As I pulled up to the Mercury Casino and Resort, I was in a non-stop battle with myself. Ryan and Gavin aren’t exactly strangers. They’re always hanging around the casino. They seem like normal guys, but it isn’t like people walk around with a big sign around their necks that say hey, I’m completely batshit crazy, and by batshit crazy, I mean put the lotion in the basket once you’ve placed it on your skin.

What was I thinking when I agreed to meet them after work? Oh, who was I kidding? I knew exactly what I was thinking. They were two of the sexiest men I’d ever seen, and I was a girl with plenty of needs. My vibrator was good and all, but human touch can’t be replicated. I was hungry for physicality, and these two studs were on the menu.

I checked my makeup one last time, tipped my Uber driver, took a deep breath and made my way inside. One of the women at the front desk said something to me, but I ignored her and headed straight for the elevators. As I rounded the corner, Gavin and Ryan were already standing there, each with their own version of a sexy smirk on their faces.

“You came,” Gavin said as he wrapped his arms around me and lifted me into the air.

Ryan was watching, looking at me with a look that was sexy as hell and I was pretty sure he knew it already.

“Of course I came. I said I would be here and here I am.”

“Well let’s get this party started then,” Ryan said as he turned towards the elevators.

I followed behind the two men and entered the elevator car while Ryan inserted his key card, which probably meant we were going to an area of the casino that the average person would never have access to.

The elevator made it’s ascent and didn’t stop until we were on the rooftop terrace. As soon as I stepped out, I could see that the view was breathtaking. You could see all of Vegas from this one spot. It was amazing.

I glanced over and notices a table set up.

“Would you like a glass of wine?” Ryan asked

I nodded my head, yes, and he poured us all a glass.

“I also took the liberty of ordering us a lobster risotto,” he continued. “It should be up here any minute. I figured we could eat up here and take advantage of this amazing weather. I’ve made sure nobody will disturb us with the exception of food service.”

“Sounds like a plan to me,” I replied, fighting off a hitch in my breath.

Before I knew it, the food was rolling in. They also brought up another couple of bottle of Chardonnay. I’d been fine all evening, but as we all sat down to eat, I realized how nervous I had become. I had no idea what the problem was, but it was a feeling I was having trouble shaking. Even as nervous as I was, I was even more intrigued by the two men.

As we ate, I was surprised by how smoothly the conversation was flowing amongst us and how much fun I was having. It had been one hell of a night so far, and I wondered how they planned on topping it.

Eventually, the nerves floated away. For a while, I actually allowed myself to forget that I didn’t do the whole dating thing and relaxed while Gavin and Ryan were showering me with attention. The two men made me giddy and more than just a little turned on.

Ryan had his hard-charging focus and confidence while Gavin had his fun, flirty demeanor and easy-going smile. I sensed the current that flowed between us with just conversation. I couldn’t even begin to imagine the sparks that were yet to ignite.

As I stood up and started walking around, checking out the view of the city and sipping on my wine, I was indeed at odds with myself. It had been a long time since I allowed a man to get this close to me. It had been too long since I felt the adoration in a man’s eyes, let alone two.

I didn’t date.

I wasn’t that girl anymore.

I was only with men to fuck and then leave.

It worked for me.

I had to get my mind back on the plan, which was just sex, and then I could walk away.