SADIE
BRILLIANT RAYS OF COLOR ARCED in the sky.
I studied the spectrum of light with intense curiosity. The subtle way the red on the outer top-most side changed to orange. The somberness in which the orange morphed to yellow, then green. And finally, the way the green turned into blue before fading to violet at the bottom-most inner rim. Together the varying hues of color formed a rainbow.
A freak of nature that was truly beautiful.
Rainbows were meant to symbolize all things good . . . Hope. Dreams. Love. Serendipity. What a cruel joke. Every single one of those things seemed so very far out of my reach.
Had they always been?
I had wanted to believe. Tried to believe. Life wasn’t all rainbows and butterflies, and I knew this now more than ever.
Before everything changed, when I saw something like this, I would have reached for my camera and photographed this incredible sighting for my blog. The photograph would have inspired an Instagram post about love, with a byline something like, “In a city with over 80,000 more females than males, doesn’t it make sense to hurry up and catch the liquid love pouring down all around us before there’s none left?”
Today, though, there would be no picture, nor would there be any such post.
No camera.
No computer.
No job.
What I did have was a boy who needed an operation . . . because of me.
I blinked tears from my eyes, and then, just like that, the spectrum of light was gone. The moment stole my breath because what took its place was anything but beautiful.
Big, fat, ugly droplets of rain began to fall.
I hated the rain.
It wasn’t like I didn’t know that Atlanta’s dry spell wasn’t going to last forever. Still, that didn’t stop a small part of me from wishing, hoping, and even praying it would.
At first, the downpour was only a slight, slow drizzle, and I thought perhaps the weather predictions had been wrong.
There would be no storm.
It was only going to shower.
A sun shower.
That was why the rainbow had shone so brightly in the sky. And without a storm, there was no sense in proceeding—we’d have to turn around.
It would be both a blessing and a curse.
The storm did not stop.
We did not turn around.
Instead, we continued southwest. I leaned my head against the glass of the old Cadillac and watched as the wind rustled the fronds of the palm trees with increasing intensity. Gone was the view of the Atlantic Ocean. Miles and miles of I-75 asphalt had taken its place hours ago.
Soon, too soon though, big, fat drops were pelting the light-green paint on the car’s hood, hard. So very hard in fact that I had to lean forward to see anything out of the front windshield.
The weather predictions had been correct after all. Tropical Storm Helga was arriving, and right on time.
As the fury of the storm muscled around the car and gallons of water fell from the sky, I closed my eyes and prayed.
I wasn’t religious, but it seemed appropriate.
It did no good.
The onslaught continued.
Nevertheless, I crossed my fingers in hopes the storm would blow over quickly.
I wasn’t ready to do this.
However, as soon as the pounding thunder rumbled in the sky, my eyes snapped open, and I knew faith had, once again, screwed me.
It was time.
And Riley needed me to come through for him.
The weather wasn’t going to let up, and this was just what was required for what came next.
For Simon’s plan.
Pickpocketing.
Thieving.
Taking what wasn’t mine.
Making bank.
For Riley.
Slowing, the car turned onto Maynard H. Jackson Jr. Blvd. When the airport came into sight, Simon looked over at me. “The weather is only going to get worse. That means you’ll have all night. But still, it’s really important you only mark the men who are alone and appear to be worth the risk. Understand?”
“The wealthier looking ones,” I said softly.
Single men in airports were my targets. According to Simon, women weren’t as fruitful as men, nor did they hang out alone in the airport bars during storms as much as men did, which was why he couldn’t do the job.
The men were going to provide us with what we needed and never suspect a thing.
Simon nodded. “Yes, that’s right. And don’t forget, you can spot them by their brand of luggage and the clothes they are wearing. Just remember what I taught you. Slow. Easy. The impulse to grab and run can be overpowering. Fight it, and don’t rush the ending.”
I sucked in a deep breath and slowly blew it out. I couldn’t believe I was actually going through with this.
