He laid me back on the bed and completely removed my bra from my body this time. The sated glow that had taken over me was beginning to subside, and I watched him as he removed his jeans and boxers, letting his impressive cock spring free. He turned to throw his remaining clothes onto the chair in the corner of my room which afforded me an opportunity to take in the sight of him naked in all his masculine, tattooed glory.

His thick erection stood ready and waiting to take me, and I was becoming a desperate aching mess for him all over again. I couldn’t remember ever being so turned on and wet with anticipation and need. He turned and glanced around the room, and as I had suspected, his back was covered in tattoos as well as his arms and chest. Some kind of crest with a winged skull, flames, and a broken halo and the words Company of Sinners in black writing covered most of his back.

He really was quite spectacular.

Dangerous looking but so incredibly sexual.

“Condoms?” The husky simplicity of that one-word question snapped me from my ogling, and I lifted my gaze to meet his eyes. His lopsided smile made my stomach flip, and it was clear that he knew I’d been gawking at him.

“Erm… top drawer… nightstand.”

He stepped over to the small chest of drawers beside my bed and pulled the handle. The view of his tight, muscular arse had me squeezing my thighs together again. I wanted to dig my nails in him, scratch him, bite him even.

Shit, stop that, Kelly! Who the hell are you right now?

He rummaged around and pulled out something with a chuckle. I heard a buzzing sound and my cheeks began to burn with embarrassment. Oh my goodness… beam me up, Scotty… I was now aware that the bright pink vibrator didn’t match him for size, and he turned to show me it with a raise of his brows and a sexy smile. “Hmm… we might have a little fun with this next time.” He grinned.

Next time? Uh-oh… I’m done for…

Once he had found what he was looking for, he turned. The muscles of his chest rippled as he moved toward me once again and his rigid cock bobbed and flinched, the head glistening and ready. I wanted to taste him there as he had tasted me, but I was too mesmerised to even speak, let alone move. He knelt on the edge of the bed, and it dipped under his weight as he began crawling up my body. He leaned and placed wet kisses along my thighs before trailing his tongue in circles along my tingling, over-sensitive skin until he reached my breasts. As he pulled one nipple into the wet heat of his mouth, I let a moan of delight fall from my lips. His fingers caressed my other nipple, tugging and squeezing, sending jolts of pleasure direct to my sex.

I was so ready for him again.

He braced himself on his elbows and pushed my thighs apart with his so that he could rest his pelvis against mine. The ridge of his cock lay against my clit, and I gasped at the sensation as my nerve endings sprang to life once more.

He sucked at my neck and fondled my breast again as he rolled his hips. He was driving me mad with pleasure, but I needed more.

“Cain…” I breathed, not really knowing what to say. The thought of voicing my desires to this… to all intents and purposes… stranger had me feeling silly, inexperienced and—as he had quite rightly pointed out—innocent. But then again, I’d let him get this far. Stupid, stupid, Kelly. You need to stop this right now. Pushing the voice of reason to the back of mind, I moaned his name again. “Cain…”

He pulled away and gazed down at me as he smoothed his hand down my body and slipped his fingers into my sex again. The scent of my arousal drifted from where he played and I clenched my muscles around his fingers, relishing the sensation of him touching me so intimately. I knew what I needed but couldn’t find the words. Keeping his eyes locked on mine, he removed his fingers from my body and ran their glistening tips along my bottom lip. Such an erotic act. I sucked his fingers into the heat of my mouth and groaned.

“What do you need, baby? How do you want me to make you come this time?” His eyes were dark and his voice a throaty growl.

“I need to feel you… I need…”

He smiled sexily. “You want to feel my cock inside of you, don’t you?” I nodded and chewed on my lip. “All you have to do is ask, baby. Just ask. Ask for what you want.”

“Cain… I… I can’t…” Overcome with some ridiculous, misplaced shyness all of a sudden, I turned my face away, not daring to meet his eyes.

“Hey, don’t ever be scared to tell me what you need. I want to make you feel good. And this is just between you and me, okay? No one else needs to know. It’s just for us, so relax.”

He pulled back and rested his arse on his thighs. I heard the ripping of a packet and turned to watch as he stretched the latex sheath down the length of his proud erection.

Why can’t I say the words out loud?

He returned his weight to my body once again and covered my mouth with his. This kiss was more tender, his lips soft and undemanding, and our tongues tangled together just like our limbs. His thick manhood rested at my entrance, waiting for my permission.

The overwhelming need to have him inside of me. To connect with him on such an intense and intimate level tugged at my insides, and I ached with desperation for him between my legs. Nothing else existed in that moment. Nothing but need and want. Desire and lust hanging between us. I was ready to beg.

Come on, Kelly, just ask.

Taking a deep breath for courage, I moved my mouth to his ear. “Make love to me, Cain. I need to feel you inside of me. Make me come again.” The words sounded wanton and alien, but they had the desired effect on him—he pulled back and thrust forward, sinking himself in to my wet, waiting core with a deep, gravelly moan.

“Awww, Kelly, you feel so good around my cock. I knew you’d feel good, but fuck… you’re so ready for me. I knew you wanted this too. And it feels… so… fucking… good. So right.”

His words had me clenching my muscles, which in turn made his pleasured groans come again. He began to move his length in and out of me at a slow, delicious pace, and my hips moved in perfect synchronisation with his, creating the friction I needed. His lips found mine again and the hand that wasn’t holding him up found my breast. I slipped my hands down the taut skin of his back and dug my nails into the firm mounds of his arse.

