Totally Fucked- X
I looked in the mirror trying to see whatever it was that had just changed inside of me. I had eaten a girl’s pussy for six repeats of a song without expecting the same in return. I had a conversation during sex. Not just ‘Suck my cock’ or ‘I’m gonna come all over your tits’ I was actually trying to be nice? I mean, I wasn’t a dick but I certainly didn’t try to make a chick come before my dick was in her, unless of course she’d worked for it first. I had made a playlist intending on fucking her to it. Add to that the fact that it was mind blowing and not just fucking. I mean I was praising that pussy. I didn’t praise pussy, pussy praised me. Top that off with the fact that I just washed a chick’s vag. What the fuck was that about?
Taelyn Patrick, aka Irish, that’s what that was about. She’d gotten in, so fucking deep, I should have been shaking in my boots but I wasn’t. My plan was to wait a week at least after her break up but that shit didn’t happen. No way could it have. I had slept with her last night without copping a feel. Today I was kissing her and she started it. I was gentle. Her fucking lip was cut and I was feeling all like I need to take care of that shit and she was all letting me. I know how fucked up it sounds but honest to God I couldn’t wait till she got a scratch or stung by a bee so I could tend to her wounds again. When I was buried inside her, I needed to pound it into her that she was mine. Pretty sure I got my point across.
I never did enjoy kissing. Swapping spit was kind of fucked up. I mean as a form of foreplay it was cool but I kissed this girl. Kissing her was insane. As soon as she woke up I needed to do it for real just to be sure I wasn’t just feeling all ‘I man, you woman’ and shit. I licked her mouth like I wanted to her pussy and I sucked her lips hoping to leave a sting to them so she wouldn’t forget. Fucking insane how good it felt to do that.
Then I pissed her off cause I was feeling all ‘I man, you woman’ and shit. Then I let her have space. That was one hell of an inner struggle. One that I won’t fight ever again.
I had to plan my next move. Cause there will be a next but I can assure you she’ll be pissed at me for a while. Cause like it or not, I am man and she is woman. She needed to know that wasn’t ever gonna change.
I walked out into the bedroom and found her lying flat on her back staring off into space.
“Hungry?” I asked as I sat on the edge of the bed.
“Not really.” She sounded nervous.
“You need to eat.”
“Xavier?”
“What’s up?”
“Is it like that all the time?”
“I fucking hope so.”
She smiled. “Is that how it is normally for you?”
“You’re different so no; it’s not normally how it is for me.”
“Was this better or worse?”
“Better.”
“Yeah?”
“I’m gonna grab something to eat. I’ll bring you something.”
“What, I wasn’t enough?” She giggled.
I stood and grabbed her ankles and pulled her to the end of the bed. Damn I liked dragging her around.
Her eyes widened, she actually looked a bit scared. I leaned over and kissed her belly, stuck my tongue in her belly button. “I wanna pierce that.”
She laughed a lazy little laugh.
“Ice cream in bed?”
“Sure.”
James had done well. I simply told him to pick up a bunch of shit chicks eat when they’re emotional. He got tissues, ice cream, chocolate, potato chips, diet soda, regular soda, and my requested item, a new phone.
I walked back up the stairs with a back of chips, two sodas’ under my arm, one diet one regular, and a big ass bowl of Häagen-Dazs caramel cone ice cream. When I walked in she was coming out of the bathroom.
She had apparently taken a quick shower because her hair was twisted up in a towel and she had on pajamas. When I say pajamas, I mean pajamas. Flannel thick ass pajamas, the kind your dad would wear pajamas. And she was brushing her teeth in front of me.
Old Xavier would have dropped everything and ran the fuck out of the room. But old Xavier wouldn’t be looking at Taelyn Patrick thinking of his dick replacing the tooth brush. New Xavier was chubbing up and apart from the fact that she was wearing way to many clothes, she was still sexy as hell.
“Nice pajamas,” I said as I put the soda and ice cream on the bed.
