I left my parents’ house Saturday morning and drove back to Anthem to pack for California. I felt like I was constantly on the go, which I guess I was. I always looked forward to coming off a tour and settling at home, just lounging around in my sweats and vegetating in front of the TV.

The sun was setting and I needed to get out for a bit, maybe hit a club. I drove down to Phoenix and hit the main drag, windows rolled down, music blasting. The freeway was still bustling with cars as people were gearing up for a fun Saturday night. I pulled off one of the exits and parked at a convenience store. I grabbed my phone and Googled area gay bars. One popped up immediately with a five-star rating.

What the hell? Fuck it.

I pulled up in front of a club that had neon purple and pink lights flashing around — the fuck? An eggplant? Is that supposed to be some kind of phallic thing? Whatever. I strode to the front door and a bouncer in skin-tight, purple leather pants greeted me.

“Welcome to Dicks. I.D.?”

I handed it over and looked around nervously.

“Good to go, dude.”

I pulled the bill of my cap lower as I entered the club. Patrons wearing white glowed eerily under the black lights, smoke filled the air and there were bodies in motion everywhere.

I found the bar and ordered a beer. The bartender poured one out of the tap and slid it across the wooden bar.

“Whatcha lookin’ for? A quick roll? A quick suck?”

“Um, not sure,” I mumbled.

“Well, I suggest the bathroom for starters. Get your feet a bit wet — so to speak.”

“That bathroom?” I pointed to the one behind the bar.

“No, that bathroom.” He pointed across from me.

“Okay.” I downed my beer for courage and rose from the stool.

“Have a good time!” the bartender cackled as I crossed the club floor to the bathroom.

I opened the door a crack and peeked in. I heard moans of ecstasy and ventured in further. The two stalls on the end were open, and a blond-haired man walked into the one on the very end. I surveyed the bathroom quickly as I headed in the direction of the stall next to the one the man had just occupied. The moans around me died down as I shut the door and stared at the wall between the stalls. There was a hole carved in it, and an arrow drawn above it pointed down. I took a quick look around as I tried to figure out what I was going to do. The main bathroom door shut and then music filtered from the speakers above me. Nickelback’s ‘Figured You Out’ began to play. Fitting, I supposed.

“You going to stick it through, or what?” The voice in the next stall made me jump.

“Um … yeah.”

I unzipped my pants and took out my already hardening cock. Wordlessly, I thrust my dick into the hole and held my breath to see what would happen next. I’d heard about these things before, courtesy of Axel. I think they called them glory holes.

Moist heat moved across the head of my dick, and then a teasing tongue flicked at my rim. My hands went to the top of the stall and held on as the guy licked a path from shaft to tip in one long swipe. My legs began to shake as heat surrounded the head of my dick and slid down. My eyes rolled back into my skull as I got the best blowjob of my existence. And trust me — I’ve had a LOT of blowjobs. My body started rocking and a soft moan vibrated down my shaft. I sucked in a breath as teeth slightly grazed my rim, teasing and causing me to jerk again. The guy on the receiving end of my cock must have caught on because the next thing I knew, he was taking me faster and deeper.

My hips bucked into the wall helplessly as my fingers white-knuckled the top of the stall. My breath became ragged as the suction on my dick increased, relentlessly sucking the life force out of me. That fucking talented tongue explored my slit, licked down the side and wrapped around, then slid back up and took me down repeatedly. My toes fucking curled in my biker boots and I couldn’t inhale enough air into my lungs. My whole body slapped against the wall then and the urge to come screaming was strong. My balls grew taut, the hair on my neck stood straight up and my head fell back.

“Fuck, fuck! I’m coming!” I shouted.

The moist heat left me instantly, replaced by a soft grip that took me beyond oblivion until I knew I was screaming. My hips jerked, balls emptying of everything, including my sanity. I slumped against the wall, nose pressed to the cold metal. My eyes closed as I tried to regulate my breathing. Jesus, I’d never been blown so well.

Do I thank them for that? What was procedure?

I tucked my dick back in and left the stall, not knowing if I should say thanks or what. I opened the door to the bathroom and then looked back. I really should wash my hands. I had no idea what else was on that wall. I let the door shut and crossed to the sinks. The stall next to the one I was in opened and a man walked out. His eyes met mine and widened.

“Oh, fuck me,” he whispered.

In two seconds flat, I was back at the mall with that golden-haired hottie with the bubbled ass of fantasies. His clear, blue eyes were still fixated on me as I moved forward.

“I know you,” I said stupidly.

“Oh my God! I thought … the door closed, so I thought … holy shit! I just sucked Jinx Jett’s cock?”

