DOMLEN
I’m getting closer to finding Beauka. I’ve only been home once since I left Tempest in her room two weeks ago. She had the look of love in her eyes, but I can’t love her. I wish I could and I do hope she finds someone who can.
I look back at my computer screen. I’m on a Skype call with my top security man, Owen.
“Mr. Draglen, it’s like she’s a ghost. She’s made no purchases and used no credit cards anywhere, at least none we’ve been able to track. The only thing we have is this picture taken in New York City a few weeks back,” Owen says, frowning.
He hates not doing well on a job. I know this is almost impossible. I also know Beauka is probably using some of her teas to make people forget about seeing her so she can destroy evidence. I’ll say it again, she’s slick. She’s covered all her bases and somehow managed to outsmart all of us.
“It’s okay, Owen. We’ll find her.”
“There is that other thing you wanted me to watch for you.”
“Yes,” I say simply.
“The girl Tempest you asked us to watch… Well, she’s been seen around that small town with a guy named Sam and from the pictures, they look like they’re in a relationship.
“Good. Thank you for your report. I have to go.” I quickly shut down our call and open my file on Tempest. I look at her beautiful smile and feel a sharp pain in my chest. Even my beast is hurting. He’s been despondent for days.
She looks content and that’s all that matters. I want Tempest to be happy, I truly do but I’m beginning to believe happiness is no longer possible for me, not without Tempest in my life. I could never give her what she needs. A woman like Tempest could never be happy as just a submissive or a Giver. She deserves so much more. She deserves to be loved and cherished, things I could never be capable of doing. I admit, I’ve thought a lot about what she said, and she’s right. Her purity is a gift and it will be a lucky man who receives it. It makes me sad that it won’t be me. I only now realize what Tempest was willing to give me and I demeaned her for it. I acted like being a virgin was a bad thing and I see now it’s not. I think I really fucked up this time. I only hope Sam realizes how fortunate he’ll be to receive such a gift. I was not willing to accept her gift and now I must learn to live with the consequences of my actions.
I close the file and slam down the laptop. Fuck! Why did she have to be a pure pup? If she had been sexually experienced, I would have fucked her every which way but loose. She’s so beautiful even with her smart mouth. But it wouldn’t have been fair to her. I can’t dwell on it, though. I’ve been ordered back to Kalin to give an update on our sister Beauka.
***
When I arrive in the castle everyone looks sad, even the building itself feels different, almost as if it’s grieving for my sister. I know my mother Queen Nala is not handling this well. My mother is always cruel but she’s been so much worse since Beauka has been gone. I go directly to the garden where my brothers are waiting. I see the King and Queen have also decided to attend the meeting. I made several copies of Beauka’s picture before I left and hand everyone a copy before I sit down.
“So, we know she’s hiding out in New York?” Hawken asks.
“No, that’s just the only photo I’ve been able to find. I think she allowed us to have this one on purpose,” I reply.
“Why do you say that brother?” Draken asks.
“Look at the picture. She’s looking directly into the camera and if I’m not mistaken, that’s a smirk on her face.”
Everyone looks again at the picture and begins to nod in agreement.
“I guess we should be happy she’s alive,” Showken remarks.
“Of course, she’s alive. I would know if she were not alive, Showken. Why would you even say something like that? Are you trying to hurt me intentionally?” Queen Nala shrieks.
“If you know she’s alive, why don’t you know where she is, mother?” Draken snarls.
Draken and Showken have always been close. I’m sure his heated response is because of our mother’s attack on Showken. Draken has never liked anyone mistreating Showken.
Queen Nala glares at Draken, but doesn’t respond. I should have known her next angry words would be directed at me and they are.
“Domlen, you and Beauka are close and all you have is a picture? What have you been doing on Earth?” she asks sarcastically.
“I have been looking for my sister, Queen Nala. Now, if you will excuse me, I have other business I must handle.” I stand to leave but she stops me with a growl.
“I’m not done with you, my son. I let your little stunt slide with your Giver, but do not take me as weak.”
Here we go. I should have known this was coming. I see my father, King Dramen, look sharply over at her, then me. I sit back down and growl right back to show my displeasure. Warton growls as well. I’m not sure if it’s directed at me or Queen Nala, but I hope it’s her. I really don’t want to get into an argument with my brother.
Queen Nala can’t leave well enough alone and continues her assault. “You’ve been searching for that dog, Domlen. I know it, so you might as well tell me the truth.”
“I have not been searching for her, mother. I found her.”
She narrows her eyes at me and stands, glaring furiously. If looks could kill, I’d already be dead and buried. I know she’s hurt and grieving over Beauka. I also feel the loss, but I will not be her punching bag.
