. “Mase and Cru London are no longer prospecting with the BlacKPath MC. Long story short, they have joined Diamondback’s club. Sorry Callie, but they left a few days ago. Mase was determined to get to you and I ordered him down, so he made the choice to leave and Diamondback recruited him and Cru London. Jeb wouldn’t go.” I can’t believe my ears. How could Mase do that? Dad is really not going to like what I have to tell him then. Jeb left his twin. I am standing behind Dra and he has his arm around me when we hear the bikes outside. I automatically know Devil is here. I look at Dad and then to Dra. “That’s Devil’s bike. I know it is.” Before I know what is happening Dra has me between him and Krill and they both have their guns in hand. So do all the bikers in the room, and Hawser is pushing Gram behind the bar. Then the bikers from outside are coming through the door.
“Where the hell is my wife?” Devi l is in true form and the evil is in his voice. The man I used to love is here and ready for anything. “She may be your wife in name, but she is my ol’ lady. So get your motherfucking ass out of our club.” Dra has said the wrong thing and Devil is closing the distance between us. Bandy grabs him but Devil over powers him easily. Dad is fast to go toe to toe with Devil, but Steel is close by and Ty steps up to meet him. It is a free for all. Fist are flying. I see Buzz and Jeb and Hacksaw and one of the Troubled Fathom’s I don’t know. Then I see Hawser pull his gun and fires three shots in the air and everything stops. More roof work.
“This is my fucking clubhouse and everyone but Troubled Fathom’s against the
wall, now! BlackPath’s on one side and you other shits on the other.” Hawser is going
to lay it out for everyone. “Krill gather everyone’s weapons. That’s right, everyone
give them up, or get out. My house, my rules.” Hawser looks at me and then to
Grams. “All club girls out. Bandy take Betsy home and stay with her.” I know Gram
is not going to want to leave me, but I will be glad when she is home safe. She pats
my arm and goes out through the kitchen with Bandy. “Now, let’s put down a few
house rules. Everyone keep their mouths shut unless I ask a question. No yelling and
stay right where you are so no one gets hurt. I don’t want to have to shoot anyone.
Is everyone clear with that? Now Chief, I have heard yours and Callie’s side of the
story, so I want answers from Devil.”
Devil
This man wants answers from me and I will give them. Looking at Callie just makes me want her more. She’s so beautiful. She’s cut her hair, but she looks almost the same. There’s something about her eyes. A sadness. I know I helped put that sadness there. I just want to be able to go back in time and fix this. To fix us.
“Let’s get this over with. I want to talk to my wife. We are legally married and I want what is mine. She’s carrying my child.” I don’t know why Callie came here or why they think they have a say in anything.
“I’m Hawser, President of the Troubled Fathoms MC and we are law here. Callie stumbled upon this town and did us a solid and we are repaying that now. I am guessing since you said you are Callie’s husband, you are Devil, so I have questions for you.” This man has a stick up his ass but I will play along for now.
“Shoot.” I say, staying on point.“Did you marry Callie under false pretenses? Did you have an ol’ lady already? Did you not claim Callie before your club?” He knows how to get to the heart of things.
“When Callie and I got married she did not know everything, but at the time it was an arranged marriage for business.” That’s as straight as it gets. “I’ll dig through the shit your shoveling and take that as a yes to the first question.” Hawser is being an asshole. Nothing is that simple.“Take it as you like. I did have an ol’ lady, but I thought she was being held against her will by Callie's DNA father. I thought I was trying to get a woman back being held against her will. I was working a deal with Diamondback.” This sounds bad, but I really ended up loving Callie.
“So once again, a yes.” What can I say, he’s right.“I could not claim Callie as my ol’ lady because I already had Bri.” The final nail in my coffin.
“So once again, a yes.” Hawser is being thoughtful as if thinking it out. Maybe he can see my side. I was caught in a hopeless situation. “Dra if Callie will have you then it is a done deal. We’ve all voted and that is all we were waiting on.”
