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Surrendering by Michelle Horst (14)


 

 

Mila~

Liam helps me up from the floor and places a kiss to my forehead.

I feel his breath fan over my skin as he whispers, “Thank you for talking to me.”

I smile shyly up at him. Now that I’ve calmed down, I feel embarrassed for the way I behaved.

“It’s cold up here. Let’s go to the family room. I’ll get the fire going and make us some coffee.”

“Sounds like a great idea.”

I follow Liam out of the room and down a modern staircase. The banisters are made of wrought iron.

I pause halfway down and lean on the banister to get a closer look. “Are those birds?”

Liam stops and smiles up at me, and the pure beauty of the man before me makes my heart stutter.

“Yes, it’s a bird and wind design. The second I saw it I knew this was the house for us.”

My eyebrows pop up. “Us?”

He slowly starts back up the stairs until he’s right in front of me. There’s so much love in his eyes and it warms my heart to finally see him looking at me like that. I missed it so much.

“When will you realize that there was an us the second I laid eyes on you? We’re meant to be, babe.”

He leans in and when I don’t move away, he presses a gentle kiss to my lips. Taking my hand, he leads me down the stairs and only when we walk into a cozy room, does he let go. I go to sit on the plush couch, watching as Liam starts the fire.

I was always scared something horrible might happen the second I tell him about my life. I was so wrong. It felt so good when I finally told him everything that he didn’t turn his back on me, and he doesn’t blame me for being part of a cult.

Liam didn’t judge me. Instead he said that he loves me.

I really thought I’d lost him but now I see how stupid I’ve been. I should’ve trusted Liam instead of Hailey. I’m too drained to deal with the devastation Hailey’s confession has left behind inside me. I’ll deal with it tomorrow after a good night’s rest.

If I see her now, I might just lose my shit and beat the living hell out of her.

I let my eyes follow every movement Liam makes. It’s so surreal, being here with him.

“I’ll do it,” I whisper.

He glances at me from over his shoulder. “You’ll do what?”

I’ve missed being able to just look at him.

“I’ll do us.”

A look of surprise flashes over his face and then he smiles tenderly. He might have become a man in the past three years, but I still see glimpses of the boy I fell in love with.

“I’m so sorry for not trusting you sooner,” I whisper. Gosh, I’ve wasted so much time that we could’ve been together. I won’t waste another second.

“So we’re good now?” he asks gently.

I sigh and smile at him as he sits down next to me.

“We’re good,” I say, biting my lip.

“Let’s just take tonight for ourselves. We’ll deal with Hailey and the cult tomorrow.”

I reach up and place my hand on his cheek.

“That’s a good idea. I’m too tired to face that problem now.” The day old stubble is rough against my palm. He closes his eyes, as if he’s savoring my touch.

“I’m so sorry for the time I’ve wasted.” Tears sting my eyes as I scoot closer to him. "Every time I told you to go, I prayed you’d stay. Fear made me weak, Liam, and I’m so sorry.”

He leans in to me and then places a tender kiss on my lips.

“I’m sorry for not fighting harder, for walking away when you needed me.”

I let out a soft sob and then press my lips to his. I need to feel his warmth so I move as close to him as I can.

“I’ll never let you go again,” he whispers against my lip.

“I’ll never doubt you again,” I whisper back, lust already coursing through my body.

He breaks the kiss and stands up. He reaches behind him, and then he pulls his long-sleeved-shirt over his head. I struggle to keep my mouth from dropping open.

He’s always been the most beautiful man I’ve ever seen, but now… he’s perfection.

He’s all hard muscle, not an ounce of fat on him. I have a sudden urge to lick his golden skin.

Back at the cult we were forced to think of the men as gods, but not one of them ever looked the part. But Liam, he’s huge, and, standing before me, he looks just like what I’d imagine a god to be.

"Liam, you're…" I whisper, unable to tear my eyes from his perfect chest.

He leans down, and, placing a hand on either side of my head, he kisses me, a warm and tender kiss.

He reaches for my shirt and starts to drag it up. I close my eyes as it moves over my head. This moment is perfect.

We can finally be together with no secrets between us.

I stand up from the couch and his hands immediately move to unbutton my jeans. My eyes dart up to his and I feel the spark of heat between us.

 I lick my lips as I start to shove the denim down my legs. When the material is lying in a pool next to my feet, I feel a little self-conscious about standing in front of him in only my bra and panties. My first instinct is to cover myself, but the scorching look in his eyes makes me stand still. My conscience screams at me that this is wrong, but it’s quickly silenced by the sinner in me. I’m done with feeling guilty for feeling desire for the man that I love.

“Don’t look at me like I’m your ticket to the promised land, babe. I’ll only lead you to hell.” There’s so much lust in his voice, it takes the sting from the words and instead settles like a bolt of fire between my legs.

