Chapter Eight
Jared buried his face in Sacha’s neck, overwhelmed at the connection they now had. As close as they physically were, the bond added more and Jared could feel every emotion that Sacha felt. He didn’t think he would, but it appeared their mating was different to D’s.
Maybe that was due to the fact he and Sacha had known each other for years, had lived together before Sacha had revealed the truth.
So many emotions came through to him from the bond. The love Sacha felt for him was strong and bright, and Jared couldn’t stop the tears that fell as those emotions overwhelmed him.
Sacha hummed, and he let him pull him close, as Sacha’s hands rubbed up and down his back, soothing him. Sacha was taking care of him like he always had.
When he looked back on their lives together, Jared could clearly see the love Sacha had for him and the way he always took care of him. He saw it in everything Sacha did for him. Simple things, like making sure the coffee was on before he left for work, food prepared for him when he came home from a mission, always checking up on him, making sure he was safe. The small touches that Sacha gave him that he hadn’t even been aware. They all flooded his mind.
How had he been so blind? Why hadn’t he seen it? Looking back now, it was so obvious that Sacha loved him. That Sacha had always loved him. Always saw to his needs. Like a mate did. His mate.
Sacha, his wonderful, caring mate.
Jared could feel Sacha’s love, strong, warm, and bright, pulsing through their bond and he marveled at it. He wanted to reach out and touch it, immerse his body and soul in it and never let it go. He could feel Sacha’s deep satisfaction, not just that they’d had sex but also that he held his mate in his arms, that they were now finally connected.
Now, Jared understood what Sacha had gone through, and in some small way, he understood why he’d held back the truth about their connection, but it still hurt him.
“I’m sorry, Jared. I never meant to hurt you.”
Turning his head into Sacha’s neck, he kissed the skin, murmuring, “I get it now. You don’t have to apologize anymore, and I think you hurt yourself more by not telling me.”
Sacha sighed, nodded, and Jared kissed him again. “I love you, Jared.”
He lifted his head and stared into Sacha’s bright blue eyes. The red had disappeared, letting the blue shine through, and he saw the love in them. “I love you too. I think I always have.”
Sacha raised his hand and palmed his cheek and Jared turned his face into it, kissing it. He gazed into Sacha’s eyes, but now he recognized the look that had always been there. Love. Sacha loved him.
He could feel the emotion pulse through their bond, and he closed his eyes, overwhelmed by it.
Jared.
“Yeah.” He opened his eyes and smiled at Sacha who was grinning up at him.
“I didn’t say anything.”
Jared furrowed his brow. He’d clearly heard his name in his... oh. He grinned back at him when he understood.
Sacha.
He tried it back, and Sacha laughed, pulling him down and kissing him passionately.
Jared let him roll them over until Sacha was on top. They gazed into each other’s eyes, and Jared was amazed at the depth of emotion he felt for him. Had it always been there, and he had been blind to it, confusing it for friendship? Had their mating brought those emotions out to the surface?
Whatever the answer, Jared knew he loved Sacha and would do everything in his power to make him know and feel that love.
Raising his hand, he touched Sacha’s face. “I love you.” The wonder evident in the tone of his voice.
“I know.” Sacha leaned down and kissed him. “I can feel it. So strong and powerful. So you.”
Sacha leaned down and kissed him again. Jared closed his eyes, wanting to shut out the world and just feel Sacha’s love.
Now he’d fully accepted their mating, the feelings crashed through him continuously. His. Sacha’s. Like a wild roller coaster ride but with the best ending.
Sacha’s tongue touched everywhere, his lips, his teeth, even the roof of his mouth. Jared moaned, sucking it into his mouth even when Sacha tried to pull free. He didn’t want this to end. The connection was so powerful it flowed through him like a bright golden light.
Sacha grinned and continued to move down his body, kissing his nipples, licking across his abs until he was hovering over his hard cock. He ran his nose along the side and kissed the head, glancing up at Jared.
“I’m not that clean,” Jared told him, remembering what they’d done.
Sacha grinned up at him. “I don’t care. I’m going to make you come. I want to taste you, Jared.”
“Fuck, I can’t wait.” Jared grinned. “You gonna suck me off then?”
“Hmm. I’m going to make you come with your dick in my ass, with me riding you hard. Later, when you’ve recovered, I’m going to make you come again, and I’m going to swallow every drop.”
“We don’t need to-”
Red flashed through Sacha’s eyes. “I’ve waited all these years, Jared. I need this. I need you to fuck me and wipe it all away.”
Jared’s grin widened, and he watched the red deepen in Sacha’s eyes. “Do it, Sacha. Take what you need. I’m yours.”
Chuckling, Sacha sucked the head into his mouth. Jared gripped the sheets in his hands, his hips punching up. Sacha groaned and slipped his hands under Jared’s ass.
Pulling off, Sacha said, “Fuck my mouth.” Sucking Jared’s dick back into his mouth, Sacha moaned around the head.
