I spent the weekend being spoiled by Jax. He surprised me with breakfast in bed and took me shopping for a few extra things I left off the list last time. It was nice to escape life for a little while and just hang out with him. Today, however, we’re back to reality.

Leonard won’t stop harassing me through voicemail and text messages. I don’t respond to any of them like Jax said.

Jaxson has a contact at the judge’s office who owes him a favor and he’s trying to expedite the process to get the restraining order filed and the petition for divorce served while we know he’s in Texas.

Jax is calling in a lot of favors for me. I’m lucky to have him back in my life, and at the same time I feel horrible for other women in my situation who don’t have someone to handle all this stuff for them.

I still can’t believe I waited this long. For years I’ve felt worthless, like I had no options. I lost my sense of self when I was forced to marry him.

When Dad died, everything changed. Something inside me snapped and all the pieces fit together. I wanted to fight for myself for the first time in years. This is all so surreal, like I’m living a new life. I forgot how to be me, and how to let someone love me. Now, I remember what it’s like to be desired and cherished by a real man.

Jaxson loves me so much. I can see it in his eyes and in every action.

I’m excited to get Walker’s Hope established again but I don’t want to get too far ahead of myself. Brooke volunteered to help me in any way she can. I get the feeling we’re going to be great friends. I like her a lot.

I was a bit surprised to learn that Jaxson owns the building with all his partners at the law firm. Not sure why it surprised me, but it did. I’m glad they’re all so close, like a family in the same building. Part of me is a little jealous that they were able to share in all of his success and be close to him all these years while I missed out.

I lost any friends I had after two years of being married to Leonard. He made sure to cut off any contact with the outside world. Anyone who might’ve talked some sense into me he made sure to get rid of. I was in a dark place after what I’d been through and then with losing my mother the way I did. I’d like to think she’s smiling down on me now, happy I’ve gotten my act together and found my way back to the man I was meant to be with.

Jax hasn’t told Claire we’re back together. I’m not sure how she’ll feel about it. I’m sure his family was pissed at me for a long time, since I never really had a chance to explain. And I was close to all of them too. I shut everyone out, afraid to face them after Jaxson left. I didn’t need any reminders of what I’d given up.

I can only hope she’ll forgive me when she finds out what happened.

A knock sounds at the door but the housekeeper beats me to answering it.

A woman walks in with a rolling table.

I shake my head at the way he’s pampering me. It’s nice, but still a little much. Apparently, Jax ordered me a personal massage. I’ve been pretty tense since the messages started rolling in, and the right kind of sore from all the sex. A massage does sound incredible.

* * *

“How’s it going?” Jax smiles when I walk through the doors of his office. I need to sign paperwork. Part of me thinks he just wanted to see me during the day.

“Great.” I make a show of stretching my arms above my head. “The massage was perfect. Thank you.”

“Good. He’s being served tomorrow morning. Staying at a hotel not far from here.”

“Does he know where I am?”

“No, and the judge was more than happy to grant our requests when he heard the messages.”

I run over and wrap my arms around his broad chest. “Thank you. For everything. I mean it. You are so good to me.”

He puts his palms on each of my cheeks. “I want this over with, so we can move on with our lives. Make your dreams reality.”

“What about you?” I smirk. ‘What’s your dream?”

“I’m looking at it.” He grins.

“You know there is one thing you always wanted that I never gave you.”

His eyebrows raise. “What’s that?”

I move closer to him and kiss my way along his jaw until I reach his earlobe. I suck the delicate skin between my lips and caress it with my tongue.

“Better close the blinds first.”

He smirks. “Naughty little girl.”

I wait for him to walk over and lower them, but he has a shit-eating grin on his face. He picks up a remote off the desk and hits a button. All the blinds come down at once.

I shake my head at him. “You just have a perfect response for everything, don’t you?”

“The circumstances were fortunate. I had to take advantage. Now tell me about this gift of mine.”

Jaxson sits back in his chair, already knowing what I have in store for him. He leans back with his fingers intertwined behind his head.

“Unzip your pants.”

He smirks at my command. “That’s your job, babe. I’m receiving a gift, remember?”