“My daughter could have already been found had you not been wasting your time playing with that dog. You are forbidden to see her again, Domlen. Do you understand me? If I find out you’ve gone near that mutt again, so help me, I will issue a punishment you’ll never forget.”
My body twitches as my dragon demands to be set free. He has become angry as well. I know my eyes have changed to those of my beast. Queen Nala can no longer tell me what to do. I’m not a Young anymore.
“I was not playing around with her mother. Although it’s none of your business what I do, just this once I will tell you.” I see Showken, Layern, and Gemi shaking their heads no, but Fewton, Warton, and Brumen are hanging on my every word. Nosy bastards.
“Her name is Tempest and she’s not a dog. She’s a beautiful, sweet, kind, and giving young woman. I wanted her, by all the dragon gods, I wanted her, but I DID NOT fuck her because she’s never been fucked by anyone. She’s a virgin, mother, and I don’t fuck virgins – ever! But you forbidding me had nothing to do with it. I did, however, spend some time with her and had the great pleasure of tasting her and enjoyed it very much. But let’s get one thing straight, none of the things I did with Tempest prevented me from searching for Beauka. As a matter of fact, Tempest had some really great suggestions about finding Beauka. Her insight has been most helpful, so you should be thanking her. I love Beauka just as much as anyone in this family, maybe even more. So, I have to ask you mother, have you ever wondered why she felt the need to leave. Better yet, I’ll rephrase that. Why did Beauka feel the need to escape her family? Could it have been because she wanted to be free of you?”
Everyone falls silent and looks down. Well, everyone but Queen Nala. Oh shit! I can literally see the steam coming off her in waves. I may have gone a little too far but it’s too late now.
“I will kill the pup. I’ll kill every one of the dogs in her entire pack if you don’t stop talking with her. And Domlen, if you want to see who will win this, just keep seeing her. I’ll unleash a fire upon them that will destroy every living thing in that area.” At some point in her little speech, Queen Nala has risen from her seat, her claws now extended, and I can actually see smoke curling from her nostrils. This is bad.
I knew Beauka’s continued absence would unleash hell on everyone, but I wanted Tempest to be out of the line of fire. I wouldn’t admit it to anyone, but I think it’s the main reason I took her back to her pack, somehow hoping they could keep her safe. I knew if I ever fucked her, my mother would try to murder her. Yes, I said murder and that’s exactly what I meant. Queen Nala wouldn’t think twice about killing her, or anyone else for that matter. I know I said it was because she was a virgin and, at first, that was true. But it took every ounce of strength I possessed not to make love to her when I saw her last. Virgin or not, I wanted her.
“I haven’t seen her in weeks. She has another pup in her life. You are evil, mother.”
I sometimes wonder if my mother has a heart. She rarely, if ever, shows it. Sometimes I think I truly hate her.
“Good. Keep it that way and find my daughter!” she shouts furiously, walking away.
Thank goodness, she left. I don’t think I could take much more. Between being angry by my failure to find Beauka, not having a Giver, and missing Tempest, I’ve been a complete basket case. I feel like I’m going to explode.
My father looks over at me and I see the sadness in his eyes.
“She is really missing Beauka and trust me, my sons, if Beauka is not found soon, it’s only going to get worse. Beauka is the princess of our kingdom and the only full blooded Draglen female. Please try to understand this is a very hard time for the Queen.” King Dramen stands and looks at each of us, his gaze lingering on me, then turns and slowly walks away. I don’t think I’ve ever seen my father look so sad or so weary.
My brothers all turn and look at me, some in shock and several curious, but a couple of them have big grins on their face.
“You didn’t fuck the dog because she’s a virgin?” Layern asks.
“No, Layern. I’m not into taking things that I don’t deserve,” I reply sharply.
“But did you at least taste her? I know you did, Domlen. I’ve always wanted to be with a wolf. How was it?” Fewton askes mischievously.
“It was much better than I thought it would be. Shit! I didn’t mean to say that. All right, I admit I tasted her, but I don’t want to talk about it,” I confess.
“You just admitted to spending time with a dog and admitted to the Queen you enjoyed it, but you don’t want to talk about it? Brother, we need details,” Showken says jokingly.
“That’s right, I don’t wish to discuss it further, and now I’m going to fly,” I reply and stand to leave.
“Wait, you mean you felt no desire to be her first? What is wrong with you, brother?” Gemi asks.
“No, I’m not saying anything else, brothers. I’m done with the pup.” I walk out trying to ignore their chatter about me and Tempest. No amount of talk or discussion will make the situation any better. My beast and I need to fly.
