Dominic
“You let your guard down, Dominic,” I told myself as we ran. “You were paying too much attention to this pretty woman, and you let your guard down.”
Another man might have continued to berate himself, to call himself “stupid” over and over, but I had learned a long time ago that such relentless self-admonishments were not helpful. Instead, I made myself this promise: “You will not do it again.”
In spite of this, it was very hard not gaze too long at Erica. She ran ahead of me. Though I was obviously faster, I made sure to stay behind her. Part of that was for the delicious view of her butt, bouncing beneath the sheer red fabric of her dress, and the other part was far more gentlemanly: if the Jaws scaled the wall, their bullets would find me first.
I would not usually consider myself a self-sacrificing sort of guy, but Erica didn’t ask for any of this. It was my fault that she was caught up in all this violence.
As we sprinted, the swelling in her ankle was visible, and I could tell by the ragged way she was breathing that something in her core was paining her. Still, she ran on. She was tougher than she looked.
“Which way?” She gasped, as we neared a connecting road.
“Left!” I cried. “Left! We’ll lose ourselves in the crowds!”
I glanced at my watch. A little past midnight. And yet, I know that Main Street would be teeming with drunk bikers, tourists, and partiers. Thank Christ we’d been caught in a thriving town.
At last, we emerged into the main road. Bright lights scalded our eyes, and music thumped so loudly it nearly tuned out the pounding of our hearts.
“That’s it,” gasped Erica, collapsing against a wall and clutching her chest. “I can’t run any further. Are we safe?”
I glanced around. I was in pain, too, but, if the Jaws still hunted us, we could not stop running. Fortunately, I could see none of them. Instead, all I saw was drunk and grinning wanderers––groups of teenagers dressed like bikers, but their mothers would drive them home, kissing couples, and parents with sleeping children slung across their shoulders, attempting to relive the single life.
“I think we’re okay,” I sighed, likewise leaning against the wall. The minute I said this, I noticed a great pain emerging in my side, that I suppose the adrenaline had kept at bay until then. Scowling, I reached around to investigate, but then Erica was upon me.
“Now, Dominic, I expect you to tell me what the hell is going on,” she demanded, recovered enough from our flight to put her hands on her hips. “If you weren’t spewing bullshit all night, then I deserve an answer.”
I gazed at her, her glare as fiery as her ruby-red lips. I noticed streaks of mascara down her cheeks. Tears from before, or tears as we had been running? I wasn’t sure.
“You’re right,” I said. “I’m sorry. So, here’s the deal: I am part of a motorcycle club.”
She looked at me, completely unimpressed. “So?” She asked after a minute.
“So…I am part of the club that is an enemy to the Crooked Jaws––that lovely little gang that has been shooting at us all night.”
She scowled, and inhaled sharply. “But I thought…”
“You thought motorcycle gangs were just in movies, right?” I interrupted coldly. “Or were just fun hang-outs for fat, middle-aged men going through midlife crises?”
She had the decency to look embarrassed. “Well, yes,” she said, shrugging.
“Well, they’re not, and tonight’s events should prove it to you,” I snapped harshly. Only after I saw her wince at my words that I realized that I was perhaps being unfair. I continued more softly. “Look, I am only spelling this out for you, because I want you to take what I am about to say seriously: you are in danger. I was in Crooked Jaw territory at that bar, and they will do whatever they can to kill me.”
“Well, then, the solution is simple,” she said, so clinically that I caught a glimpse, very strongly, of what she would be like as a lawyer. Empowered, intelligent, and determined.
“What’s that?” I asked.
“I can never see you again,” she said, slamming her clutch purse under her arm, (how she had managed to hang onto it throughout all of this, I would never understand) and stomping away.
I seized her shoulder to stop her. “No!” I insisted. “You don’t understand. They have seen you with me. Now, that means you could be a target.”
She paled, but her lips remained set. “So what do I do?”
“You lay low. You don’t go out for a few days. And though I hate to suggest it––maybe get rid of that dress.”
She chuckled. “Ha. My fiancé has been trying to get me to donate it for years. Funny now that the same thing is happening, but for very different reasons.”
I pressed onward. “Give me your phone number,” I demanded. “That way, when I sense things are safe, I can contact you.”
She cocked an eyebrow at me.
“Is this how you get all the girls’ numbers––look out!”
She pointed behind me, and I whirled just in time to see a group of Crooked Jaws, shoving their way angrily through the crowd. My mind raced. We could not outrun them. They were young and fit, and both of us were worn and injured. I glanced around, looking for something, anything to help us escape.
“Nothing!” I growled. “Nothing! Just stupid kids and stupid fucking couples––!”
I trailed off, suddenly inspired. In a single movement, I swept Erica into my arms, pressed her against the wall, and kissed her.
“What are you…” She tried to say, pushing me off her, but I kept up my pressure. Dimly, I was aware of the Jaws approaching. I could tell by the heavy, clanging footfalls of their iron-tipped shoes, and the affronted squawks of the pedestrians they pushed aside.
