Chapter Eleven
Saying it once was like getting over that jump that seemed to take everything out of you. Butler stared into her green eyes, ran his thumb across her lip, and said it again.
“I love you.”
Mandy smiled, and he felt like screaming it from the top of his lungs. Instead, he pulled her close, and claimed her lips hard. Her hands slid up his chest, wrapping around the back of his neck.
He held her tightly to him, not wanting to let her go.
Gripping her ass, he lifted her up and moved her toward the door.
He tried to open the door, but of course they had locked it.
Growling in frustration, he put her down, and found the key. His hand shook a little, and Mandy took the key from him, opening the door.
Kicking it closed, he placed the key in the small dish and carried her through the house.
“Do you want to stop? Have a coffee?”
“For the past week I’ve been rubbing your stomach and dealing with your cramps. Tonight, I am going to be balls deep inside you and make up for lost time. Also, you’re no longer allowed to wear clothes. I forbid it.”
She giggled as he kicked the bedroom door only for it to remain closed. Mandy reached out, flicking it open.
“I am being thwarted in my mission.”
“You’re so cute,” she said.
“Especially when I want something.”
He finally put her on the feet. Turning her around, he slid the catch of the zipper down her body.
He flicked the bra open and spun her back around.
Mandy swatted his hands away and began yanking on his shirt, pulling it up over his head. They fought each other to get naked first, and when they were, he pulled her close, her tits pressing against his chest.
Lifting her up, he placed her on the bed. Spreading her thighs open wide, he stared down at her creamy cunt. She was already so slick.
“You want me, baby?”
“Yes, I want you.”
Stroking over her pussy, he pressed a finger to her core, watching as she took it. Adding a second finger, he relished her gasp, twisting around to stroke over her G-spot. Pulling his fingers from her pussy, he sucked them in his mouth, tasting her.
“I always knew you’d be so good.”
Kneeling on the floor between her spread thighs, he spread the lips of her pussy, and licked his tongue between her slit. Circling her clit, he moved down to plunge inside her.
He took her hands, placing them on the lips of her pussy.
“I want you to keep yourself open for me. That’s it, baby. Yeah, like that.”
He pressed his fingers back into her pussy, plunging them in and out as he sucked on her clit. He kept changing the pace, going from rapid movements of his tongue, to slowing it down and making her burn with it.
Working that spot inside her, he waited until she was at the edge before removing his fingers. They were soaked in her cum, so he trailed them back, teasing over the puckered hole of her anus.
At first, she tensed, but as he kept up his strokes, she finally relented, and gave him what he wanted, which as far as he was concerned was such a pretty fucking sight.
Pushing the tip of one finger into her ass, he continued to lap at her clit. She shook with the pleasure. His name was constantly falling from her lips as he tormented her over and over again, but he didn’t stop. There was no way for him to. His cock hurt he wanted inside her so badly.
Once he worked past that tight ring of muscles, he thrust his finger to the hilt, listening to her cries.
“Fuck!” she screamed, arching up.
In and out, he thrust his finger, waiting for her to get used to the feel of him before adding a second one.
All the time he kept up the teasing of her pussy, waiting for just the right moment to push her over the edge. After she’d taken two of his fingers and was riding them, sliding up and down on him, he finally let her go over that peak of her orgasm. Her ass tightened on him, squeezing him.
Only when she came down from her peak did he pull away. Leaving her spread-eagled on the bed, he quickly washed his hands before coming back to the bed.
Her arms were spread out, and she smiled at him.
“I never said this to you either, but I love you too. I do find it kind of scary. I’ve never been like this with anyone else before.”
“It is scary. The scariest thing I’ve ever done.”
“I want to be your woman, Butler. I’ll be your old lady.”
“You don’t have a problem with me taking the patch again?” He stepped closer, cupping her face. His cock stood hard and proud, but he ignored it. Right now, the only woman that mattered was her, and he wanted to make this right for the both of them.
