I woke up in an unfamiliar bedroom. Although, I wouldn’t complain about the bed, because it was mega comfy. I took in the unfamiliar surroundings, it was a master sized bedroom, the bed in which I was lying on must be king sized, there were bed side cabinets on either side of the head board, a tall swanky looking lamp stood in the middle of one of the cabinets, a large fashionable wardrobe took up the length of one wall and fitted in perfectly, to my left was another door, of what I was guessing was to an on-suite bathroom. This was the room of my dreams, I would love to have a room this size, of course, I would have to make it into my own.

Last night’s events came crashing back to me like a tidal wave, giving me a god-awful headache. I remembered falling asleep on the sofa, but I couldn’t remember being brought into the bedroom. Oh god, how much did I drink and then it hits me. Last night really did happen, it wasn’t a dream after all. A part of me wished it was, but another part of me was glad to know, the question was, what did I do? Am I comfortable still being in Kaden’s life knowing what I knew, but then it made me a bad person to even question him, because although people made bad choices in life, it didn’t make them a bad person. I just needed to adjust and once I did, I was sure I would be fine, I mean I didn’t think I took it that bad, well if you forget about the part where I had a panic attack that was, but once Kaden had explained it to me, I would like to say I took it quite well and handled it like a little solider, I may had fallen asleep, but still that was dealing, right.

I stretched out my arms and legs and yawned loudly, it was so satisfying to be able to star fish. I went to throw the covers off me, but when I looked down my eyes widened in disbelief, I was dressed only in my underwear, oh my fucking god did Kaden undress me that...

“Morning,” Kaden smiled, entering the room. “How did you sleep?”

“You pervert,” I screamed. “You undressed me, what the fuck, where are my clothes?”

He threw his head back laughing. “Calm down, I was only trying to help. I didn’t think you would want to sleep in your clothes, for fuck sakes Eva I didn’t touch you, I barley looked.”

“You should’ve woke me,” I told him. “It’s my decision to make whether I want to get undressed or not an—,” he turned around and began to walk off, “hey.” I shouted after him. “I wasn’t finished, where do you think you’re going?” less than a minute later he came storming into the room with my clothes in his hands.

“There,” he threw my clothes at me, they hit me in the face. “Here you are, now stop complaining and making a big deal out of something that’s small, fucking hell.” He turned around, muttering under his breath something about woman being so difficult, it made me want to crack up with laughter. Did I mention that he was shirtless, because he was that is, shirtless? My god his abs looked like there carved from stone and he has the V you know the one I’m talking about, the delicious V. Shit. I couldn’t believe I was even thinking about his abs right now when a second ago, I was shouting at him for undressing me.

Huffing angrily, I threw the covers of me and dressed in last night’s clothes, luckily for me it was my favourite jeans and nice top, not something flashy, but shit I wore heels, now I was going to have to do the walk of shame home. I doubted Kaden wanted to give me a lift now, not after the way I had spoken to him. I quickly used the on-suite bathroom, wow it was nice. I splashed some cold water onto my face, threw my hair into a messy bun and gargled some mouth wash, because morning breath sucked and left me with an awful taste in my mouth, that made me want to vomit.

I walked out of the bedroom; the smell of bacon and eggs penetrated my nose. Mmm it smelled so good. Kaden was standing at the oven, frying and I must say, it was a good view for first thing in the morning, well as least I thought it was first thing, I hadn’t had a chance to check the time yet.

I stood half in the living room and half in the kitchen, not knowing what to do with myself, did I sit and make myself comfortable or should I leave without having to face an awkward goodbye. I was about to choose the latter when he turned around with a plate full of bacon and eggs. He placed the plate on the breakfast bar, “sit and eat,” he gestured to the food which made my mouth water, how could I deny bacon and eggs.

“Grumpy arse,” I muttered under my breath.

“What was that?” he asked.

“Nothing,” I quickly replied. He raised his brows and shook his head. He sat opposite me with his own plate, he grabbed his fork and dug in, I did the same. The first mouthful, I could’ve moaned my appreciation, but I decided against it after what happened last time.

