Chapter 23
Anna
I had come to see Luke as my safe haven and when he kissed me, everything else fell away. It was exactly what I needed, now. I needed to forget. I needed to escape and escaping into Luke was perfect. Since my dad had arrived in town and I had freaked out about him finding me, Luke had done everything in his power to keep me calm. He had reassured me that we were safe. He had told me he would keep me from harm, and he had watched me like my safety and peace of mind was the only thing that mattered.
Luke was everything I could ever have wanted in a man, and now that worst had come to worst, he was stepping up to the plate. Luke’s lips were hot on mine, the atmosphere charging until the air was thick with lust. I poured everything I felt into that kiss—the fear, the desperation, my feelings for him—and it became urgent. Luke and I groped at each other, our hands roaming our bodies, and for the first time since I had learned I was pregnant, I let it all go and drowned myself in the safety that was Luke.
I didn’t feel sick. I didn’t feel scared. I didn’t stress and panic and worry. I let it all go and lost myself in him, feeling his hard cock press against me as he ground his hips against mine.
God, I wanted him so badly. It was an ache that burned in my gut, and I needed him inside of me, needed the release that he would bring. His hands were in my hair, his arms wrapped around my body, and my arms were around his waist, holding onto him. I reached down and placed my hand on his dick over his jeans, rubbing the thick ridge. Luke sighed into my mouth. He laid me down on the couch, his body on top of mine and we made out, our bodies pressed against each other so tightly we barely felt the clothes that were a barrier between us. Luke’s tongue was in my mouth, his hand on my breast, and my body was on fire. I needed him to have his way with me. I wanted him to strip me naked and to take me, hard and fast.
I wanted him to fuck me until everything that bothered me went away. Luke ground his hips against me, moving his hips, mimicking sex, and I was so turned on. I wanted him so badly.
Until now, every time we had had sex, Luke had been the one to give me pleasure. He had run his hands all over my body, fingered me and licked and sucked my pussy until I hadn’t been able to hold it anymore.
I wanted to do the same for him. This time, I wanted to be the one to drive him wild.
“Sit up,” I said to Luke, and he looked a little confused, but he did as I asked. I moved off the couch and kneeled between his open knees. His eyes were filled with hunger when I reached for his pants and he realized what I was about to do. I undid the button and unzipped his jeans, pulling his hard cock out his jocks. The shaft was hard, the skin silky smooth, and the tip was already wet with lust. I ran my fingers over the head, and Luke shivered. His lips were parted, and his eyes were a deep ocean blue.
I leaned forward and licked a line up his shaft. I had never done this before, and I had no idea what I was doing. But judging by Luke’s reaction, I was doing it right. I closed my mouth around Luke’s dick and slid him deeper into my mouth. Luke groaned, and when I looked up at him, his eyes were closed. I bobbed my head up and down, keeping my teeth out of the way and fucked him with my mouth. Luke’s whole body tensed, and I wondered if I had done something wrong. I paused, glancing up at him.
“Don’t stop,” Luke said, looking down at me. He slid his hand into my hair and gently pushed my head down, encouraging me to carry on sucking him off.
I didn’t hesitate any longer. I did what I had done before, bobbing my head up and down faster and faster, his cock pushing deeper and deeper into my mouth until I couldn’t take in any more of him before I gagged. I wasn’t covering all of Luke’s shaft with my mouth, so I wrapped my hand around the base, closing the distance between my lips and the hilt.
Luke groaned when I bobbed my head up and down again, meeting my lips with my fist every time I pushed his dick into my mouth. He tensed and jerked on the couch, and I loved that his breathing was as shallow and erratic as mine became before an orgasm. I loved that I had the ability to push him that far to the edge, to make him feel even a fraction of what he made me feel every time he played with me or sucked on me.
It turned me on, too. Knowing that I was driving him wild make me wetter than wet, and I craved his dick inside me.
“Anna,” Luke said in a breath as he pressed his hand against my cheek so that I stopped. “Stop.” He swallowed hard. “You’re going to make me come. I don’t want to come, yet.”
He leaned down and kissed me on the lips. “You drive me crazy,” he said. “Go to the bedroom so I can fuck you.”