Erica’s mouth opened. She let my tongue enter her. She relaxed her body, so that my embrace could envelop her completely and that her breasts could swell right against my chest. Had she realized what was going on? Was this an act, designed to fool the approaching Jaws? Or was she simply responding to my touch, like a sheltered flower to sunlight?
I could not be sure. Part of me did not want to know.
The Jaws were right behind us. “Where’d those fuckers go?” One growled angrily at his cohort. “They can’t have gone far!”
Heart pounding, I kissed Erica harder. I felt her hands looping around my waist and heard a sharp intake of breath as she pressed against me, as if she’d cut herself. I did not have time to wonder at her actions, however, because every granule of my awareness was focused on the bikers behind me, willing them to go away.
“Aw, come on,” one said. “They’re obviously not here. Besides, if they were, that Molina prick would be leaving a blood trail a mile long.
“What are they talking about?” I thought, but I continued kissing. At last, they turned and stomped away. The very next instant, Erica shoved me off of her.
“I’m sorry!” I snapped, insulted that she would take to kissing me so poorly. “I thought that––”
“No, Dominic, look,” she interrupted. Slowly, and with trembling fingers, she raised her hand up to my eyes––the hand that had been looped around my waist.
It was covered in blood, so much that she seemed to be wearing a dripping, bright red glove.
“Jesus Christ,” I muttered, the pain that I’d noticed in my side doubling. “One of the knives must have got me when I was climbing up the fence…how did we not notice?”
Erica spun me around and squeezed the hem of my jacket. There was a sound like twisting a sodden sponge.
“Oh, God,” she murmured, stepping away from the blood that spattered onto the ground. Now that the adventure was over, I could feel myself growing dizzy. The pain in my side grew.
“Hey,” I chuckled, feeling giddy. “Thank God for black leather, huh?”
And with that, my vision dimmed.
I was only distantly aware of her settling me down against the wall and ripping out her cell phone to call a cab. Passerbys did not spare me a second glance. They assumed I was drunk, and the gleaming puddle that was pooling beneath me was so dark in the moonlight that it could have been water. I felt myself veering in and out of consciousness, until, at last, the taxi arrived.
“To 16 Parry Drive,” she ordered smoothly, leaning me against her chest like a sleeping child. The taxi accelerated, and I felt new pain shoot up my core as if a savage hand had gripped my insides and yanked.
“Thanks,” I murmured. Then, I buried my head in her breast, and all went black.
# # #
I was a man of violence. That means, like any man of violence, I was plagued by dreams.
Dreams? Images? Memories? They were too fragmented, too disordered, and yet too real to truly tell. In these dreams, I saw blood flowing. My first fight. Young and naïve, I was, still drunk on the idea that being the leader of a motorcycle club meant fun and glory, not the endless cycle of violence that it turned out to be. A punch in the face. A broken jaw. An old man, a bystander in this conflict, piercing his hands on glass broken by my own fist. His look of terror. Erica’s look of terror, when the stupid Crooked Jaw drew his knife. All of these images swirled around in my head, a nauseous cocktail flaring in rhythm with the jolts of pain leaking their way through my unconsciousness.
“Don’t worry, Dominic. You’ll be okay. I’ve got you.”
A voice. A distant voice. “Don’t be stupid,” I wanted to tell it. “I’ve got me. I’m the only one who can handle this. Me!”
And yet, the sound of it was so comforting.
But then, the worst of it, that old, familiar nightmare. The sound of bones being crushed into powder. Have you ever heard bones ground like that? Maybe you’ve heard bones break––a dry snap, like a seasoned block of wood popping in a fire. But to be crushed? It’s like a thousand eggshells, smothered in a giant’s fist. It’s the sound of scraping fingernails across rough surfaces. Car paint. Chalkboards. It’s a sound that starts out solid, then turns to liquid as the shards of bone are pulverized into a pulp.
That was the sound that haunted me––that has haunted me since the first days of my leadership of the Broken Spires.
I knew that one day, I would pay for that sound. If it did not demand my life, it would demand my sanity.
“Shhh…It’s okay. I’m taking care of you. Don’t you worry. It’ll be okay.”
There! That stupid voice again! How dare it try to take care of me? I, who did not deserve to be taken care of…who only traded in violence, never in comfort.
“No!” I cried, aloud or in my head, I would never know. “Let it end! I want it to end.”
Silence. The images faded. The sounds grew muffled until they were nothing more than a rumble, like a distant rain on the other side of a mountain.
Peace filled me. It was so strange at first, that I barely recognized it. Distantly, I could feel gentle hands touching me, soothing my pain away.
“Erica?” I murmured. Then: “Don’t be silly. She was just some chick at the bar. Some dumb floozy who…”
I could not finish the thought. All I could do was focus on those tender hands, and the face, outlined in light, attached to them.