Chapter 20
Georgie
“Can I have everyone’s attention please?” A familiar voice booms through the speakers of the bar. As I whirl around, I see Jayden sitting on the stage, eyes boring into mine and a guitar in hand.
“I hope y’all don’t mind, but you see, I messed up with my girl. I was a grade-A asshole and I need to get back in her good graces.” A small smile plays on his lips. “I was way out of line, as we pig headed men can do sometimes, and hurt my Sunshine in the process.” He starts fiddling with his guitar.
I’ve never heard him play before. He’s told me stories of the choir and I’ve asked him to play for me, but he always puts it off. I just didn’t think he felt like sharing or maybe it was all talk and he really sucked.
He starts the intro to a song and I melt. A few months ago, I was listening to the radio and a song came on. It spoke to me and I immediately Shazamed it and stalked the hell out of the song. I immediately sent it over to Jayden and told him if we were to ever have a song in life, this would be it. I never heard anything about it from that point on thinking I was getting too serious, which made me a little sad if I’m being honest. I’d just listen to it when I was driving by myself, sometimes I’d shed a tear or two. It was that perfect.
As the lyrics to Say You Won’t Let Go by James Arthur wash over me, I’m hit with emotion. The tears start to build up in my eyes when I hear the first verse. His voice is everything. I couldn’t describe a perfect moment in my life before right now. This moment. We’re in a room full of people, customers are shouting bar orders at me, but it’s only us.
He remembered and the fact that he’s playing it right now shows it meant something to him too. His fingers expertly glide over the chords like he’s played it a thousand times. He learned to play this beautiful song for me.
I love him. This is the first time I’m admitting it to myself, but I love him beyond words and I’m petrified. But, I’m ready for this. I’m strong enough to do this, fall head first into the single most wonderful thing that’s ever happened to me.
I used to dream of a life far away from what I had known, thinking I’d never be where I am right now. Jayden is making my every wish come true and I didn’t know I could ever be so happy. When he sings the part about holding her hair back when she’s throwing up, I can’t hold back my laugh. It brings me back to that night he found me and Vic outside the bar.
As he continues, I can’t stop staring at him. Everything that happened the other night is forgotten. His caveman attitude and the things he said to me. He’s learning too. How to be half of a whole. He’s not the only one that needs to remember this is all new. This is a new adventure for the both of us. How could I be so naïve and forget that?
As he works his way through the chorus, his gaze never leaves mine. It’s like he’s looking into my soul, branding himself into my heart. Little does he know he’s already there.
I sob and wipe at my eyes with the back of my hand. The tears falling are hindering my view of this gorgeous man and I don’t want to miss a second of it. When he sings his last note, and strums the last chord, I know I have to go to him.
I exit the bar and sprint for him. When he sees me, he places his guitar to the side and jumps off the stage like Johnny in Dirty Dancing. As I get to him, I crush my body to his as he hoists me in the air. When we’re face-to-face, he pulls my mouth to his for a bruising kiss that I can’t get enough of. When he pulls back, I stare at him as he locks his gaze on me.
“I’m so fucking sorry, Sunshine. Sometimes I’m an asshole, but I promise to do better.”
“Jayden, it’s in the past. I…” I place a sweet kiss on his lips and place my hand over his heart. “I love you Jayden Cage.”
He takes a sharp intake of breath and puts me back on my feet. This isn’t exactly the reaction I was hoping for. Maybe just over four months is too soon for him?
He grabs my hand and faces all the staring eyes currently on us getting one hell of a show. He looks back at me. “I have to shout it from the roof tops Sunshine. I’m in love with the most incredible woman I have ever met!” He yells the second part so everyone in a 20-mile radius can hear him. Everyone in the bar hoots and hollers causing me to laugh. This moment is so surreal, is this really happening? I’ve only seen scenes like this play out in movies.
“Let’s go somewhere a little more private.” Jayden pulls my hand and I follow him through the kitchen out the back exit of the building. Once outside, he shuts the door and pushes me up against the brick wall.
“Georgie, I never thought I’d ever love someone as much as I love you. Then you came into my world and dug yourself deep into my heart, even if I didn’t realize it then. The thought always freaked me out, loving another person more than life itself. It’s not normal, nobody can love someone with such abandon. You changed that. You are my everything Georgie. I love you and I want to keep you. Dig your roots deep inside me because I promise you, I’m never letting you go.”
Tears are flowing down my face. “Jayden, you mean everything to me. I dreamed of you before I knew you existed. When the shadows were closing in and life seemed unbearable, I felt hope. It’s like my heart knew you were out there for me.”
“Fuck.” He crashes his mouth back to mine and we’re stuck there, lost in each other until we have to catch our breath.
“What do you say we get out of here?”
“In a minute.” My hand slides low until I’m rubbing the skin above the waist band of his jeans.
Flicking the top button open, my fingers slide in and grip his hard length. He groans loud and long spurring me on. I squeeze him tighter and pump my hand up and down.
“Oh shit. Let’s go back to my place.” He barely gets out through his clenched jaw.
I place my mouth next to his ear. “I thought you liked this? Think about it, anyone could come out and find us.” I change our positions so he’s the one with his back against the wall. I push myself against him while keeping up the strokes on his pulsating cock. “What do you think they’d say? Do you think they’d watch what I’m doing to you? What I’m about to do to you?”
