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Beautiful Burn: A Novel by Jamie McGuire (12)

CHAPTER TWELVE

Tyler seemed to be in an uncharacteristically cheerful mood, chomping on his pancakes and smiling at everyone who passed by our table at Winona’s, waving with his fork.

I’d woken up in his arms, his nose pressed against my neck. Once he began to stir, I half expected our night together to end in this awkward walk of shame, not sweet kisses and cuddles while he schooled me on doing a load of laundry. He’d loved removing his shirt from my body to drop it in the machine. He’d taken a lot longer to do that than he had chucking in his pants, underwear, and socks.

We’d barely gotten through the first cycle before he lifted me on top of the machine and settled between my legs, reminding me why I’d woken up so wonderfully sore.

In spring fresh clothes, he’d held my hand out to the truck and opened the door for me at Winona’s. Now he was looking down at his nearly empty plate, grinning like a fool.

“What’s funny?” I asked.

He looked up at me, trying to subdue the smirk on his face and failing. “I wasn’t laughing.”

“You’re smiling. Like, a lot.”

“Is that a bad thing?”

“No. I was just wondering what you were think—”

“You,” he said immediately. “The same thing I’ve been thinking about since the night we met.”

I pressed my lips together, trying to keep them from curving upward. His good mood was contagious, making it easy to forget what Sterling had said on my front steps the night before, and the worry that he was right.

Finley hadn’t called or texted in twenty-four hours. Maybe Sterling was right. Maybe she did know.

Tyler’s phone chirped, and he held it to his ear. “Hey, dickhead,” he said. His expression changed as he listened, at first concentrating on whatever was being said. Then his eyebrows bounced once. He glanced up at me for half a second, and then looked down, blinking.

“But he’s okay,” Tyler said, listening again. “He … he what? No they didn’t. Are you fucking serious? Wow … Yeah, no. I won’t. Who might come here? What kind of questions? About Trav? What do you mean? Oh. Oh, fuck. Do you think it’ll work? All right. Yeah. Yeah, I’ll tell Taylor. I said I’ll tell him. I get it. We’ll circle the wagons. Love you, too, Trent.”

He put down the phone and shook his head.

“Did you say Trav?”

“Travis,” he said, deflated. “My baby brother.”

“Everything all right?” I asked.

“Uh … yeah. I think so,” he said, lost in thought. “He just got married.”

“Really? That’s great, right?”

“Yeah … Abby is … she’s amazing. He’s crazy in love with her. I’m just surprised. They’ve been split up.”

“Oh. That’s um … that’s kind of weird.”

“They’re like that. I guess there was a fire at the college where I graduated. It’s in my hometown.”

“Anyone hurt?”

“It was pretty bad. Broke out in a basement, and a lot of people were trapped.”

“In a basement?”

“Uh … that college is sort of known for underground floating fight rings.”

“Underground what?”

“It’s kind of like a betting ring. Two guys are set up to fight. No one knows where until an hour before. The coordinator calls the fighters, their guys call ten people, then they call five, on and on.”

“Then what?”

He shrugged. “Then they fight. People bet. It’s a shit ton of money.”

“How do you know so much about it?”

“I started it. Taylor and me with the coordinator, Adam.”

The look in Tyler’s eyes when I’d bet on him at my house the first night we met now made sense. “So was Travis there?”

Tyler’s expression fell, and he looked at me for several seconds before answering. “He eloped to Vegas.”

“That’s good.”

“Yeah,” Tyler said, rubbing the back of his neck. “More OJ?”

“No, I’m good. We should probably head in.”

Tyler paid the check, and then held my hand to the truck like it was the most natural thing in the world. When he dropped me off at the MountainEar, the air between us felt heavy and awkward. It was that should we or shouldn’t we kiss moment and what does it mean if we do?

I reached for the handle.

Hang on a sec,” Tyler said, reaching for me. He slid his fingers between mine, and then lifted my hand to his lips.

“Thanks for staying with me last night,” I said.

“I’m glad I was there to run off your uninvited guest.”

“Me, too.”

He took my phone, tapping in numbers and then letters. “If he bothers you again,” Tyler said, the crease between his brows deepening. “Call me. But just … you know … call me, anyway.”

I stepped out of the truck and waved to him as he pulled away. He bumped up the volume on his radio, and I could hear the bass thumping until he turned onto the highway toward the hotshot dorms.

The door chimed as I walked in to the office. “Morning,” I said, waving to Jojo on my way to my desk.

