“Will you marry me?” Those four words had my heart beating a mile a minute. He. Wanted. To. Marry. Me.

I couldn’t breathe, I felt like I was choking. Oh god, I was so happy. He had made me undeniably happy, I could barely contain my excitement it wanted to burst free.

I loved him so god damn much. I could never express just how much I loved him. Those words, his words, they were so beautiful, so meaningful and that song. It was my favourite song in the whole world, it was our song, I remembered when he had danced with me to this song, one of the greatest memories that I held dear. It was one I would think of when I fell into my darkness.

He says I was his light, he was my light, he saved me from my darkness, he held me up, helped me live again, helped me become me again. I could never thank him enough with all that he had done.

My body was shaking, my hands were trembling. Tears streamed down my face. He had filled me with so much warmth, so much love.

“Yes,” I all but screamed. “Yes! I will marry you Kaden, a million times yes.”

Cheers of joys and happiness filled the room, making me jump from my seat.

Standing up, I turned around. My whole family was here. My mum, brothers, friends and John. I shook my head covering my face with my hands.

“Oh honey,” mum cried softly, pulling me into her arms. “I’m so happy for you. Congratulations Eva.”

“Thank you mum. I love you so much.”

“I love you too sweetheart,” she rubbed my back. “Now go hug your man.”

Turning around I faced my future. “Kaden,” I cried and ran into his open arms. Hoisting me into his arms, he held me tightly. I grabbed his wet cheeks and kissed him hard on the lips.

Everything around us fell away. In this moment nothing and no one existed, it was just me and him, my one and only, my first real and true love.

Yes, we were maybe too young to be getting married, but shit I really didn’t care, it was the right thing to do. To me this was perfect and all I ever wanted.

He was my first and last love. Kaden was the only man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. The only man I wanted to fall asleep with and wake up to, the only man I wanted to argue with, play fight with, make love to. I wanted everything with him.

As a child he was my best-friend, as a teenager I had started to fall in love with him and as an adult he would one day be my husband.

“I love you,” I peppered his face with kisses. “So god damn much Kaden.”

“I love you too pretty girl,” his eyes were filled with emotion. “So god damn much.”

“Take me home,” I whispered. “I need you so bad, I want you so bad.”

He groaned into my neck, “your killing me,” he kissed my lips again. “Let’s see our family first then we can leave.”

I nodded, “ok. And thank-you Kaden. For bringing them here for this.”

“Anything for you pretty girl. Anything.”

We entered Kaden’s flat and as soon as that door shut behind him. I lunged for him. He caught me, and I wrapped my legs around his waist. I crashed my lips against his, hungry for his taste. He slipped his tongue inside my mouth, I moaned loudly. I had needed this, no needed him all night.

“Shit,” Kaden breathed against my lips. “We need to get you out of these clothes, because I need to be buried inside of that pussy right fucking now.”

I clenched my thighs around his waist at his dirty words, that had me aching and wanting, more, so much more.

He carried us through his flat to his bedroom.

Laying me on my back, he pulled the straps of my dress down past my shoulders, then past my waist, then to my legs. Throwing my dress on the floor. Kaden stood up, took his Jacket off, then unbuttoned his shirt and pulled it off and then proceeded to do the same with his trousers, all while I stared at him drooling. His body was sexy as a sin, perfectly shaped, perfectly toned. It was just fucking perfect and it was all mine.

Leaning up on my elbows. Kaden crawled between my legs in nothing but his tight black boxers, he grabbed the back of my hair and pulled me in for a rough, demanding kiss. I pulled his bottom lip in-between my teeth and bit down gently, a growl vibrated his chest, making me ache that much more between my thighs.

He trailed kisses down my neck, reaching my bra he unclipped it at the back and threw it on the floor. He took my painfully erect nipple into his mouth, he sucked, kissed and bit whilst massaging the other one in the palm of his hand. I threw my head back in ecstasy and moaned.

He kissed his way down my stomach. Reaching my public bone, he looked up at me with a hooded gaze. “We won’t be needing these.”

“No,” I moaned— “we won’t.”

He ripped my knickers from my body, causing me to gasp. “Sorry,” he chuckled. “But I need to fucking taste you.”

He licked between the folds of my already wet pussy. I bucked my hips. Grabbing my thighs, he forced them open wider and gripped them, keeping them in place. He plunged his tongue inside of me. He licked and sucked my juices.

I was on the edge. I was so close to coming, it was almost too painful for me to bare.

He took my clit in-between his teeth and bit down and that was when I really lost it. My eyes shut tightly, my body became limp, I felt exhausted, but I also felt so damn good.

Before I had time to come around, he thrusted deep inside of me, filling me to the brim. Pain mixed with pleasure.

