I woke up the next morning as if my whole body was hit by electricity, my heart was pounding as I looked around disoriented. I took a deep breath and calmed down once I realized that I was in Axel’s bed.

It was the first time in nearly two years I had woken up on a bed that wasn’t the one I had in Edgar’s basement. I wouldn’t call this bed my own but I wouldn’t trade it for anything else in the world at this point.

Axel had rolled over in his sleep and had his left arm around me, I reached out and took his hand in mind, rubbing it with my thumb as I lightly kissed his arm. I looked at his knuckles and saw that they were bruised badly, I could have sworn they weren’t that bruised when we went to bed, maybe I was just imagining things.

Was Axel the man for me? I couldn’t deny that the situation I was in was dangerous, but I was beginning to have feelings for him and didn’t just want to leave him. I liked to think that when all of this was over then maybe him and I could possibly try for a more normal life.

I wouldn’t ask him to leave his MC, I could never ask him to do that, but the club both made me safer and put me in danger. I knew Axel and the club had a beef with another gang but I was sure they would protect me if anyone ever came after me.

I thought about Edgar’s now empty house, even with the bleach we poured there was still evidence of what happened. I’m sure when Donnelly realizes that Edgar was gone he’d start busting doors down looking for the both of us. I couldn’t believe that he was a cop, he should have saved me and yet he took pleasure in me being chained up. I wanted to expose him to the rest of the police force but who knows how deep this thing goes, I could just be shooting myself in the foot.

I felt Axel stir behind me, kissing me up and down my back before reaching my neck. He brought his hand down to my hip and pulled me into him, grinding my ass and letting me feel his morning wood.

I had to giggle to myself, he made me feel like I didn’t have a care in the world. When he kissed me it felt like he had known me for so long.

I had to stifle a laugh when I turned to see that he had already fallen back asleep. Can’t say I blamed him, so much happened in the past day that he was obviously exhausted.

I looked out the window to see that the sun was only just coming up, giving me the idea that I should watch the sunrise. Yesterday I didn’t know if my freedom was real yet, now with Axel behind me it felt like I really did have my whole life ahead of me.

I got out of bed and threw my clothes on, trying to be as quiet as possible not to wake him, I leaned over the bed and gave him a peck on the cheek before slipping out.

I reached the service elevator and before long I was on the roof, feeling the wind in my hair this high up reminded me of being on Axel’s bike. I looked out over the Horizon and smiled, it was the first sunrise I had seen in years, it was as if the sunset I saw yesterday was the end of my old life and this was the beginning of my new one.

I grabbed the edge of the couch and after struggling for a few seconds turned it around so I could sit down and watch it.

I reached into Axel’s fridge and to my disappointment saw that there really was only bear. I’m sure him and Zeke used to hang out here all the time shooting the shit, it almost made me jealous that I hadn’t had a friend like that since middle school. Guess him and I were both in the same position in that respect regarding best friends, although he had Wyatt, Mason, and the whole MC now that he was president. All I had was him.

As I watched the sun come up I thought about the future and smiled, it’s amazing how things can change so much in 24 hours.

I heard the service elevator coming up and nearly jumped. I was afraid that someone would come up here and I’d get in trouble but was relieved to see Axel walk out once the elevator reached the top floor.

“Did you seriously come up in your boxers?” I asked giggling as he walked out nearly naked.

“Ah who cares if someone sees me” he said with a smile on his face as he rubbed the sleep out of his eyes. “They’ll just be jealous of whatever lucky lady gets to sleep in my bed.”

“I guess that would be me” I responded smiling up at him. “But you are the president now don’t you think it would be better to at least put on some pants?” That comment kind of just slipped out, I really shouldn’t have said that considering how it was he became president.

To my surprise and my relief he actually started laughing.

“If only you knew how many times I’d walk into the bar in the morning to see Clay in his underwear drinking a beer.” He ran his hand down his own face as he tried to talk without laughing, I had to admit it was a cute side of him that I really liked seeing.

“Goddamn that old man really was crazy sometimes” he said looking out at the sunrise.

I watched his body up and down, he was even sexier in the early morning sun. His muscles looked so thick and firm, painted from his tattoos and accented by his scars, each one told a different story, and each one physically showed that he was able to overcome an obstacle in his life even if it was deadly.

