Kimber

“Mornin.” I open my eyes just in time to catch a glimpse of Aiden’s naked ass before he steps into the shower. I can’t help the smile that takes over my face as I stretch across the sheets and slide my legs off the edge of the bed.

He knows I’ll be in right behind him. It’s our thing when he stays over… which is every night he’s not doing security for the Rebel Walking group. He’s hired other guys to handle any of the other gigs they get called for. I’ve loved watching his company take off while he gets to enjoy life a little with me.

I don’t say a word as I slide the glass door open and step in behind him. He’s lathered up my pink scrubber and has no shame as he slides it over his muscles, leaving a trail of soap in its path. His sexy smirk is what pulls me in first, so I slip in front of him and kiss it away.

His deep moan and the twitch of his cock confirm what I already knew would happen. He grabs my ass and lifts me without effort putting me in position around his waist; the tip of his dick sitting at my entrance just waiting for him to thrust forward.

“God, I want this with you every day.” He slides in slowly. “Fucking move in with me.” I close my eyes and roll my head back just as he hits me deep, not being able to respond with words.

It feels too good when we’re like this to have a serious conversation and I know he’s aware of what he’s doing. He knows everything there is to know about me. How to make me crazy in every way. How to make me smile and what to do with me on those bad days where I just feel like breaking down and crying.

He gets me completely and that’s something I’ve truly never had before. We’ve been together a little over a year now and I’ve fallen more in love with this man than I ever thought I could.

He’s still trying to get me to move back to Missouri to live with him, but I’ve refused him every single time. At first it was just to keep my distance from Luke and his new life… but now that doesn’t seem like a good enough excuse for Aiden. He’s still pressing for me to agree to move in with him, which that part really isn’t the problem. It would be putting me smack dab in the middle of a part of my past that I’m not sure I should get mixed up with again. It’s been the topic of my deep thoughts for a while now.

Luke is still somewhat of an awkward situation. I still have a love for him… but it’s nothing compared to what I feel for Aiden. I guess there’ll always be a special place in my heart for Luke but we’ve been doing well as friends. He calls to check on me often and I even answer him now. I even find myself smiling when he video calls me so I can see his little boy. But living in the same town as him would be a much different situation. I’m not sure that would be good for any of us.

Lilly is still amazingly perfect for Luke and if I had to do it all over again, I’d walk away from Luke again a thousand times to see the smile on his face that only he gives her. They’re meant for each other and it only took me a few weeks to realize everything worked out for the best… even for me.

Aiden rolls his hips, pressing me harder against the wall and pulling me out of my own head and back into this moment where nothing else matters. He leans forward, lining his forehead up with mine at the same time his piercing stare catches my attention.

He slows his movements now that he has me literally wrapped around him giving my full attention. “I’m gonna need you to say yes to that real fuckin’ quick.” His cock slips in and out maybe an inch as he continues to talk. “I have everything ready for us to move in together. Just come see for yourself.” He pulls his forehead from mine giving me about an inch of breathing room just before he thrusts deep once again.

“Talk later.” I exhale just as he pins me against the wall with his dick once again. I use my nails to scrape across his back and pull him in close once again. With one arm leaning on the wall beside my head and his other hand gripping my ass, he finally stops talking and gives us both the release we’ve grown accustomed to.

His breath is hot against my ear as his body spasms through his orgasm, leaving the proof of our time together dripping from where we’re connected.

We’re long past condoms. Follow up appointments with my doctor were very convincing that I’ll never be able to have children. Talk about a hard pill to swallow.

I used it as an excuse to push away from Aiden about three months ago, but he refused to let me go even knowing he’d never be able to have children if we stayed together. I couldn’t decide whether to be broken hearted about the news or feel completely fulfilled in my relationship with the man that has truly accepted me for the person I am… flaws and all.

His bite on my bottom lip and the way he kisses me long after we’re done is a true example of the play and passion this man displays to me every second we’re together. I can’t see my life without him, and for that reason alone, I’m ready to take a big step with him. I just haven’t told him that yet. I guess you can say I want to see his face when I finally give in.

“Come home with me for Christmas… let me show you what I’ve had done and then make your decision.” I knew he’d ask me to spend the holidays with him. He tried to get me to go to his family’s house last year, but I wasn’t ready to deal with everything and everyone that we will come across. He didn’t allow me to spend the time alone though and I felt terrible about keeping him from his family, even though I begged him to go without me.

“When do we leave?” I watch the look on his face switch from serious to extreme happiness with just four words. He fills both of his palms with my ass cheeks and walks us both out of the shower without a care in the world while water and soap drip all over the floor.

“I’ll call the airline as soon as I’m finished with you.”