Chapter 7
Charley awoke the next morning with an excitement running through her she couldn’t quite explain. As she started up her Christmas music and got to work in the garage, she felt like she was on the precipice of something new. But that was ridiculous because there was nothing new going on in her life. And that whole thing with Mr. Norris last night had just been her trying to loosen him up. It didn’t mean anything. And she’d already determined he was not her type. So why was she feeling this way?
She pulled a box off the top of a stack and opened the flaps. It was filled with tinsel and greenery, and tiny white Christmas lights. She grew excited. Seven days until Christmas, and there wasn’t a single decoration throughout the house. Wouldn’t it look amazing if she wrapped this up the banister of the grand staircase? She could just imagine how it would look. Elegant and beautiful.
But then the thought occurred to her that Alexander wouldn’t think it was a good use of her time to decorate the house. Maybe she should ask him. She debated for a moment but decided that they had turned a corner last night in their relationship. Surely he wouldn’t yell at her for asking about the decorations, right?
She left the garage and stepped into the kitchen. Dorothy turned to her. “A break already?”
“No. I have a question for Alexander.”
“He’s not here. He left a few minutes ago.” She opened the refrigerator and took out a container. “Said he wouldn’t be home for lunch. I guess he had an errand to run in town.”
Charley’s spirits fell, and she sat down on the stool. “Oh.”
Dorothy put her hand on her hip. “Why? Do you need something?”
“I just found some wonderful Christmas decorations in the garage. I thought it would be cool to put them up. I mean, it’s a week away, and there’s no sign of Christmas anywhere around here. I thought maybe he was Jewish or something until I found the box.”
Dorothy’s expression softened. “No, he’s not Jewish.”
“Do you think he’d get upset if I put the decorations out? They look almost brand new. I would hate to get rid of them.”
“I don’t know,” Dorothy said carefully, grabbing a dish rag.
“You don’t know if he’d get upset?”
“Oh, I know he’d get upset, but maybe it would be okay.”
Charley twisted on the stool. “What do you mean?”
Dorothy wiped the counter. “I mean, he is hiding from life. Burying anything that reminds him of Sadie.”
Charley stilled. “That was his wife’s name?”
“Yes.”
“And Christmas decorations would remind him of her?”
Dorothy nodded. “Yes. But he needs to move on with life. He can’t run from it anymore. And I think you—” She pointed at Charley. “Could be the person who helps him do it.”
“Me? Come on. I told you yesterday, he’s too old for me. And all those other reasons.”
Dorothy waved her hand. “No, I’m not talking about that. Although I still think you and he would make a cute couple. I mean, you could be the one who brings the Christmas out in him. You’re fun and lighthearted.” She pointed to the socks she wore, the Christmas lights in different colors snaking up them. “You know how to enjoy the spirit of the holiday. He needs that in his life. It’s not like he didn’t used to love Christmas. His grandfather would go all out with the decorations. As a child, he loved the holiday.”
Charley tossed Dorothy a raised eyebrow. “So, you’re telling me to go ahead and decorate, knowing he’s going to come home and yell at me?”
A laugh bubbled out of Dorothy and she stopped wiping the counter to smile at Charley. “Someone has to volunteer as tribute.”
“Oh, man, you’re so mean!” Charley hopped off the stool. “But I get what you’re saying. Plus, he yelled at me yesterday and then apologized, so I think he’ll be less likely to blow up at me again.”
“Right? See, I knew I liked you.”
“Okay, I’m going to do it. And if things go terribly wrong, I’ll just blame you.” Charley tossed Dorothy one of her cheesy grins and stepped out into the garage. Dorothy’s laughter echoed after her.
She spent the next two hours going through boxes of decorations, hauling stuff into the house, and putting up lights and tinsel. A beautiful crystal manger scene fit perfectly on the table in the entryway. She set up a pair of lighted snowmen in the yard. By the time she got done, the house looked amazing. Whoever had bought the decorations knew what they were doing.
As she hung the last item, a large wreath on the front door, she began to feel insecure. What if Alexander grew too angry with her? What if she had pushed it too far, and he fired her? She stepped back to look at the front of the house. It looked good.
As snowflakes started to fall, Charley resolved to go back inside and take whatever Alexander would dish out. She wanted to open him up to the spirit of Christmas. Yes, life held pain. She knew the sting that death held. But she also knew he needed this to help him get over it and move on.
She went back to the garage and started on another box. She’d cleared out almost one quarter of the space already. The box she was keeping for auction only had a few things in it. She knew she was not here to appraise antiques. She was there to make Sadie’s memory disappear.