“You like?” She turned in a circle showing off the goods.
“I like mine better.” Yes, I was still completely naked and planned to stay that way.
“Yes I heard the Emperor’s new clothes look is in right now.”
“Your fashion consultant and mine should have a chat.” I squatted down and plugged in the phone charger behind the night stand on her side of the bed. Yes, I said her side.
I looked up and she was staring at my ass. When she noticed I was looking she turned around and walked back in the bathroom.
I plugged the phone into the charger and followed her so I could see if she was turning pink. She was. I laughed and pulled the towel off her head.
“It’s still wet.”
“Wets my favorite texture.”
She spit the toothpaste out and some of it had dribbled on her chin.
“And that is my favorite look on you.” I pointed to the mirror and she wiped her chin off. “Come on, the ice cream is melting.”
I waited for her to walk out and followed her. She handed me the bowl so that it wouldn’t tip and then climbed into bed. I reached up and pulled down her pants.
“What are you doing?”
“Office rules, no pants in bed.”
She smiled and wiggled her hips helping me free her from the flannel. She climbed up the bed and under the covers.
“If you were mine, you would feed me ice cream in bed.” She gave a demanding little look.
“If you were mine, you’d lose the shirt and let me eat it off your tits.” I sat on the opposite side of the bed and held up the spoon.
She opened her mouth and I gave it to her, “Mmm. Good.”
I leaned over and licked her lips. “Mmm good.”
“More,” she opened her mouth for another bite and I fed it to her.
This time she leaned over to me and licked my lips. “Delicious.”
“It’s Saturday. Saturday Night Live is on.”
“Really, you wanna watch TV?”
She opened her mouth again and I gave her more.
“You like?”
She licked her lips and nodded.
“Shirt. Off.” She rolled her eyes. “Please.”
She started to unbutton the shirt and it was like I was seeing her tits for the first time all over again.
I took the spoon and smeared ice cream on her nipples.
“Cold. Oh that’s sooo cold.”
I leaned over and licked it off. Then I sucked hard.
I sat back and took another spoon full and did it again. “Not any warmer,” she laughed and squirmed. “You better get it or it’ll drip all over the bed.”
“We don’t want that now do we?” I pushed her down and she laughed.
“You better hurry up Xavier.”
I sat up and pulled the covers down. “You have the rosiest nipples I have ever seen.”
“It’s the pale skin.” She squirmed.
“It’s beautiful.” I leaned down and licked up her rib cage and she laughed out loud.
She reached up and covered her mouth.
“Don’t do that Taelyn. I love to hear you laugh.” I grabbed her wrist and held her down and she squirmed some more.
“You better lay still or you’ll be sorry.” I leaned over and grabbed the spoon from the bowl off the nightstand and then flung it at her tit.
“You’ll mess up the sheets,” she laughed as she tried to sit up.
I lunged at her and kissed the spot between her tits where the ice cream landed. And then I straddled her and kissed her lips and down her neck. I flicked my tongue across her nipples and they were hard as hell. My dick was too. I sat back and looked down at her.
“You ever been titie banged Irish?”
Her mouth made a perfect O shape and I leaned forward and rubbed my cock across her nipples. I let go of myself, pushed her tits together, and moved my dick back and forth between them as I rolled her rosy little pebbles between my thumb and finger. Her mouth relaxed from the O and she licked her lips as she looked down at my cock. I pumped faster and further up towards her mouth.
Her tongue darted out and connected with the head of my cock. “That’s nice.”
She did it again. She was straining her neck so, being the gentleman I am, I leaned forward and continued thrusting between her beautiful tities.
She caught my ring between her teeth and smiled.
“Play nice,” I warned and she reached down and pushed her tits tighter together. I held onto the head board and continued moving slowly in and out of her mouth. “Feels good, so damn good.”
She bobbed her head faster taking more of me in her mouth. She let go of her tits and reached around squeezing my ass hard. She opened her mouth and took a few breathes and then panted, “More.”
