Chapter 19
CHARLI
ICAN SEE THE HURT in his eyes. He says he still loves me. Am I wrong? Is he really telling the truth? Have I made a terrible mistake?
I need find out.
I didn't want to send him away, and maybe he is telling me
the truth, but how do I believe him when I’ve seen the photo, texts
and that call?
My heart is torn because I still love him. Hearts don’t realise
they have been hurt. They love anyway.
“Hey, Charli,” Jensen says as he walks in.
“Okay, what happened between you and Eli? He got into his
truck as if he was empty, like he was broken,” Jensen tells me.
Like he was broken.
Maybe he is telling me the truth.
I let out a sigh.
“I think I've made a mistake.”
“What kind of mistake?” Jensen asks.
“The kind of mistake where I thought Eli has been cheating
on me for the last month. He got texts, a picture and she called. I
answered, and she said he was fucking her, and I was stupid to
think he was with just me.” I say all too fast.
“What the fuck Charli, Eli’s been cheating on you? I’m going
to kill him.”
I grab Jensen’s arm before he can chase after Eli.
“No, the thing is Jensen, I don't think he did. Eli said it was
someone he hooked up with before. and someone who is out to
break us up. I'm starting to think he isn’t lying. It would explain
these weird notes that I have gotten, maybe they’re related. I don't
know, but I think they want to ruin what we have.” I say, sighing.
“I think I've ruined us. He was going to propose why would
he do that if he was seeing someone behind my back?” I all but ask
Jensen.
“Did he tell you he wasn't cheating on you?” Jensen asks.
I nod. I can feel my tears. I really do love him, and now I may
have lost him.
“Hey don't cry, sis,” Jensen says. “It will be okay. We can fix
this.”
I shake my head.
“No, it can't be fixed,” I say through sobs. “I've ruined my
chance, he won't forgive me for not trusting him and I wouldn't
blame him if he didn’t.”
Jensen takes his phone out, who is he calling?
He has his arm around me comforting me.
“Hey bro, look I heard about what happened, I believe you. I
know you have seen some crazy ass chicks in the past and I
remember a few getting a bit stalkerish. One even went too far a
few times, I remember that. Charli has made a mistake, she
knows that now, and I think you guys can fix this. You guys need
to talk this through.”
He is talking to Eli.
Maybe we have a chance.
I look up at my brother as he spoke, wanting any sign it of
good news.
“I know dude, I know you have never been in a relationship
before and I know you are hurting, but you guys are great
together, and you both deserve to be happy. Come back and you
can fix it,” he tells him as he looks at me.
I am praying he will come back, I've made the biggest
mistake, I know that now.
I was just so angry at him and all I could think about was
him with another woman, but seeing Eli so broken made me think
he was telling the truth.
Jensen hangs up and I look at him, hopeful.
“He's coming back.”
Oh, thank god. I hug him.
“Thank you for stepping in.”
“That's what big brothers are for,” he says, winking at me.
A few minutes later the doorbell rings.
I know it is Eli and I must fix this. Jensen answers the door.
“I’ll leave you guys to chat,” he says with kiss on my cheek
and a pat on Eli’s shoulder as he leaves.
Eli stands in my doorway, staring at me.
“You wanted to talk?” he says, his voice flat, his hands in his
pockets and his eyes avoiding mine at all costs.
“I'm sorry I messed up, I should have believed you, I wanted
to but the thought of you touching another woman made me so
angry.”
“I’ll admit it hurt, I haven't touched anyone but you Charli,”
he says to me. “Since we’ve been together I haven’t looked, hell I
haven’t even thought of another woman.”
Now it is my turn to avoid his eyes, why am I nervous?
“I know,” I reply, looking up at him.
I walk up to him, he lets me run my hands up his chest.
“I'm so sorry, can you ever forgive me and give us a second
chance? I get so jealous when I think about you with another
woman, I feel like I won't live up to the expectations.”
Eli bows his head and lets out a shaky breath.
He rubs his face like he is frustrated, then looks at me, my
hands still on his chest.
He grabs one of my hands threading our fingers together.
“How could I not forgive you? You're everything to me, Charli,
and don't ever think you’re anything else but perfection.”
I pull his face down to mine and kiss him hungrily, like my
life depends on this kiss.
He kisses me back and pulls me against him, I had almost
lost this.
He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. He
carried me to the bedroom slowly putting me down on the bed.
Eli slides my dress down my body his hands caressing my
skin, making his way down my body.
Eli starts kissing up my left leg, He removed my shoe and
kissed my ankle. Then repeated the process on my right leg.
The man is driving me insane, he hadn’t touched me in a
week. I am desperate for him.
He made his way to my most sensitive part and kissed me
through my panties, I’m saturated.
I moan and grab his hair, I can feel him smiling.
“Tell me you missed my touch baby, that you missed how I
touched your beautiful body. I have been going crazy not touching
you this way,” he whispers to me.
“I missed you, I missed your touch and I missed us,” I tell
him.
He gently kisses my skin. He pulls me up kissing my neck
then my collarbone. He skims over my lips with his. Reaching
behind me he undoes my bra and tosses it to the floor proceeding
to take my nipple into his mouth, he pulls and sucks on my nipples
until I am wriggling underneath him. Moaning I am aching for
him to be inside me.
“Please,” I pant.
“What do you want, baby?” he asks pulling my underwear
down.
“You, always you.” His hand moves to my pussy cupping me,
he easily slips two fingers inside me and starts pumping while he
tortures my nipples with his magic tongue.
I can feel my orgasm building it is going to be big.
It had felt like forever since he had been inside me in.
“Oh god.” I scream out as I cum over his hand, it is mind
blowing. I pull his hair as the tremors keep coming. Eli doesn’t
stop pumping his fingers in and out while sucking on my nipple.
I can feel another orgasm building I’m not sure I can handle
another one.
“That’s it baby cum over my hand again. Once you cum I am
going to slide my cock in your tight pussy, Then I will pound you
so hard that I become a part of you Let me feel you cum again
Baby.” Eli says, his fingers pump in and out of me while he slides
his thumb over my sensitive bud. I am gone as I scream so loud I
think the neighbours have heard me. I am shaking from my
explosion.
Eli kisses me, hard, he is fierce.
That was earth shattering and I can’t see straight. Eli holds
onto me as I come back from the orgasm that overtook me. I can
tell he wants inside me. I truly loved this man and I was desperate
for him to be inside me.