The sound of Joshua walking into the room next to mine has my attention. I’ve been waiting for him to get here to drag him onto the slopes with me. I listen as the door clicks shut behind him, and then I hear the sound of hangers in the closet jangling together. My ear to the connecting door, I smile when a loud sigh comes through the door very clear—not Joshua though.

Hearing my name muttered from the lips of the woman I’m in love with has me banging on the door. “Rachel?” I shout before I can even think about what I’m doing. I’m not even sure I care anymore.

There is a pause then I hear, “Alexander?” from directly behind the locked door.

My forehead drops to the door as I place the palms of my hands flat against the wood keeping me from her. “I’m being punished.”

“Unlock the door,” she says, the click of her side being unlocked loud in the silence between us.

It’s wrong.

I need her, to breathe.

I’m going to hell.

Unlocking the door, I tug it open and come face-to-face with my girl.

My heart thumps hard in my chest as I caress over her, but my eyes struggle to leave her face.

“I was expecting Joshua.”

“He said this was my room when he gave me the room card.”

Thank you Joshua!

I shake my head and grin. “He knew exactly what he was doing.”

“I’m exactly where I belong,” she says and steps into my room. “Because I’m only half alive when we’re apart Alexander.”

Reaching for Rachel, our fingers intertwine. “I agree,” I whisper against her lips. “We’re heading for trouble.”

“We’ve tried for a long time to stay apart. It’s not working.”

“Then I’m done staying away.” My lips brush against her pink lips.

She sighs her eyes alight with love. “Kiss me Alex.”

“Yes,” I growl.

Whatever calm I had is shattered with the hunger of her kisses. Her arms wrap around my neck as I crush her to me. No way can I let her go. I don’t think about anything but Rachel as she brings a leg up, hooking it over my hip.

Our bodies are perfectly aligned and having Rachel rubbing against my throbbing dick sends all common sense out of the window.

My lips leave hers to nibble at her earlobe; a shudder working it’s way through us both. “Rachel,” I whisper, trailing kisses along her neck to the pulsing hollow at the base of her throat. I raise my head and gaze into her eyes.

“Make love to me Alexander,” Rachel says, her fingers threading through the short strands of my hair, hardening my body at the sensation.

I grip her bottom in my large hands, holding her against me at the words that nearly have me undone. “Are you sure? Because I won’t let you go if we do. You’ll be mine Rachel. No one else will ever be able to say that.”

Her eyes flare with heat as she tugs my head close. “That will also make you mine Alexander.” Her mouth covers mine hungrily, and I have my answer.

Backing her toward the bed, I suddenly realize we have a problem. “I don’t have any condoms,” I hiss the words between my teeth, in serious pain in my jeans.

“I’m on the pill Alex, and I trust you.”

I brush a gentle kiss across her forehead. My hands tremble as I slowly remove her shirt and purple lace bra. Her breasts sway and when I cup them in my hands, she gasps and quivers. “You make my body feel alive.” Her hands shake as she moves them between us, shoving her jeans and panties down her legs, kicking them off. “You have too many clothes on.”

I chuckle, surprising myself. “Then let me catch up to you.”

She sits on the bed, all woman; her long legs are slightly parted, giving me a glimpse of her sweet wet pussy as I rip free of my shirt. My eyes stay fixated as I kick my shoes off and make quick work of my jeans and briefs, hoping like hell I don’t embarrass myself.

When I straighten to my full height my cock jerks and hardens to an impossible tightness. Tingles of pleasure run down the length and pool on the tip. Rachel’s gaze doesn’t move from my flesh as it continues to jerk. Her body gently writhes on the bed as though she’s trying to sate her own arousal.

“Will you let me touch you?” she asks, her gaze moving to meet mine.

I briefly close my eyes gathering any ounce of control I can. She’s the sexiest woman I’ve ever seen, in fact she’s the only naked woman I’ve ever seen—in real life that is.

My legs move on their own accord and when I feel the gentle touch of her hands on my thighs, my ass clenches, causing my dick to go solid. Any more solid and I think it’ll snap in two.

“I’ve never seen an aroused man before,” she admits.

“What?”

She blushes, her fingers stroking through the hair on my balls while I try to stay on my feet, my legs weakening.

“I’ve never been naked with anyone before Alex. Do you know what I’m trying to tell you?”

The fog in my brain slowly shifts and it hits me. “You haven’t been with a man before?”

“I haven’t.” Her fingers slowly caresses from my balls up my erection and when her thumb rubs the wetness from the tip around I nearly come on her hand.

I take her wrist and pull her away from my body, her eyes filling with tears when I do. “I’m only stopping you because I nearly came on you.” I smile. “Your touch excites me Rachel, and the first time I come with a woman is going to be inside of you.”

Pushing her down to the bed, I quickly snap my eyes closed from the sight of her spread out, just for me.