A quick knock came on the door, and Dorothy stuck her head in. “He’s home. I see his car.”
“All right. I’m coming.” Charley dropped what she was doing and rushed into the house. She’d thought a lot about how she was going to handle this, and had figured the best way was to act excited about what she’d done.
The front door slammed and his footsteps echoed loud across the tile flooring. Charley walked to meet him. When he came into view, she opened her arms wide and called out, “Surprise!”
“What is the meaning of this?” Alexander’s voice boomed through the space. He held out a piece of tinsel.
Charley almost balked. His face looked furious, red creeping up his neck and his eyes stone cold. She had expected him to be angry, but not quite like this. But she couldn’t back out now. She had to keep going with it. “Christmas is coming. It’s only a week away. I thought—”
“No. You didn’t think. You assumed.” His eyes flashed at her. “You will take down these decorations at once.”
“Alexander,” Dorothy said, and Charley turned to see her standing behind her. “Please.”
“No!” He threw the piece of tinsel to the floor, a vein in his neck bulging. “This is not acceptable.”
“But it’s Christmas.” Charley tried to stay strong, but inside she felt like crying. How could he yell at her again? Hadn’t he realized how that made her feel?
“Not in this house.” He turned on his heel and stalked off toward his office.
Charley blinked back the tears. No. She would not cry again. He had made her cry yesterday, and she was not going to give him that power again.
Dorothy let out a breath. “I’m sorry, love. I was hoping...well, let’s take them down.”
And suddenly Charley grew angry. She straightened her back and shook her head. “No. I’m not going to take them down.” She wiped at her eyes and followed after Alexander. If he was going to act like an overgrown baby, she was going to let him know just what she thought of it.
She walked into his office and he turned, obviously startled. “What the—”
“You listen here,” she said, walking up to him and poking him in the chest. “You do not have the right to talk to me that way.”
His eyes grew wide.
“I wanted to do something nice for you. Something to help you get back into the spirit of Christmas. And I went through all this work for you, and you didn’t even have the common decency to thank me. You are a mean person.” She poked his chest again.
He looked stunned, his mouth opening and closing, but nothing coming out, so she continued. “I know you are grieving. I understand that. I lost my twin sister when I was twelve. Do you think it hurt? Do you think I wanted to crawl into a hole and die? Yes, I did.” Her voice broke, but she pressed on. This was important for him to hear.
“I wanted to go to sleep and never wake up. The pain hurt so bad, I could barely look at myself in the mirror. But I knew I couldn’t live the rest of my life like that. I had to go on with life.” She blinked, the emotion of what she was saying almost overpowering her, and her throat closed. “I knew it’s what she would have wanted,” she whispered.
Alexander’s expression softened and he exhaled. “Charley.” It sounded like a caress. “I didn’t know.”
She felt a tear travel down her cheek. It was difficult to talk about her sister. She hadn’t realized she was going to bring that up until the words came flying out of her mouth.
He reached up and cupped her cheek. “I’m sorry.”
“I know. You’re sorry. I’m sorry too. Let’s stop being so sorry and go live life. There’s nothing for you here, in this castle of pain you’ve built.”
He dropped his gaze, his eyes glossy. “You’re right.”
“Let’s celebrate Christmas. We can...” Her mind turned as she tried to think of things they could do. “Make cookies and put up a tree. Go look at lights. Maybe sing some songs.”
He shook his head, but his lips betrayed a hint of a smile. “I draw the line at singing.”
“Fine. You don’t have to sing. But let the holiday in. For me?”
He nodded. “For you.”
The mood shifted and Charley found herself staring up into his eyes. There was something in his gaze she couldn’t quite put her finger on. An intensity that took her breath away. He leaned a little closer to her and she wondered if he was feeling the same thing she was. Was his head spinning like hers? Why was he just staring at her like that? It looked like he was going to...
No way. He wasn’t going to kiss her, was he? That was a ridiculous notion. She took a step back, and the intense mood shifted. “Okay, then. Let’s figure out when we’re going to make cookies.”
He squinted at her. “Like, write it on the calendar?”
She laughed. “No, silly. But if you say we’ll do it tomorrow, then I know to carve out time to do it.”
“All right.” He scratched his chin. “We’ll make cookies tomorrow.”
“Great. In the evening? Because I have to work all day. My boss is pretty strict.”
He chuckled. “Tomorrow evening.”
She held in a smile. “Okay, then. It’s a date.”