I wanted a good start to this new life, I wanted to feel like a normal 19 year old, and I wanted to make Axel forget all of his worries if only for a moment. I knew how to do all three.

I pushed all my anxiety to the back of my mind, all the bad thoughts about Edgar, all my trust issues, all my fears that I might not really be out of the woods yet, I pushed all of it away. I knew that this would be a giant leap in terms of trust and opening myself up, in fact it would be the largest leap I had ever taken, but as I watched Axel standing there in the sun I knew that there would be no better person to share this moment with.

I put my finger on the upper part of his pec and slowly traced it down his body, he walked closer to me as I stayed seated on the couch.

My finger went down his abs to his boxer waistband, I pulled it down a few inches before nerves got the better of me when I saw the base of his massive shaft.

I took my fingers off of him and breathed in deep. He leaned over and kissed me, holding the side of my face as I felt my nervousness begin to melt away again.

He sat on the couch next to me and kissed me. He began to run his big hands up my body, running his palm up my skinny waist before rubbing his thumbs on the underside of my breasts.

He broke our kiss for a moment and looked at me in the eyes, only glancing down briefly to look at the way my t-shirt hung off of my breasts.

“Do you want me?” he whispered, he already knew my answer.

“Of course I do.”

He pulled me in and kissed me again, our lips locked together as his hand squeezed my breast. He put the other hand on the small of my back and pulled me into him, bringing me as close as he possibly could until my breasts pressed against his heaving pecs.

He lifted my shirt up over my body and tossed it aside before pulling my pants and panties all the way down until they were completely off. For the first time in my life a man was staring at my naked body, my full breasts, my smooth stomach, my delicate arms and legs. I should have been worried, I should have been terrified, I should have jumped for my clothes so I could put them on as fast I could. But that’s not what happened. Instead I looked into his eyes and felt a bond I didn’t think I could ever feel after what happened to me with that terrible man. I felt my fears, uncertainties, and mistrust wash away in the blues of Axel’s eyes. Who knows if it would be only for a moment, chances are it would be, but I would make sure it would be a moment that would be absolutely unforgettable.

He ran his hand from my breast down to my thigh, I let out a soft moan, the first feeling of sexual pleasure a man had ever given me.

He continued moving his hand up my thigh until he reached my pussy, I should have closed my legs out of nervousness but instead I let them open. He slowly began to rub me as he kissed me deeply again and again, letting me moan into his mouth as I began to blush. I could already feel myself getting wet, I wanted him, I wanted to feel him, I wanted to make us both forget about everything that bothered us.

I ran my hand down his abs to his side, looking at all of his tattoos again as I traced them with my fingernail. I hooked the waistband of his boxers again, with the pleasure that was coursing through my body from his fingers I knew that I wouldn’t be afraid this time.

I slowly began to pull them down as he adjusted himself on the couch to let me take them off with ease.

My mouth was already open from the pleasure he was giving me but after seeing inch after inch of his cock being revealed my jaw dropped. I finally pulled his boxers to his knees and let them drop to the floor, revealing a cock so big that I couldn’t even get me whole hand around it.

He kissed me deeply again as I stroked his massive shaft with my hand, struggling to even comprehend how I would be able to fit it inside of me.

It was the first cock that I had ever touched, it felt warm and stiff in my hands with an almost velvet like feel to the skin.

He pulled me on top of him so that I straddled him with my knees on either side of his muscular body.

“Are you ready?” he whispered into my ear before kissing me again.

This was it, the moment where I showed myself that my humanity and desire to love wasn’t taken away from me. The moment where I could decide to embrace another human and take my first true step into a normal life.

“For you I’ll always be ready” I whispered.

He began to rub the tip of his cock against the opening of my pussy. I was so anxious but my excitement, desire, and lust pushed me to prepare myself to take Axel in his entirety.

I put one hand on his shoulder and one on his chest, feeling his thick muscles tense as he let out a soft moan from the tip of his cock rubbing against my already soaking wet pussy. I didn’t know I could be this horny, I didn’t know that I could ever feel a desire like this, a heat deep down inside of me that pushed me to want more.

He put one hand on my waist and slowly began to lower me down onto his cock. I gasped as I felt the first inch enter into me, feeling it slowly push it’s way into my pussy as I realized I still had around 8 inches to go.

He let out a moan and I couldn’t help but smile. I had pleasured him, I made him feel good, me. Just seeing the look on his face and hearing the moans escape his lips filled me with a sense of joy and satisfaction that I had never had before.