“Could you not yell that?” I snapped. “I’m not … well, you know …”

“Gay?” he drawled. “Here’s a tip — don’t come to a gay club and stuff your cock into a glory hole!”

“It’s Jayden, right? You’re the guy from the mall?”

“You remember my name? Wait, okay, back up here for just a minute. Why are you here?”

“I was, um, curious?”

“Well, that’s just great. Another guy ‘curious’ about gay men.” Jayden lifted his fingers to indicate air quotes.

“I didn’t know if I should stay or what. I mean, how does this work? Do I thank you for a fabulous blowjob? Tipping seems to cross a legal line …”

“You liked it?” Jayden gaped in astonishment.

“Like it?” I laughed. “Fuck yeah, I fucking loved it.”

And just like that, Jayden was on me as if I was a piece of playground equipment. His legs wrapped around my hips and we smacked into the wall behind me. He attacked my mouth, his tongue pushing inside until I surrendered to him. A moan rumbled from his throat and I gripped his hips tightly, sucking on his tongue.

Damn, the guy could kiss, too. Was he good at everything? My dick was hard again as Jayden slid up and down my body, his mouth never leaving mine. His cock was just as hard as mine; I felt it as it rubbed up against my stomach. Should I grab it? I was kissing a dude and I was wondering if I should grab his cock? I think I left my brains, along with my load, in the stall.

I cracked one eye open to watch Jayden. Damn, but the guy was so fucking gorgeous! His little whimpers and mewls were turning me on even more and I wanted to fuck him against the wall. Sadly, the bathroom door opened and a guy walked in. I pushed Jayden off, panting.

“Take that somewhere else,” the buzzkill said. “We got people waiting for this.” He waved a hand toward the stalls.

I nodded and left the bathroom with Jayden right behind me. Well, now what? I’d never gotten a blowjob from a guy before, but I had to say, it was the best one I’d ever had. Maybe there was something to be said about guys on guys.

We knew what we liked.

I pushed past the people on the dance floor on my way out of the building. Hot Phoenix air hit me square in the face. I realized Jayden was still behind me as I got to my truck. I turned to look at him and he smiled.

“What?” I asked.

“I can’t believe I just sucked your dick.”

“I’m um, negative. You know, if that’s why you didn’t …”

“I may be horny, but I’m not stupid.” Jayden cocked a brow at me. “But that’s good info for next time.”

“Next time?” I spluttered.

“You mean to tell me you don’t want that again?” Jayden sidled up against me, cradled my dick in his hand and squeezed. “You have the prettiest dick I’ve ever seen. The pictures on the Internet do NOT do it justice.”

“Great,” I sighed.

“You seem awfully, I don’t know, calm for someone who’s never been with a guy.”

“Sex is sex.” I shrugged.

“Then come home with me.”

I jerked and took a step back. With that one move, Jayden’s features changed from excited to disappointed in a flash. I looked him over slowly from toes to head. The guy was sporting some serious wood and his lips were swollen, no doubt from blowing me. I grabbed the front of his shirt and pulled him into my arms.

“I’ll go home with you, but I’m not taking a dick up my ass.”

“Oh no, I want that bad boy in my ass,” Jayden said huskily.

Oh fuck and hell yeah.

“I can follow you,” I said. “How far are you?”

“How far are you?”

I thought about that for a second. Should I really take this guy to my personal space? What if he was a pyscho and tried to off me in my sleep? Or told a fan mag, or God forbid — took pictures? What did I actually know about him? Okay, so he gave spectacular head; wouldn’t that look great on my tombstone? Jinx Jett, offed by mind-blowing blowjob.

“I’m not crazy,” Jayden blurted out.

“See, people who say they are not crazy, are often crazy,” I pointed out.

“Call one of your guys and tell them who you’re with.”

Oh hell, wouldn’t that take some massive explaining? I eyed Jayden; I could take him in a fight if I had to. He wasn’t small, maybe an inch or so shorter than me, but in his tight-fitting T-shirt, he was sporting some serious biceps.

Jayden grinned at me and produced a coin from his pocket. “Okay, how ’bout we flip for it? Heads you come to my house and suck my dick; tails I go to your house and you get my tail.”

I nodded and Jayden threw the coin in the air. It landed on his palm, tails up.

“Follow me.” I winked.

Jayden followed behind me in some snazzy car I didn’t know how to pronounce. He obviously had money, maybe he was a dealer? Or some high-powered attorney? Who gave a shit? The guy could suck dick like a seasoned hooker. Okay, he was at least somewhat normal. I mean, he shopped at the mall. I wasn’t making sense, probably because my brains were on the bathroom floor at Dick’s.