“No, why would you think I’d mind? The patch is part of who you are.”
“Some women struggle with the life.”
“I know you won’t hurt me, Butler.”
“My past?”
“Let’s not do this, okay? We can both screw this up. You go on the drugs, and I sleep with everything. It’s not going to happen, and I think I finally understand when people say you’ve got to learn to take risks like this. I’d rather risk being with you right now than never knowing what it would be like.” She cupped his face, stroking his cheek. “We don’t have a normal start, I get that. We’re a little damaged, but together we could make this work, Butler. I’d like to try.”
Pressing her back to the bed, he claimed her lips hard, sliding his tongue into her mouth, and she moaned. Her hand wrapped around his cock, working from the base up to the tip then down again.
Mandy pulled away from the kiss, and before he could stop her, her lips were around the head of his cock.
Wrapping her hair around his fist, he worked her mouth over his dick, forcing her to take him to the back of her throat, and he watched as she gagged. He did this a couple of times before she finally relaxed and swallowed him down.
Coming in her mouth wasn’t what he wanted, so he pulled out before he lost complete control. The length was now covered in her saliva. Moving her to her knees toward the edge of the bed, he put the tip of his dick at her entrance.
Slowly, he began to fill her, making her take more of him as he cupped her hips and slammed to the hilt. They both cried out, and he felt the answering clench of her cunt around him.
Spreading her cheeks wide, he watched his cock as he began to pull out. When only the tip was inside her, he suddenly filled her, slapping her ass as he hit her cervix. She wriggled on his length, and he closed his eyes, counting to ten to gain some control.
He struggled to hold onto his sanity.
Over and over he pounded her pussy, and even though he wanted her ass right then, he knew he wasn’t going to be satisfied until he’d filled her with his cum.
He slammed inside her, feeling her pussy clutch at him, holding him in like a vise. He didn’t stop though, wanting her to scream his name.
Stroking her clit, he brought her to another orgasm before he finally found his release. Holding her hips so tight that he knew they would bruise, he released his cum deep in her cunt, knowing one day he’d do this and they’d make a baby.
****
Mandy giggled as he rolled her over and drew her knees back up beneath her.
“Are you ready?” she asked.
“Yes, and it only took thirty minutes.”
Butler hadn’t wanted to leave the bedroom so rather than fight, he’d demanded they play a game of “eye spy,” which was a really weird thing to do, but he would come up with silly names for things, which she didn’t get. All the while, he timed how long it would take for him to get a hard-on.
“You do know that I’m taking this to the grave with me,” Mandy said. “This is not romantic or sexy.”
“We’ll do things a little differently in our house.”
“Timing how long it takes you to get an erection after just coming, that is a little different, I grant you that.” She closed her eyes and gasped as he teased her clit, his fingers stroking over her button before sliding down to plunge inside her.
She couldn’t think when he did that.
“Well, considering my game is supposed to be a little childish, you’re very aroused there, baby. So wet and ready for me.”
“I’m only human.”
“I know, and I love it. My only human woman.” He drew his fingers back, and she closed her eyes.
He teased across her anus, going in circles and pressing against her ass. When he did that pleasure erupted around her body, and she pushed out as the tip of his finger slid inside her.
The thought of him owning every single part of her body thrilled her. She wanted him to have her, to possess her, to take her. Her body belonged to him just as her heart did as well.
He worked her with one finger, then added a second.
Only when he was ready did he place the tip of his cock against her ass.
Biting her lip, she waited, as the head was much bigger than his two fingers. Closing her eyes, she held her breath and pushed out as he started to work his cock in.
Inch by inch, she waited as he filled her, thrusting his dick inside her. When he was all the way in, he tapped her ass.
“You’re so fucking tight.” He ran his fingers up and down her back, stroking her.
There was pain but also pleasure.
