Chapter Four

Blair

 

His confession should’ve frightened me. It should’ve had me running towards the door, but I wasn’t. I couldn’t. I wanted this. I wanted Dominic. And a piece of me knew that I might regret this later when my heart wasn’t begging me to give my all to him, but I could deal with those emotions later.

“I don’t want you to be gentle Dom. I want you, all of you. Don’t hold back if you normally wouldn’t.” I ordered. Didn’t want him to treat me special when I was sure I wasn’t.

He shoved his boxers down revealing his throbbing cock. It was thick and long, and impressive looking. I swallowed past the lump in my throat. Would it fit? Would it hurt? Cindy had talked about it hurting before, though she did say with the right man it could be pleasure filled.

“You’re special to me Blair…” Dom hissed as he made his way up the mattress. I had pulled my shirt off moments ago, leaving me in nothing but my bra. A cold chill covered my body as he stared at me like a rare steak he was ready to bite into. “I want to care for you. I want to explore your body. I want to worship you like no man ever has before…”

His words nearly brought tears to my eyes. I hid my feelings because of Dom. Because revealing them never got me anywhere and now here he was confessing everything he had ever felt.

“Then do it. Take me. I’m ready.” I purred, dipping a hand between my legs. I rubbed a small circle against my clit and moaned out in pleasure. Dom stared down at me with dark eyes, his pupils were dilated and his fists were clenched at his sides.

“Finger yourself…” He ordered, and my body relaxed into the mattress. I slowly moved my fingers to the entrance of my pussy, and easily sunk my pointer and middle finger into my drenched canal. My legs spread more and more as slipped in and out of my tight entrance.

“Dom…” I sighed, envision him as he slammed in and out of me.

“Move your fingers…” His voice was clipped, and I opened my eyes then noticing how close he was to me. He stroked his length in one hand while he adjusted me to take his cock with the other.

My heart pounded against my ribcage. It was happening. He was finally going to claim me. I reached a hand up, placing it on his shoulder while my eyes remained trained on his cock.

“I’m ready.” My voice was like smoke as the words slipped from my mouth. We both kept our eyes trained on the pieces of us that were about to connect.

“It’s going to hurt Blair. It’s going to burn but I swear I’ll do you justice. I’ll make it worth it.” Dom hissed the muscles in his arms tightening as he pressed the swollen head of his cock into my pussy.

I could feel his thickness stretching me, and though it was painful it sent tingles of pleasure through my belly.

“Ahhh…” My nails sunk into his tan flesh as he sunk a little deeper inside of me. My body was trying to adjust to his length all while trying to push him out all at the same time.

“Your pussy is begging me to pound into you and strip you of your virginity but I’m holding on baby. I’m holding on for you.” Dom’s entire body shook with need as he spoke through clenched teeth.

He was claiming me, owning me. He slipped in a little further and I looked up from where we were connected noting that he was only two inches inside of me.

“Let go, Dom. Sink all the way inside of me. Take my virginity.” My voice shook as I encouraged Dominic to possess my body like I had always imagined he would. He shook his head, trying to hold onto whatever shred of sanity was left.

His forehead fell against mine as we both sucked in shallow breaths. Sex and own personal scents swam around us.

Pain filled my lower half as Dom sunk into me inch by inch. I couldn’t hold the tears in as my body begged to be taken to new heights.

“I’m so sorry Blair. I promise it’s going to be worth it.” A shudder ran down my spine. Dom’s body shook with need as he sank to the hilt inside of me, taking my virginity the way I had always imagined he would.

“I want this. I need this.” I moaned, as both pleasure and pain made its way through my body.

“I can’t hold on baby….” Dom growled, before pulling all the way out of me. He didn’t give me any warning as he slammed back into me to the hilt my entire body quivering as he did so. The air rushed from my lungs as Dom took from me what he wanted, his cock owning my, heart, mind, body, and soul.

“Oh God!” My muscles clenched around his length as he continued to move in and out of me roughly, his need for me overtaking him.

“Hold on baby, hold on…” And I did. I gripped onto his shoulders, letting him pump in and out of me until my pussy started to convulse around him, my orgasm working it’s way from my belly and down to my toes.

“I’m… I’m coming…” I cried out. A flash of light formed behind my lids, as pleasure like I had never felt before zinged through me. My entire body was warm like I had been struck by lightning.