“Wait one damn minute, no one is claiming my wife. I am claiming my wife and my child. She’s leaving with me or this will be war. Are you ready to go to war over one woman?” The tall slender one he called Krill is laughing but I’m serious as hell.
“Devil, what you don’t understand is that is exactly what we have done before. We respect women here and you disrespected and lied to Callie. If you would have claimed her before your club like you should have, you would be walking out of here with her right now. There’s no worse disrespect for a woman than what you did. So you lose.” Krill is laughing again and I just want to pound his face in.
“Well she can’t get an annulment in Texas while she is pregnant. So she is stuck with me and she’s coming home with me.” I won’t leave without her. If I have to, there will be bloodshed. Anyone that stands in my way.
“Surely you can see this is a family dispute and needs to be solved at home.” Dad is trying to reason, but I don’t want to reason. I want to rip the arms off the man that is touching what is mine. I wonder just how close they have become since she’s been here. Maybe she is like her mother after all, and I have been too blind to see it. Callie pushes away from the man and comes out from behind him. “I need some answers and I have a few things to say to both my dad and Devil.”
Callie“Hawser, is it ok? You told us all to shut up, I don’t want to disrespect anyone here.” I want everyone to see I am perfectly calm and have had plenty of time to think this out.
“This is your party girlie, say what you need to.” Hawser gives me a wink. Devil is not amused by it.“Dad did you bring the papers from Cross?” I’m hoping he didn’t forget. He reaches into his cut and takes the papers out. I walk over to dad and take the papers, but Dra is close behind me. I take them out of the envelope and I hand the ones to Hawser that are Devil’s. “Will you give these to Devil?” I know not to move in that direction because Dra would be right behind me. That would not be good. “You’re right Devil, I can’t get an annulment from you in Texas before the baby is born, and if I live with you until then, I can’t get an annulment at all. I have to divorce you. I had Cross investigate for me, but I can get one in Colorado after I am here ninety days and intend to live here. I will and I do. I didn’t live in Oklahoma long enough to be a citizen there. I have a postcard sent to me to prove my address. I enrolled in home classes at the closest Jr. College, so I have proof I intend to stay. These are my papers of intention. You are served with notice. I have no intention of keeping you away from your child, just me. Everything is spelled out in the agreement to be filed, at the back. We will have to go to court twice. Once for paternity and once for a child custody agreement. I think that is everything pertaining to our marriage and our child.” I stick to the basics. No reason to let emotions rule me. Just seeing Devil again is tearing my heart out. I didn’t think it would be this hard.
“So you think it is going to be that easy to get rid of me. We’re married. You and that child belong to me. I made mistakes, but I know we can work them out if you’ll just try.” Devil seems sincere but not once has he said he loves me. “Let me explain.”
“What difference does it make? Is it going to change the circumstances? But go ahead and explain, just so you know, there is nothing you can say now to change my mind.” I’ll give him the time, but I won’t let him touch my heart again.
“I was in love with Bri.” I look at Devil and I can see in his eyes he knows the huge mistake he just made. Never once has he mentioned love for me since he has been here. Only I belong to him, but he has said love when it comes to Bri. From this moment on he could say anything and it won’t matter. “I said I thought I was in love with her.”
“No you didn’t, you asshole.” Ty is quick to point that out but I had already heard it and now I know what I am doing is right.“Quiet down Tazer. Callie wants to hear him.” Hawser is still conducting how things go.
“Like I was saying, I thought I loved Bri and I thought she was taken by Diamondback against her will. I had claimed her in front of my club and it was my responsibility to get her back. Diamondback sent us his demands. He wanted me to marry and get you pregnant. He said all he wanted was an heir. You’re his only child and he wants a grandson to carry on the name. After you were pregnant and we knew what you were having, I was to walk away. Give up my rights and he would release Bri. After our first talk with him he decided it didn’t matter if it was boy or girl, because his bloodline would continue. But after we met I liked you, and the lines got blurred. I don’t know why you’re so pissed. We were a business agreement. You got Tommy’s killer and the name of the person who sent them. I want you back. Bri played me. Diamondback is not happy that I didn’t walk away, and now your ex is riding with your DNA father. What do I have to do to get you back? You know we had something good starting. Stop being so childish and come home with me.” Devil is standing there and he is pissed, but everything he just said is running through my head. I think I understand most of it. I know I’m numb.