I grabbed her hands and held them above her head and fucked her greedy mouth.
“I’m gonna fill your mouth if you keep that shit up.” I groaned and she sucked harder.
My body tensed and I squeezed tighter on her arms.
She whimpered and I realized I was being a bit rough. Then I saw the bruises and I froze.
“Xavier.” She panted.
“Damn it” I rolled off her.
“What? Did I do something wrong. Did I--.”
“No Taelyn you were doing amazing.” I rolled to my side and kissed the bruise on her arm. “I can’t do you like that. Not tonight. Not after what you went through today. If you were mine, I’d be way gentler.”
“If you were mine you wouldn’t have stopped,” she scowled.
I rolled to my back and pulled her on top of me. “I wouldn’t be able to control wanting you but I’d sure as fuck remember that you--”
“Stop.” She reached between her legs and grabbed my cock and rubbed it up and down her opening. She slid down on me slowly and her hips circled, stretching herself to accommodate me.
I reached down, circled her clit with my thumb, and she moaned, “Yes.”
Her hips began moving back and forth taking more of me inside her and my hips met hers. We were in perfect harmony. Slow deep thrusts and then I felt her pussy clench me like a fist.
I sat up and kissed her as I guided her hips up and down as she came, crying out against my shoulder.
I didn’t stop. I increased the speed making her scream out more until I came hard and long.
I wrapped my arms around her and held her as we both tried to catch our breath. I scooted off the bed still holding her and walked into the bathroom still buried inside of her. I turned on the shower and walked in with her wrapped around me.
“I’m gonna fuck you again Taelyn.”
She moaned as my cock grew again. She was like Viagra. I didn’t wanna stop. Fuck the doctor’s warning I would still be banging her in four hours if I was still hard. I was pretty sure I would be.
~
We dried each other off as we continued to kiss. I couldn’t get enough of her. When she climbed in bed she turned and looked at me.
“You leaving?”
“I can stay and sleep for a while but I have a meeting early in the morning.”
“I can use make-up to cover this and go with you.” She rubbed her face.
“No. You sleep, it’s gonna be all day and I want you to just rest tomorrow. I’ll be back as soon as I can so we can really get to work. That phone is yours. I had your number switched. If you want your old number cool but I thought you might not want him having it.
“Thanks. You really shouldn’t have.”
“It was my call that got it broken in the first place so I owed you. Just make sure you contact your family so they know. Tell them it’s your work phone or some shit.” I climbed into bed.
“Do you need to get clothes ready for the morning?” She yawned.
I laid down and pulled her to me. Her leg rested over mine and I held her hand to my chest.
“I’ll do it in the morning. Sleep Irish.” I held her and kissed her head until she fell asleep.
I couldn’t sleep. All I could do is picture that fucker hitting Taelyn. The only thing that would make that thought go away is if I settled the score.
If she was mine, I would make sure he knew it. I would make sure he never came within a hundred miles of her. If she were mine, I would make sure she knew I protected what I held dear to me. Like it or not she was mine in body. No one would give her what I could in bed. And no one could ever give me what she had given me either.
~
It was four in the morning when I rolled her on her back and started sucking on her perfect tits. She moaned and her eyes fluttered open. I tried to kiss her and she pursed her lips together and scrunched up her nose.
“I brushed my teeth Irish.”
“I haven’t.”
I sucked harder on her nipple as I moved my body over hers.
Her hand was in my hair and her back was arching, pushing herself further into my mouth. Her knees fell apart to accommodate me. I rubbed my cock against her, “Fucking perfect.”
I pushed into her and when her mouth opened and you bet your ass I kissed her. When I was done kissing her she rolled her eyes silently scolding me. I pushed in further and she whimpered.
“Good morning.” I held myself up and circled my hips, stretching her tight little pussy, so that I could get in.
She smiled running her hands up the back of my neck and into my hair.
“Cat got you tongue?”
She started to talk and I pushed farther into her.