“Fuck, I could stay inside you all day,” he mumbled against my lips as his kiss became more urgent. And at that moment it was all I wanted too. The sensation of his thrusts against my sensitive bud was pushing me higher once again. He moved and closed his mouth around my nipple, and I ran my hands back up his body until my fingers were tugging at the shaggy strands of his hair. Oh my God, the pleasure, the tightness, his weight on me… So, so good.

“Fuck, Kelly I can’t get enough of this. I can’t get enough of you, but I can’t hold back any longer.”

I found my voice again. “Don’t hold back. Just let go… please… I need it too.”

The feel of her tight pussy clenching around my cock stirred up all kinds of desperate feelings within me. Although I couldn’t actually remember, I felt sure that I had never felt this good. How could anything ever have been this good?

I was meant to be with her.

She was mine.

When she told me to let go, I buried my face in the crook of her neck and picked up my pace. She lifted her legs and wrapped them around me, making my thrusts deeper still. The intensity of the adrenaline rushing through my body like a drug had me clenching my jaw and trying to hold off for as long as I could.

I didn’t want it to end.

I pulled away and fixed my gaze on hers as she clung to me, gasping and moaning. The look of sheer bliss in her eyes pulled at my heart, and raw emotion flooded me. My God, what she did to me. I was struggling to hold back, and when she cried out and clenched hard around me I let go, joining her in a mind-melting orgasm that ripped through my nerves like electricity. My cock throbbed inside of her as I emptied myself and slowed my thrusts, drawing out the pleasure for as long as I possibly could.

I lay there for a long while, covering her body with my own and stroking my fingers across her silky skin. I listened to her breathing and felt her heart beating against my chest. I wanted to stay. To forget the shit that was going on outside these four walls and just make love to her over and over. But reality wouldn’t allow it.

Reluctantly I rolled to the side and pulled her into my chest, kissing the top of her head as her arms came around my waist. “Wow… that was… wow… fucking amazing.”

She began to shudder and I felt damp trickles down my skin. Fuck, she’s crying. I wriggled myself down so that our faces were level, but her eyes were closed and tears were leaving glistening trails down her cheeks and soaking into her hair.

“Hey… hey, Kelly look at me. Baby, what’s wrong?”

“Stop calling me baby. I’m not yours, okay? I’m nothing to you. And this… Oh my God, what the hell have I done?” she growled angrily.

Her sobs vibrated through me, and my stomach knotted.

She tried to pull away from me but I gripped her tighter. “Stop this. Just look at me, Kelly, please.”

She began to pound her fists into my chest. “I’ve ruined everything. How could I have been so stupid? I’ll lose my job… my career will be over. And all for what? For a few mind-blowing orgasms? I’m a stupid, idiotic bitch!”

“Whoa, come on now. Calm down. There’s no reason to have a goddamn meltdown.”

Her eyes widened and she shoved me away before sitting up and glaring down at me. “There’s every reason to fucking melt down, Cain. I just slept with a sodding patient!”

Anger began to bubble up from somewhere deep inside me. My nostrils flared and I gritted my teeth. “Um… yeah I was there when it happened.” I sat and swung my legs over the bed turning my back toward her. “Don’t worry, we don’t have to do it again,” I bit out.

“You think?” I clenched my jaw at the derision in her voice.

I gathered my jeans and boxers from the chair in the corner of the room and disposed of the condom in the little garbage pail underneath it before I pulled on my clothes.

“Well, I’m glad I rocked your fucking world.” Sarcasm dripped from my tongue and I was suddenly filled with self-loathing. Why had I pushed her so far? Why had I insisted on this? It was too fucking soon. Dumb fucking prick. I began to walk toward the bedroom door.

She reached out and grabbed my arm, and I swung around to face her. I took a long look at her naked form standing before me, figuring it was probably the last time. Her hair cascaded down her back, leaving her perfect breasts exposed to my hungry gaze. And fuck if I wasn’t getting hard again. So fucking beautiful. Why does she have to be so damn beautiful?

“Cain, please.” When I locked eyes with her again hers were sparkling with unshed tears and all I wanted to do was fucking hold her. I hated that. Hated that I was so drawn to her. Like I knew her already. Like I needed her. It was dumb and clearly not reciprocated. I had to get the hell out of Dodge.

“Please what, Kelly? Huh?” I was trying hard to keep my temper in check when all I wanted to do was holler in her face and tell her how damned frustrating she was. My attention was drawn to her breasts again. “Put some fucking clothes on, would you, before I take your mind off all this shit.”

She grabbed a robe from her closet and pulled it on, securing it around her waist. “Cain, I’m begging you, please don’t tell anyone what happened here.” Her lower lip trembled and for a split second I wanted to turn and walk out of there.

I shook my head as something akin to hurt squeezed at my insides. “I can’t fucking believe you’re even saying that. Did I not already tell you that what happens between us stays between us? Does nothing I say get through to you?”

“I’m just so scared. This is one colossal bloody mistake I’ve made. And I keep compounding it. It has to stop.”

I stepped toward her, closing the space between us. “Yeah, I get it. Fucking me was a mistake. I’m not good enough for you, I already knew that. Not only am I your patient, but I’m a criminal with tattoos who doesn’t even know who the fuck he is. Well, you have nothing to worry about, Kelly. You can forget this ever happened. But excuse me if I don’t.” After taking one last look into her eyes I turned and left the room.