Opening my eyes, I grabbed his face and kissed him hard on the lips. He swallowed my cries of pleasure.

“Shit Eva,” he groaned. “You feel so damn good. But your so fucking tight,” I wrapped my legs around him, needing him deeper. His thrusts were slow at first but then I needed more. I dug my finger nails into his back, his thrusts became faster, harder and dominating.

I could barely hold it together.

“Shit I’m gonna come baby.”

“Then come,” I whispered huskily in his ear. I felt him throb inside of me then I felt his come and I had to bite my lip to hold in my cry of pleasure. My pussy clamped around him taking his release while I released myself. My head fell against the pillow and my eyes became heavy, I felt relaxed, I felt amazing.

I felt like I was completely high, it was surreal.

Kaden rolled off me and lied on the bed. Both of us panting hard, trying to catch our breaths. Our bodies were slickened with sweat and trembling from the mind-blowing sex, at least mine was.

Stretching out my limbs, I laid my head on his chest and drew circles on his ribs with my finger. Feeling utterly content and completely at home.

Some days I pinched myself, needing a reminder that this right here, was very real. Sometimes it was too good to be true.

“Your amazing,” Kaden rasped. “So fucking amazing baby. Are you ok?”

“Yeah,” I smiled, “why wouldn’t I be?”

“I mean I didn’t hurt you or anything, I wasn’t too rough, was I?”

I laughed quietly, “no Kaden you were perfect.”

“Good,” he kissed my hair.

“This has to be the most memorable night in my life.”

“Yeah,” I felt his smile. “Me too.”

“You’re going to be my husband,” I beamed.

“And you’re going to be my wife,” he chuckled. “I can’t wait for you to be my wife.”

“Good,” I told him. “Because I can’t wait to get married.”

“I was so fucking worried you were going to say no,” he laughed nervously.

“Really?” I raised my eyes brows in surprise. “Why would you think I’d say no?”

“I don’t know. I thought maybe your feelings might’ve changed, or that I wasn’t good enough. I still don’t think I’m good enough for you, but fuck it, I’m a selfish bastard and I plan on keeping you.”

I laughed, “I plan on letting you keep me. But Kaden, I’ve always had these strong feelings for you, Christ I’ve had them since I was a kid. They’re never gonna change, I love you too much, when I say your it for me Kaden I truly mean it and you’ve always been good enough for me. Please don’t say shit like you don’t deserve me because you do, why would you say that?”

“Because of my past, the things I’ve done, the things I was involved in” he’s voice trailed off when I noticed an eight-legged big motherfucker crawling on the wall.

Jumping from the bed stark naked, I screamed. “Oh my god,” I pointed to the wall. “Get it out of here,” I covered my eyes. “Please.”

“Jesus Eva,” he groaned. “You scared the shit out of me all over a fucking tiny spider.”

“Tiny,” I screamed. “You call that thing tiny?” I let my hands dropped and pointed at the creepy, scary looking spider.

“Alright, alright” he chuckled. “Calm your ass down,” He grabbed his shoe from the floor and squashed it.

“Why’d you kill it for? You murderer,” I pouted.

“Seriously Eva,” He dropped his shoe to the floor and shook his head. “You wanted rid of it, so I got fucking rid of it.”

“I didn’t mean kill it Kaden,” I threw my hands in the air. “Moron.”

“Moron. Your calling me a fucking moron, when you screamed over a spider, told me to get rid of it then you chew my ass out for getting rid of it.”

“Because you could’ve gotten a glass and threw him out the window.”

He dragged a hand down his face. “Well if you’re that bothered by it, do it your fucking self-next time.”

“No,” I shook my head. “No fucking way, no way jose.”

“Then stop complaining,” he threw back the covers and climbed in bed. “And get your ass in this bed.”

“Fine,” I huffed climbing under the covers. “But if there are any more spiders. I’m out of here. You got that Mr I’m fucking leaving.”

He burst out laughing shaking his head, full on hysterical laughing and I couldn’t help but join in, because spiders.

Tears ran down our cheeks from laughter. Wiping them away I laid my head down on to his chest. “Sorry about my dramatic moment.”

“It’s fine,” he laughed. “Your pretty fucking fantastic Eva.”

“Where were we?” I asked smiling.

“We are now going to sleep. That whole spider shit has taken it out of me.”

“That was so big though,” I shuddered then groaned. “Man, I’m going to have nightmares about spiders now.”

He chuckled kissing my hair. “No you won’t. I’ve got you baby, I’ll never let nothing happen to you, never.”

“I know,” I said.

“Good night Eva.”

“Good night Kaden.”

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”

That night I had slept better than I had in months.