“Xavier,” she moaned.
“No one else.”
She looked at me and sleepy confusion shown on that beautifully flushed face. I began moving faster and she met me thrust for thrust. I was watching her she was watching me.
“Fucking beautiful Irish.” I kissed her hard and she grabbed my hair.
She broke the kiss when she yelled out my name and then her mouth was on my shoulder as her pussy tightened around me, milking me.
I slowed down, “No, please don’t stop.”
“I’ll come sexy girl, I don’t want to yet.”
“Come with me, oh god please come with me!”
That’s all it took. The first shot in her made her scream again and I held nothing back either. I groaned and hissed and growled. “Feels. So. Good.” It was too. “So fucking good Irish.”
“Yes, oh God yes!”
I shot load after load into her. I wasn’t sure if it would ever stop. I sure as fuck didn’t want it to.
When I was finally empty I looked down. Her head was laying on the pillow and her mouth was open as she fought to catch her breath.
“Fuck.” I laid on her and kissed her head, her cheeks, her eyes, her lips, panting trying to catch my breath as well. “You are a cum goddess.”
Her breaths were hard and slow and a smile spread across her lips.
“It just keeps getting better. Every time. I swear to God above I thought your pussy was trying to suck the life out of me.”
“A. Maz. Ing.” She closed her eyes. “Porn sex.”
I laughed, “What?”
“Noisy, hard, fucking. Porn sex.”
“That was nothing Irish. You want porn sex. I’ll give it to you.”
“Tired.” She panted. “Later.”
I grabbed her auburn mane in my hands and lifted her head so that I could kiss her. I felt her lips smiling against mine.
“Sleep Irish. Cause after my meeting, I’m gonna show you porn sex.”
I got up and went into the bathroom and grabbed a warm cloth. I walked out and cleaned between her snowy white legs and she moaned her approval. I took a shower and when I came out, she was hugging my pillow sound asleep.
I got dressed and then pulled the covers up around her and kissed her head before turning and walking out the door.
~
I rolled up on Cowperthwaite Street four hours later. It was almost eight thirty in the morning. I drove around the block looking to see if there were signs of the little Beemer that that mother fucker drove.
I saw it and parked next to it in a paid parking lot. I bet her money was paying for that shit too. I grabbed my phone when I heard the text alert. It was Taelyn. How did I know?
Photo ID. The picture was her bent over the desk in fuck me heels, that tight bun caging her fuck me hair, and a pencil skirt that just begged to be torn off, when I took that picture she needed to be fucked properly. Now she had been.
Lunch at noon?
Followed by a picture of the Häagen-Dazs container.
“Sweet Jesus.” I groaned
Dinner at eight.
Was my reply and then I took a picture of my dick and sent it to her.
Mmmm perfect.
Be naked Irish. I’m getting hard just thinking about you.
Will do.
I got out and stretched my legs and walked across the street. I waited until I saw a group of girls walking in the building and snuck in with them.
“You live here?” one of them said.
“Visiting a buddy. Daniel--.”
They all giggled, “Daniel.”
I followed them in the elevator.
“Daniel lives on my floor. Three for you too?”
“Thanks,” I nodded and they giggled again.
I thought Harvard girls would act smart, not be a giggling group of high school girls. Guess not. Smart doesn’t always mean smart, you know what I mean.
I followed two of them off the elevator and they giggled, “Where are you going, Big D is that way, apartment D.”
“I knew that, just thought maybe I’d follow you both and show you what a big D actually looks like.” I winked and turned around.
Big D, fucking joke.
I knocked on the door and he opened it, “Darlin’ did you forget--.”
He looked at me and started to shut the door. I pushed him back and either I pushed too hard or he was a fucking bigger pussy than I thought. I’ll go with the latter.
“What the fuck man,” his bitch ass voice quivered.
“Man. Yeah that’s me.” I reached down grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him up. “Nice fucking pad Little D.”