I chuckled as I pulled onto my street with Jayden right behind me. My skin broke out in a fine sheen of sweat. What the fuck was I doing? I parked my truck in the garage and waited for Jayden to get out of his car. He was on his phone as he walked up to me.

“Yeah, I’m good. See you tomorrow,” he promised as he hung up.

“Who was that?”

“Good friend of mine, he was wondering why I was driving to Anthem.”

“And how does he know?”

Jayden showed me his phone. “We have an app that tells us where the other one is.”

“So you stalk each other?”

“Kinda. It’s more for security than anything else. You could be a serial killer.”

“I highly doubt that. I’m a drummer, remember?”

“You’re the hottest drummer I’ve ever seen.”

“And on that note.” I put my hand out, motioning to the house. “Come on in.”

I opened the front door and seconds later, I was pinned to it. The shirt I was wearing was basically torn off my body and hot lips devoured mine. I grabbed a handful of that delicious fucking ass and squeezed. Jayden moaned in my mouth and I lifted him up, carrying him down the hall. We ran into the wall twice but finally tumbled into my room. I landed on top of Jayden on the bed and grabbed his cock.

“Oh fuck … yeah, squeeze it harder!” Jayden rumbled, pulling my pants down one-handed.

My fingers fumbled with his button, and then his zipper. The sound of it sliding along the teeth set my senses on fire. He pushed me off and shucked off his pants. I sat there with my mouth hanging open; he was commando. Soft, curly, manscaped blond hair dusted his balls and a patch at his groin was sculpted perfectly. I ran my fingers through it in appreciation.

“You like my hair?” Jayden practically purred.

“Fuck yeah, I like hair. Hate shaved shit.”

“Um, you’re shaved,” Jayden pointed out.

“Long story.”

“No time.” Jayden pulled me back down on top of him. “Less talking, more kissing and hopefully soon, fucking.”

I tensed at the word “fucking.” I knew I shouldn’t have. I basically invited this shit in. Jayden pulled back a bit, searching my eyes.

“Hey, we don’t have to do this.”

“One step at a time. Let me get used to this.”

Jayden rolled me to my back in one swift movement and hovered above me, his knees on either side of my thighs. He bent down to my lips and smiled.

“Let me take care of you,” he whispered.

I nodded. Fuck me, I couldn’t speak as Jayden rubbed his cock against my abdomen. His dick was beautiful, just like he was. A head as smooth as silk feathered across my skin repeatedly, leaving a trail of precome. His tongue played at my lips. I tried to kiss him, but he’d pull back, teasing me again and again. I grabbed him at his nape and pulled him to my mouth.

“Stop fucking teasing me!”

“Okay.” Jayden grinned.

The kiss nearly knocked me out. Jayden came at me with all guns blazing, kissing me like an animal that hadn’t been fed in weeks. It was feral and passionate all at once. He ripped my boxers off and grabbed my dick. My back arched as his thumb spread precome around the head of my dick.

“I liked those boxers,” I rasped.

“I. Don’t. Fucking. Care,” he mumbled, his mouth everywhere.

My balls drew up as Jayden dipped between my legs, laving my sac and rolling them in his mouth. My hands gripped the sheets and I bit my lip as he licked around the rim of my dick again.

“You seem like a top,” I barely choked out between licks.

“Maybe I am, but you’re not ready for that.”

Jayden sucked my dick down his throat and I cried out helplessly. The sucking intensified and I started to see stars as Jayden bobbed up and down, up and down. It was crazy. I was going to come again.

“Stop!” I panted. “Can’t…gonna…”

“Nope, not yet.” Jayden sat up and stared down at me. “Lube? Condoms?”

I pointed to the side table. He leaned over and opened the drawer; he pulled out my cuffs and lifted a brow.

“Kinky. I like it. But not tonight.”

Jayden threw the cuffs back in the drawer and opened the cap on the lube. He slicked three fingers, then turned around, straddling me backwards. His hand moved back to his ass, and he treated me to the sight of his fingers sliding in and out of his ass as he fingered himself.

“Oh my God,” I whispered. “That is so fucking hot.”

Jayden leaned over further, giving me a glorious view of his asshole, fingers still gliding in and out. He began letting out small moans as he pushed in further, writhing on his own fingers. I was actually getting jealous.

“You want this?” Jayden smiled over his shoulder at me.

“Yes. Now.”

Jayden removed his fingers and bent over, placing his hands on my kneecaps; he looked over his shoulder with a wicked grin.

“Condom.”

“Yep.” I fumbled with the condom wrapper, my hand shaking as I tried to get the damn foil off. I finally sheathed my cock and waited, my hand tentatively holding his right hip.