***
I go to the field outside the palace we always use for our transformations and change into my dragon. Usually, shifting to my beast helps me relax but today it seems to only make things worse. My beast is agitated and restless. I sail into the sky and fly over the castle. I head to Noke to seek out a female. It’s always easy to find an eager partner in Noke. I have not been with anyone sexually since my kiss with Tempest. I don’t think I’ve gone this long without sex since I was a Young.
I reach the village but my beast refuses to land. He continues to circle the area blowing fire. He’s acting strangely and I’m concerned my dragon might hurt someone. I know it’s been a while since I allowed him out but we can’t shift and fly around freely on Earth. It would frighten the humans to death and probably start World War III, so we try to never change into our dragon forms while there. But still, my dragon has never acted this way. I can’t help but wonder if his behavior is somehow connected to Tempest.
There I go again. Everything always leads me back to thoughts of Tempest. I want her to be happy but it kills me to think she’s with Sam. I know she’s going to sleep with him. I can feel it. She offered herself to me twice and I rejected her both times. I know if she offers herself to Sam, that little shit will never pass up the opportunity to take her virginity. My dragon doesn’t like the thought of that at all.
I close my eyes and try to sense her, but I get nothing. Maybe she’s already forgotten all about me and moved on. I try again and concentrate harder, but this time I finally see her. It looks like she’s at some kind of party with a lot of other pups around. I try to get a sense of how she feels, to see if maybe she misses me but get absolutely nothing. Apparently, she’s moved on and I need to do the same.
I may as well give up and head back to the palace. My dragon seems determined for me not to have any fun in Noke. I head back toward the palace and thankfully, my dragon lands and appears to be a little calmer. I change back to my human form and hurry to my room. I need to get some rest so I can return to Earth in the morning and continue my search for Beauka.
I go directly to my chamber and take a hot shower, then crawl into bed. The harder I try to will myself to sleep, the more awake I feel. I need a distraction. No, what I need is some relief. I know I’m about to make a mistake but I desperately need a release and can’t stop myself. I told Tika we were finished and once I say I’m done with someone, I never change my mind. But maybe just one more time with Tika and then I’ll find a new Giver.
I beacon for Tika to come and to my surprise she appears instantly. She looks beautiful with her blonde hair and big breasts. She reminds me of Tempest. There I go again. Damn, everything reminds me of Tempest and it has to stop. Maybe spending a few hours with Tika will distract me.
“Domlen, I’m so happy you called. I have missed you,” she smiles sweetly.
I stand and push down my pants showing her my manhood is hard. It’s not because of Tika, but she doesn’t know that. I believe Tika genuinely cares for me and will be happy to provide me with the release I need.
Tika walks over to me and because she knows me so well, she instantly drops to her knees and takes me in her mouth.
My head falls back and I stroke her hair. I close my eyes and think of Tempest and the damnedest thing happens. My fucking cock goes soft. Did you hear what I said? My damn cock goes as limp as a wet noodle. My beast begins to thrash and it feels like he’s trying to claw my insides out. What the fuck is wrong with my dragon? Hell, even worse, what the fuck is wrong with me. I thought surely having sex with Tika would not only give me a release, it would also relief my frustration at losing Tempest to another guy. I thought laying with another female would help me forget Tempest, not make my cock soft. It’s been hard for weeks -WEEKS! And now it goes soft? Bloody hell, I can’t believe this. Is this my punishment for hurting Tempest? This is bad – very bad. What am I supposed to do now?
I take my cock out of her mouth and put the traitorous little bastard back in my pants, then look down at Tika.
“Get up, Tika. I can’t do this.”
“Domlen, what’s wrong? Am I not pleasing you? If I’m doing something wrong, please tell me and I’ll do whatever you wish,” Tika begs, her eyes filling with tears.
“Tika I should not have asked you to come.”
She looks at me in confusion and says, “Domlen, you can always call me when you need anything. I will never turn you away. But I don’t understand. Do you no longer find me desirable?”
I look at her and feel horrible. I know she loves me, but I don’t love her. She will never be able to get over me if I continue to call her for sex, or in this case, no sex. Maybe it’s because she reminds me too much of Tempest. I need to get a new Giver, someone to take my thoughts off Tempest, and fast, before I do something I’ll regret.
“This has nothing to do with you, Tika. It’s not your fault and you’ve done nothing wrong. Thank you for coming but that will be all. You may leave. I will no longer require your services.”
I see the tears break free and fall from her eyes. I know my words have hurt her. She bows her head and disappears, leaving me alone with my thoughts of the only female I want in my bed tonight, Tempest Shellin, the one woman I can never have.