“Fuck,” I squeezed his little bitch neck. “You.” He squeaked out.
I dragged him to the TV. “This come from Taelyn’s place?”
“Our fucking place.” He hissed and I pushed my fingers into his windpipe. “Let go, please.”
Now the bitch was begging.
“Answer the fucking question! Did she pay for this?”
“Yes, is that what you wanna,” I squeezed harder, “Yes!”
I bounced the back of his head off the screen hard enough to crack it, but not leave a mark on his buzzed blonde do. And then let go of him.
“You son of a bitch!” He swung at me and I stood and let him hit me. “You want some more!”
“Give to me what you gave her you fucking coward!”
He swung again and I palmed his little bitch hand and cranked his wrist so he fell to his knees.
“She fucking broke my nose!”
“You fucking broke her trust. You piece of shit!” I kicked him hard in the stomach.
“Oh fuck!” He whimpered.
I looked around at his place, fucking immaculate.
“You fucked up man. Look around. Look what she did for you.” I grabbed the back of his head and dragged him to the bedroom.
“This her bed?”
“You’re gonna be sorry you--.”
He stopped talking when I jacked his head back and started undoing my pants.
“What the fuck are you--.”
I looked down at him and pulled out my dick.
“This Little D is the real deal.” I held my cock in my hand. “Just wanted you to see what Taelyn is gonna be getting a lot of.”
“You sick son of a--.”
I cranked his neck so he was facing the bed.
“You will never go near her again; if you do I’ll fucking kill you with my bare hands.”
I turned and looked at the bed, “Fuck it.”
“You’re pissing on my bed!”
“You shit on her heart, consider yourself lucky.”
When I was done I pulled him up and shoved him on the bed.
“This her grandmothers?”
“Fuck you!”
I drew back my fist.
“Yes!” He covered his face and rolled over and buried his head right in the spot I had just pissed on. “You sick son of a bitch!”
I dumped the cute little wooden stand allowing the Bose system to fall to the ground along with the lamp and his phone. I raised my foot and stomped down on his phone.
“Stay the fuck away from her or a pissed on bed will seem like a day at fucking Disneyland.”
I walked out into the hall and took with me the nightstand. I rode the elevator down and walked out the front door. I crossed the street and pressed unlock on the key ring and opened up the hatch. I put the stand inside.
Me man, bring woman back prize from hunt. I laughed to myself.
“Right there! That’s him!” I looked across the street and saw Little D and what looked like security walking towards me.
“Fuck!”
I grabbed my phone from my pocket and messaged James that I may be awhile.
I stood waiting for the Little D and his rental cops.
“He’s the one. He broke into my apartment attacked me, smashed a bunch of expensive items and pissed on my bed! Arrest him.”
I didn’t say a word I was just trying my damndest not to laugh and so was the security guy.
“Arrest him!” Little D screamed like a bitch.
“Name?” the security officer asked me.
I stuck out my hand to shake his and he didn’t respond.
“Xavier Steel,” I said and pulled my hand back.
“Come with me.”
“Actually I’m in kind of a hurry so I’ll pass thanks.”
“Fuck that!” Daniel grabbed my arm as I walked away.
Instinct kicked in. I swing, caught him in his jaw, and then security had every fucking reason to call the real police. Yep, I fucked up, but that shit felt good.
~
I was now sitting in the security office of the building waiting for the cops when two men walked in the office.
I stood and one jacked my arm behind my back. “You’re fucking kidding me right?” I laughed.
“That was a stupid fucking move, sit your ass down.”
“You a real cop, cause if not you can go fuck yourself. I’ve waited a fucking hour in the closet of an office--.”
“Cops know we’re taking care of it.”
“What are you two supposed to be?” I laughed as I sat. “I’m getting a Mayberry slash Men In Black vibe.”
“Yeah? Looking at you I get a ‘Wanna be porn star slash spoiled rich kid’ vibe.”
“Why don’t you either let me go or give me your wife’s digits? I’ll fuck her like a porn star and then pay her like a rich boy, oh but what would that make her?”