Not only was Wick’s door was closed, but a stunning bouquet of butter-yellow and vivid violet roses reached out from a simple glass vase. I circled my desk, crossing one arm across my waist, touching my lips with my fingers, trying not to let my entire face erupt into a smile. Flowers, romance, and theatrics were last on my list of things I wanted from Tyler, but I sat down, soaking in how absolutely giddy it made me.

Jojo poked her head in the doorway. “Who are they from?”

I leaned forward once more to confirm and lifted my hands, letting them hit my thighs. “I couldn’t find a card.”

“No card? Do you have a guess?” she asked, sauntering into the room and planting her backside on the love seat. “Maybe the guy who just dropped you off?”

I reached down to turn on my desktop, taking a few seconds to get the ridiculous expression off my face before sitting upright. “Maybe.”

Jojo crossed her arms, looking quite smug. “I thought this might happen, with you spending so much time at the station. I just didn’t realize it would happen so soon.”

“Nothing is happening. We’re friends.”

“Clearly,” Jojo said with a smirk. “You look like you’ve lost weight. Did they feed you?”

“Barely.”

She stood. “I brought donuts to celebrate your first day back. They’re in the break room.”

“You’re a saint, but I’ve already had breakfast. I’ll eat some for lunch.”

“I have a lot to do today. Are you doing that write-up for me?”

“As best I can. Remember, I’m not a writer. I’ll just write what I know, and you can turn it into a story.”

“Yeah, yeah … I heard you the first time,” she said, disappearing around the corner.

I opened a new document and stared at the blank page for a while before my gaze wandered to the bouquet. I’d been sent flowers before, mostly from my father, but thought had been put into this bouquet. The colors were straight from my room, the roses meaning more than just ‘thanks for last night.’ Maybe I was reading too far into it, but Tyler wasn’t one to make dishonest gestures.

I shook it off, focusing on Jojo’s request. I recounted my first day, the basics like the names of the tools, what they looked like, and the crew’s funny nicknames. They all respected one another, but, in my opinion, looked up to Tyler. He settled arguments, led them on the mountain, and they respected the decisions he made when Jubal wasn’t around to make them. I talked about fuel breaks and mineral soil and vegetation. Packs, supplies, flight weight, and ten codes. I included my limited knowledge on slutter, fire towers, coordinates, and weather. Then I added stories like the one about the best helo pilot Tyler had ever worked with—an Aussie redhead named Holly who could back in her Huey and swing it around at the last minute to get them on the side of the mountain so they didn’t have to hike so far in—and the time Tyler ate a fat, juicy grub worm for two hundred dollars.

Two hours had passed without me realizing, and Jojo knocked on the doorjamb before walking in. She moseyed across my office to her father’s door. She knocked on it twice and then took a step back.

Wick walked out, his cheeks red and his eyes bright. Jojo stood next to my desk, crossing her arms.

“What’s going on?” I asked.

“Daddy and I have been in awe over your pictures, Ellie. You’ve sent us some amazing stuff. You went out in the field and camped in freezing temps with those heathens for nights on end. You were born for this.”

“For what?”

“To be a field photographer,” Wick said.

“A what?” I asked, feeling uneasy.

“Daddy is going to hire another assistant.”

“What?” I said, panicking.

Jojo touched my arm. “It’s okay. Your new job with the magazine will pay more.”

“More?”

Her eyes widened. “A lot more. Daddy wants this to be an ongoing feature for the magazine. He wants you to follow the Alpine Hotshots through fire season.”

“But if you hire someone else, then what?”

Jojo rolled her eyes. “Who are we kidding? Daddy isn’t going to find anyone. I’ve been doing it for this long. I can wait until fire season is over. You have to do this, Ellie. It’s going to be amazing.”

“I … don’t know what to say,” I said, both unsettled and flattered.

“Say bye,” Wick said. “I want you back out there starting today. We’ll need a continuing story for next month. We’ve already cleared it with the superintendent. Pack your bags. You’ll be bunking at the Alpine’s dormitory until October.”

“Oh, thank God,” I said, closing my eyes.

I could practically hear Jojo smiling. She had no idea I was going to be kicked out of my parents’ home next month. I had barely saved enough for my cell phone bill, much less a deposit and first month’s rent, even on houses or apartments up to half an hour outside of town. Shadowing the hotshots until October gave me six to seven more months to figure out living arrangements. Even if I was sleeping in a truck or tent most of the time, it was preferable to moving into a shelter.

