Nina

“Hey sleepyhead,” Kyle whispers in my ear.

“Mmm.” I reach down and pull the blanket back up over the both of us.

Both.

Of.

Us.

Me.

Kyle.

Oh! My! God!

Throwing the cover back, I lift myself up, arching my back. “Did we?

“No, we didn’t…I wouldn’t.” He reaches for me. “Come back.”

“I need to go.” I start to move to get up, but what he said has me wondering. “What do you mean you wouldn’t?”

I really don’t know why I even care. I’m not ready to get physical, but him stating it makes me wonder, is it me?

“Oh! I definitely would and if you keep on moving like that,” he holds my hips down, trying to still my movements, “you are going to see exactly how much I want to.” He winks. “But, something tells me you aren’t ready for that and Nina, I’m perfectly fine with it.”

“Why do you have to go and say stuff like that?” I collapse back onto his chest, burying my face.

Last night, he held me until the tears stopped flowing and even then, he curled me under his arm while we watched movie after movie. I knew I should’ve had him take me home the minute we both started getting drowsy, but I didn’t want the feeling to end. Especially after I got a taste of what this could be.

“Nina, don’t go,” he whispers a plea, brushing a simple kiss across my lips.

There was nothing sexual about it. Just a guy who wanted a girl to stay and a girl saying yes.

Staying the night wasn’t really the plan. So, when I woke up after one of the best nights of sleep I ever had, I was confused until I felt him. A tad rough, yet tender.

“Well, I like to think honesty is the best policy.” He chuckles, his laugh vibrating through me.

“Is that so?” I lift my head, covering my mouth to shield him from the dreaded morning breath.

“Yep.” He pulls my hand down. “Don’t hide.”

“I haven’t brushed.” I put my hand back in place and he smiles.

“You’re too damn cute.” He grins, gum between his teeth.

“You have gum?” I bring my hands up, placing them on his chest.

“Sure do.”

“Gimme.”

“It’s in my front pocket, just reach in…” He suddenly stops.

“What?”

“You better not.” He places a hand on my lower back, shifting our bodies, to free a hand and secure me a piece of minty freshness.

“Oh!” I pretend to see what he’s talking about, but it’s the bulge further south that is causing me to get a little excited.

“Here.” He unwraps the piece, placing it into my mouth and setting the wrapper on the coffee table.

“Honesty, right?”

“Always.”

I chomp my gum really fast, getting the juices overflowing in my mouth, washing away the morning breath. “Can I get a hug?” I continue to chew.

“Of course. Remember, new day. This is one,” he says as he sits us up, my body now wrapped around his. Parts of me covered, yet exposed.

“Now, will you kiss me?” I push the gum to the back of my mouth, waiting for him to follow through with my request.

“You want me to kiss you?” He continues the hug, contemplating.

“I mean, I do, but if you don’t want to, I don’t want to force you.” I begin to let my imagination run wild. Did I misread this?

“Don’t,” he interrupts. He slams his mouth against mine, urgently at first, then soft, like I know him to be. Slow and seductive.

My body heats, as his hardens beneath me. Wrapping my arms under his, I snake them up his back, holding his head to me. My body responds and I begin to rock back and forth, the friction too much to handle.

“Nina,” he breathes. “This—”

“More.” I can’t help it. It’s been so long and this, what we are doing, isn’t out of guilt. I’m not forced or expected. I want to do it.

He fights it at first; hands on my hips, he gently pushes me away.

I run my hands through his hair. I feel Kyle everywhere but where I want him the most. I know what I’m doing could lead to something else, and I’m not sure if I’m ready for it, but right now I’m selfish. I need this.

“Please.” I pull back, sucking his lip into mine, before we lock gazes. “I want this. Anything more?” I shake my head. “But this, I need it. Please.”

Without giving it a second thought, his lips are back on mine. Hands on hips, he pulls me forward causing me to gasp. Tongues lashing, teeth grazing. I have never felt something like this. With him, it feels so good.

Lifting his hips he finds where I want him. Rotating, rubbing. I can feel him getting harder and it turns me on to know that I’m doing this to him. Me.

The way his body is reacting to mine has me on edge. Leaning forward, knees on the couch, I grind down, finding my sweetest spot.

“Kyle…” I breathe his name.

Back, forth.

“I-I feel so good.”

Harder, faster.

“I’m...oh God.” I throw my head back and twist and rotate my hips with each pulsating release inside of me.

“Nina…” He brings me back down, kissing my neck. Licking, sucking.

Crap!

I was so caught up in the moment that I didn’t think about the aftermath.

“I’m sorry.” I slump forward, hanging my head in shame.

“Don’t.” Placing a finger under my chin, he lifts my head so we’re eye to eye. “That was one of the most beautiful things I have ever experienced. Don’t discredit it by being embarrassed.” He brushes his lips against mine.

“What about you?” I worry my bottom lip.

“Shower, cold one.”

“I could…” I try to come up with something. Maybe an offer, I’m unsure.

“No.” He picks me up and sets me beside him, the bulge painfully obvious through his shorts. “This was about you. I gave you what you needed and in return it was equally as satisfying for me.”

“There is no way,” I raise an eyebrow, pointing to the obvious, “that satisfied you.”

“You have no idea.” He leans over, kissing me on the nose. “Breakfast?”

“I’m starving.”

He just doesn’t realize how hungry I am.

Him.

This moment.

It released something in me that I didn’t know was there. A need to be fed something more. What exactly? I’m not sure, but it’s more than I was capable of before.

Kyle

Out of everything I could have fixed her, she chooses cereal.

“Are you sure you don’t want some protein to go with that?” I feel a little bad for fixing myself eggs and bacon while she downs the leftover milk from a bowl of Cookie Crisp.

