When Jude finally slides his bare cock into me, the stars align and the world rights itself. Everything that hurt settles down and all I feel is contentment and pleasure. Despite being unsure if his huge cock would even fit inside me, he slides right in as if my body was meant to take him.

“This is your first time, baby.” Jude pushes all the way in until his balls hit my ass and I feel like I can finally breathe. Even with the fullness I feel, I also feel light and relaxed. All the tension that had been holding me tight all day is gone and the only thing I feel is happiness that Jude is here with me. “Do you feel okay?”

My grin must look maniacal as I stare up at Jude. “So good. I knew it would be like this with you.”

He smiles and kisses me. His touch is light at first and then harder as he slides in and out of me. “I had no idea it would be this good, baby. You’re so tight and wet.”

As if responding to the challenge, my cock releases a fat drop of precome which smears across Jude’s belly as he rubs over it. Every nerve in my body is experience different sensations and I can’t think straight. I need to come or I might burst. “I’m gonna come, Jude. This is too good.”

He moves faster within me and his breathing picks up in time with my heavy panting. “Come baby. My knot is ready for you.”

I stop holding back and just focus on his thick cock pressing against a button inside me that has my balls heavy and full. Before I can give him a final warning, I shoot my load between our bellies, coating our skin in creamy come as Jude presses into me so hard that my shoulders are digging into the mattress as he spears me. The fullness I felt earlier is nothing compared to his growing knot locking his body to mine. “Yes, like that.”

I close my eyes and let the cloudy feeling of being afloat take over as I just bask in Jude’s warmth and protection. And when I feel myself drifting to sleep, I’m only vaguely aware of Jude’s lips brushing over my lips and across my jaw until they’re tickling my earlobe. “Promise you won’t regret this later, baby. I won’t be able to live with myself if you do.”

My legs wrap around his thighs in a wordless promise and Jude lowers some of his weight against me as I give in to the relief of breaking my heat with a real alpha knot.

My alpha’s knot.

* * *

I’m probably only out for a few minutes but when I open my eyes again, Jude’s no longer attached to me physically, but he’s exactly where I last saw him, lying on top of me and watching me with concerned eyes.

“Wow.” I smile and run one hand up his torso. “That was…wow.”

Jude’s concern quickly turns to relief and he lowers his face to the crook of my neck with a chuckle. “Yeah, it was.”

“Is it always like that?” I slide my other hand up so I’m holding his back, keeping him tight against me. “I mean, when it’s good, is it usually that good?”

Jude chuckles again and then props himself up on his elbows so he’s looking down at me. “I’ve never experienced anything like that before. And I’ve done it a lot.”

I frown and my lower lip pops out involuntarily. I don’t like that he’s done it so many times…but I guess the fact that this was better than all those other times is something for me to hold on to.

Jude captures my lip with his and sucks it into his mouth before releasing it with a smile. “That’s a compliment, in case you’re not sure.”

“So, I did everything right?” I ask, insecurity inching its way back into my mind. “I just kinda laid here.”

Jude slides his hands beneath my back and then rolls us both over so I’m draped across his body with my chin rest on his chest. “You were perfect. In every way.”

“Are you okay with not using a condom?” I ask, feeling guilty for pressuring to do something that was not very responsible but seemed absolutely necessary at the time.

“I’m okay with it if you are.” He lifts my right hand and kills the back of it. “Are you?”

I smile shyly. “I like knowing a part of you is still inside me.”

Jude’s eyes darken and he slides me up so my mouth is aligned with his. “You were in heat so a part of me could be inside you for the next nine months…”

I know I should be afraid of that, and maybe even guilty at that possibility, but I can’t hold back a smile from forming. The way Jude’s eyes widen tell me he might not share my excitement but I’m not going to apologize for wanting what I want. “I hope so.”

“Oh yeah?” Jude’s cock begins to harden against my thigh and a shot of slick coats my channel in anticipation of more. “Well, in that case, maybe we need to do it a few more times just to make it stick.”

* * *

It’s only four am when I wake up the next morning but my whole body is sore and I need to pee, so I slip out from under Jude’s muscled arm and get out of bed. I grab the shirt he wore earlier and slip it over my head as I walk to the bathroom. After getting cleaned up with a wash cloth, I head to the kitchen for a glass of water.

All my heat symptoms are gone and that makes me wonder if we really did stop it the way nature intended…by creating a baby. A warm feeling settles in my belly and I realize how badly I want that to be true. I know Jude barely knows me and it’s stupid to get pregnant so young if I’m not mated, but no amount of logic can dampen my excitement. I want a baby and I want it to be Jude’s.

When I get back to the room, Jude is awake and staring right at me. At first, I can’t tell what he’s thinking so I just stand there, waiting for him to tell me to leave or get in. My heart starts racing as the possibility that he’ll reject me now begins to seem more and more likely. But then Jude glances down at my shirt and raises an eyebrow in question.

“Do you mind?” I ask, tugging on the hem.

He nods without taking his eyes off me.

“Oh, sorry.” I reach for the hem and pull it off. “I was a little cold.”

Before I can seek out my own clothes to get dressed and leave, Jude releases a deep breath and lifts the covers. “Much better. Now you can get back in.”

I stop mid-bend and look at his face, wondering what he means. “So, you still want…”

He reaches out to me with his other hand and when I grab it, he gently tugs me forward so I fall onto the mattress, and into his arms. “You think I’m gonna let you go that easily?”

I cuddle up against his warm body, seeking the safety I’ve never felt anywhere other than in Jude’s arms. “You looked mad so I wasn’t sure if you were the one with regrets,” I admit quietly.

Jude closes his lips over mine in a soft kiss before cupping my cheek with his hand. “I’ve never felt more right about something in my life. I wish I’d followed my instincts sooner, but I’m exactly where I want to be. And if you’re forced to be in my life as a result of our night together, I’ll consider myself a lucky man.” He laughs and slides his hand down my body until he’s cupping my ass. “And if you actually want to stay in my life without a forced connection, I’ll consider myself the luckiest man on earth.”

I don’t have the words to respond, so I respond with my body instead.

My lips on his mouth.

My hands on his body.

My channel cocooning him in all the confusing and wonderful emotions I’m feeling.