“Fuck yes! Fuck yes!” My eyes fluttered open just in time to see Dom come, his cock slamming into me one last time before he exploded, his hot release shooting to the back of my pussy. The smell of sex filled the air, and I realized then that I didn’t want this smell to go away. The smell of Dom and I mixed together seemed perfect to me.

Dom placed a gentle kiss on my forehead before pulling out of me all the way, the evidence of my virginity being taken lingered on his cock.

“Did I hurt you?” He asked, and I shook my head now. I was caught somewhere between cloud nine and realizing that none of this could really happen between us.

I sat up slowly in the bed, wincing as I did so. Okay, so I lied. There was a little bit of pain but it wasn’t horrible just enough to remind me of what Dom and I had done for the next couple of days.

“Should I…” I licked my lips watching as Dom stared me down. He looked so sexy with his hair messy, and his eyes full of lust.

“No, you shouldn’t leave, if that’s what you were going to ask?” Dom read my mind a puzzled look marring his features.

“I just didn’t know how things like this work… do you leave afterward?” I cringed knowing I was probably making myself look like an idiot. Here I was letting my brother’s best friend take my virginity a man that had probably slept with a number of experienced women and I was making a fool of myself.

Dominic smiled, like really smiled, showing all of his pearly white teeth before he slipped into the bathroom that I just realized is, adjacent to the bedroom.

Seconds ticked by and anxious butterflies filled my belly. Maybe he was joking, and I really did need to leave.

“Why would you ever think that I want you to leave? Especially after sharing a moment like we just did?” I started, apparently, I was to caught up in my own thoughts.

“I don’t know…” I mumbled. He crossed the room with a washcloth in his hands, settling onto the mattress next to me. Concern was etched into his features.

“You do. Lie back and let me clean you up and don’t think you’re getting off the hook. I want to know why you would assume that I wouldn’t want you here?” I nibbled on my bottom lip trying to come up with an excuse other than the real reason.

The ache between my thighs melted away as he gently cleaned me up. I felt like a princess being cherished by her prince.

“I’ve never done this obviously…” I could feel my cheeks redden. Why was I so concerned now over what Dom thought of me? “And I didn’t know how things ended. Do we do it again? Do I leave? I mean I don’t want it to be more awkward than it’s already going to be once Mason finds out…” The thought of my brother finding out about Dom and I hit me like a ton of bricks and not because I didn’t think Dom was good enough. It was because Mason didn’t think he was.

“If you were anyone else you’d already be out the door, but you’re Blair, and you’re mine. The girl I never should’ve let slip through my hands. Nor will I ever let you again.” Hearing Dom say that I was his out loud did something to me. It made my heart do a little pitter-patter inside my chest. It made me crave for something more than a hook up with him. So, I did the one thing I probably shouldn’t have… I asked him what he wanted.

“What are you saying, Dom?” I knew wrinkles creased my forehead as I stared up at him.

“I’m saying I want you. Yeah, it’s been a long ass time since we last seen each other but the heart never forgets what it wants, and I’ve always wanted you, Blair. Always.” I swallowed.

Here I was lying in Dom’s bed, with him confessing his love to me, and all I wanted to do was say yes. Yet something was holding me back… and that something was my brother.

Then as if Dominic knew that I was struggling with what he had said, he took me up in his strong arms, bringing me to his chest. We were both still naked, and I could feel his cock hardening against my leg.

“If you’re worried about your Brother I’ve got it taken care of. I’ll face him. I’ll explain everything. Shit might not have worked out between us before, but I was too stupid to realize that it was more than a crush then. That it was deeper than that.” Dom’s heartbeat filtered into my ears.

Even though Dominic was an annoying asshole who got on my nerves he was also the only man that I had ever wanted. He made me feel complete and with him back and town, and after what we did today I wasn’t sure denying him was ever going to work again.

“Mason won’t approve of us. He doesn’t think it’s a good idea.” Dominic’s fingers appeared under my chin forcing my eyes to meet his.

“What your brother wants and I what I want are two very different things. He can protect you all he wants but at the end of the day, you’re still mine Blair. Still mine.” The possessive way he looked at me made me shiver. I wanted him to, I was just too scared to find out what would happen when Mason finally came home.