“Well, maybe some bacon.” She sets the bowl down and begins to scan the room. “Did you hear that?”

“Hear what?”

“Shhh!” She holds her hand out. “That beep, do you hear it?”

“I think your…” I hear a series of chimes. “Yep! That’s a phone going off.”

“What time is it?” she asks frantically.

“Don’t worry, it’s only nine and it’s Sunday. You’re off.” I turn off the burner and remove the eggs.

“Niki!” She takes off for the couch, skidding to a stop. “I forgot to tell her I wasn’t coming home.”

“Oh shit!” I’m right beside her looking under cushions.

“Here!” She holds up her phone. “It was under the blanket.”

Unlocking her phone she begins to scan the texts. Her face drains of color.

“Ummmm…Kyle…” She turns to face me. “I think it was your phone.”

“What? Why?”

My phone is pinging with text after text. Turning in circles, I try to see where it’s coming from.

“Under the couch, try there.” She looks at her phone again. “This isn’t good.”

Bending down, I look back at her. “It’s going to be fine. You are twenty-three.” I reach under the sofa, finding my phone. “What could she possibly do?” I swipe it alive. “Holy shit!”

“Right?” she confirms. “What did she say?”

Niki: You’re DEAD!

Followed with a Scarface GIF Say hello to my little friend.

Niki: BYE-BYE BALLS!

Niki: First the right.

Niki: Then the left.

Niki: No hope of having kids.

Niki: You could adopt, but hello DEAD!

Followed with a middle finger GIF. Then a voice clip.

Nina’s eyes are about to pop out of her head. “Is that…”

Niki: Guess what tool I’m using.

Niki: Oh? Too busy fucking my sister, eh?

Niki: It’s a grinder. Just in case you were wondering.

She sends another GIF of a machete.

Niki: To sharpen this knife.

Niki: To cut off your twig and berries!

“What’s she sayin’?” Nina is over my shoulder. “Oh. My. God.”

“Nina, it’s your sister, she’s worried about you.” I reach over, pulling her under my arm. “She doesn’t mean it.”

Holding her phone in front of me, she shows me one text.

Niki: Kyle is D.E.A.D.

“Just call her and let her know you are okay.”

“Kyle?”

“Yeah?”

“I need a hug.”

“You got it.” I pull her in tight. “She’s just looking out for you, but to be on the safe side, we better not let this happen again. Cause my balls, I kinda like them.”

“How about I just leave a voice message?” She nods her head eagerly.

“I’ll clean up. You confess to our sins.” I smile.

She blushes.

“Maybe not all of them.” She twists out of my arms and heads to the door. “I better take this outside.”

“Tell her I’ll have you home within the hour.” I shout after her.

Before tucking my phone back in to my shorts, I scan the messages again. “Damn, Niki.” I reach down, grabbing my balls and whispering, “I promise, I won’t let anything happen to you.”

The ride home is a little quiet. Even though Nina said everything was okay I can tell something is worrying her.

“Are you okay?” I reach over, giving her knee a little squeeze.

“Yeah.” She pats my hand slowly, obviously not sure if she wants it there or not.

“What’s going on?” I lay my hand, palm up on the center console.

“What exactly happened with Cindy?” She keeps looking forward, but reaches over and grabs onto my hand.

Giving her a little squeeze, I let her know it’s going to be okay.

“I was married,” I confess. There is no other way around this than to come clean.

“To Cindy?” She turns to face me, our hands still connected.

“Oh no! But I drowned out the past by spending time with her.”

Saying the words out loud make me feel like the biggest dick. Even though we agreed on our arrangement, she made it into something it wasn’t.

“You used her for sex?” She tilts her head, waiting for my confession.

“At first, yes, but then just to feel normal again. I took her on a few dates. We watched movies—”

“Did you cook for her?” she interrupts.

We’re a block away from Niki’s so I pull over and twist to face her.

“I don’t know what your sister told you, but last night…” I close my eyes, remembering everything. “It was a first for me.” I open them back up to see Nina watching my mouth, waiting for the words that could devastate her. I refuse to be that man, the one who breaks her heart. I want to be the one who heals it. Reaching over, I caress her cheek with my free hand, and she leans into my touch. “Being with you is different, and not in the way you think either.”

“Then how? You’ve known me less than a week, how do you know?”

“I’m not sure what is going to come of this, but what I do know is I want to spend as much time with you as possible.”

“I do too.” Her voice is barely a whisper.

“Then don’t doubt this.”

“Kyle, it’s not you I doubt, it’s me.” She turns her head, gazing out the window.

“Well, then we are in luck.” I give her hand a little squeeze. “Because I believe in you.”

“Kyle…” She swings her head around, tears forming.

“Let’s get you home.” I throw it into drive and ease it back onto the road. “Before your sister has my balls.”

That gets her to giggle. “Yeah, she’s waiting.”

After a few moments, we pull up to an irate Niki, wearing a white apron and a welding mask and sharpening a butcher knife.

“Ummm. I’m going to go.”

“Don’t worry, she’s all bark and no bite.” She leans over, giving me the gentlest of kisses before she sits back in her seat.

“Thank you,” I whisper.

Still scared of losing my balls, I mentally count the seconds it would take to run around the truck and open the door.

You can do it.

I give myself a pep talk, fling open the door, leaving it ajar for an easy getaway, and run around, letting Nina out.

“She’s looking at us.” She takes hold of my hand and jumps down.

“Don’t look.” I turn her around.

“Thank you for the wonderful date. It was nice.” Nina wraps her arms around my middle for the biggest of bear hugs from such a petite person.

Looking over her shoulder I see Niki, standing there, watching, helmet up over her head. A look of understanding crosses her face as she turns and walks away.