“We knew you’d be happy! I told you she’d be happy, Daddy.”

“Am I done?” Wick said.

Jojo sighed. “You’re done. Go back to resting your feet on your desk.”

I pulled out my phone and texted Tyler.

Did you hear the news?

Just now. I’m your official babysitter. Pretty pumped.

Thanks for the flowers. They’re beautiful. ☺

It took a while for Tyler to respond.

I didn’t send you flowers. I can’t decide if I feel like a dick or if I want to kill whoever sent them.

You didn’t send the flowers?

No. There’s no card?

No.

I wanna know who sent them.

Me, too.

Not for the same reason.

… which is?

I’m having violent thoughts. All I can say.

Quit.

I have a bad temper in general. Sending my gf flowers is not a good idea.

… I am not your gf.

Yet. You’re not my gf yet.

I set my phone to silent and put it in my drawer, shaking my head, a dozen conflicting emotions swirling in my head and heart, including curiosity about the flowers. Who else would send them but Tyler?

“Ellie?” Jojo’s voice came over the speaker, and I jumped. “You’ve got a call on line one.”

“Is it a guy?”

“Yes.”

“Is his name Sterling?”

“No.”

I pressed the button for line one and picked up the phone, fully expecting Tyler’s voice to be on the other line. “This is Ellie.”

“Bunny?” My father’s deep voice boomed through the receiver, so loud that I had to hold the phone away.

I slowly pressed it against my ear, speaking softly. “Daddy?”

“I heard the news. I’m so proud of you,” he said, his voice breaking. “I knew you could do it.”

“Th-thank you. Daddy, I can’t talk right now. I’m at work.”

“I know. I spoke to Wick this morning. He’s impressed with you. He says you’re the best assistant he’s ever had.”

Wick didn’t tell him about the assignment.

“I actually just got a raise, so I’ll um … I’ve found a place. I’m moving out this week.”

“Nonsense, bunny. You’ve proven yourself. Maricela is packing for you now, and your passport and plane ticket is at the house. We want you to join your sister in Sanya. Your plane leaves in the morning.”

“Who’s we?”

“What’s that?”

“You said we want you to go to Sanya.”

He cleared his throat. “Your mother…”

After a short scuffle, my mother had possession of the phone. “Really, Ellison, you couldn’t have found something less … desperate?”

“Excuse me?”

“A secretary? For J.W. Chadwick, no less. That’s just embarrassing.”

The blood beneath my cheeks began to boil. “You didn’t really give me a choice, Mother.”

“You’re going to thank them for the opportunity, and you’re going to meet your sister like your father wants, and then you’re going to start with his company, under Finley. Do you understand?”

“Is this what Sally wants?”

Mother sighed. “Your father felt Sally was too … restrictive.”

“What about the contract?”

Mother chuckled. “Well, it wasn’t a legally binding contract, Ellison. It was more of an agreement on paper.”

I took a deep breath, relieved that I could be lying on the back of a rented yacht in thirty-two hours, soaking up the sun and drinking mimosas and eating my weight in lobster and Peking duck. The question was whether Finley wanted me there.

“Have you told Finley?”

“Not yet. It’s the middle of the night there.”

“You just decided this morning that I wasn’t dead to you?”

“Honestly, Ellison. Don’t be so dramatic. We forced you to get a job, you did, so you’re being rewarded for your hard work, and then you’ll work under your sister. No one’s dead.”

“Someone’s dead.”

Mother tripped over her words. “What do you … who are you … what on Earth are you going on about, Ellison? Who’s dead?”

I swallowed. “Please thank Daddy for the tickets, but I’m not going to Sanya. I have a job here that I love.”

“You love being a secretary,” Mother deadpanned. I could hear my father asking questions in the background.

“I’m actually taking pictures for them, too, and I’m really good at it.”

“Ellison, for goodness’ sake. You’re a secretary slash photographer? Listen to yourself.”

“I’m staying.”

“This is about a boy, isn’t it? You’ve met some local, and you’re not thinking straight. Philip, talk some sense into her.”

“I’m going to be unreachable at times. If it’s an emergency, call the magazine. They know how to get in touch with me.”

“Ellison,” Mother warned. “If you hang up the phone—”

“You’ll cut me off?” I asked.

While my mother stumbled over what to say next, I hung up. I was afraid that if I spoke to my father again, I would change my mind.