“Ok. Well you had plenty to say. Dad, do you want to tell me what you have to say while I digest his?” Dad doesn’t look happy with anything Devil had to say. So here is his chance to have his piece heard. This is just the thing I was trying to avoid by leaving home, but I see how well that worked out.
“Well, I only knew about the Tommy issue when you greed to this Callie. I would never let Devil use you to get another woman back. One he had claimed. He knew that Blake, Trent and I knew who your DNA donor was. He threatened us with it. But I never knew Diamondback had anything to do with it. With any of it. When we left you to go on the run it was to go talk to Diamondback. He swears he wants no harm to come to you and he has a price on Karen, Bri, and Kizzy’s heads for what they did to you in our club, and what Karen did to you when you were younger. He is the one who had the information on Tommy’s killers, not Devil. When we were having our talk with T-Bone we found out Karen had a hand in that, too. Those men were after you. She had you sold overseas. They were supposed to kidnap you. That’s everything, Baby Girl.” Dad hated telling me that. One more thing to rack up against Karen. One day I will even that score. She will take nothing else from me.
“Damn! No wonder you ran Callie. You have serious shit going on in your life. You can stay with us.” Krill is laughing when he says it, but I know I am completely safe here. I feel Dra’s hand on my shoulder trying to give me reassurance.
“Ok. Well, thank you, Krill. But it is time I take my damn life back.” I pat Dra on top of his hand and move out from under it and then I look at Hawser who has been taking this all in. As if anyone could understand this big mess that has become my life. I give him a quick wink to let him know I have this. With that he and Dra relax and Hawser gives me one of those smirky grins I have come to like from Dra.
I walk over to my dad and give him a hug. “Dad, I love you. I know you did not tell me about Diamondback because you were trying to protect me. I understand, but I am an adult now and I don’t need that kind of protection anymore. You have to let me grow up. We know about Tommy’s death and all questions are answered. Karen will pay for her part in it, but we have to let it go before it kills us. I’m at peace about it. I love and miss Tommy, but we have to let it go. Now, I love you, so we’re good. I’m sorry I worried you. I needed time and space but I’m good now.” I move back away from dad and move between Dra and Devil and seriously look at Devil. I fell for the man I thought he was, not the man in front of me. I move back by Dra but turn and level Devil with dead eyes.
“Ok, Devil, now you. Please do not interrupt, I didn’t interrupt you, so please do the same for me. I heard you tell me you were in love with Bri, and you had to marry and impregnate me then walk away. I told you I needed honesty above all. You promised me honesty, loyalty, and commitment. That was the purpose of the prenup of sorts and signing of annulment papers before the wedding. You knew I didn’t know about Diamondback, but you had a deal behind my back. You knew what I had just gone through with Mase. Is that about it?” Devil says nothing but I can tell it is taking everything in him to stay quiet. “One, you lied to me from the start. You were manipulating things to your advantage. You only wanted Bri back and had no intention of keeping your word. You say you loved Bri, but we had the start of something special. You were practically blackmailing my dad. We were a business arrangement and if you had been honest from the beginning I don’t know what would have happened, but what I can’t and won’t forgive or forget is you agreed to walk away from me when I was pregnant with your child and never have anything to do with that child. But now, all of sudden since you have been played by Bri, you want me and our child. I say, too little, too late. I won’t open myself up to you again.” I got it all out without breaking down. I hurt so badly for what I thought we had, but it was all just make believe.