Heat spreads through my body and tiny tongues of desire lick at my skin.

“You make me want to be a bad girl,” I whisper. My voice is hoarse with sinful need. I want to feel his touch. I want to be defiled by him.

“You make me want to do bad things to you,” he growls, and then he quickly strips out of the rest of his clothes. I take in his naked perfection, so exquisitely male in every way.

I reach behind me and unhook my bra, never taking my eyes from his. I let the material fall to the floor and immediately Liam's eyes drop down to my breasts. He makes a sound of pure pleasure which gives me the guts to step out of my panties.

“You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen, Mila. The sight of you leaves me breathless.”

I can’t remember a time when I wanted something as much like I want his hands on me.

Liam is mine.

I’m his.

That’s all I ever wanted.

A delicious shiver rushes over my skin at the thought that we’re finally together.

“I missed seeing that,” he whispers.

I tilt my head, silently showing him to go on.

He reaches out and brushes his fingers down my cheek.

“The look of pure pleasure on your face,” he says, smiling lovingly.

I let my eyes drink in his features, his dark lashes and deep brown eyes that never miss a thing. My eyes keep trailing down his face to his straight nose and then they land on his full lips.

I lift my hand to his face and also brush the tips of my fingers over his skin, just enjoying the feel of him.

I stand on my toes at the same moment that he leans down, and our mouths find each other’s. At first the kiss is slow, but then our tongues meet, and I can’t help but moan in delight.

  Liam thrusts his tongue deeper and he takes a step closer, crushing our bodies together.

Sparks shoot through me and go straight to my pussy. Damn, he tastes so good. How have I lived without him the past three years?

He makes me burn up until all that remains of me are smoldering ashes. I press my breasts harder against his chest.

I feel his erection pressing into my lower belly and the thought of him being so close to me is a heady one.

 His mouth crushes to mine in a wild and hungry kiss until our breaths are racing into each other.

I love the look on his face. It’s one of pure adoration and lust.

 

Liam~

I pull her right against me and soak in the pure pleasure of feeling her naked body rubbing against mine before I lay her down on the thick carpet right by the fireplace.

I kiss her hungrily, like the starving man I am. I want to lose myself in her. I kiss her with every ounce of love I have in my heart.

Finally, Mila’s naked under me.

I can’t believe that we’re here, together. Was it only this afternoon that I was still drowning in my anger?

I pull slightly away from her and look down at her lust filled eyes. I need to drink in every inch of her. She’s really here with me. She talked to me.

My heart feels light for the first time. I feel relieved and at peace, even though we still have to face that cult.

Right now, I just want to lose myself in Mila.

She’s so fucking beautiful. Her long, silky brown hair is spread over the carpet. Her cheeks are flushed with desire.

Once again, a fierce protectiveness fills my chest to the point where it feels like I might explode.

We’ve always belonged together. I knew it the first time I laid eyes on her. She was mine that day. She’ll be mine for all eternity.

I close the distance between us and trail gentle kisses over her skin.

“Liam,” she sighs blissfully.

Fuck, I can listen to her saying my name all night long. She makes it sound like a prayer.

I’m so hard for her. My cock throbs against her stomach. Once I’m inside of her, it will only take a matter of seconds for me. It’s been too long.

I’ll make it up to her right through the night, but right now I have no control. I can’t hold myself back anymore.

I close my mouth over her breast and groan at the salty taste of her flesh. I take my time licking and sucking until she starts to roll her hips against me.

I brush my hand over her toned stomach and then over her pussy. She’s so fucking wet … so ready.

“Soon, Mila,” I groan against her silky skin.

“Please, Liam. I need you now. Please.”

What my girl wants, my girl gets.

I crush my lips against hers and then line my cock up with her pussy.

She opens her legs wider and then I surge into her tight, wet heat.

“Fuck … fuck, it’s heaven,” I growl at the perfect feel of her around my cock.

Her muscles ripple and her pussy grips me tightly, making my hips surge forward.

Our mouths meet in a frenzy, and I start to thrust as I let all my control go.

Being with Mila in such an intimate way is all I ever wanted.

She starts to thrust back, rubbing her pussy against me.

My hips surge forward, thrusting and grinding.

“Mila,” I growl as pleasure starts to ripple through me, setting every nerve-ending on fire.

“Liam,” she breathes, and pure pleasure in that one word sends me over the edge.

A tingling starts in my abdomen, making me move faster. Just as the world explodes around me and my cock starts to jerk inside of Mila, she screams, “Liam!” Her pussy spasms around my cock, milking every last drop from me.  

I can’t bring myself to move so I remain still for a few seconds, just absorbing the feel of Mila.