Being bad wasn’t by choice, but by necessity, I reminded myself.
It was for that little boy.
“I got it.”
He reached over and gave my hand a squeeze. “I know you do.”
To that I said nothing.
The imposing façade of the concrete and glass lit up by a bolt of lightning. The brilliant, jagged flash caused me to practically jump out of my seat.
It had been over two weeks since even a drop of water had fallen from the sky. And during those days, I had truly started to believe it would never rain again.
Dumb.
Dumb.
Dumb.
Funny, I never remembered just how scared I was of thunderstorms, until now, until then.
Blinking lights warned of stopped vehicles, and as the old Cadillac pulled to the curb, I closed my eyes one more time.
Run.
Run.
Run.
I wouldn’t, of course.
Couldn’t.
With my heart pounding and my veins flooding with an unwanted adrenaline, I forced myself to get out of the vehicle.
“I’ll see you in the morning,” Simon called.
I gave him a nod of acknowledgement. If the airport remained closed until morning, I had a long night ahead of me.
“And Sadie.”
I dipped my head to look back into the car.
“Remember, no unnecessary risks, or you’ll get caught.”
That frightened me because I had no idea how I was supposed to survey risk. To me, it was all one giant risk, but I gave him a nod of acknowledgement anyway.
“And you can call me if you need to.”
“I know.”
He gave me a nod. “Be careful, Sadie. I wish I could do this for you.”
“I know,” I told him, his concern was palpable, and I knew if he could take this over, he would.
Slamming the heavy door, I sprouted my umbrella even though I didn’t really need to shield my body against the torrential downpour since I was under the overhang. Feeling a little lost, I started walking very slowly. The tires squealed, and the old Cadillac’s headlights shot two brief cylinders of light in my direction. Then it was gone, Simon was gone, and I was alone.
Pulling the designer luggage that Simon had acquired just yesterday behind me, I hurried along the easement like the shoes I was wearing were what I wore every day.
They weren’t.
In fact, I couldn’t even walk in them. Seriously, they were the fuck-me pumps Elise had given me, and they were way too high. The whole placing one foot in front of the other was harder than it looked. You had to allow your hips to swing from side to side to stay balanced, and with the state of disarray my mind was in, concentrating on something so ridiculous as strutting felt impossible.
The late October night air held an unusual chill for this time of year in Atlanta, and my short dress, thigh-high pantyhose, and designer raincoat didn’t provide much warmth. My nipples peaked through the black lace of the Chanel dress, and I wished my hands were free so I could bundle up.
I settled for drawing in breath after breath of the stormy air. It did nothing but leave me feeling like I was suffocating and caused my ribs to scream.
The glass doors spread apart, and as soon as I stepped out of the storm and into the brightly lit terminal, I felt that very familiar ache in my stomach. I was going to be sick. Alarmed, I searched for the women’s restroom, and once I spotted it, I darted straight that way.
Five minutes later, I was re-applying my lipstick in the mirror and making sure I looked like a million bucks.
I did.
Dark-lined green eyes against pale skin. My naturally auburn shoulder-length hair was hidden beneath a blonde wig so I couldn’t be identified, and it hung just below my shoulder blades. Rich-looking hair. Tight dress. High shoes. All so very unlike me. Or the real me, anyway.
I glanced down at the watch on my wrist. A cheap Timex that hid my tattoo. Although I was wearing it, it wasn’t mine. Then again, neither was my underwear.
The small hand on the watch face read six and the big hand fifty-eight. It was almost seven, and I had to hurry.
Walking tall and full of forced confidence, I made my way across the industrial tiles and toward security.
The large space was quiet, and there weren’t too many people lulling around or in line. With all the flights grounded, there wasn’t much reason to be here.
Unless you were stranded or—
Fear shot through me as I searched for the tall, bulky guy with red hair and blue eyes. Thankfully, I spotted him right away. He was behind the podium to the far right. Getting in the short line, I had to literally order myself to stop trembling. I didn’t even think I was breathing when I handed him my passport with the ten, neatly folded, crisp, one hundred dollar bills inside.