Jared groaned, thrusting up into Sacha’s hot, wet mouth. Sacha kept a tight seal on Jared’s dick, his tongue constantly moving around his head and shaft, rubbing the hot spot beneath the head. “Fuck, Sacha. So good... so, so good.”
Sacha hummed and Jared groaned loudly when the vibrations traveled along his shaft. Fuck, Sacha was good. He knew where to touch him, how hard to suck.
He could feel how much Sacha was enjoying having his dick in his mouth, making him groan again. Sacha’s pleasure fueled his own and Jared struggled not to come. He wanted to enjoy Sacha’s talented mouth.
He fucked Sacha’s mouth for a few minutes until Sacha moved back, his dick slipping free. He moaned in disappointment, but the sound cut off when Sacha moved up, his legs on either side of Jared’s hips and rubbed his hard cock on Jared’s abs.
Jared watched, riveted by the sight of Sacha’s dick, from the skin pulling back from the uncut purple head, to the drops of precome dripping down it.
He’d had plenty of women ride him, but none of them was his mate. He couldn’t wait to sink into his hot, tight hole and feel it clench around him, couldn’t wait for them to be one again.
His hands caressed Sacha’s chest, moving up to tweak and pull at his nipples. Sacha’s eyes glowed above him, and he held his breath as Sacha slowly sat on his dick. His head was thrown back, his mouth falling open. They both groaned in ecstasy, and Sacha looked down at Jared and bit his lip, panting slightly, his eyes glowing.
Jared moved his hands so he could rub Sacha’s thighs and it wasn’t long before he began move. Rising up, Sacha clenched around his dick, stopping when only the crown was still inside him, then slowly dropping back down.
Sacha leaned back, his hands grabbing Jared’s raised thighs and when he moved again, he cried out, “Oh, fuck. Just there.”
Jared closed his eyes and simply felt. He could feel the passion, the lust and pleasure, but also the deep love coming through their bond. He whimpered at the intensity, the depth of those emotions almost too much to take.
Jared’s hands clamped onto Sacha’s thighs and he thrust his hips upwards, causing Sacha to moan again. Jared took control and fucked up into Sacha.
Sacha’s moaning increased in volume until he was crying out repeatedly and Jared grunted with every thrust into Sacha’s ass.
Sacha was gripping him so tight that he knew it would only be a few more thrusts until he came and he wanted to see Sacha come first.
He fucked him hard and fast, holding Sacha tight. The muscles in his legs burned, but Jared ignored it, his sole focus on Sacha, watching the expression that flashed across his face.
Sacha’s face was scrunched up, and he was biting his lip. His skin was flushed with beads of sweat rolling down the sides. His black hair clung to his forehead and Jared had never seen a more glorious sight than Sacha lost in lust, to a passion that consumed him.
The tendons in Sacha’s neck stood out as he arched back and he clenched around Jared’s dick. Jared gritted his teeth, continuing to fuck up into Sacha as he came. Ropes of come were shooting from Sacha’s dick, coating Jared’s abs.
“Ah fuck, Sacha.”
As Sacha slumped over, Jared pulled him down and kissed him, his tongue pushing into Sacha’s mouth. Sacha breathed heavily through his nose as they kissed and Jared rolled them over, grabbing Sacha’s leg and pulling it up.
He broke the kiss and stared down at Sacha, his hips moving, as he pulled out and slammed back in repeatedly. His eyes dropped to watch Sacha’s fangs lengthen. He turned his head, exposing his neck and cried out sharply as Sacha struck.
He could feel every draw of his blood that Sacha took. Sacha’s emotions rushed through him and he had to close his eyes at the wave of feelings that hit him.
As Sacha’s fangs released from his neck, he moaned as another wave of lust rolled over him.
A claw appeared from under Sacha’s nail. He stopped moved and stared at it, watching Sacha cut a line across his own chest. “Drink from me.”
“What?”
“It will deepen our bond.”
Jared stared at Sacha, seeing the truth of his words reflected in his eyes. He leaned down and breathed in deeply then licked across the cut. The coppery taste filled his mouth, and he wasn’t sure if he could continue, but then their connection went into overdrive. Unable to stop himself, Jared latched onto the mark and sucked, taking in every drop he could.
He fucked Sacha even harder and then slammed home one final time as he came. He groaned, unable to move, his body shuddering, his legs trembling, as he slumped over Sacha.
Sacha rolled them onto their sides. Jared’s dick slipped free and they both lay there panting, hearts racing, sweat cooling on their skin.
Jared opened his eyes and gazed into Sacha’s, seeing the smile on his face.
Sacha’s fingers traced the mark on Jared’s neck. “Mine,” he whispered in awe.
“Yours, as you are mine too.”
Sacha glanced up at him, then quickly away. “I always have been,” he whispered.
“And I’m never letting you go.”