I don’t give him a chance to respond. In an instant, I’m on my knees and his cock is free of his pants staring me in the face. I’ve never been this forward before, nor have we done anything after he told me about his public tendencies.
Grasping him at the base, I swirl my tongue around the head before sucking him into my mouth.
“Sweet Jesus baby.” He yells. And I smile, well, as much as I can with a penis shoved inside my mouth.
I’ve given Jayden a few blow jobs over the past few months and my gag reflex has come a long way. I can calm myself down and relax my throat now. Not saying I can swallow it whole, but it’s definitely better.
Bobbing my head, I look up and stare into Jayden’s lust filled eyes. He looks like he’s about to snap, so I do the one thing I haven’t yet, the one place I haven’t gone that I know will get the job done.
***
Jayden
I’m barely hanging by a thread as I grasp her hair in my fist. Fuck, I’m teetering on the edge. Yet I’m trying to hold back, make this last as long as possible.
“That’s it, take all of me. Don’t fucking stop.”
At first, I barely notice her hand stop fondling my balls. I’ll tell you what I do notice though, that same hand working its way between my legs to the crack of my ass. One finger rides the line before diving between my ass cheeks massaging around my poor neglected butthole. He hasn’t seen a lot of action lately, poor thing.
When her fingers starts probing my back door, something in me snaps. I start to fuck her mouth with reckless abandon. Fisting her hair tighter to hold her in place and shoving my cock down her throat.
“Kerfuffle ball sack.” Is all I manage to get out and I know it makes no sense.
When I lock eyes with her she fucking winks at me. She winks! I’ve created a monster and I couldn’t be more thrilled. Her finger invades me even further, deeper and I know I’m not going to last much longer.
“Baby, god damn. Do you like when I fuck your mouth? Oh yeah, deeper. Go fucking deeper.” She goes deeper alright.
Hearing a noise causes my eyes to drift towards the edge of the building. It could be nothing… or it could be something. Someone.
“Oh fuck, fuck, fuck.” I yell with every thrust.
When I feel her finger deep inside me, I blow down her throat. I pump my hips as she takes me in her mouth, adding more suction and blowing my ever-loving mind. The intense pressure of her mouth and finger in my asshole makes the cum shooting out of my cock last for fucking ever. Nothing, nothing, has ever felt so good in my entire life.
I slow my hips as Georgie releases my dick before wiping her mouth. She thinks we’re done, not by a long shot.
I grab her shoulders and hoist her back to her feet. Turning her around, I plaster the front of her body to the brick wall and put my lips a breath away from her ear.
“Shit baby, do you know what you do to me?” I grind my half-mast cock into the crack of her ass. “I think you like this as much as I do. I want you to watch the door. I want you to wonder if at any second someone will bust through and find us. Maybe it’ll be Caesar bringing the trash out, or one of the waitresses taking a smoke break.”
She moans and grinds her ass into my cock. I slink my hands down her body, pulling her pants and panties with them. When she’s bared to me I drop to my knees and pull her ass towards me. Seeing her pussy glistening with arousal has me hungry, and I fucking hate being a starved man.
“Are you ready to feed me, baby?” She doesn’t answer. “Are you gonna let me starve baby?” I bend forward and bite her ass cheek. In reaction, she bends over further and grinds her pussy back into my face. Not quite an answer, but I’ll take it. The first swipe of my tongue has her calling out my name. I’m gonna make sure she can’t even talk when I’m done with her.
“Shit, I think someone’s coming.” She manages to moan out.
“Do you like that baby, I hope someone comes out and sees this. Watches me devouring your pussy and the look of pure lust you can’t hold back. Do you want them to hear you calling out my name? I want you to fucking scream it!”
“Oh god.” She yells as I dive three fingers into her.
My tongue attacks her clit and my thumb makes circles around her asshole. If she can play, so can I.
“Fuck, it’s too much Jayden. I can’t… Oh, right there!” Now she’s grinding on my face. “Right.” Wiggle. “There.”
I’m enjoying every fucking second of this, but I know I can’t draw it out too much longer. My girls gonna cum harder than she ever has before. I push my thumb in her ass up to the first knuckle keeping up with my fingers pumping inside her pussy and my tongue thrashing at her clit.
“I’m coming, I’m coming!” She shrieks and when I look up I see her squeezing her tits. It almost has me coming in my damn pants.
“Ahhhhh.” She yells and I feel like if nobody saw us, they know what we’re doing now. Pride swells in my chest at the thought.
When her body stops trembling, I pull her pants up over her hips and kiss my way up her spine until I’m biting the juncture of her shoulder. Placing a final kiss on the sting, I nibble on her ear.
“You are so fucking sexy when you let yourself go. Do you know how perfect you are for me?”
She turns around and wraps her arms around my neck. “That was awesome!” She giggles.
“That’s just the tip of the iceberg Sunshine.” I kiss her on the nose.
Bending down in the universal sign for “jump on up”, Georgie climbs on my back giggling. As I carry her back to my car piggy back style, I can’t think of another time in my life I was ever this happy.
There’s still the looming shadow of the fight hanging over our head, but I push that thought away.
I’m gonna live in the moment.
Push the doubts away.
Live my fucking life surrounded by the love of a woman I can’t get enough of… until I get the call.