After setting my identification down on the flat surface, Simon’s contact glanced over at me, then down at my passport. It was the only thing that actually was my own.
When he slipped the money out, and the airline ticket in as if it had always been there, and then handed everything back to me like nothing out of the ordinary had just taken place, I knew he’d done this before. “Have a good night,” he said.
Blowing out the breath I’d been holding, I answered with, “You too,” and then followed the other people in line like I actually had a flight to catch. A flight that, although had been delayed due to bad weather, I was still determined to wait for. To catch. To board. Like them. But I was nothing like them.
I wouldn’t be on the flight, of course. Whenever it did take off, I’d be on my way back to Savannah to pay for Riley’s surgery. Or that was the plan, anyway.
My feet whispered on the cool, industrial tiles as I tipped my red-soled pumps into the plastic bin and pushed it along the rollers toward the X-ray machine. After I hoisted my luggage up, I used another bin to add my coat and umbrella.
While I waited for my turn, I glanced at the name on my ticket. It read: “SARAH BARNES.” Wow, that really was close.
For a moment, I allowed myself to wonder who she was and why she wasn’t able to make her flight. Flat tire? Fight with her husband? Missed connection?
“Next,” a deep male voice boomed.
Crap, I wasn’t ready.
Then again, I never would be.
Stepping through the metal detector, I wanted to run as soon as the beeping started. It had to be the metal clips on the tops of my garters.
I should have refused to wear them.
The older man called me aside, and I knew I was going to be caught, right here, right now. I was going to go to jail. Just like my father.
However, his gaze dipped to the seams of my stocking toes as it lingered on my legs before he drew it up.
Men liked pretty women, especially those with silky hair, clingy dresses, and gartered stockings. Add the manicured nails and sultry look, and I was every man’s wet dream.
And I had to become his.
A rich call girl or wealthy man’s wife or tycoon’s mistress, I didn’t care which he thought I was, as long as his mind was on my body and not on the ticket with a name printed on it close to mine, but not mine.
Shifting my body in just the right way, I ignored the stabbing pain in my ribs. Like this, the slit in my dress parted enough to give him a glimpse of my bare thighs, and I knew I’d hit payday when his breathing started to pick up.
I felt sick.
“Where are you off to tonight?” he asked, as he bent to move the wand up my body.
Quickly, I glanced down at the ticket, and the destination practically leaped off the paper. “Antigua, I hope,” I answered with a smile and then held my arms up.
“Beautiful place. You’ll get there, if not today then tomorrow.” The wand beeped right at the top of my thigh.
I opened my legs a little wider, giving him a peek at the bands of my lacey garters. “Is it nice? I’ve never been.”
“Yeah, or so I’ve heard.” He moved the wand again, this time a little slower, and I could see his tongue practically waggling.
“I probably shouldn’t have worn them,” I whispered.
“Not a problem, Miss,” he said, waving me to the side. “I just have to make certain everything is clear.”
Panic stuck in my throat, and I couldn’t answer. What if he asked for my identification?
“Do you prefer I call for a female TSA agent to come over?”
Already moving toward the blue-painted footprints, I waved a hand and batted my fake eyelashes. “No. I feel silly enough. No need to waste anybody else’s time. You can do it.”
Without hesitation, he bent and slid his fingertips up my thighs. I couldn’t look down. Wouldn’t. I still felt sick. Even sicker. I wanted to run. I wanted to hide. But there was nowhere I could go except right where I was headed.
I had to help that little boy.
“You’re all set,” he said, his voice a little huskier than it had been. And I wasn’t going to allow myself to consider the fact that tonight he’d be taking his cock into his hand and thinking of me.
“Thank you.” I slipped on my shoes and pulled the costume-filled suitcase behind me, leaving the coat and umbrella right where they were.
I didn’t want any reminders of the rain.