“Put some more lube in my ass. It’s been awhile.” Jayden wiggled his perfect butt cheeks at me.

I slicked my fingers and inserted one slowly. Jayden’s tight, hot ass sucked me in, and I gasped at the sensation of being in his body.

“Yeahhh … more! And move them in and out, push up further!”

I did and Jayden gasped, his body shuddering around my fingers. He shoved my hand away and grabbed my thigh, pulling me forward. I grabbed the shaft of my cock and pushed into his asshole, just barely breaching his body.

“Oh fuck!” Jayden choked. “More!”

I pushed in more, trying to go slow, but my whole body was screaming for me to thrust in hard and pound until I couldn’t see. Jayden’s ass swiveled around my dick and I grabbed his other hip, stilling him.

“Don’t, I swear to God, I’ll come right away if you keep doing that.”

Jayden stopped and I let out a huge breath, trying to calm my raging dick. Even though I was wearing a condom, I felt every ridge, every pump of blood in every vessel of his ass. My fingers dug into his hips as I started again, pushing up one inch at a time, trying to hold back what I knew would be one hell of an orgasm. Jayden fisted his cock and began pushing back on me, impaling my dick further and further inside him.

“Stop fucking around and fuck me, Jinx!” he roared.

I knew I was going to leave bruises on his hips as I thrust into him hard. He made a choking noise and pushed back on me again as I thrust forward. I gripped him firmly as I steadily plowed into him until I sunk to the hilt, pulling out and thrusting back in harder and harder. In, out, in, out and all the while Jayden was pumping his cock like a wild man. He grabbed my wrist and my hips stopped pumping. I was afraid I’d hurt him, but then he started moving. He pushed down onto me harder and harder, slamming my dick into his ass. All I could do was lay there in awe, watching Jayden’s asshole grip my dick, his perfect pink pucker stretching around my cock. It was so fucking awesome, I couldn’t look away.

My balls grew tight and a tingle at the base of my spine began to spread throughout my whole body. My abs clenched as fire roared from my nutsack and blasted out my cock. My hips bucked and Jayden cried out as white streams of ejaculate hit my comforter before he collapsed over my legs. I slowly removed my dick from his body, and peeled off the condom. I threw it in the trashcan next to the bed. Jayden was still draped over my legs, breathing hard. I moved carefully, maneuvering out from under him. He plopped on the bed and breathed out a huge sigh. I leaned over and trailed kisses along his shoulders.

“Mmm, that feels good,” Jayden mumbled.

“You okay? I didn’t hurt you, did I?”

“Nope. You have one nice dick, Jinx Jett. I love the way it leans to the side just a bit. Feels great on my anal walls.”

“I always thought it leaned because I jacked off so much as a kid.”

Jayden chuckled. “Whatever you did, it’s perfect. I love it.”

“Yeah? You seem to enjoy giving head.”

“I love the texture of your skin on my tongue, it just glides down my throat.” Jayden sighed in bliss.

“Um, did you want to stay?”

“Is that your way of asking me to leave?” Jayden rose up on his elbow.

“I don’t … well, nobody ever stays over but if you want —”

“It’s cool.” Jayden jumped off the bed.

“No, I really want you to stay.”

“Yeah?” Jayden grinned. God, he had a great smile.

“Yeah.”

“Cool. Can I use the bathroom?”

“Sure.” I watched Jayden’s ass as he crossed the room to the bathroom. It was perfectly rounded; the damn thing bounced when he walked. My mouth watered and Jayden stopped, looking over his shoulder.

“Like what you see?”

I nodded slowly.

Jayden chuckled and stepped into the bathroom, closing the door. I lay there on my back staring at the ceiling. I’d just had sex with a guy and it was the hottest sex I’d ever had. Why wasn’t I freaking out? I knew why, but my mind hadn’t gone there in a long time. The conversation with my father popped into my head. Now he was okay with the gay way? I shook my head. Jayden came back out and fell into bed with me. I rolled to my side and he did the same so we were looking at each other.

“Thanks for letting me stay.” Jayden touched my bottom lip with his finger.

“Yeah, well, this is new for me.”

“Well, your reputation was well-earned. You are fucking fantastic in bed.”

“Thanks?” I smiled.

Jayden yawned and closed his eyes. I moved closer to him and put my arm around him.

“Is this okay?” I whispered.

“Yeah. I like it.”

“Night.”

“Goodnight, Jinx Jett.”

 

I woke up alone and sat up in bed. I didn’t see a note or anything. I checked the entire house, but there was no sign of Jayden. What the fuck? He left without saying anything? No phone number, no “thanks for the fuck,” nothing.

“Well, hell.”