I lowered Avery to my bed, still not quite believing that she was back in my life—back in my bed—once again. It felt like something inside her had changed as she finally let go and wept in my arms, making my heart break for the pain I’d caused her. It was a mistake I’d never make again—a mistake that should never have happened in the first place.
Lying down by her side, I trailed kisses over her soft skin, my hands inching her top out of the way as I pressed my lips to her curves and covered her in kisses, slowly stripping her naked as she helped rid me of my own clothes. She was still the most gorgeous thing I’d ever laid eyes on, her lush curves and honey skin catching the light that streamed in through the windows.
“It’s been too fucking long, Rae.” And I’d be damned if I’d be able to take things slow when I needed her more than I needed breath.
I nestled myself between her legs, trailing kisses and bites over the sensitive skin of her inner thigh, loving how she gasped and tilted her hips toward me, as if begging for more. Needing a taste of her, I ran my tongue through her delicate folds, the taste of her salty sweet on my tongue, leaving me fighting back the urge to devour her. I flicked at her clit and sucked on it, teasing her until she was sinking her fingers into my hair and pulling me to her, demanding more.
Fucking hell, I’d missed her...
Teasing her entrance, I slipped my finger deep inside her, loving that she was already so wet for me. I slowly thrust into her, hooking my finger to hit that tender spot, as I continued to suck on her clit and tease her with my tongue, her breathing growing ragged as she rocked her hips into me, urging me on. Adding a second finger, I increased my pace, knowing just how close she was, finger fucking her until her body was quivering and trembling, her cries filling the room as I continued to slowly tease her while she rode out her orgasm.
Pulling my fingers free of her body, I let my lips and tongue trail over her lush curves to her pert nipples, pinching one as I sucked on the other, her back arching in response, every touch, every kiss, bringing her closer to me.
I couldn’t hold back any longer. Shifting between her legs, I caught her mouth in an eager kiss as the head of my hard cock pressed against her entrance, the thought of a condom barely registering in my thoughts. It had been so long... Yet there I stayed, hovering...not wanting to upset her, when we were only just getting back together and overcoming our problems.
“I can get a condom...” I groaned out the words, doing my best to hold back, which was exceptionally hard when she wrapped her legs around my thighs and tilted her sweet cunt against my cock.
The need in her voice was evident when she spoke. “Just take me, Dane... Before I end up overthinking this.”
She didn’t have to tell me twice. I pushed into her bare, taking her fully with a single thrust, so that my cock was now seated deep inside her tight body.
Fucking hell, she felt so good. It’d be a fucking miracle if I didn’t come right then and there.
“I love you so fucking much, Avery.” I kissed her, my body rocking into her with each thrust, leaving my head spinning. It finally felt like I was home...like I was complete, my heart overwhelmed with the love I had for her.
Breaking from our kiss, she bit my neck and shoulder, my pace quickening as she wrapped her legs around my thighs, pulling me deeper into her. She’d always liked the intensity of our lovemaking, and our time apart sure as hell hadn’t slowed us down. Her hips rose up to meet me, her body tight around my cock as I pounded into her, the energy of my orgasm building at the base of my spine.
Yet I didn’t want to come just yet, wanting to make this moment last, not quite sure if it’d be my only time with her. Not that I’d be able to go back again to a life without her.
Wanting a full view of her when she came, I rolled us so she was now on top of me, straddling my hips as she propped her hands on my chest. She looked so fucking amazing, especially when my cock was buried deep inside her.
“That feels so good, Dane.” Her voice was breathy with need, her hips rocking along my hard length as I thrust up into her, loving the sight of her. “It’s been so long...”
I groaned at her words, hating the thought of her with another man. So the fact that it’d been awhile for her? That suited me just fine.
Sitting up, I wrapped my arm around her waist, pulling her down to me, forcing her to take me deeper, our breath mingling as I bent my head to hers, loving her needy little murmurs of pleasure. And when she kissed me, her mouth catching mine in a hungry kiss as her pace quickened, I knew she was teetering on that delicious edge, which was a damn good thing since I wouldn’t be able to hold back for much longer.
“Come for me, baby.” I only had to ask just once.
Her sweet cries were all it took to have me coming along with her, her body shuddering in my arms as my cock pulsed deep inside her, filling her with my cum as we rode out the waves of our orgasm. I continued to kiss her, slow and sweet this time, our breathing heavy as we tried to catch our breath.
“I still love you, Avery. I never stopped loving you.” It was nothing but the truth, and though I might be freaking her out, it’s not as if my feelings for her were a secret at this point.
“I love you too, Dane. You know I do.” She pulled back enough to look at me, her eyes pleading with me for understanding. “But...I’m not sure it’s enough.”
“Maybe it isn’t at the moment—but I swear I’ll find a way to make it right. I’ll do whatever it takes to show you that you can trust me.” I had to, because losing her just wasn’t an option.
She shook her head no. “I don’t want to think about it, Dane. Can we please just take things one day at a time?”
“Whatever makes you happy, love.”