When strength returns to my body, I push my upper body up and look down into her eyes, filled with love and satisfaction.

I place a quick kiss to her lips and as I pull out, the realization hits. “Shit, I didn’t use a condom. It was the furthest thing from my mind. I'm so sorry.”

She keeps quiet until an uneasy feeling crawls up my spine, but then she shrugs. “It’s okay. The worst thing that can happen is that I get pregnant and to me that will be the greatest honor, Liam.”

“Don’t say stuff like that,” I laugh. “It’s hard enough to not want to fuck you day and night, I don’t need more motivation.”

She smiles up at me. “I can’t think of a better way to spend our time together.”

“Me too,” I say as I roll off and pull her against me.

The crackling of the fire is the only sound breaking the peaceful silence cocooning us. I wish we could stay like this forever.

After a couple of minutes, Mila’s breathing slows.

Slowly, I get up and look down at her sleeping form. Her nipples are still hard pebbles from our love making. Her stomach is flat and toned as it leads to the valley between her legs. She’s perfect in every way.

I grab the blanket from the couch and lie down beside her. I cover us up and then I just stare at her face in the flickering light of the fire.

“I promise to protect you, Mila. I promise not to fail you like I failed Rosie,” I whisper before I let sleep take me too.

 

Mila

As I wake up, I snuggle into the warmth enfolding me. Only my eyes are visible from beneath the blankets that smell like Liam. I smile when I remember how passionately he made love to me.

A sigh of happiness escapes my lips.

One glance around the room tells me that I’m alone. I sit up and spot my clothes in a bundle where I dropped them the night before.

I wrap the blanket around myself before gathering my clothes, and then I go in search of a bathroom. I’m in desperate need of a shower and I’m happy when I find it quickly.

I place the clothes on the bathroom counter and then reach into the shower to open the faucets.

The shower is twice the size of the one back at the apartment. I’m so going to enjoy this.

Liam comes up behind me and puts his arms around me. He nuzzles my neck and then whispers. “I love watching you move around my house.”

“I love moving around your house,” I say, turning in his arms.

“You know you’re moving in here, right?”

I let my hands slide over his muscled chest, loving the feel of him. The memory of his ass flexing in my hands as he was thrusting inside me turns me on instantly.

I smile up at him. “You might want to rethink that. Once I move in I might just tie you to the bed so I can have my wicked way with you all the time.”

I don’t know where the bravery is coming from to say these words to him. Maybe it’s because his eyes are filled with love for me.

“In that case you’re moving in today ,” he says, all seductive.

He leans into me, placing a tender kiss on my lips. The second his tongue brushes over my bottom lip, things start to escalate rather quickly.

It feels so good to be desired by this man.

“You make me feel like a woman, something precious,” I whisper against his lips.

He takes hold of the blanket and lets it fall to the floor, exposing me to him.

“You’re a goddess. You should be fucked like one,” he growls, lust swirling in his eyes.

He crushes his mouth to mine in a hungry kiss that makes my insides clench with desire.

I love everything about this man. I love the way he kisses me, the way his hands caress my body, the way he makes love to me. I’ll never get my fill of him.

I let my hand travel down his body until I find his cock, hard and ready. I take him in my hand and squeeze.

Liam lets out a moan and then he thrusts into my hand.

Glancing up at him, all I see is desire, his lips slightly parted.

He pushes me back until we’re both in the shower and then he circles his hips against my hand.

“Feel that? That’s me wanting you right now. Hard and fucking fast,” he says, his voice deep and strained. It sends shivers racing over my body from pure delight of being able to do this to him.

He turns me around and I place my hands against the wall to keep my balance. His hand caresses a hot path over the marks on my back and then he brings his arm around the front of me. His forearm goes over my breast while his fingers close around my throat.

As his other hand slips over the swell of my ass, I let my head fall back against his shoulder. His fingers slip between my legs and it instantly draws a moan from me.

“I want to hear you say it, babe. Say you're mine," he demands - while slipping his finger into me.

I push my ass back against him and when I feel his rock hard cock, I start to move up and down, rubbing myself against him.

“I’m yours,” I whisper breathlessly into the water.

He pushes another finger inside me and then starts to rub my pussy while he thrusts hard against my ass.

This is so erotic, feeling his hard cock sliding against me while his fingers work magic. I bring my hands to my breasts and squeeze them. It draws a low groan from Liam.

“Fuck yes,” he growls, moving even faster until I’m caught up in a cloud of pleasure.

The orgasm hits hard and it makes my legs quiver. Liam presses his palm hard against my clit and it makes a carnal ecstasy rip through me. He takes all of my weight as he finds his own orgasm against my ass. I feel his body jerk against mine until the last of the pleasure flows through him.