I cleaned my plate; my belly was deliciously full. Kaden gave me a glass of orange juice to wash down the breakfast, I drunk it in two large gulps. He took our plates, rinsed them and placed them in the dish washer. He turned facing me and leaned his back against the counter.

“So,” I dragged out the word. “Thanks for breakfast,” I pushed away from the breakfast bar and climbed of the barstool and grabbed my coat of the back. “I should, erm yeah I should go now. See you soon.” I walked to the front door but before I could walk out, Kaden grabbed my wrist and whirled me around to face him.

“Why?” he asked, I gave him a questioning look “Why are you leaving?”

“I don’t know, it feels awkward.”

“Only because you’re the one making it awkward Eva,” he tucked a falling strand of my hair behind my ear, a shiver travelled down the length of my spine. “It doesn’t have to be awkward, why not hang out for a while, watch a fucking movie or something, don’t go, because if you go, it feels like you’re not coming back.”

“What makes you think that?” I asked.

“Cause of the way you’re looking at me Eva, shit your seeing me differently already. But I’m the same guy I’ve always been, my life’s just a little complicated now, but it won’t be this way forever.”

“Ok,” I told him. “I’ll stay, but for one thing only.”

“And what’s that,” he smirked.

“Only if you’ve got Netflix.”

He chuckled, “yeah I’ve got Netflix, but we’re taking turns watching films. I’m not watching some sappy ass fuckin romances all day.”

“You’ve got yourself a deal Mr.,” I extended my hand, he looked down at it smirking, grabbing my hand with his, he pulled me forward and planted a kiss to my forehead.

Kaden told me he was going to take a quick shower and said I could have one afterwards, in which of course I could not decline such an offer. I stink, not in a smelly like I didn’t ever wash sort of way, I stunk of booze because of the party last night and I would be happy to wash away the stench, although the smell would linger on my clothes, but it would have to do until I got home to change. Thinking of home. I rung mum real quick, to let her know I was ok and slept at Liv’s last night, I know, it was a lie, but I wasn’t sure how she would handle me staying over at Kaden’s. We said goodbye and I told her I would catch up with her later. I texted Liv and asked her if she got home ok, she told me my brother Callum had dropped her off, because apparently, he didn’t drink last night, Ben wanted to stay later, so Caleb dropped him off on his way home.

I was happy to know both of my friends got home ok, I had been feeling guilty all morning for ditching them, even though it was with reason, reasons I could never tell them.

Finally, Kaden emerged from his bedroom, he was dressed in navy jogging bottoms and a black t-shirt, something you would were at the gym or even on lazy days, he looked good more than good, freaking hot, which was no surprise, he looked good no matter what he wore.

I climbed in the shower. The warm water felt like a comforting blanket, I never wanted to leave. But I had to, so it was only a quick shower and afterwards I smelled of him, because of his body wash and it smelled fantastic.

When I entered the living room, Kaden had already made himself comfortable on the sofa. Walking over, I dropped down into the far end of the sofa, all the sudden I felt slightly nervous by his presence, which was stupid, I had known him my whole life.

“Get over here,” Kaden demanded, reaching for my arm he pulled me to his side. I leaned my head on his shoulder and watched him find the Netflix app on the TV, once finding it we both decided on a TV show rather than a film. He clicked on the first episode of Daredevil, I couldn’t help but smile to myself, because this was nice, it felt right, and I was enjoying it while it lasts, no more over thinking.

“Shit,” Kaden swore, waking me from my comfortable slumber. But shit it was, because we fell asleep halfway through the fourth episode, looking out the window I could see the sun had already set, which meant we were way into the evening. “We fell asleep,” he declared.

I snorted, “no shit Sherlock,” our bodies were tangled limps, my head had been lying on his chest, one of my legs laid across his crotch which was hardened, pressing against my thigh. My cheeks heated with embarrassment, “sorry,” I muttered.