“Are you done? Can I talk now princess?” Devil is being sarcastic and has a hateful tone to his voice that I can see no one in here likes, including his dad, Steel. “I told you when I met you I wasn’t sugar coating shit for your ass. Just how well do you know this man that can’t keep his damn hands off of you right in front of me? You don’t have a choice in what you do or you’ll being answering questions about the death of Chaz. Remember that little bit of information? Your father would also like to know your whereabouts.” Devil has an evil grin on his face.
“Devil, hold your tongue, son. You don’t know what you’re saying.” Steel is trying to reason with Devil. That is the first time I have heard Steel call Kylar, Devil. Something is not right.
“Steel you better get your boy in line. He doesn’t need to threaten Callie like that.” Dad is going to go off if I don’t head this off.“No he doesn’t. Because to get to her he has to go through me.” Dra is chomping at the bit, too.
“Ok. Stop. I have this under control.” I look at both Dad and Dra. “Devil you can call the authorities. Cross contacted them yesterday and brought them up to date. A six-year-old shooting someone in self-defense is not putting me in jail. In fact, I did my interview over the phone. The club has to answer questions, but nearly everyone who had anything to do with it are gone. They are not too worried. Then there’s Diamondback.” I look at dad and I know he is not going to like this but it’s a done deal now. “I am meeting with Diamondback in two days. Dad I hope you will be with me.” Dad looks almost relieved. Maybe I was misreading his hate for the man that gave me part of my DNA. “I set the meet up because I am guessing it is time. I’m not afraid and I will face him. It’s better than the unknown. I called Uncle Blake and he is setting up the meet. Neutral territory.”
“How the hell did Blake know how to get in touch with Diamondback? He’s been gone for two years.” Dad just doesn’t remember how resourceful Uncle Blake is. He’s one of the people who taught me.
“Dad, if Uncle Blake wants to know something, he finds it. Sorta like me. He taught me a lot.” Yes, he did, and I miss him. Dad and he are going to have to patch things up so I can have them both.
“I’ll be there Callie. Anytime you need me. Wouldn’t want it any other way.” I knew dad would help, but I see the concern in his face.“I’ll be there, too. You’re not going without me.” Dra wants to help. I just don’t know how close I want him.
“I’m claiming my wife. She’s my property. Her and my child. I’l l put that patch on her back.” Devil is seething and I know soon he won’t be controlling himself, so I better wrap this up.
“Callie you have a choice to make. You are in the Troubled Fathoms clubhouse and I have claimed you before my club. You can stay with me and be mine. Or you’ll have to go with Devil and be his. It’s your choice. I will wait until you are free from Devil and I won’t push, but you will be mine. You chose.” Dra is standing close but I can see Devil from my peripheral vision and I see him reach to his ankle. I know what is about to happen but I can’t speak, it’s all I can do to move. I jump in front of Dra to block Devil’s shot but I feel a jolt as I throw myself on top of him. A hot searing pain hits the back of my shoulder but all I can think is, not Dra. He can’t take Dra from me. It’s funny the things you will realize when you think this might be your last thought. As we go down everything is a blur. I feel pain in the side of my head and then I just fade to black.
DraNo! It’s all I can think. Why would this woman jump in front of me, when it should be me protecting her? I catch her and roll us but I can feel with my hand she has blood coming from the back of her shoulder and from her head where we fell. Callie, baby, you have to be ok. Please help her!
“Call for an ambulance! Callie is shot!” I’m oblivious to the commotion around me. I see Tazer has Hacksaw by the throat on the floor beating on his face but I don’t see Devil and I don’t see Chief. Then we hear another gun shot from outside. Tazer freezes mid hit and he’s off Hacksaw and out the door with Krill right behind him. As fast as it began, it is over. Hacksaw is getting himself off the floor with Buzz’s help, but Jeb is missing. Dad has the phone in his hand trying to get help for Callie. I just want her to open her eyes. “Baby, please open your eyes. I love you. Please baby, don’t leave me.” She’s so still. It should be me.