“Don’t pretend you don’t like it when I’m bossy.” I walk over and go to my knees in front of him. “Is this what you want?” I bat my eyelashes. “A good little girl that’ll do whatever you tell her?”

He winks. “Now, you’re getting it.”

I pull his thick cock out of his pants and eye it curiously. “Maybe I’ll be a good girl and just tease the tip a little. Go really slow.”

“You can be a little naughty if you want.”

I lean over and lick him from the base to the tip, staring up at him. “Yeah, that’s what I thought, motherfucker.” I take him as far in my mouth as possible, so hard I gag myself.

He nearly lurches forward he’s so surprised and his legs tremble next to me. I smile around his cock and bob up and down fast for a few seconds, then take him out of my mouth.

He stares down at me, eyes wide, shaking his head. “Jesus Christ, woman. Fuck, I love you.” His mouth curls up into a devilish smile. “Maybe you are a naughty little bitch.”

“Don’t stop talking dirty to me like that. It makes my pussy wet.” I go back down on him, working his shaft while taking him in and out of my mouth.

His fingers eventually snake into my hair and he makes a fist, guiding me up and down on him.

He’s made me feel so damn good these past few days, I want to return the favor. I’m on a mission to give him the best damn blowjob of his life.

“God, you’re sucking that dick like a dirty little slut.”

My pussy heats up at his filthy mouth. We never did anything like this back when we were younger, and I have to say that I love it.

“Mmhmm.” I hum the word around his cock, then pull him out of my mouth and lick both of his balls. He’s trimmed and neat. What a relief that was, the first time he pulled his cock out. Jaxson definitely grooms himself well. It might’ve worried me a few days ago, but now, I know it’s all for me.

I feel like I’m doing pretty well for my first blow job.

The way he groans confirms that he likes what he’s receiving.

Warmth pools in my belly and between my thighs as I continue to explore every inch of his big cock with my tongue. With every stroke and lick I take him farther into my mouth. I suck my cheeks around him. His hand tightens in my hair and his hips start a languid pace as he slides his cock back and forth between my lips, fucking my mouth harder with each thrust.

“Fucking hell, Jenna.”

My mouth hurts but I don’t give up. I want to do this for him, give him what he wants, make him feel good. I want him to own my mouth, my pussy, my heart—I want to give him everything.

“Jesus. Fuck.” He grunts as he nearly hits the back of my throat. Tears well up in my eyes but I fight through it.

My hand has a mind of its own and I unbutton my pants then shove my fingers in my panties and circle my clit.

His pace quickens. He pops free of my mouth and strokes his shaft in front of my face. “Goddamn, you naughty little bitch. Couldn’t resist touching my pussy, could you?”

I take one of his balls into my mouth in response to his question.

He hisses and a white pearl forms at the head of his cock. I can’t resist the urge to taste it.

He groans again when the tip of my tongue meets his dick. “Pull your fucking panties down, now.”

I do what he says without even thinking. It’s like he has me in a trance.

He yanks me to my feet. His hand still strokes his cock, and his face is strained when he bends me over the desk.

Jax kicks my legs apart. One hand grips my hip and he shoves his cock to the hilt.

I let out a moan that rips through the office and echoes off the walls.

When he thrusts into me, he lets out a grunt and his cock practically explodes inside me. He thrusts two or three times, each with a hot spurt of come that follows.

I turn back to try and get a look at him, completely spent and satisfied, as he collapses against my back. He drops kisses along my neckline and collar bone, before raising back up.

I try to stand up when he slips his cock out of me, but he splays his fingers across my back and keeps me pinned against his desk. I glance back to the side to see what he’s doing, and I barely make out him stroking the remaining come from the end of his cock. I feel him rub around the edge of my pussy, collecting any stray come, and then he presses his fingers into me and leans up next to my ear. “I will put my baby in you.”

“Holy shit.” The wooden desktop next to me fogs up when I exhale the words against it.

Without my feet touching the floor, he rolls me over to my back and holds my legs up in the air so that nothing can spill out of me.

I lay there, staring up at him with a wide grin spread across my face. He looks like a man who’s possessed but has a wry grin on his face at the same time.

His head angles down and he looks right at my pussy, his stare already heating me up again. He licks his lips and his eyes roll back up to meet mine and smirks. “My turn.”