I blushed when he said it and stood up. I turned toward the bedroom. On the way, I sensually pulled my shirt over my head and turned so Luke could see me in my bra. I took a few steps back while reaching behind me for the clasp, taking it off. I let the bra slide down my arms, stopping it just before my breasts were exposed. Luke’s eyes were glued to my body, and he practically drooled. I smiled and disappeared into the bedroom where I pulled off the rest of my clothes and draped my naked body over the bed.
Luke came into the room, his face riddled with lust as his eyes slid over my body.
“Fuck, you’re so beautiful, Anna,” he said. “I wouldn’t mind having this every day for the rest of my life.”
The words made me feel warm inside. Saying that he wanted this for such a long time made me feel like what I felt for him wasn’t one-sided. I thought about the baby and what it would mean for us, but I pushed the thought away. Tonight, I wanted to forget. I wanted to escape. Nothing mattered tonight. I wanted it to just be Luke and me.
Luke stripped of his clothes and crawled onto the bed with me. We were both naked, and his dick was rock hard, bobbing up and down as he moved toward me. I rolled onto my back. Luke pushed his hands between my legs and his eyes widened.
“You’re so wet,” he said.
I nodded. “I want you,” I said.
Luke moved between my legs and leaned over me, his arms on either side of my head. He pushed into me, his dick finding my entrance, and I moaned as he slid in up to the hilt.
His cock was big inside of me, bigger than it had been before, and I shivered. I loved it when he was inside of me. I had been a virgin for so long, but now that I had lost my virginity and fucked Luke, I couldn’t get enough of it. I couldn’t get enough of him.
Luke slid in and out of me, sensually, slowly. He was torturing me again, making me want it hard and fast and denying me the pleasure. But it was pleasurable when he did it slowly, too. Everything he did was fantastic.
After a while, as if he had enough of taking it slow, Luke picked up the pace. He fucked me harder and harder. My body rocked back and forth on the bed, my breasts jiggling with every stroke. My body was numb, and the first orgasm started at my core. I cried out as pleasure crashed over me in a wave. Luke pressed his lips against mine, his cock buried deep inside me and my body pinned beneath his as the orgasm racked my body.
When Luke broke the kiss, I gasped for air.
“Do you want to get on top of me?” Luke asked.
I nodded. I wanted to do it all, try it all.
Luke pulled out and rolled onto his back. I crawled to him and straddled his legs, but I faced away from him with my ass to him. I guided his cock to my entrance with my hand and sat down on him. I shuddered when he slid back into me, the angle different because I was backward on top of him. Luke groaned, his hands moving to my ass on his lower abdomen, and he squeezed my cheeks.
I tested it, rocking back and forth. Luke groaned, and I knew I was doing the right thing. I rocked my hips harder and faster, leaning my hands on his thighs as I fucked him backward. I had read about reverse cowgirl, and I had always wanted to try it.
Luke’s hand on my hips and ass encouraged me, and he helped me rock back and forth harder. I felt another orgasm build as I bucked my hips and I closed my eyes, giving myself over to the sensation. It was spectacular. But then, everything about Luke and us fucking was.
It didn’t take long before I orgasmed again. Heat washed over my body and my insides clamped down on Luke’s dick. I cried out, curling forward as the orgasm rendered me useless. Luke held onto my ass as I orgasmed, lifting me slightly as he fucked me from beneath, pounding into me. It made my orgasm that much more intense. Luke shoved himself deep inside of me, and I felt as he pumped into me, releasing. Only when he did, did I realize he’d put on a condom again. It didn’t matter now but that he was so diligent and serious about being safe meant a lot to me. Even if it hadn’t helped.
After we both orgasmed, I lifted myself off Luke’s dick. I was tender. I lay down next to him on the bed, and we lay side by side, breathing hard, trying to recover. I turned my head to him and he looked at me with drooping eyes and a lazy smile.
“Have I told you how good you are in bed?” he asked.
I blushed. I had no one to compare Luke to when we had sex, but I was sure he had a lot of people to compare me to. That he still thought I was amazing even though I had no experience was a great feeling.
“Excuse me,” Luke said, and he rolled away, turning his back to me. I knew he was taking care of the condom, and I waited for him to come back. When he was done, he lay down on the bed with me, and I shifted until I was pressed tightly against him, my head on his chest. Luke wrapped his arm around me, and his heart beat against my cheek. I closed my eyes. Right here, with his arms around me, his lips pressed against my hair and the sound of his heartbeat in my ear, I was safe and happy.
I wouldn’t mind this for the rest of my life, either.