As he pushed deeper into me any minor pain that I had before quickly turned into pleasure, I could feel my eyes roll into the back of my head as somehow, someway, I took a cock for the first time in my life. It wasn’t just any cock, it was his, it was Axel’s, the only man I would have ever trusted to give this to. The only man who had never asked anything of me, the only man I had met who would have let me walk out of his life and would have actually helped me do it. But I didn’t walk out on him, I put my trust in him, and now he was giving me a level of pleasure I had never felt before.

Suddenly I felt myself against his pelvis, I looked down and realized that I had taken the entire thing.

I ran my fingers through his wavy brown hair and pulled him in to kiss me. We felt each other moan into each other’s mouths as I began moving my hips back and forth against him. For the first time in years not only was I better than ok, I felt like I was a normal person, a normal person enjoying one of life’s sweetest pleasures.

He looked up at me as I moved my hips and felt his cock deep inside of me. I felt the heat of the rising sun on my back as he moved his hands to my hips and began slowly bouncing me up and down on his cock.

When our eyes met I knew he understood what I was going through, what I was feeling, and I could feel him right there enjoying it with me.

His massive cock slid in and out of me, I put one of my hands on his chiseled core to stable myself as I rode his cock again and again. The wind blew through my hair and cooled me off as I felt the sweat on his chest, putting in as much work as I could on his cock as I still struggled to take it all. I never knew I could feel so full, it felt as though if he was any bigger I wouldn’t have been able to take it at all. He was filling me up in all the right ways, and as the heat of the sun combined with the desert wind and his soft moans I knew that I was in absolute heaven.

Minutes felt like hours as I threw my head back and enjoyed every bit of pleasure Axel gave me. He ran his hands up and down my back as I rode him, he kissed me all over my body as I took him again and again, inch after inch.

I don’t think I had ever even moaned in pleasure in my whole life before this moment but now I couldn’t control myself. I looked deep into his eyes as we bonded together again and again, feeling deep emotional and physical pleasure that I didn’t even know could be felt.

I dug my fingers even harder into his thick muscles as his sweat covered skin glistened in the morning sun. He pulled me in and kissed me so he could stifle his deep and manly moans.

I felt his cock throb deep inside of me, every time it pulsed I let out a gasp as he again opened my mind to a level of pleasure I never thought I would ever get to experience.

I looked deep into his eyes as I felt a heat growing deep within me, it wasn’t a heat like the sun beating down my back it was a kind of warmth that completely enveloped me.

I could feel Axel getting closer and closer, his breaths got shorter and quicker as his thrusts became faster.

I held onto him tight as I felt the heat growing deep inside me as I struggled to contain it, I wanted to enjoy him and this moment for just a little while longer but I had already reached the point of no return.

The warmth practically exploded within me, shooting throughout my body as I kissed Axel and moaned into his mouth. My hips shook and my arms trembled as pleasure filled every inch of my body.

As I struggled to even comprehend the sheer amount of pleasure shooting through my body Axel grunted and thrust deep inside of me, kissing me as deep as he could as I felt his cock swell inside of me.

As he moaned into my mouth I felt him shoot his cum deep inside of, I smiled knowing that we just shared a moment of extreme pleasure together as I felt his cock throb within me.

I collapsed on him a sweaty and heaving mess. I had never been more satisfied in my life. I had one hand on his chest and another practically wrapped around him. I kissed him up his neck until I reached his lips and embraced him. The early morning sun beat down on our sweaty bodies as we sat there on that couch and enjoyed wanes of our sexual pleasure.

I covered my mouth and started laughing as my head rest on his chest.

He looked down at me, smiling but confused as I actually tried to contain my laughter.

“What’s so funny?” he asked chuckling himself.

I didn’t want to say it, I was almost embarrassed, but I was laughing because I actually felt like a normal 19 year old. For the first time in years I felt normal, and the feeling of joy was just so overwhelming that I couldn’t help but laugh. I had never felt a pure joy like it, even as the pleasure from my mind shattering orgasm faded I still laughed just thinking about how good this all felt. Axel had pulled me out of a deep and dark place and it felt like he would hold me up to the light forever.

“Well?” he said still chuckling along with me.

“Nothing” I said biting my lip. “I just really like you, that’s all.”