“I’m not,” I felt him smirk into my hair.

Pushing of his chest, I told him I needed to pee, but really, I was escaping the awkwardness, again I was the one who was making it feel awkward, god I was acting like such a child.

Coming back through to the living room, Kaden had switched the telly of and was sitting up the breakfast bar. “I made you a coffee,” he gestured to the cup, placed in front of the empty barstool.

Sitting down, I took the cup in-between my hands and embraced the warm liquid. “Thanks,” I smiled, he nodded.

We sat there quietly for what felt like hours, but it had only been minutes. Kaden finally broke the silence, clearing his throat. “You’re a gorgeous woman Eva and you were lying all over me, I couldn’t help myself” he said, winking. “Plus, down there has a mind of its own, although I can’t say I weren’t enjoying you being wrapped around me because I’d be lying if I said that.”

“I enjoyed lying with you too,” I admitted. “It was nice.”

“You really are beautiful Eva,” he came around to my side of the breakfast bar, he placed his hand on my cheek and he stroked his thumb along my cheek bone, I closed my eyes, enjoying the way his hand felt. I could feel his face mere inches from mine, his lips only a breath away. Moving closer, he placed a small kiss to my lips. Opening my eyes, I stared into his beautiful blue ones, he smirked at me then and his lips came crashing down onto mine. The kiss was anything but slow. It was hungry, hot and demanding. We kissed like our lives depended on it, we were needy. He slipped his tongue inside my mouth, moving around with my own in slow, sensual circles, they had their own dance.

I felt an ache between my legs, informing me I so badly needed a release. My fingers pulled at his strands of hair, tugging him closer to me, his hand was on my jaw now, gripping tightly and it felt so damn good.

A squeal escaped me when he grabbed the underneath of my thighs and lifted me up, my legs instinctively wrapped around his waist. Before I could register what was happening, my back hits the mattress and Kaden hovered above me, with a hungry almost primal look in his eyes, making heat pool between my thighs.

He placed chaste kisses on the crook of my neck then licked, suckled and nipped with his teeth, my back arched with pleasure. He undressed me down to my underwear, he stared down at my body, which would normally make me want to cover myself up and hide away, but the way he was admiring my body, it made me feel beautiful. His lips found their ways to my thighs, he kissed the insides of them and bit down gently, my hands found their way to his hair, were I gripped tightly onto his strands, feeling hot and needy.

He looked up at me with a hooded gaze. “You are so beautiful,” his breath tickled my thighs. “I want to taste you so fucking bad, can I taste you Eva?”

“Yes,” I breathed. He smirked cockily in response and if I wasn’t so turned on I would’ve slapped him from being so smug about himself. He pulled my knickers down, exposing me. He threw them to the floor, undressed himself down to his boxers and settled himself between my thighs. He groaned inches away from my clit, sending waves of pleasure through my body, my fingers itched to touch his hair again and when they do I gripped his strands, my grip tightened when he pressed his tongue flat against my already wet folds. He licked, he tasted, and he bit, and I came hard, my legs shook, my body was slickened with sweat and my head felt fuzzy.

My eyes were closed and as I opened them, Kaden hovered above me, his lips mere inches from mine, he grabbed my face between his hands and kissed me again, I tasted myself on him, which turned me on all the more.

Getting on his knees, he pulled down his boxers and freed his erection.

Shit he was big, and I was a virgin. Shit, I should’ve probably told him this.

I could feel myself starting to panic thinking of how he would react, he grabbed a condom, opened it and slid the rubber down his shaft.

“Uh Kaden,” I whispered, my cheeks felt hot.

“Hey,” he grabbed my face with his hands. I could feel him down there, right at my entrance “What’s wrong pretty girl? If you don’t want this, that’s ok, but you need to know that this is something I have wanted with you for a very long time and fuck I plan on doing this with you for a very long time.”

“That’s really sweet and all Kaden but that’s not it, I do want you it’s just—”

“What Eva? You can talk to me.”

“I’m a virgin.”