“Hold tight son, ambulance is on the way. We have to go check what is going on outside. I’ll be right back.” Why would Callie jump in front of a bullet for me? Our first fight is going to be over her learning to stay the hell behind me. “Callie, baby, open them beautiful eyes for me.” It seems like it has been forever. What’s taking the ambulance so long? I see Dad making his way back in with Chief beside him. Jeb and Tazer come in behind them, with Krill bringing up the rear. Jeb has a shirt tied around his arm. It looks like he took a bullet to the upper arm.
“Dra, give my daughter to me. Is she breathing ok? Let me take a look.” Chief is talking to me but there is no way I am leaving Callie’s side.“You can sit beside us, but no one is taking Callie from me. She’s mine. Fool woman.” I can tell Chief does not like it, but he is not going to fight me right now. I hear the sirens in the distance and I know help will be here soon.
“Did you get Devil? Is he dead? Because if he isn’t now, he will be soon.” I can see the anger in Chief’s face. Tazer and Jeb have the same looks. I know I need to focus, but the anger I feel is not going away.
“Can you make room for us? We need to be able to get to the patient. Sir, you’re going to have to move.” I give the paramedic a death glare.“Son, let them do their job. She needs to get to the hospital.” Dad is trying to reason with me, I finally realize he is right and give her to the paramedics. “I’m going with her in the ambulance.” I dare anyone to try and stop me. No one speaks up until I hear Chief.
“We’ll be right behind you. You may think she is your woman, but she will always be my baby girl.” I know he is hurting right now, but I just can’t leave her.
They load her on the gurney and I swear the sheet has a better color that she does. I follow close behind and when I walk out the front door I see all the members of the Troubled Fathoms MC are gathered around Steel and Devil. If I weren’t so afraid for Callie right now, I would put him to ground. The end of my gun would be the last thing he would see. The trip in the back of the ambulance to the hospital is one of the longest of my life. The back doors of the ambulance are opened and there is a frenzy of doctors and medical personnel trying to help with Callie. I step out and one of the women takes my arm and says, “Sir, you will have to wait in the family waiting room.” I know this is normal, but my mind can’t comprehend leaving Callie.
“I can’t leave her. She needs me. She’s pregnant. Nothing can happen to her baby.” I’m beyond reason and going out of my mind with worry“Sir, the doctors can’t help your wife if you don’t let us. You need to go to the
waiting room. The doctor will evaluate her and come give you an update when he
can.” I know she’s right, so I walk into the waiting room to wait while the woman I
love has to fight for her life.
Devil
What the hell have I done? How did I let this get so out of hand? I wanted to end Dra for trying to claim my woman, but I never thought Callie would get hurt. I wasn’t thinking. I just reacted to his hand on her. Now I don’t know if Callie or my unborn child will make it. What if I killed them both? I deserve whatever happens to me. I could barely see Callie when they took her to the ambulance. I couldn’t live with myself if I killed my family. I should have just let Callie go. She deserves better. From the minute I first I laid eyes on Callie, I knew she was too good for me. I knew if I stayed in her life, I would be her downfall. If she will just pull through this, I will set her free for her own good. I not only let her down, but I’ve let my family and club down. I don’t know why I’m still alive. If I had been in Chief’s place, I would have put me to ground instead of the beating he gave me. All I can hope for is to find out how Callie is and maybe dad and my brothers can get out of this alive. I’ll accept whatever punishment they have to give. Right now we are locked down waiting for either the law or the Troubled Fathoms to serve justice. I just need to hear about Callie. “Boy, what were you thinking? How the hell are we getting out of this?” We both look as the door opens and a big mountain of a man comes in. I don’t know if this is the man who will end us or not, but he doesn’t look happy.
“I need Steel and Devil.” Dad and I both look at each other. Hacksaw and Buzz start to get up but the man stops in front of me.“I’m Devil.” There’s no way I want anyone else taking my beat down. He looks at my dad.