“Wait?” she quickly says.

My eyes open and see the frown on her face.

Hoping I manage to control myself, I crawl on the bed between her spread legs. My gaze focuses on the small strip of brown hair that leads to pure heaven. She’s wet. Very wet and her clit is swollen, begging for my touch as I lick my lips in anticipation of what she’ll taste like.

I cup her mound and give a gentle rub to her bundle of nerves with my thumb while I watch her reaction. Her eyes widen and she arches into my touch. I move my hand away and slowly slide it up her body to cup both her amazing breasts in my palms. They’re large and ripe, ready for my touch and dipping my head, I sample one rose tipped nipple before lapping at the other.

Her legs wrap around my waist and pull me closer, my dick throbs along her hip.

Struggling for breath, I rest my forehead gently on hers.

“You said the first time you come with a woman that it’s going to be inside of me. I don’t understand.”

“I wondered if you caught that,” I admit. “I fell in love with you when it wasn’t allowed, and I don’t just mean because we’re cousins, I mean because of age. Since then I haven’t wanted anyone else.

“I’ve dated but never took them up on the offer of sex. I couldn’t. Not when you had my heart. I told myself that I was waiting for you even though I never knew if we’d ever be together.”

She smiles although tears hover on her lashes, one falling into her hair. “So it’s not just my first time.”

I shake my head trying to control my excitement with her wiggling against my body. Her groin presses and rubs my cock, and the feel of her large breasts and the aroused nipples rubbing against my chest is nearly enough to finish me off. “If you keep moving I’m going to be coming all over you.”

She pants. “Next time.”

Fuck!

“Love me now,” she says. “I’m swollen and wet, and I need you inside of me. Don’t go slow. Just plunge straight in and come. I want to know what it feels like having you lose yourself inside my—”

She doesn’t finish as I do what she says. I fist my dripping cock, align myself and sink into heaven. Her arms and legs hold me tight as she gasps in surprise.

I hold myself fully inside of her, panting and quivering at the feel of her warmth surrounding my bare dick, the way her flesh quivers and holds me tightly. Dipping my head, I capture a nipple between my lips. I suddenly have no control over my body as I start coming, stream after stream of semen pouring into Rachel. Then I feel her, her core pulsates as a loud moan leaves her lips, her body writhes under me.

I slowly rock inside of her wanting to prolong her pleasure, except the tight convulsions set me off again and pleasure like nothing I’ve ever felt before rocks through my body.

By the time I collapse exhausted on top of Rachel, our groins are wet and sticky, but I don’t give a shit. We roll to the side, Rachel still wrapped in my arms as she wraps a leg over my hip. My spent dick slips free while we catch our breath.

“My body is well and truly sated,” she whispers, her fingers caressing back and forth along my back to my ass.

Shivering at her touch, my dick no longer wants to rest and starts rising between her legs, nudging her entrance. I slowly move so that it’s now rising up, resting against our stomachs. “I won’t enter you again until you no longer ache.”

She giggles. “I ache all the time for you Alexander, so I hope you’re not serious.” Her eyes meet mine, amusement clear as day in the blue depths.

“I mean—”

Her lips quickly cut off my words. “I’m addicted to your touch.” She kisses me again. “Your taste.” Again her lips find mine. “And I know what you meant.” She pushes me to my back, and kisses down my chest. “Until I’m healed inside we’ll have to be creative.”

She meets my gaze, smirks, and wraps her gorgeous lips around the head of my cock. I nearly shoot off the bed in surprise and excitement.

My heated gaze watches as she moves to kneel between my legs, her hair pooling in my lap, her ass in the air as she explores the entire length of my shaft with her tongue. Her lips tightly encircle the head while her fingers grip and squeeze the thick root, and I can’t breathe. She only sucks on me a few times before I’m clenching my ass as my rigid flesh pulses. “Rachel! Stop. Oh God! I’m going to come. Rachel…”

Rachel sucks my orgasm out of me, not stopping until every last drop has left my body. I’m unable to catch my breath as she crawls back up me and ends up lying straddled around my waist. Her beautiful face is buried in my neck. “I guess I did that right then, huh?”

I chuckle while still trying to catch my breath. “Oh yes! Not that I have any experience of being sucked off, but you scrambled my brain.”

She smiles against me and breathes a kiss against my neck before lifting her face to mine. “Promise me, Alexander,” she says so seriously, “that you won’t leave me. No matter what happens in our family because of us being together. I can handle anything, but you walking away from me.” Tears fall from her eyes.

I flip us over and cup her face between my hands. “I promise I won’t ever walk away from you, Rachel. I love you, and although I think we need to keep our relationship hidden for now, I’m not going anywhere.” I kiss her eyes and use my thumbs to dry her tears. “We’re in this together, okay?”

She nods and whispers, “I love you so much.”

“Then we can do anything together.”