She felt weird, like she wanted to push him out but didn’t want to let him go either. Reaching between her thighs, she stroked her pussy, teasing the hard bud, sliding her fingers down to fill her pussy, drawing more of their combined cum over her clit.
Butler began rocking inside her, slow strokes to start with, letting her get accustomed to the sheer size of his cock.
When he was all the way out, he plunged back inside, and she cried out. Again, the pain and pleasure mingling were almost too much and not enough at all.
Sinking her teeth into her lip, she played with her pussy, and Butler took her ass. He kept spreading her ass apart, and she imagined him watching them, seeing his cock slide into her ass.
Just the thought of it turned her on even more.
“You like being my kind of dirty little bitch?” he asked.
“Yes.”
“Good, because I like you like that. I want that when we’re alone together. I want you to get as bad and dirty as you can be. Don’t hide what you want. I will use your body, Mandy. I will fuck you and give you more pleasure than you can ever imagine, but I will take as well. I want you to take from me, to use me how you want to.”
He pounded inside her three thrusts, and this time there wasn’t as much pain. In fact, there wasn’t any pain at all, and she gasped at the sudden heat of pleasure.
“You like that, Mandy? You like me fucking your ass, making it mine?” He filled her again, fucking her. His grip tightened on her hips as he took over.
She kept on playing with her clit, feeling that peak starting to build. She pressed back against his thrusts, wanting him deep inside her ass, to feel him pulse as he filled her.
Her own orgasm took her by surprise as she screamed his name.
His cock seemed to get bigger as she came, her ass squeezing him with each wave of her orgasm.
Butler slapped her ass, slammed inside her, and growled her name as his cock pulsed, spurting his hot cum deep inside her.
She closed her eyes as he collapsed over her. His cock was still within her, but there was no chance of her moving. Right now, he’d taken over every part of her mind and body.
“I’ll move in a second,” he said.
“Why? We can stay passed out here for another couple of days.”
“I’m not wasting a couple of days. I’m going to want to fuck you again.”
She giggled. “I love that you can’t get enough of me.” She pushed some of her hair off her face.
Butler wrapped his arms around her, kissing her neck and shoulder. She closed her eyes once again, feeling an overwhelming love for this man.
Neither of them spoke, and as the exhaustion eased, it came with some peace.
“I’m going to go and run us both a bath.”
“Okay.” He pulled out of her ass, and she moaned as he spread her ass wide again.
“What are you doing?” she asked, giggling.
“I’m watching my cum leak out of you.”
“You’re a dirty bastard.”
“Yeah, and you love it, so stop your whining.” He slapped her ass, and she yelped as he sank his teeth into the flesh. Watching him leave the room, she pulled the pillow beneath her head and laughed.
She couldn’t recall a time when she had been this happy, this contented.
Seconds later, Butler returned, and he helped her up, carrying her through to the bathroom, where he placed her in the tub. He followed her, though, climbing in behind her so that she rested back against him.
He took hold of her hands and locked their fingers together.
“What do you think your club will say?” Mandy asked.
“They’re going to love it. The girls love a reason to celebrate, and our getting together will be a big fucking reason.” He kissed her neck.
Wrapping his arms around her, she stared ahead. “How will you get your patch back?”
“By proving that I know what I want. That the drugs are a problem, but I can handle it.”
She tilted her head back. “I’ll do whatever I can to help.”
“Good, if I ever start using at all, I want you to go straight to Devil.”
“Why do I not like the sound of that?”
“I wasn’t always a good person, Mandy. I want you to promise me you’d do that.”
“You’re not going to use again. I know you’re not.”
“Promise me.”
“I promise, Butler.”
“I love you, Mandy, and to me you’re worth fighting for.”
She stared at him for the longest time and knew he’d have something in place. Devil would take care of it. She wouldn’t ever let that happen.
When it came to Butler, she was in this for life, and there was no getting out of it, not for her.