“You better watch your fucking mouth man.” One of them started coming at me and the other stopped him.
“Satisfied.” I laughed to myself, “That’s what it would make her.”
“Obviously we know who you are.”
“Cause you learned how to use google? Good job men. I still don’t know who the fuck you are so now I’m out.” I stood up.
“We’re a private security firm. We are contracted by much of Boston area’s private sector businesses.”
“When I walk out of here I’m getting into the black SUV across the road. Write down the plate number and give it to the real police.” I stood and went for the door.
“We’re the owners of Patrick Securities. Just picked up this contract Wednesday.”
I turned and looked at them. “Twins?”
“He’s smarter than he looks Keller.”
“Only because all that ink is covered up dumb fuck.”
“Okay, I get it now. You’re Taelyn’s brothers.”
“Right now we’re the ones trying to figure out whether to call the cops or let you off with a few warnings.”
I leaned against the wall. “Let’s hear it.”
“Stay the fuck away from our sister.” Keller growled.
“She works for me.”
“You always take such good care of your employees? Company sponsored slumber parties? Do we look fucking stupid to you?”
“I’m not gonna answer that based on the fact that I respect your sister.”
He threw a bunch of pictures of me on the desk. “She will not be hanging out with the likes of you!”
“She’s a big girl, that’s her decision.”
“She was happy with Daniel--.”
“I’d like to answer the previous question now.”
“What the fuck are you talking about?” Kaen asked.
“Yes you do look fucking stupid.”
“Fine, play it your way.”
He picked up the phone and dialed the cops. I was guessing I was about to meet the father. Perfect.
The door swung open and Daniel stormed in.
“You have got to be fucking kidding me.” I groaned.
“Why isn’t he in cuffs?” Daniel barked and then his jaw dropped,
“Why the fuck didn’t she break your jaw instead of your nose? Then I wouldn’t have to listen to that voice. Fuck!” I took a step towards him and one of the two brothers stepped between us.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” The one with darker hair asked Daniel.
Fuck, how was I gonna keep those two straight?
“Keller…”
Got it Keller has darker hair, how the fuck would I remember that. Helen Keller, yeah that’s it.
“Did Taelyn bust your nose?” He laughed.
“She’s under some disillusion, brought on by him,” he pointed to me. “That I was being unfaithful to her. Probably so he could get her in bed!”
“Please tell me you two are smarter than this. Aren’t you supposed to be security people, I mean fuck--.”
“Shut the fuck up Steel!” Kaen spat.
Okay and Kaen was the angrier of the two, like raising Cain in the Bible story Momma used to tell us boys when we fought. I had to laugh. God love you Momma.
“Kaen, easy,” Keller warned.
“He pissed on our bed.”
“You can leave Daniel. If we have any questions we’ll know where to find you.” Keller opened the door. “You understand that?” His voice was gruff.
“Get some fucking help for your sister and put his ass in jail.” Daniel left huffing.
“I think he shit his pants,” Keller laughed and patted Kaen’s back.
“Nah that’s piss you smell on him.” I interjected.
Keller held up the photo of her and I in bed. “You fucking with her head?”
“Nope.”
“That’s all you’ll say is nope?” Kaen sneered.
“Yep.” I smirked.
“She know you’re here?” Keller asked.
“No. She knows your security at what would have been her place at the end of the semester.”
“Nope.” Keller nodded.
“Am I free to leave?”
“You gonna leave her alone?”
I looked at him.
“Answer the fucking question Steel!” Kaen snapped.
I didn’t like the fucker telling me what to do. Brother or not he would back off or I would break him, “If that’s what she wants then I would.”
“Treat her like shit you’ll stop breathing.” Keller said and opened the door.
“Nice meeting you both. I’m sure I’ll see you again.” Yeah fuckers take that shit.
I walked out the door and into the lobby and winked at the crowd that had gathered as I walked out the door.