I didn’t want Sierra to leave. It had been a little over a week since they arrived but it feels like they have always been here. It didn’t matter than she was going to be my wife in one week, I didn’t like the thought that she wasn’t going to be here under the same roof as me. Pregnant or not, I didn’t want to be away from her.
I took her to my room because it was more comfortable. As soon as I had the door shut I pulled my gym shorts off her body, then removed the oversized pullover. She stood before me in nothing but my old t-shirt, yet she looked more beautiful than anyone I’d ever seen. I could see her emotions, they were building in her eyes. Before she could break down, I pulled the covers back and had her crawl into my bed. Once she was in, I made quick work stripping down to my boxers so I could climb in behind her.
When I snuggled in behind her, she quickly rolled so she could snuggle into my side with an arm across my waist and a leg draped over mine. I ran my index finger slowly up and down her spine, I could feel the tremors running down her body with each pass of my finger. Neither of us spoke for a long time, we were both wide awake lost in our thoughts.
She broke first. “I don’t want to be apart this week. I keep going back and forth with the pros and cons. Hannah and Steve are hell bent on studying and testing before Vegas. Me? Even if I spend every last second studying this week, I would still fail the finals. Shit, I will probably fail the finals if I studied until the normal end of the semester and tested with everyone else. So yeah, that’s the con. The pros, by going back I will be able to see a doctor without everyone knowing. So, despite not wanting to be away from you for the next four nights, I know that I have to be. It’s my responsibility to do what is best for the baby.”
I didn’t make it any easier when I told her, “If you stay I can take you to a doctor.”
She smiled. “I know you think it would be that easy. But do you know any OB/GYN’s in the area?”
“No, but my mom does.”
“Exactly. If I stay, everyone will know before I’m ready to tell them. I know it’s hard to understand that I want to wait to tell everyone. But I want the excitement of our wedding to be about us. As soon as everyone knows about the baby, all focus will instantly shift from us to him or her.” I didn’t respond. Her explanation made complete sense. Our wedding day should be a big deal and I don’t want to take the focus off us for one second.
“So you’ll go to the doctor on campus? Do you have any idea what they’ll do at the appointment? Will they do an ultrasound?” Suddenly I started to panic that I was going to miss something major by not being there for the first appointment.
“I honestly don’t know. When I call Monday to make my appointment, I’ll ask. I imagine they’ll get me the prenatal vitamins and hopefully they can refer me to a good doctor in the area here.”
I am not sure what part of our conversation is turning him on, but something is because I can feel his dick suddenly making an appearance. I shifted my knee down at the same time I trace his stiffness on the outside of his boxers. On instinct, his hips rise off the bed searching for more and I gladly give it. I tuck my hand under the waistband of his boxers, freeing his huge dick. I scoot down his body until my mouth is within licking distance of his already pulsing dick. He let me play for longer than I expected, but I think that had to do with my leisurely pace. It was clear I wasn’t trying to get him off since I hadn’t even sucked him into my mouth. When he final had enough of me exploring, he pulled me up his body, forcing my legs on either side of his hips. Without hesitation, he pulled me down hard on his saliva covered cock. He swiftly removed his t-shirt from my body which was obstructing his view. A view he loved to see, my tits bouncing as I rode him and my pussy taking his cock.
Hopefully the movie was loud enough to hide the obvious sounds of us. Regardless, there wasn’t anything that could stop either of us as we chased nirvana. Mine hit first, the force of it causing my head to tilt back and my eyes to close. As soon as the major crash washed over me, I was able to open my eyes and watch him watch me. Showing him with my eyes open, the vulnerability I willingly give him. The ripple waves continue to pulse as he holds my hips and empties himself deep inside me, holding eye contact the entire time. I’d heard the term earth shattering, but this gave the term new meaning. My emotions bubbled over, but rather than crying like I’d been accustom to over the last five months, I lost it in laughter. Uncontrollable laughter. I laughed so hard, Cal had no choice but to laugh with me.
Once we got ourselves back under control, I let him have the last bit of my anxiety. “If I tell you that I don’t want to take the finals at all, will that disappoint you?”
He flipped us so quickly, I was shocked he could move that fast. Once I was under him, he brushed the hair away from my face and searched my eyes for answers to his unspoken question. Before answering my question, he brushed my hair away again and held it back as he spoke, “I don’t give a fuck if you drop every class you are taking. I don’t care if you want to stay home. Pregnant or not. Seriously Sierra, my love for you is not attached to you being in school, nor is it attached to you being anything other than you. I want you to be the happiest version of you as possible.”
I wrapped my arms and legs around him in gratitude. He will probably never know what those words mean to me. “Thank you. I love you and hearing you say that just lifted a huge weight off me.”
His smile melted me, “I love you Sierra, more than you know.”
We drifted in and out of light sleep waking twice to make love again. When the alarm went off at 5:30, it felt like neither of us had slept at all. Saying goodbye was hard, but I knew why I was leaving and it was the only thing in the world that was as important to me as Cal.