****
“What are you doing in here late at night?” Lexie asked, stepping into Devil’s office.
“I am accepting an invitation to a very interesting picnic slash barbeque, slash potential bloodbath.”
“Is this that thing I’ve heard you and Lash talking about? I thought this already happened and you turned it down,” Lexie said, picking up the fancy envelope.
“It was, and then for some reason or another, it got canceled, and then new invitations were sent out. I just got off the phone with Lash, and he’s going to accept.”
“The Billionaire Bikers MC, sounds like a rock band.”
Devil blew out a breath. “They’re … not a real MC. At least, I don’t consider them to be. Not in the sense of the club. They’re all fucking rich as shit, silver spoon kind of crap.”
“You’re blasting them, but I sense a little respect there, honey. What’s going on?” Lexie said.
Devil pulled her down into his lap. He held her hip and leaned back, aware of her gaze on him. “They do good deeds.”
“And that’s a bad thing?”
“No, it’s actually a really good thing when I think about it. They deal mostly in trafficking.”
“How can that be a good thing? It’s illegal.”
“No, no, not what I meant. They’re the ones that have broken a couple of trafficking rings and provided sanctuary for women that have been rescued. Some of the women they have been able to save before anything really bad has happened to them, but there have been others that were not so lucky.” He took the fancy card out of her hands. “They’ve invited the clubs, as you know, to a fancy picnic. Don’t know what it’s for yet.”
“You think they’re reaching out?”
“Could be a reach out. Only way of finding out is to check it out, right?”
“When is it for?”
“End of the summer.”
“Cool,” Lexie said. “I’ll be sure to wear my fancy dress.”
“Whatever you wear will be fancy.”
“You know how to say all the right things.”
“Butler and Mandy are arriving back tomorrow,” he said.
“Oh, is this a good or bad thing?” she asked.
“I’m hoping it was a good thing.”
“How was the drug thing?”
“I dealt with Michael, and he took the stripper and the pimp.” He ran a hand down his face.
“How are you dealing with it all though?” she asked.
“What do you mean?”
“For so long you’ve been the guy to make all the decisions.”
“I know.”
“Now you’re calling up Michael and the Feds, and getting them to resolve matters. I know you put on a brave face for it all, but this is me, Devil. Speak honestly.”
He didn’t like how she seemed to know everything he was thinking.
Stroking her cheek, he stared into her eyes.
Most of his life before coming to Piston County he didn’t believe in love. He didn’t even think that he was capable of such a strong emotion. Meeting Lexie had completely blown his entire world apart. Piece by piece, he realized he was only living part of a life. The moments he craved more than anything were these.
“It’s hard, baby. I’m not going to lie. It … it would be a lot easier to just kill them. I’ve got a nice big clubhouse for me to bury their bodies. But—and this is the pretty big but—a huge one.”
“What is it?”
“I’ve got you and my babies, Lex. Killing these people is easy. Where one falls, another rises, and that is all that happens. One down, two up, three up, and it goes on and on. There has to come a point when I realize dealing with the club, taking care of my family is where my focus should be.”
“You’re not going to regret this, are you?”
“No. I’m not. The decision to stop the drugs and the gun runs wasn’t an easy one. I didn’t just flick a switch and think, ‘We’re the good guys now.’ I thought long and hard. I thought about you, our kids, Kayla.” He saw the pain in her eyes.
“Why Kayla?”
“Because her death hurt you in a really bad way. Ashley’s death. That young woman, club whore or not, didn’t deserve to die. The men we’ve lost, the pain they’ve suffered. We’ve done enough,” Devil said. “Too much. We’ve loved, we’ve lost, and it has been a fucking heartbreak of a journey, which was why I decided to do this. To call Michael, to go legit, to help others. I’ll never regret that.”
She cupped his face, and he held her tightly.
While he had his wife, Devil knew he would fight to the ends of the earth to keep all the bad shit at bay.